This is my first ever Harry Potter fan fic and lets just say it's not a fluffy one. But I hope you all enjoy! This will be over in three short, easy, stories. All three songs written and sang by a very cute and very talented Justin Timberlake. I'm twisting this very beautiful song into Malfoy's very twisted mind.
Disclaimer: I own nothing except the dumb little plot you see here.
Dedicated: To the only person who ever made me angsty in my life, I'm so proud of you.
"Still On My Brain (1/3)"
---- Draco ---
"Never Again"
*
Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize
*
Of all the things I thought she was when were kids a liar was never one of them. She had told me all sorts of lies before she walked out that door, the worst of them being she loved me. And I believed her because nothing was better than my Hermoine. Nothing. And Merlin knows that I would have given up everything, my life, my money, my home, my name, just hear her whisper them all to me again.
Even when all the forces in the world told me I was wrong, I looked into her eyes and believed...that she was right. But now laying here on my bed I realize, neither of us were right, but neither of us were wrong.
The night she lay here and whispered that it was to be our last was when I first knew that my darling, sweet, beautiful, little know-it-all was an incorrigible liar.
*
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again
*
The next morning I did something I had promised never to do, ever, I begged, I begged you to stay, I begged you to love me. And there I was, gone, Draco Malfoy, gone all because of, you, a female mudblood. Oh! I can't even insult you without feeling the guilt and disgust pour over me.
But now you've left me here, a shell of the man you once took pride in, a shell of the broken boy you once fixed into the man of your dreams. But now you've gone and taken the thread out my already torn and mended heart, and now my heart may never mend.
You couldn't say you were sorry for leaving me, you couldn't have pride in my mistakes, you couldn't accept my very own apology to you. I apologized for who I had become and I was to be. But you couldn't accept it, it brought tears to your eyes, and vinegar to your throat. You wanted to love me, that was no lie, but who I am prevented all of that. But now you won't come back and you'll never get to love me.
*
Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it
*
Today here I am, sitting in my window watching you walk away once again. Or is that my imagination? I can't still hear the very words you spoke to me, "No I can't live this way."
I shouldn't have ever thought you could live a life of a Malfoy. No. Not you little, you little dirty Mudblood, with the heart of gold, and kiss of an angel. No not you, too perfect for this family. But I should've known that you weren't good enough for me.
I should've known....
I should've known....that I'll someday waste away pining for you Hermoine Granger.
I should've known...that the day you said 'I sorry' would be our last.
*
Wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now
*
But who am I talking to?
My tears?
My fears?
My memories?
I wish like hell that I could go back and smile in those pictures we took together. And said I love you to you when you rang you fingers through my hair. And I wish I could take back what I did, what I said.
But I can't.
I'm a Malfoy....
"....We say what mean, and we never retract a word we say. So never expect me too."
I can remember saying that to you.
Do you remember the look on your face?
I can remember...
You told me never again...
And you kept your word....
Never again would you look me in the eye and tell me how you loved me....
Never again would the softness of your skin keep me warm at night....
Never again would I hear you whisper my name like you did that morning....
"Goodbye Draco Malfoy..."
I closed the window, along with your memory...
"Never again Hermoine Granger...."
Disclaimer: I own nothing except the dumb little plot you see here.
Dedicated: To the only person who ever made me angsty in my life, I'm so proud of you.
"Still On My Brain (1/3)"
---- Draco ---
"Never Again"
*
Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize
*
Of all the things I thought she was when were kids a liar was never one of them. She had told me all sorts of lies before she walked out that door, the worst of them being she loved me. And I believed her because nothing was better than my Hermoine. Nothing. And Merlin knows that I would have given up everything, my life, my money, my home, my name, just hear her whisper them all to me again.
Even when all the forces in the world told me I was wrong, I looked into her eyes and believed...that she was right. But now laying here on my bed I realize, neither of us were right, but neither of us were wrong.
The night she lay here and whispered that it was to be our last was when I first knew that my darling, sweet, beautiful, little know-it-all was an incorrigible liar.
*
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again
*
The next morning I did something I had promised never to do, ever, I begged, I begged you to stay, I begged you to love me. And there I was, gone, Draco Malfoy, gone all because of, you, a female mudblood. Oh! I can't even insult you without feeling the guilt and disgust pour over me.
But now you've left me here, a shell of the man you once took pride in, a shell of the broken boy you once fixed into the man of your dreams. But now you've gone and taken the thread out my already torn and mended heart, and now my heart may never mend.
You couldn't say you were sorry for leaving me, you couldn't have pride in my mistakes, you couldn't accept my very own apology to you. I apologized for who I had become and I was to be. But you couldn't accept it, it brought tears to your eyes, and vinegar to your throat. You wanted to love me, that was no lie, but who I am prevented all of that. But now you won't come back and you'll never get to love me.
*
Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it
*
Today here I am, sitting in my window watching you walk away once again. Or is that my imagination? I can't still hear the very words you spoke to me, "No I can't live this way."
I shouldn't have ever thought you could live a life of a Malfoy. No. Not you little, you little dirty Mudblood, with the heart of gold, and kiss of an angel. No not you, too perfect for this family. But I should've known that you weren't good enough for me.
I should've known....
I should've known....that I'll someday waste away pining for you Hermoine Granger.
I should've known...that the day you said 'I sorry' would be our last.
*
Wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now
*
But who am I talking to?
My tears?
My fears?
My memories?
I wish like hell that I could go back and smile in those pictures we took together. And said I love you to you when you rang you fingers through my hair. And I wish I could take back what I did, what I said.
But I can't.
I'm a Malfoy....
"....We say what mean, and we never retract a word we say. So never expect me too."
I can remember saying that to you.
Do you remember the look on your face?
I can remember...
You told me never again...
And you kept your word....
Never again would you look me in the eye and tell me how you loved me....
Never again would the softness of your skin keep me warm at night....
Never again would I hear you whisper my name like you did that morning....
"Goodbye Draco Malfoy..."
I closed the window, along with your memory...
"Never again Hermoine Granger...."