Ok, I wrote this a long time ago, when I was very depressed. Well any ways
I was going through all my word documents and found it. So I decided to
post it, don't ask me why I just did. I know it sucks and has no real point
but, well.... Sorry I've forgotten what my point was -_-; well any ways you
have been warned. Please review (its nice to get feed back no matter how
much the story sucks)
Disclaimer: I don't own Any thing
A/N: This is a Nagi POV
They were staring at me, I could feel it. Their eyes poked and laughed at me, judging me so quickly. They are so far from the truth but so right in the end. Not like I really care any ways. It used to bug me, but now it doesn't. They've been staring at me all my life. When I was younger they used to judge me too, they would laugh at me "Look at that pathetic little boy, he'll never grow up to be anything." That was when it bugged me, it made me want to cry, but now, now I enjoy the attention. Sure its bad attention, but if I don't get noticed once in a while it feels like I'll just disappear.
I had a dream once.. I was walking into my classroom but no one stared at me like the usually do. No one judged and labeled me, no one looked at me with hate, no one even noticed me. I sat down as the teacher took role call. When he came to my name, he looked around and said "Nagi's not here" and just kept on going. I raised my hand and declared I was right here but he dident look at me. That's when I realized I couldn't see my own hand, I had just completely disappeared. I woke up screaming but no one was there to help me, I was alone like always. Nobody came.
I feel alone in this world, dead almost. Of coarse iv been dead for a long time, mentally that is. I need somebody to relate to, somebody I can trust. Somebody I could tell my biggest secret to, and they wouldn't be afraid of me. Of coarse I wont ever be able to find somebody like that. I cant talk to Schwarz about anything. They don't care, they don't listen. So unless I find some one who was abandoned by their parents at a young age, had to live on the streets half their lives, and have been teased and made fun of for as long as they can remember, im going to be pretty much alone for the rest of my life.
No one understands, nor will they ever.
Disclaimer: I don't own Any thing
A/N: This is a Nagi POV
They were staring at me, I could feel it. Their eyes poked and laughed at me, judging me so quickly. They are so far from the truth but so right in the end. Not like I really care any ways. It used to bug me, but now it doesn't. They've been staring at me all my life. When I was younger they used to judge me too, they would laugh at me "Look at that pathetic little boy, he'll never grow up to be anything." That was when it bugged me, it made me want to cry, but now, now I enjoy the attention. Sure its bad attention, but if I don't get noticed once in a while it feels like I'll just disappear.
I had a dream once.. I was walking into my classroom but no one stared at me like the usually do. No one judged and labeled me, no one looked at me with hate, no one even noticed me. I sat down as the teacher took role call. When he came to my name, he looked around and said "Nagi's not here" and just kept on going. I raised my hand and declared I was right here but he dident look at me. That's when I realized I couldn't see my own hand, I had just completely disappeared. I woke up screaming but no one was there to help me, I was alone like always. Nobody came.
I feel alone in this world, dead almost. Of coarse iv been dead for a long time, mentally that is. I need somebody to relate to, somebody I can trust. Somebody I could tell my biggest secret to, and they wouldn't be afraid of me. Of coarse I wont ever be able to find somebody like that. I cant talk to Schwarz about anything. They don't care, they don't listen. So unless I find some one who was abandoned by their parents at a young age, had to live on the streets half their lives, and have been teased and made fun of for as long as they can remember, im going to be pretty much alone for the rest of my life.
No one understands, nor will they ever.