Authors' Notes:This is set during the second part but it's through Jacen and Kyp's eyes when they get to Kamino and see what's going on there.Jacen's thoughts have a * and Kyp's
have a / next to them the next part will be with both I'm just getting started.Some spoilers for Star By Star and some for the following books.
Disclaimer:Check the first part
Part 3:Sometimes The Past Is Best Left Buried
by:jaina-solo-fel
You see Jacen and Kyp's ship flying to Kamnino*why are we coming here really to follow some shadow of the past that may not really exist it may just be something that was apart
of the Clone Wars not really something that's connected to them.But I really wonder what Kyp and I will find here will it really be worth it to find out about my grandparents
past won't it bring more pain than anything else.I sit and I stare out into space and I think about all the things that have happened during this war and what's happened to me
and my family.The people around us I see their pain and their suffering because they've lost family and friends and even some of them have lost their homes I mean you already
have to live in the present why do people always want to seek the past.I don't understand it I mean these Clone Wars started fifty years ago how many people who lived then are
going to be living now.These past few years have cost me a lot of things which include my life,my family,my friends and my home all destroyed because of these horrible creatures
that have come in and decided to destroy us all it just doesn't seem fair somehow.After we lost Chewie I didn't think I'd ever see my family back together we were torn apart
when my dad left I missed him but I was glad when he came back I was so sure that he and my mum were going to get back together and I was right.And then Ben was born and there
seemed to be new hope somehow and then that mission to kill the voxyn queen that was the worst possible mission ever I lost my little brother and then almost lost my life too
I'll never understand why the Vong wanted to kill me and Jaina.I mean I think they are pretty much scared of her now or scared of what she might be pulling off this goddess
thing is quite something.I've been back only three months and I can see how much she's changed but people tell me she's a lot happier than she was when I wasn't there so at
least I feel like I'm needed somewhere even if it's to make sure my big sister is kept happy.
But I'm glad to be doing the job people tell me she was on a suicide mission nearlly all the time Jaina my sister I can't believe it but I suppose she thought I was dead that
was my fault maybe I should have tried to get back sooner so she wouldn't try to kill herself.But she seems to be happier now I mean she's even got a boyfriend though she won't
admit it but I can see the way she looks at Jagged Fel and the way he looks at her.But if they want to keep it that way it's their situation I mean I'm sure that's why she chose
Jag over Kyp to go with her.It's funny though I never thought that she would end up with anyone that wasn't a Jedi I thought she'd end up with Zekk or someone like that but I
guess I was wrong about alot of things.Though I don't think I want to be there when my dad finds out that she's going out with Jag he won't be to happy about it apart from the
guy being the son of an Imperial Jaina is also his little girl.But I'm sure mom will be able to keep him at bay and there won't be any blood spilt and anyway he's also Wedge's
nephew so he can't be that bad or okay that's what I think.I look over at Kyp we're an hour away from Kamino about an hour ago we said goodbye to Jaina they are off to Geonosis
I wonder what she's going to find there or if in fact she's going to find anything.It's strange really to be looking into the past to see what we can find out about our
grandparents past.*
/I'm flying this ship to a planet I don't even know anything about and I wonder where it's actually going to get us what we are going to find there what kind of things are we
going to find out about the Clone Wars it's stupid to run after something that has already happened and also because there is impossibly no one still living that saw that war but
who am I to argue with Master Skywalker.But here I am flying myself,Jacen Solo,Zindra Daine,Tilath Keer and Beelyath to this planet where who knows what could happen anything
could have happened on this planet fifty years ago and nobody would have known about it because most of the archives have been destroyed during that time.I never wanted to point
out to Jaina but this might be a wild goose choose that Luke has sent us on.
An hour later we see come to the planet"well that certainly looks like an interesting planet,"Jacen says."Looks mostly water,"I say."Yeah well Kyp take us down we have to see
what they have to offer us and see what we can make out whether it's worth anything or not,"Jacen says."I know,"I say.We go through the planet's surface and come to a very
watery planet if I do say myself what are we expected to find her I say again it looks like there's almost nothing here okay well maybe that city on the water might be able
to tell us something but why do I have a bad feeling about this place.I land on the platform well it's raining perfect Jacen and I move to the back of the ship where everyone
else is"so what now?"Zindra asks."We go out and see what this place has to offer us you three stay here and Jacen and I will go check out this place and if we need you we'll
call you,"I say.They nod in agreement Jacen and I put our hoods up and walk down the plank and we go to a door and it opens and tall creature with a long neck comes and greets
us these people look friendly enough but I have to keep my guard up incase anything happens."Aah Jedi haven't had them in years,"it says."I am Nicros and you are?"I look at
it in surprise and then shake my head"I am Jedi Master Kyp Durron and this is Jedi Knight Jacen Solo,"I say."I suppose you will want to see our administrator,"he says."Yes
thankyou we would,"Jacen says.We follow Nicros to a room where another of these beings are standing"this is our administrator Tynan these are Jedi this is Jedi Master Kyp Durron
and Jedi Knight Jacen Solo,"Nicros says."Ah Jedi always welcome when not here to kill our people or our clones or take them by force like one did a very long time ago,"Tynan says.
I look at him and I shake my head"what do you mean may I ask?"I say."A Jedi named Darth Vader came in here forty-eight years ago and took all our clones made for the Republic,"
Tynan says."At the beginning of the clone wars another Jedi a nice one came here named Obi-Wan Kenobi and he looked over our clones and met the creator Jango Fett."I saw Jacen
look down his grandfather had come in and killed these poor people all those years ago I don't know how I would feel about that really because nobody ever really cared about me
all that much./
*These poor people how could anybody be that cruel I don't know we got shown around and then we went back to our ship I would have rather never come here really to find out about
Anakin--no not Anakin Darth Vader had done to so many people what's the use it will always come up bad anyway and that's always the worst thing you never really want to hear what
other people have to say.They have asked us to stay a few days and we have agreed we're about to send a transmission to Jaina telling us what we've found and hopefully she's got
better news than we do.I sometimes wonder what my grandfather would have been like if he hadn't turned to the dark side would Jaina,Anakin and I have been born would have Ben
been born I wonder what would have happened.We're getting everyone else off the ship and into the place I sit down at the controls and Kyp beside me I tap the commlink"hey Jaina
it's me we've found some horrible news about what's happened we'll see you guys at our meeting point tomorrow I hope you've found something good for us to take back home Jacen
out,"I say.Kyp looks at me and I see sorrow in his eyes but I don't know why it's there.I don't feel ashamed well okay maybe I do but even after everything that Darth Vader did
Anakin Skywalker got redemption in the end or that's what I think anyway.
To be continued....
Wait to see what happens I'll carry on with Jaina in the next chapter keep reading and enjoy
Review please and I'll carry on
have a / next to them the next part will be with both I'm just getting started.Some spoilers for Star By Star and some for the following books.
Disclaimer:Check the first part
Part 3:Sometimes The Past Is Best Left Buried
by:jaina-solo-fel
You see Jacen and Kyp's ship flying to Kamnino*why are we coming here really to follow some shadow of the past that may not really exist it may just be something that was apart
of the Clone Wars not really something that's connected to them.But I really wonder what Kyp and I will find here will it really be worth it to find out about my grandparents
past won't it bring more pain than anything else.I sit and I stare out into space and I think about all the things that have happened during this war and what's happened to me
and my family.The people around us I see their pain and their suffering because they've lost family and friends and even some of them have lost their homes I mean you already
have to live in the present why do people always want to seek the past.I don't understand it I mean these Clone Wars started fifty years ago how many people who lived then are
going to be living now.These past few years have cost me a lot of things which include my life,my family,my friends and my home all destroyed because of these horrible creatures
that have come in and decided to destroy us all it just doesn't seem fair somehow.After we lost Chewie I didn't think I'd ever see my family back together we were torn apart
when my dad left I missed him but I was glad when he came back I was so sure that he and my mum were going to get back together and I was right.And then Ben was born and there
seemed to be new hope somehow and then that mission to kill the voxyn queen that was the worst possible mission ever I lost my little brother and then almost lost my life too
I'll never understand why the Vong wanted to kill me and Jaina.I mean I think they are pretty much scared of her now or scared of what she might be pulling off this goddess
thing is quite something.I've been back only three months and I can see how much she's changed but people tell me she's a lot happier than she was when I wasn't there so at
least I feel like I'm needed somewhere even if it's to make sure my big sister is kept happy.
But I'm glad to be doing the job people tell me she was on a suicide mission nearlly all the time Jaina my sister I can't believe it but I suppose she thought I was dead that
was my fault maybe I should have tried to get back sooner so she wouldn't try to kill herself.But she seems to be happier now I mean she's even got a boyfriend though she won't
admit it but I can see the way she looks at Jagged Fel and the way he looks at her.But if they want to keep it that way it's their situation I mean I'm sure that's why she chose
Jag over Kyp to go with her.It's funny though I never thought that she would end up with anyone that wasn't a Jedi I thought she'd end up with Zekk or someone like that but I
guess I was wrong about alot of things.Though I don't think I want to be there when my dad finds out that she's going out with Jag he won't be to happy about it apart from the
guy being the son of an Imperial Jaina is also his little girl.But I'm sure mom will be able to keep him at bay and there won't be any blood spilt and anyway he's also Wedge's
nephew so he can't be that bad or okay that's what I think.I look over at Kyp we're an hour away from Kamino about an hour ago we said goodbye to Jaina they are off to Geonosis
I wonder what she's going to find there or if in fact she's going to find anything.It's strange really to be looking into the past to see what we can find out about our
grandparents past.*
/I'm flying this ship to a planet I don't even know anything about and I wonder where it's actually going to get us what we are going to find there what kind of things are we
going to find out about the Clone Wars it's stupid to run after something that has already happened and also because there is impossibly no one still living that saw that war but
who am I to argue with Master Skywalker.But here I am flying myself,Jacen Solo,Zindra Daine,Tilath Keer and Beelyath to this planet where who knows what could happen anything
could have happened on this planet fifty years ago and nobody would have known about it because most of the archives have been destroyed during that time.I never wanted to point
out to Jaina but this might be a wild goose choose that Luke has sent us on.
An hour later we see come to the planet"well that certainly looks like an interesting planet,"Jacen says."Looks mostly water,"I say."Yeah well Kyp take us down we have to see
what they have to offer us and see what we can make out whether it's worth anything or not,"Jacen says."I know,"I say.We go through the planet's surface and come to a very
watery planet if I do say myself what are we expected to find her I say again it looks like there's almost nothing here okay well maybe that city on the water might be able
to tell us something but why do I have a bad feeling about this place.I land on the platform well it's raining perfect Jacen and I move to the back of the ship where everyone
else is"so what now?"Zindra asks."We go out and see what this place has to offer us you three stay here and Jacen and I will go check out this place and if we need you we'll
call you,"I say.They nod in agreement Jacen and I put our hoods up and walk down the plank and we go to a door and it opens and tall creature with a long neck comes and greets
us these people look friendly enough but I have to keep my guard up incase anything happens."Aah Jedi haven't had them in years,"it says."I am Nicros and you are?"I look at
it in surprise and then shake my head"I am Jedi Master Kyp Durron and this is Jedi Knight Jacen Solo,"I say."I suppose you will want to see our administrator,"he says."Yes
thankyou we would,"Jacen says.We follow Nicros to a room where another of these beings are standing"this is our administrator Tynan these are Jedi this is Jedi Master Kyp Durron
and Jedi Knight Jacen Solo,"Nicros says."Ah Jedi always welcome when not here to kill our people or our clones or take them by force like one did a very long time ago,"Tynan says.
I look at him and I shake my head"what do you mean may I ask?"I say."A Jedi named Darth Vader came in here forty-eight years ago and took all our clones made for the Republic,"
Tynan says."At the beginning of the clone wars another Jedi a nice one came here named Obi-Wan Kenobi and he looked over our clones and met the creator Jango Fett."I saw Jacen
look down his grandfather had come in and killed these poor people all those years ago I don't know how I would feel about that really because nobody ever really cared about me
all that much./
*These poor people how could anybody be that cruel I don't know we got shown around and then we went back to our ship I would have rather never come here really to find out about
Anakin--no not Anakin Darth Vader had done to so many people what's the use it will always come up bad anyway and that's always the worst thing you never really want to hear what
other people have to say.They have asked us to stay a few days and we have agreed we're about to send a transmission to Jaina telling us what we've found and hopefully she's got
better news than we do.I sometimes wonder what my grandfather would have been like if he hadn't turned to the dark side would Jaina,Anakin and I have been born would have Ben
been born I wonder what would have happened.We're getting everyone else off the ship and into the place I sit down at the controls and Kyp beside me I tap the commlink"hey Jaina
it's me we've found some horrible news about what's happened we'll see you guys at our meeting point tomorrow I hope you've found something good for us to take back home Jacen
out,"I say.Kyp looks at me and I see sorrow in his eyes but I don't know why it's there.I don't feel ashamed well okay maybe I do but even after everything that Darth Vader did
Anakin Skywalker got redemption in the end or that's what I think anyway.
To be continued....
Wait to see what happens I'll carry on with Jaina in the next chapter keep reading and enjoy
Review please and I'll carry on