Mirror of my Dreams
By: coolkid189
'Love has the most wonderful feelings and privileges!'
-Anonymous
Some people say I'm weird for I don't love someone or because I had never been in love…but what is love? How do you describe it? How can you know it? Sure, I like some people's traits and I admire it… is it love? How do I know if I'm in love or I've been in love if I don't even know love? Every night I sit on my bed and think about it and it doesn't seem to match. But even though, I'm uncertain about love I want someone to love me… I know it's weird but I wanna feel love and be able to share it too. Sometimes, my thoughts haunt me in my dreams… I dream of nothingness. It scares the heck outta me. I don't wanna be alone. The feeling of being alone gives me shudders… I feel vulnerable, exposed and paranoid… defenseless. I want to feel crowds, I don't wanna be alone… I want someone to guard me… I think that's why I wanna be loved. My friends are my only protection from the world but someday, some how they'll all fade away. I want someone who'll be there for me forever and protect me… I want to be loved. But who will love a person like me?
A/n: yeah…yeah… long time no see… well… the first part was the first lover here's the second…Can you now guess who they are? … well too bad if you hadn't! *laughs evilly*
*ahem*
Well, bye for now! I'll be back before ya know it! *snorts* yeah right… I'll be back in another 6 months! … *bwahaha*
Pls. review, maybe I'll be back sooner than ya think… maybe.
This is coolkid189 telling ya to review…Bye!