TITLE : He's the only one
AUTHOR : Hollyva
REVIEW AT : Estelle@mic.fr
RATING : PG-13
PAIRING : James/sirius Harry/Draco
SUMMARY : Sirius has been alone for almost fifteen year . But he finally has a trial and a big surprise is in store for him
DISCLAIMER : All the characters in this story belong to JK Rowling
PRONGS' CHALLENGE :see chapter 1 for info on the challenge
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Two hours ago the judges went to another room to vote if I'm innocent or if i'm going back to Azkaban .
I never thought it was going to be so long . Something might have happened .
I'm looking for Harry but he doesn't seem to be in the room . I have to be strong for him , I'm the only family he has left .
Oh god james please forgive me . I couldn't be here for Harry when he needed me the most . If you can watch everything from above, you must hate me now . I'm sorry
I never meant for that to happen . I wanted to have a quiet life . with you
The judges are returning . They all look strange . I was right, something happened . I need to know what
I look at Dumbledore, he seems pleased with himself . Maybe he convinced them . I look at the man by his side . It can't be .
How is it possible ?
What is he doing here ? If the judges call him I'm good for Azkaban .
Snape I hate you .
But anyway the juges mustn't like me . They call the bastard and ask him all sorts of questions but strangely it's not about me but about potions .
« Mr Snape, can you tell us more about the potion you discovered lately ? » the judge ask
What does that have to do with me ?
« It's called the 'second chance' potion . The purpose is to make some people come back to life » Snape says
What is he talking about ? The most powerful wizards tried to do it but have failed . How can that greasy git succeed ?
The rest of the audience seems to have the same reaction and snape sees it so he keeps explaining
« But it doesn't work for anybody . For it to work, we need a person who is connected to ones we want to bring back but also to the wizard who killed them . » he says
That can't be possible . Could he come back to life ?
Would that be a good thing ? What if he hates me ? What if he blames me for his death and everything that happened to harry ?
I couldn't bear it . But I'm selfish here .
If there is a chance he might come back, I wouldn't hesitate . And harry needs his father
Snape keeps talking . Please don't say that we can't bring james back
« The potion is very complicated and it can only bring back one person . » he explains
« So Mr Snape, what does that have to do with the case ? » the judge asks
please don't tell me i've been getting my hopes up for nothing
« We can bring one of Harry's parents to life . Like I said only one . It will be the proof you'll need . » snape says
Oh no . What if Harry choose to bring Lily back ? I never liked her .
If she is the one Harry choose she would probably bully me .
« The potion needs one month to be brewed . We have completed it . One of harry's parents has been brought back according to his wishes . » snape finishes
They have already done it ? And harry knew ? Why didn't he tell me ?
Oh god that must be because he chose Lily . I told him about me and James and maybe he doesn't accept it . He looked like it didn't bothered him the day i told him but maybe it doesn't because i'm not with his father anymore
Anyway, Harry isn't homophobic . Far from that . Last year he told me he was dating that slytherin guy . Draco i think . I saw him once . He seems nice, and love Harry so that's enough
Now the judge has something to say
« We questioned that person . They assured us that Mr Black was innocent of those crimes . He is now free and the ministry wishes to give him an amount of 20,000 galleons for our mistake » he says
One person of the ministry gives me my wand back . I will be able to do magic now . I can have my quiet life . But do I still want it ?
Without james, life isn't worth living
Dumbledore come to congratulate me , even though I didn't do anything special .
He takes me to the room where Harry and his mysterious parent are . It's not easy to reach the room with all the reporters . I see Ron and Hermione through the crawd and smile at them . They did so much for me . And harry . What if he had thought I was guilty in the shack that night .
Now I'm in front of the door of that damned room . Dumbledore told me to open it when i feel it .
It's feel strange and my heart is beating faster than ever .
I could find perfect happiness or the worst deception behind this door
It depends of the person in the room . I try to convince myself that whoever is behind the door, I'm free and tha should make me happy
But that doesn't seem to work
Snape made me hope that James could be alive and now I don't know if I an live with the fact he isn't
And he insisted on the fact that only one of Harry's parents could be brought back .
If Harry chose Lily, there is no hope for me to see james anymore
Would I be angry at Harry if he chose Lily ? If he chose by the same occasion to break my heart ?
My heart starts beating even faster if that's possible .
And let's admit it's James behind that door . Will he be like the one I remebered ?
Will he be the same kind and gentle james ? So modest even though he is the most beautiful , intelligent and funniest person .
I remember every time somebody told him he played well in the last quidditch match, that he looked good or something like that, James used to blush a lot .
He didn't understand that people could pay him so much attention when he didn't do anything special . So much like harry
Of course, when i discovered that, I paid him compliments every time we were in public .
And since it was coming from me, it wasn't on how nice his glasses were
It made me laugh but he didn't appreciate it . But it gave me a reason to make up to him and how he loved to make up by kissing
I'm still standing in front of that door , with Dumbledore
I must do it now . I slowly approach my hand of the door and open it slowly
I see Harry first . He looks tired . He's probably been up for a long time . He smiles at me and tells me how good it is to see me and throws himself in my arms .
I look around the room . Please god, let it be james .
We are interrupted by a knock on the door . It's Remus . He didn't know about either James or Lily coming back . He wants to know more , like I do .
But there is no one in the room . Empty .
I turn to harry and like if he read my mind he tells me
« The person I chose isn't here Sirius . We figured that the media would stop them form going out of here when they knew »
Harry gives me a piece of paper with an adress on it
« It's where they are » he adds
I take the paper slowly, fearing it would disappear along with the person at the address .I look at harry
« Go. I'll see you later » he tells me
Remus agrees to let me go alone ,maybe it's not a good idea if it's not James .
But whoever it is, i need to talk to them, to see if they blame me for their deaths
I apparate quickly in front of the house .
It's nice . Not to big but not small either .
After a few seconds, I'm in front of the door . I decide to knock quickly, I've already thought about it too much .
The thought of leaving right now cross my mind as my heart threaten to stop at every second
The door is opening . I hold my breath . Oh god please help me
Please let it be my only one
As i see the person behind the door , i'm determinated to pray everyday to thank god for that second chance .
James .
He is so beautiful, like in my dreams, in my memories of him .
I look at him, trying to figure if he is happy or disgusted by the sight of me .
I look in his eyes and see the one thing i longed for all this years .
But can he still love me ?
My nerves breaking because of all the stress of the day, I start crying
Only James can make me cry . That's curious how sometimes the person you love the most is the one who hurts you the worst .
Not knowing what to do, he takes me in his arms .
That sight look so much like the night we got together . Could it be a sign ?
« James, i'm so sorry . i messed up . I messed everything up» i say beteween sobs
Please James, don't be angry, don't hate me .
His hand ran through my hair and I feel a familiar sensation . He can make me feel good with a simple touch . How does he do ? He must be some kind of god . My god
« Shh Siri, calm down . Everything's okay now. Please Sirius don't cry, i love you sweetheart » james says
His words cause me to cry harder . Not from fear or anything but i cry of joy .
The joy of having James back, still in love with me .
And this time, no parents or Lily to stop this relationship
I hold James tighter . I still fear he is going to vanish at every moment .
James is crying too . I feel his tears on my neck and i can't bear that .
He can't feel any hurt, he mustn't feel any hurt . I swear myself to protect him and to make sure he won't ever cry in his life
After a few minutes I decide something's missing so, very slowly, i take his face in my hands and gently brush my mouth against his .
It feels so good, i never felt that good in a very long time . I moan longly as james deepen the kiss, our tongues dancing together
We don't want to stop but the need of air is too important .
When we finally stop, i can see love in his eyes . And I can't stop wanting him in this moment .
I know we'll need to talk, but tonight is about love
Me loving my only one
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Well ? what did you think ?
It was longer than the last chapter and I hope better .
You're lucky i was in a generous mood, I was going to stop at « Please let it be my only one »
So thank me with reviews : - )
Next chapter soon but please review
AUTHOR : Hollyva
REVIEW AT : Estelle@mic.fr
RATING : PG-13
PAIRING : James/sirius Harry/Draco
SUMMARY : Sirius has been alone for almost fifteen year . But he finally has a trial and a big surprise is in store for him
DISCLAIMER : All the characters in this story belong to JK Rowling
PRONGS' CHALLENGE :see chapter 1 for info on the challenge
---------------------------------------------
Two hours ago the judges went to another room to vote if I'm innocent or if i'm going back to Azkaban .
I never thought it was going to be so long . Something might have happened .
I'm looking for Harry but he doesn't seem to be in the room . I have to be strong for him , I'm the only family he has left .
Oh god james please forgive me . I couldn't be here for Harry when he needed me the most . If you can watch everything from above, you must hate me now . I'm sorry
I never meant for that to happen . I wanted to have a quiet life . with you
The judges are returning . They all look strange . I was right, something happened . I need to know what
I look at Dumbledore, he seems pleased with himself . Maybe he convinced them . I look at the man by his side . It can't be .
How is it possible ?
What is he doing here ? If the judges call him I'm good for Azkaban .
Snape I hate you .
But anyway the juges mustn't like me . They call the bastard and ask him all sorts of questions but strangely it's not about me but about potions .
« Mr Snape, can you tell us more about the potion you discovered lately ? » the judge ask
What does that have to do with me ?
« It's called the 'second chance' potion . The purpose is to make some people come back to life » Snape says
What is he talking about ? The most powerful wizards tried to do it but have failed . How can that greasy git succeed ?
The rest of the audience seems to have the same reaction and snape sees it so he keeps explaining
« But it doesn't work for anybody . For it to work, we need a person who is connected to ones we want to bring back but also to the wizard who killed them . » he says
That can't be possible . Could he come back to life ?
Would that be a good thing ? What if he hates me ? What if he blames me for his death and everything that happened to harry ?
I couldn't bear it . But I'm selfish here .
If there is a chance he might come back, I wouldn't hesitate . And harry needs his father
Snape keeps talking . Please don't say that we can't bring james back
« The potion is very complicated and it can only bring back one person . » he explains
« So Mr Snape, what does that have to do with the case ? » the judge asks
please don't tell me i've been getting my hopes up for nothing
« We can bring one of Harry's parents to life . Like I said only one . It will be the proof you'll need . » snape says
Oh no . What if Harry choose to bring Lily back ? I never liked her .
If she is the one Harry choose she would probably bully me .
« The potion needs one month to be brewed . We have completed it . One of harry's parents has been brought back according to his wishes . » snape finishes
They have already done it ? And harry knew ? Why didn't he tell me ?
Oh god that must be because he chose Lily . I told him about me and James and maybe he doesn't accept it . He looked like it didn't bothered him the day i told him but maybe it doesn't because i'm not with his father anymore
Anyway, Harry isn't homophobic . Far from that . Last year he told me he was dating that slytherin guy . Draco i think . I saw him once . He seems nice, and love Harry so that's enough
Now the judge has something to say
« We questioned that person . They assured us that Mr Black was innocent of those crimes . He is now free and the ministry wishes to give him an amount of 20,000 galleons for our mistake » he says
One person of the ministry gives me my wand back . I will be able to do magic now . I can have my quiet life . But do I still want it ?
Without james, life isn't worth living
Dumbledore come to congratulate me , even though I didn't do anything special .
He takes me to the room where Harry and his mysterious parent are . It's not easy to reach the room with all the reporters . I see Ron and Hermione through the crawd and smile at them . They did so much for me . And harry . What if he had thought I was guilty in the shack that night .
Now I'm in front of the door of that damned room . Dumbledore told me to open it when i feel it .
It's feel strange and my heart is beating faster than ever .
I could find perfect happiness or the worst deception behind this door
It depends of the person in the room . I try to convince myself that whoever is behind the door, I'm free and tha should make me happy
But that doesn't seem to work
Snape made me hope that James could be alive and now I don't know if I an live with the fact he isn't
And he insisted on the fact that only one of Harry's parents could be brought back .
If Harry chose Lily, there is no hope for me to see james anymore
Would I be angry at Harry if he chose Lily ? If he chose by the same occasion to break my heart ?
My heart starts beating even faster if that's possible .
And let's admit it's James behind that door . Will he be like the one I remebered ?
Will he be the same kind and gentle james ? So modest even though he is the most beautiful , intelligent and funniest person .
I remember every time somebody told him he played well in the last quidditch match, that he looked good or something like that, James used to blush a lot .
He didn't understand that people could pay him so much attention when he didn't do anything special . So much like harry
Of course, when i discovered that, I paid him compliments every time we were in public .
And since it was coming from me, it wasn't on how nice his glasses were
It made me laugh but he didn't appreciate it . But it gave me a reason to make up to him and how he loved to make up by kissing
I'm still standing in front of that door , with Dumbledore
I must do it now . I slowly approach my hand of the door and open it slowly
I see Harry first . He looks tired . He's probably been up for a long time . He smiles at me and tells me how good it is to see me and throws himself in my arms .
I look around the room . Please god, let it be james .
We are interrupted by a knock on the door . It's Remus . He didn't know about either James or Lily coming back . He wants to know more , like I do .
But there is no one in the room . Empty .
I turn to harry and like if he read my mind he tells me
« The person I chose isn't here Sirius . We figured that the media would stop them form going out of here when they knew »
Harry gives me a piece of paper with an adress on it
« It's where they are » he adds
I take the paper slowly, fearing it would disappear along with the person at the address .I look at harry
« Go. I'll see you later » he tells me
Remus agrees to let me go alone ,maybe it's not a good idea if it's not James .
But whoever it is, i need to talk to them, to see if they blame me for their deaths
I apparate quickly in front of the house .
It's nice . Not to big but not small either .
After a few seconds, I'm in front of the door . I decide to knock quickly, I've already thought about it too much .
The thought of leaving right now cross my mind as my heart threaten to stop at every second
The door is opening . I hold my breath . Oh god please help me
Please let it be my only one
As i see the person behind the door , i'm determinated to pray everyday to thank god for that second chance .
James .
He is so beautiful, like in my dreams, in my memories of him .
I look at him, trying to figure if he is happy or disgusted by the sight of me .
I look in his eyes and see the one thing i longed for all this years .
But can he still love me ?
My nerves breaking because of all the stress of the day, I start crying
Only James can make me cry . That's curious how sometimes the person you love the most is the one who hurts you the worst .
Not knowing what to do, he takes me in his arms .
That sight look so much like the night we got together . Could it be a sign ?
« James, i'm so sorry . i messed up . I messed everything up» i say beteween sobs
Please James, don't be angry, don't hate me .
His hand ran through my hair and I feel a familiar sensation . He can make me feel good with a simple touch . How does he do ? He must be some kind of god . My god
« Shh Siri, calm down . Everything's okay now. Please Sirius don't cry, i love you sweetheart » james says
His words cause me to cry harder . Not from fear or anything but i cry of joy .
The joy of having James back, still in love with me .
And this time, no parents or Lily to stop this relationship
I hold James tighter . I still fear he is going to vanish at every moment .
James is crying too . I feel his tears on my neck and i can't bear that .
He can't feel any hurt, he mustn't feel any hurt . I swear myself to protect him and to make sure he won't ever cry in his life
After a few minutes I decide something's missing so, very slowly, i take his face in my hands and gently brush my mouth against his .
It feels so good, i never felt that good in a very long time . I moan longly as james deepen the kiss, our tongues dancing together
We don't want to stop but the need of air is too important .
When we finally stop, i can see love in his eyes . And I can't stop wanting him in this moment .
I know we'll need to talk, but tonight is about love
Me loving my only one
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Well ? what did you think ?
It was longer than the last chapter and I hope better .
You're lucky i was in a generous mood, I was going to stop at « Please let it be my only one »
So thank me with reviews : - )
Next chapter soon but please review