The world is perfect, am I not making sense? In my world I am. We've been
here for over a month now, and everything's perfect. I'm back into collage,
I'm in my final year. I know it's a bit strange, but I have Faith to thank
for the fact that I'm still in school. She transferred me, even without me
knowing about it. About a month ago, the morning after we first arrived
Faith said she had some business to take care of, I went shopping and she
went to the collage here. She talked to Carol Christ, the president and
somehow she managed to get me in. I moved in there and I have a cool room
mate; Sarah Pacelli. She's cool with me and Faith. She knows I sneak out
some nights to see her. (And hunt Vampires in the mean time, but she
doesn't know that)
She keeps her mouth shut and I help her with subjects she finds difficult. I've picked up my magic abilities by the way. Slowly and under the help of Faith. She urges me to get back to my old level of spell casting, but she makes sure I don't go overboard.
I have to wear some less. outstanding outfits in class, but when I'm out I wear the vampire-willow clothes, Faith has found some cool clothes as well and she has settled. She's looking for her own place now. She's working in a small store and she almost has enough to rent the room above it. She is so happy and relaxed. Some of her demons have vanished and she battles the others through painting. She bought all sorts of paint. We had a fun time when she painted a nude version of me. I was freezing lying butt naked on the bed, but she was enjoying the view. She told me to hang the portrait in the dorm, I refused-obviously. She hung it in the hotel room, it's not in plain view (Thank GOD), but she told me she needed something to remember me when I wasn't there. the way she said it and the way she looked told me she didn't mean just look and remember.
She painted a self-portrait, it's beautiful. She captured the sparkle that lies in her eyes now and she's wearing a fluffy pink sweater (which I bought for her)-that's about it for the wearing. She is sitting and has pulled her knees up under the sweater, she naked under the sweater, I made the picture. Her hair falls loosely over her shoulders and she is smiling at me, it is just so loving. On the back she wrote
"For you to remember, Always,
Faith"
I cried when she gave it. It was just so sweet. The thing that is so perfect about the picture that posed for the painting is that on that day she asked me to marry her. We can't marry legally, but she wears the same ring and I tell everyone I'm married to her, she does the same. We threw a huge party and we sent a card to Buffy and the others announcing our marriage to them. I miss them sometimes. Especially Buffy, I loved her so much. I was in love with her for so long, even when I was with Tara, although I loved Tara greatly Buffy always had a place in my heart, and she still does, so does Tara and so does Oz, I'll never stop loving any of them, but Faith and me. we just. Match. I love her with all my heart and soul and I trust her with my life. I thinks she feels the same. She admitted that she had loved Buffy at one point as well. They slept together once and then Buffy dumped her. I think that set her off the edge. She went too the Major after that and then she tried to get Angel. She never loved him, not really, she just wanted to hurt Buffy the way she had hurt her.
So as you can see it's all working out. I-we're in love and we're settled. Everything is just perfect. We're battling the demons that haunt us in our sleep and we battle the ones that are really out here. Life goes on and we survive the best as we can, isn't that what life is all about? Living and enjoying life that best as you can? Does it matter with whom? No, it doesn't. I am happy with Faith and she is happy with me. We can't tell what happens a day, a month or a year from now, but we can tell what happens now: Living, Loving and Enjoying.
She keeps her mouth shut and I help her with subjects she finds difficult. I've picked up my magic abilities by the way. Slowly and under the help of Faith. She urges me to get back to my old level of spell casting, but she makes sure I don't go overboard.
I have to wear some less. outstanding outfits in class, but when I'm out I wear the vampire-willow clothes, Faith has found some cool clothes as well and she has settled. She's looking for her own place now. She's working in a small store and she almost has enough to rent the room above it. She is so happy and relaxed. Some of her demons have vanished and she battles the others through painting. She bought all sorts of paint. We had a fun time when she painted a nude version of me. I was freezing lying butt naked on the bed, but she was enjoying the view. She told me to hang the portrait in the dorm, I refused-obviously. She hung it in the hotel room, it's not in plain view (Thank GOD), but she told me she needed something to remember me when I wasn't there. the way she said it and the way she looked told me she didn't mean just look and remember.
She painted a self-portrait, it's beautiful. She captured the sparkle that lies in her eyes now and she's wearing a fluffy pink sweater (which I bought for her)-that's about it for the wearing. She is sitting and has pulled her knees up under the sweater, she naked under the sweater, I made the picture. Her hair falls loosely over her shoulders and she is smiling at me, it is just so loving. On the back she wrote
"For you to remember, Always,
Faith"
I cried when she gave it. It was just so sweet. The thing that is so perfect about the picture that posed for the painting is that on that day she asked me to marry her. We can't marry legally, but she wears the same ring and I tell everyone I'm married to her, she does the same. We threw a huge party and we sent a card to Buffy and the others announcing our marriage to them. I miss them sometimes. Especially Buffy, I loved her so much. I was in love with her for so long, even when I was with Tara, although I loved Tara greatly Buffy always had a place in my heart, and she still does, so does Tara and so does Oz, I'll never stop loving any of them, but Faith and me. we just. Match. I love her with all my heart and soul and I trust her with my life. I thinks she feels the same. She admitted that she had loved Buffy at one point as well. They slept together once and then Buffy dumped her. I think that set her off the edge. She went too the Major after that and then she tried to get Angel. She never loved him, not really, she just wanted to hurt Buffy the way she had hurt her.
So as you can see it's all working out. I-we're in love and we're settled. Everything is just perfect. We're battling the demons that haunt us in our sleep and we battle the ones that are really out here. Life goes on and we survive the best as we can, isn't that what life is all about? Living and enjoying life that best as you can? Does it matter with whom? No, it doesn't. I am happy with Faith and she is happy with me. We can't tell what happens a day, a month or a year from now, but we can tell what happens now: Living, Loving and Enjoying.