Title: Drowning
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN ANY OF BUFFY or the poem used (I WISH) WE ALL
KNOW WHO DEOS SO WE'LL, SKIP THROUGH ALL THE JUNK AND GET TO THE STORY.
Summary: If Buffy knew she was going to die, and wanted to tell Spike
what she felt, what would her letter say?
AN: And thanks to my beta Alison, or "Sita Electra" (her screen name on
here) for beta reading this story!


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theme from angel start's to play.
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Love go's on forever...
For love is a golden bridge
that spans the vast chasm from earth
to heaven.-unkown
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Love is like the fragrance of a flower
that fill's the air and lingers on....
Those upon whom it falls
find our thought turned hevean word....where love began.-unkown
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Like a melancholy strian,
love is borne in the heart like a song with no ending.-unkown
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I know that I'm not first one you had to love in the your past before
me,
but when your lips touch my lips it felt like I was kissing destiny.
Angel eye's
with your angel lie's will you alway's be there to hold me.?-Ace of
Base
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Dear Spike,

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I
would tuck you in more tightly and pray the lord your soul to keep.

If i knew it would be the last time I'd see you walk out the door, I
would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for more.


If I knew it would be that last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in
praise, I'd video tape each moment, action, word, so I could replay it
back day by day.


If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or
two to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you know I do.


If I knew it would be the last time, I would be there to share your
day, but I'm sure you'll have many more so I'll just let this one slip
away.


If I knew it would be the last time, I would see that perfect smile, or
you gorgeous sapphire blue eye's, I would call you back and hold you
all through the night.


For surely there's a tommorrow to make up for an oversight, and we'll
alway's get a second chance to make everything right.


There will alway's be another day to say our "I love you's" and
certinally there is another day for our "Anything I can do's?"


But just in case I might be wrong and today is all I get, I would like
to say how much I love you. And hope you never forget:


"You're all I bloody think about. Dream about. You're in my gut. My
throat. I'm drowning
in you, William. I'm drowning in you."


I love you spike.



Yours Forever,


Buffy Summers.