January 1, 2003

Dear Journal:

Time has been passing very slowly over here at Capsule Corporation. Its like fate is trying to slow everything down in order for something extremely important to happen. Vegeta has been living with for a little over a year now and I still do not understand what possessed me to invite that unbearable man in to my home where all of my family and I live. Sometimes I think back to the day when I first met Vegeta and saw the flicker of a soul in his eyes but I dismissed it thinking how such an evil man could ever have a soul. I never new what truly happened to Vegeta till little Gohan had filled me in. What Gohan told me that would change hoe I felt about that sayian for the rest of my life. He was arrogant loud and obnoxious, but deep down it was just his way of trying to push people away from him. I new that and I also new that I could be loud like him as well and that I could give as good as I got from him. I also new that he wouldn't dare hurt the person that gave him all of his toys and made sure he had food so that he would not starve an man is his appetite huge just like Goku and Gohan. Just don't tell him I said that he would freak out big time. The constant yelling matches I think were in his thinking away of showing that he liked that person or was showing that person that he respected him. For I believe even with all of the dark deeds he has committed he still believed strongly in warriors honor and that honor was what kept him in check. Sometimes I find myself wondering what he and the Universe would be like if there was never a kold empire. Would I have ever met him would he have to have suffered as much and done the things he did if the sayian race never new Freiza. I hope that being nice to him and slowly opening my heart to him will one day bring him back out of the darkness. But if he ever falls or needs hand along the way I will always be there for him as I will always know that he will protect me and his son and daughter. I believe in you Vegeta make the right decision and stay on the side of good so that when we both die I will know that I can spend all eternity with my one true soul mate and that is you. We both never spoke of it but we both new that it existed this link between the two of us that kept pulling us ever so slowly together till we came together and realized that we weren't so different after all that in some ways we were very much alike. I love you Vegeta and I am proud of you.

Vegeta a proud and hard man but one with a heart and soul that transcends time and space and tells a story all its own. From those first moments on Namek to our last moments together on this Earth our love will always exist. He understood me as I understood him there was a sort of understanding between the two of us, as if we were meant to be together. But before love comes pain and learning to work together as well as learning about one another. In the beginning we hated each other and I mean hated each other when we were in one another presence there was nothing but heated arguments and nasty words said between one each it was truly awful. Even with all the arguing that took place between us there was still something there something that I could not quite put my finger on. Even though we fought he never tried to harm me even though his words would sometimes hurt greatly.

That is all that I can right for today journal. Right now that saiyan husband of mine is calling and I have to go tend to him and our son and daughter or I will get no sleep this night. Three saiyan's I don't even know how I do it but I wouldn't have it any other way.

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I hope that you all loved this chapter and I am sorry to those that have read the prologue and wondered where this chapter was. But man take it easy on me okay I work two jobs. But unless I get some reviews this story is going no where. I promise I will write more if I get at least five reviews maybe even two reviews. Right me if you have any ideas where you would like to see this fic go and I will try to make it happen. Kcamp003@hotmail.com  I have an idea where I am going to take this in the next chapter so if you want that chapter please review. Gotta go before my boss walks in. Bye for now.