Title: Forever and Always?
Pairings: Sirius/Remus, James/Lily, and Lucious/Snape
Archive: Please, just email me and tell me where
Spoilers: Maybe some for PoA and GoF
Warnings: Slash (m/m) here people, if you don't like, don't read.
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I don't own them, so don't sue. I'm not making any money off
of this.
~Forever and Always?~
*Sirius' pov*
I glanced up him from my homework. He was sitting across the table from me. Some honey colored hair had fallen forward into his eyes. I longed the lean forward and brush it aside, letting my fingers gently caress his cheek in the process. God, he was beautiful. I've tried denying these feeling, but I know I can't. it's not possible. I know he would never return them, he's too perfect. Everyday my heart breaks as I gaze into his amber eyes, and know that he will never be mine. Even if he did swing my way, why would he go for me? I'm tall, clumsy, I have plain old black hair, that reaches to my shoulders. I would only dirty him. I'd ruin his precious purity, which I love so much.
No, he will never be mine.
He glances up from his Transfiguration essay. Damn, caught in the act. His eyes hold some emotion in them I've never seen before. Lust? No, I need to stop this. I'm only getting my hopes up. Look, it's gone now. I was probably just imagining it anyway. I look away embarrassed.
"Sirius?" he asks with concern.
"Hm?" I ask nonchalantly. God, if he only knew.
"Are you okay? You've only written a sentence, and it's due in two days."
"I'm just a little distracted." I smile at him. "Tomorrows the first night we'll be able to be with you. I'm a little anxious."
He's smiles one of his rare smiles, and I feel my heart melt. "I am too." He looks down at his open book then back up at me. "Will you still not tell me what animal you are?"
I feel my face split into a huge grin. "Nope! It's a surprise." I hear my stomach growl.
"Damn, and it's still two more hours before dinner." I grumble.
"Kitchen raid?" Remus suggests. I leap up.
"Great idea! Couldn't have come up with a better one myself!" That earned me a glare from Madam Pince. We gathered our things and were soon off to the kitchens.
~*~
I know it's short. The others will be much longer. I need some reviews. I wanna know if this is any good and if I should keep going. I absolutely love this pairing. My favorite!
~Forever and Always?~
*Sirius' pov*
I glanced up him from my homework. He was sitting across the table from me. Some honey colored hair had fallen forward into his eyes. I longed the lean forward and brush it aside, letting my fingers gently caress his cheek in the process. God, he was beautiful. I've tried denying these feeling, but I know I can't. it's not possible. I know he would never return them, he's too perfect. Everyday my heart breaks as I gaze into his amber eyes, and know that he will never be mine. Even if he did swing my way, why would he go for me? I'm tall, clumsy, I have plain old black hair, that reaches to my shoulders. I would only dirty him. I'd ruin his precious purity, which I love so much.
No, he will never be mine.
He glances up from his Transfiguration essay. Damn, caught in the act. His eyes hold some emotion in them I've never seen before. Lust? No, I need to stop this. I'm only getting my hopes up. Look, it's gone now. I was probably just imagining it anyway. I look away embarrassed.
"Sirius?" he asks with concern.
"Hm?" I ask nonchalantly. God, if he only knew.
"Are you okay? You've only written a sentence, and it's due in two days."
"I'm just a little distracted." I smile at him. "Tomorrows the first night we'll be able to be with you. I'm a little anxious."
He's smiles one of his rare smiles, and I feel my heart melt. "I am too." He looks down at his open book then back up at me. "Will you still not tell me what animal you are?"
I feel my face split into a huge grin. "Nope! It's a surprise." I hear my stomach growl.
"Damn, and it's still two more hours before dinner." I grumble.
"Kitchen raid?" Remus suggests. I leap up.
"Great idea! Couldn't have come up with a better one myself!" That earned me a glare from Madam Pince. We gathered our things and were soon off to the kitchens.
~*~
I know it's short. The others will be much longer. I need some reviews. I wanna know if this is any good and if I should keep going. I absolutely love this pairing. My favorite!