How Megan Saw It. Through the Eyes, of a MAHS girl. DISCLAIMER: I do NOT
this. I only own Megan, and a few other minor characters that are of no
importance! Enjoy! This chapter is in Megan's point of view.
Chapter 4,
That was when it started. Stargirl's popularity went sky-rocket. The Mica mall was all out of rats, and at lunch, not just one but, many ukuleles strummed in a chorus. I couldn't believe it. Some still had their speculations, however, such as Hillari Kimball. And Kevin. But he was different. He WANTED her to be fake. He wanted to uncover her. To detect her differences.
Than it happened. A cheerleader sat with us. She was offered a chance to be a cheerleader. Star shrugged.
"Sure." she told the cheerleader, who I was later told was the captain. Her name was Kendra. I couldn't believe it. After everything that she had said about being different, and not fitting in, and she was willing to give it up. They were attempting to morph her into one of us. Attempting to give her the infamous MAHS stamp that everyone got after a while.
The next day, everyone went to cheerleader practice. Everyone except me and Dori. We both felt that she was betraying herself and everything that she stood for. They watched her cartwheel around the field. They watched her slowly learn the moves in her long pioneer dresses. Leo watched her carefully. I could tell that he liked her. I was heartbroken.
He followed her. She told me all about it. He followed her one day after school. She gave someone a card. He read it. He followed her out to her Enchanted Place. He didn't get very far, as the sun was going down. He turned and ran. She called after him.
"I whispered his name," she told me, "I thought that he would hear."
"How could he hear? He was running away." I told her
"I don't know. I just thought that he would hear me."
*****
It was never official. It just happened. He was now Mr. Stargirl. I was so jealous, I had to get away from her. The jealousy had driven me mad. I soon went back to my old friends. But it seemed that I wasn't wanted there either. I knew that I needed to get someone to be able to confide in. Someone for me to tell my troubles to. I never knew that, that someone was going to be Kevin. He was always mean to me. The only reason he was talking to me lately, was he knew that I was friends with Star. He would try to get information about her from me. But this time, it was different.
I was sitting out in the courtyard, as I found I do when I am depressed, and he came out. He sat down next to me. 'Oh great,' I thought, 'here comes Kevin. He will probably want to know what Stargirl had for breakfast of something.' only I had no idea how wrong I was.
"Hi," he told me, kindness strung in his voice, "what's wrong?"
"Nothing," I managed to stutter out as I wiped tears from my eyes. My cheeks had dry tear marks on my cheeks.
"We both know that there is something wrong, why won't you tell me what it is?" the same softness hung in his words. I knew that I shouldn't have, but I spilled out everything to Kevin. He just sat and listened to my ramblings about how my life was trash, and how I had no friends anymore, and how I knew that Leo liked Stargirl, and I liked Leo. And how all I wanted was to fit in. I know that it was wrong. But it saved my life that year. Telling Kevin those things held my faith high in the air. It helped me survive tenth grade. But mostly, it made me feel better. And all I wanted was some of the weight that was on my shoulders, to be carried by someone else. To have someone else help me.
But why Kevin? Why did he suddenly want to help me? Why wasn't it Dori? Or one of my old friends? Why did it HAVE to be Kevin?
Because of what was to come, and what hade already happened, I was glad it was Kevin.
A/n: I hope you like it. If you do...please tell me so...because I am thinking about taking it off. Probably the ONLY reason that it is still up, is because there are only two Stargirl fanfics. Well, buh bye! ~Shadun
Chapter 4,
That was when it started. Stargirl's popularity went sky-rocket. The Mica mall was all out of rats, and at lunch, not just one but, many ukuleles strummed in a chorus. I couldn't believe it. Some still had their speculations, however, such as Hillari Kimball. And Kevin. But he was different. He WANTED her to be fake. He wanted to uncover her. To detect her differences.
Than it happened. A cheerleader sat with us. She was offered a chance to be a cheerleader. Star shrugged.
"Sure." she told the cheerleader, who I was later told was the captain. Her name was Kendra. I couldn't believe it. After everything that she had said about being different, and not fitting in, and she was willing to give it up. They were attempting to morph her into one of us. Attempting to give her the infamous MAHS stamp that everyone got after a while.
The next day, everyone went to cheerleader practice. Everyone except me and Dori. We both felt that she was betraying herself and everything that she stood for. They watched her cartwheel around the field. They watched her slowly learn the moves in her long pioneer dresses. Leo watched her carefully. I could tell that he liked her. I was heartbroken.
He followed her. She told me all about it. He followed her one day after school. She gave someone a card. He read it. He followed her out to her Enchanted Place. He didn't get very far, as the sun was going down. He turned and ran. She called after him.
"I whispered his name," she told me, "I thought that he would hear."
"How could he hear? He was running away." I told her
"I don't know. I just thought that he would hear me."
*****
It was never official. It just happened. He was now Mr. Stargirl. I was so jealous, I had to get away from her. The jealousy had driven me mad. I soon went back to my old friends. But it seemed that I wasn't wanted there either. I knew that I needed to get someone to be able to confide in. Someone for me to tell my troubles to. I never knew that, that someone was going to be Kevin. He was always mean to me. The only reason he was talking to me lately, was he knew that I was friends with Star. He would try to get information about her from me. But this time, it was different.
I was sitting out in the courtyard, as I found I do when I am depressed, and he came out. He sat down next to me. 'Oh great,' I thought, 'here comes Kevin. He will probably want to know what Stargirl had for breakfast of something.' only I had no idea how wrong I was.
"Hi," he told me, kindness strung in his voice, "what's wrong?"
"Nothing," I managed to stutter out as I wiped tears from my eyes. My cheeks had dry tear marks on my cheeks.
"We both know that there is something wrong, why won't you tell me what it is?" the same softness hung in his words. I knew that I shouldn't have, but I spilled out everything to Kevin. He just sat and listened to my ramblings about how my life was trash, and how I had no friends anymore, and how I knew that Leo liked Stargirl, and I liked Leo. And how all I wanted was to fit in. I know that it was wrong. But it saved my life that year. Telling Kevin those things held my faith high in the air. It helped me survive tenth grade. But mostly, it made me feel better. And all I wanted was some of the weight that was on my shoulders, to be carried by someone else. To have someone else help me.
But why Kevin? Why did he suddenly want to help me? Why wasn't it Dori? Or one of my old friends? Why did it HAVE to be Kevin?
Because of what was to come, and what hade already happened, I was glad it was Kevin.
A/n: I hope you like it. If you do...please tell me so...because I am thinking about taking it off. Probably the ONLY reason that it is still up, is because there are only two Stargirl fanfics. Well, buh bye! ~Shadun
