Title: Fly - Heaven
Author: Jessica
Email: j_rothen@yahoo.se
Distribution: Wherever...just let me know where
Spoilers: Teach me tonight
Rating: PG
Feedback: YES please....j_rothen@yahoo.se
Pairing:Rory/Jess
Disclaimer:I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS.
Summary: The letter finds its way into Rory's hands
AUTHORS NOTE: In this story Rory never went to New York to see Jess.
English is not my first language so spelling/ grammar
mistakes may occur.
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Three days later,
Stars Hollow,
night.
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The moon shines in through my window and keeps me company as I
read his letter once again.
His words found its way inside, piercing the huge wall that I have
around my heart.
I shiver.
I want to put it down, but I can't.
I have read it over and over again trying to find faults in his
character.
Trying to disregard his lovely words.
Trying to find lies.
But I found nothing, only the words that managed to touch my
heart over and over again.
Now I'm sitting here feeling lost.
I turn my face towards the moon and I wonder if he is looking up
at the same wondering were I am.
It's been three weeks now since he left Stars Hollow.
My arms is getting better and better for each passing of a day.
I spend my days trying not to think about him.
I refuse to miss him.
I will not miss him.
But as I sit here with his letter in my hand all those feelings I
have kept locked inside comes back to haunt me.
If I close my eyes I can almost see him in front of me.
Smiling.
Saying my name.
I have never met anyone like him.
Sure, I have had my share of dangerous boys.
Just look at Tristan and me.
Whatever that was.
But Jess was different.
I can't put my finger on it.
It's something there.
Something I fear naming.
I know that I have to let this feelings out otherwise I will
shatter like glass.
So I reach for a pen and paper and start to write those words that
my heart is whispering.
"I'm sitting here watching the moon pass by outside my window.
I wonder if you are watching the same moon.
I hope you are and I hope this letter will find you well.
I can't find the words to let you know how much I love the words
you wrote to me.
It moved my heart and turned my world.
I don't know how to talk to you.
You are nothing like no other I have met.
You came into my world like a warm wind.
You changed me.
In so many ways.
You opened my eyes and made me see things differently.
You set my soul free.
For that I thank you.
I owe you so much and you owe me nothing.
You don't have to ask for forgiveness.
You have nothing to feel sorry for.
That night, I can't describe it.
All I know is that you set my soul free that night
and made my heart fly.
I don't know how or when.
I just know.
So I thank you.
I don't believe in kindred spirits.
But you are the closest to heaven that I ever will come.
I thank god for you.
Yours forever,
Rory Gilmore"
With a sigh I surrender.
I put down my pen and paper.
My hands are shaking.
I lay down on my bed.
I close my eyes and let my dreams take me away.
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Feedback....j_rothen@yahoo.se
Part 3...coming soon....
Author: Jessica
Email: j_rothen@yahoo.se
Distribution: Wherever...just let me know where
Spoilers: Teach me tonight
Rating: PG
Feedback: YES please....j_rothen@yahoo.se
Pairing:Rory/Jess
Disclaimer:I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS.
Summary: The letter finds its way into Rory's hands
AUTHORS NOTE: In this story Rory never went to New York to see Jess.
English is not my first language so spelling/ grammar
mistakes may occur.
---------------------------------
Three days later,
Stars Hollow,
night.
----------------------------------
The moon shines in through my window and keeps me company as I
read his letter once again.
His words found its way inside, piercing the huge wall that I have
around my heart.
I shiver.
I want to put it down, but I can't.
I have read it over and over again trying to find faults in his
character.
Trying to disregard his lovely words.
Trying to find lies.
But I found nothing, only the words that managed to touch my
heart over and over again.
Now I'm sitting here feeling lost.
I turn my face towards the moon and I wonder if he is looking up
at the same wondering were I am.
It's been three weeks now since he left Stars Hollow.
My arms is getting better and better for each passing of a day.
I spend my days trying not to think about him.
I refuse to miss him.
I will not miss him.
But as I sit here with his letter in my hand all those feelings I
have kept locked inside comes back to haunt me.
If I close my eyes I can almost see him in front of me.
Smiling.
Saying my name.
I have never met anyone like him.
Sure, I have had my share of dangerous boys.
Just look at Tristan and me.
Whatever that was.
But Jess was different.
I can't put my finger on it.
It's something there.
Something I fear naming.
I know that I have to let this feelings out otherwise I will
shatter like glass.
So I reach for a pen and paper and start to write those words that
my heart is whispering.
"I'm sitting here watching the moon pass by outside my window.
I wonder if you are watching the same moon.
I hope you are and I hope this letter will find you well.
I can't find the words to let you know how much I love the words
you wrote to me.
It moved my heart and turned my world.
I don't know how to talk to you.
You are nothing like no other I have met.
You came into my world like a warm wind.
You changed me.
In so many ways.
You opened my eyes and made me see things differently.
You set my soul free.
For that I thank you.
I owe you so much and you owe me nothing.
You don't have to ask for forgiveness.
You have nothing to feel sorry for.
That night, I can't describe it.
All I know is that you set my soul free that night
and made my heart fly.
I don't know how or when.
I just know.
So I thank you.
I don't believe in kindred spirits.
But you are the closest to heaven that I ever will come.
I thank god for you.
Yours forever,
Rory Gilmore"
With a sigh I surrender.
I put down my pen and paper.
My hands are shaking.
I lay down on my bed.
I close my eyes and let my dreams take me away.
------------------------------------------------
Feedback....j_rothen@yahoo.se
Part 3...coming soon....