Avril's worst nightmare: Hun, this is just a story. There's no need getting worked up about it. I'm not implying that the characters are really gay, although J.K has never specified their sexualities. Again, I'll say that this is JUST a story.

Um, this one is from Harry's POV again. I have a few ideas for this story but I'm taking suggestions. So if you have any ideas, feel free to let me know what they are. Thanks. Please review.

I do not own any of the characters from Harry Potter. If I did, I assure you that I wouldn't be on here writing fan fiction about them. J.K would probably have a heart attack if she knew what I did to them half the time.

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Damn you Malfoy. Damn you. Why do you have to make my life so complicated? Why? Everything was so simple before you pulled that shit on me. Now Ginny won't quit asking questions. Are you queer with him? Don't you love me? Fuck the questions.

"Watch it Potter." Ah, you're acting like your normal self at least. Oh, and I see you're with those 'friends' of yours. "You're in our way." You don't have your usual smirk on your face today. Is something wrong? I can't help but smile.

"Why hello Draco." Did I just see you shudder? Yes I do believe I did. I smile again. I can't help it. It's so fun to play with you.

"Harry, I've been looking everywhere for you." Ginny. She always seems to come along at just the right time doesn't she? My smile gets bigger when I see your face. Oh you hate her. You hate her so much you can't stand it. She glares at you. Ha, she hates you just as much. She works her way into my arms. I never take my eyes off your face. You look so different right now. There is no sign of hate in your eyes. Do you always look at me that way? Or is this just the first time I've noticed?

You finally speak. "You should get going Potter. Don't want to keep your girlfriend waiting." Then you just push yourself past me. With one look back you're gone.

"Harry, what is it with you and him?" There she goes again with those damn questions.

"Nothing, Ginny. Nothing."

What are you doing to me Malfoy? What are you playing at? Of all people, why me? Why? There's something wrong with your head, you know. There has to be. I know that you can't possibly think that I would be interested in you. It's not happening. No.

"Harry. Let's go." I look at her. She's not looking at me the way you did. Her look isn't anything like yours. Now I've even more confused.

"I want to be alone. I'll catch up with you later alright?"

"Ok sure." She turned to walk off but then came back. She gave me a quick kiss and said, "I love you." She turned to walk off again.

"No."

"What?"

"No you don't. You don't love me."

"What are you talking about Harry? Of course I love you and you know it." She's coming towards me again. Go away.

"No. It's over Ginny. I can't be with you anymore." I'm leaving. Where are you? See, this is all your fault. If you had never looked at me like that. If you have never kissed me. If you had never told me that you loved me. God, what is wrong with you? You're ruining my life. I hate you. I'm supposed to be with Ginny. That's what everyone wants. But I did that because you of. Damn you. Damn you.

God, you are everywhere. Everywhere I go, you seem to be there. It's weird. No, you're just weird. You're talking to Pansy. Do you see the way she looks at you? I mean do you really? She loves you. It's quite obvious.

I've noticed something about you. You don't smile much. You should. Maybe everyone wouldn't think you're such a hard ass. Maybe people would like you. Maybe not.

You've caught me staring. You look shocked. I'd say so. You're probably wondering why I'm staring at you. Ah, now you're coming over here. Why?

"Potter."

"Malfoy."

"Do you have a problem?"

I smile, again. "No, no. I was just thinking about how different you are now compared to last night. You do remember last night don't you? Or do I need to remind you?"

You look like someone just hit you. Your voice is barely above a whisper. "Listen, let's just forget that ever happened. Just forget about anything I've said to you. I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable." Damn, I think you're going to cry again. Don't do that. "You have that little Weasley to keep you busy."

"Oh no. That's where you're wrong. I'm no longer with her. She's history."

Now you look a little happier. "Really?"

"Yeah really." And it's all your fault. I don't know what I'm supposed to do about you. You're standing there looking at me with that look again. That look that Ginny should have given me. That's the look that did it.

I reach out and run my fingers down your cheek. You are absolutely glowing. I start to take my hand away but you grab it and hold it there against your face. I shudder. Your hand is cold.

"Harry." Still it's weird to hear my name coming from you. "Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why are you doing this?"

"I don't know." You let go of my hand and I drop it to my side.

"I love you." I close my eyes. It only gets to me because I know you mean it. How can you love me? Especially with the way I treat you. I open my eyes and I see the tears in yours. See, I make you cry. I wonder how often you've cried because of me.

Do I still hate you? Yes. I know that hasn't changed. I still want to hit you for making my life a mess. But you love me and that causes me to look at you differently. I don't know what I feel. You've succeeded at making me feel sorry for you. Damn you.

"I'm going to give you some time alone." Why? Why would you do that? I don't say anything. I just nod and walk away. Never have I been so…confused.

I'm alone now. It's weird. Everything is just weird. I hate you and yet I have the urge to hold you. I'm a hypocrite in a way. Do I want you?

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And yet another chapter is done. I hope you all like this one. I feel like it's not that great but it's all I have for now. Again, I would like to say that I'm taking suggestions. Please review. Thanks.