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Unspeakable
Chapter 7: Sexual Frustration


There's Shun.



You have to talk to him! Taichi all but yelled. He maddened deeply when fellow peers gave us a look of aggravation.

Shun was one of the ones who turned, but instead of glaring like the others, his face lit up when he saw me. This was going to be harder than expected

As if Taichi could read my inner thoughts, he said, Oh come off it. You're grounded and he'll understand. Geez, you make it seem like it's a big deal when it's just casual sex between the two of you.

You know, you're right. Now will you bugger off so I can talk to him? I hissed as he approached the two of us.

Fine. I'll go see the one who deemed me as Mr. Bighead'.

I couldn't help but laugh as Taichi wandered off, but also worried. There had to be something more to the hateful atmosphere between the two boys. There just had to be.

Yo Mato. Shun laughed at his own inclination of the usage of my name before swinging an arm around my shoulder. You look down. What's eating you?

I'm grounded.

So no Saturday night fun. Is that what you're saying? The grip tensed slightly around my neck, but disregarding it, I nodded.

I mumbled.

No worries, Yama! I have the perfect idea!

I dread to think what the idea could be, I said dryly.

Instead of going out, we'll fuck in your bedroom! he cried out happily. We'll just make sure we're muffled so your folks don't hear us.

God, what are you nuts!? I shouted, ignoring the glares that were given to me again for the second time that day. The reason I'm grounded was because I got caught smoking and Taichi is because he was caught with a girl in his bed! As if I'm going to fuck you when they're around.

Aw come off it. I'll make sure we're really quiet

I said firmly. Subconsciously, my foot stomped on the ground and held its place. It gave a sort of fuel for confidence, one that I had to relinquish.

The puppy dog eyes he was giving me could almost not be spared, and as a result, I had to shift my gaze downwards.

Well–– Instead of the hopeful glance he had been wearing, it was now with a resignated smirk, ––I would consider it, but Taichi's in the room with me. We're banished in there for the next two and a half weeks.

Then we can have a threesome!

No. The answer is no about Saturday, and that is my final answer.

***

So, what time is Shun coming over tonight?

He's going to climb the fire escape stairs and come through this window at nine or so, I replied, peering into the mirror that sat on our dresser.

And he's bringing me that KoRn CD to listen to, right?

I promise he is. If not, I will actually allow you to pick one from my selection. My cherished comb was set to the side as I picked up my discovered secret cover-up. It had been hidden a few months ago so that people like Taichi wouldn't know I powdered my face a bit for a creamy smoothness, but he accidentally' discovered it when searching for something.

Someone has the need for a good fuck if I actually get to touch His Royal Highness' CD collection.

I growled.

He laughed merrily and continued his search for batteries for his discman so that he wouldn't listen to Shun and I having sex. It had been part of the deal. On , I also rented a movie for Hikari, Mother and Father to watch so they would be distracted. They had begun watching it a few minutes ago, so I hoped dearly that it would run long enough for a quick shag between the two of us.

Did you find any batteries?

Taichi nodded and climbed the short ladder to his bed. He laid back and undoubtably, I knew he was watching me as I readied. A wave of self consciousness washed upon me and I did my best to keep a keen control on the actions I did as I powdered my face.

What time is it? I asked, growing weary of the sin I would be committing. If Taichi hadn't gotten away with it, would I? Would my mother be inviting us to watch the movie? Would my father barge in and offer popcorn? Would Hikari pop her head in and tease us about being grounded?

About nine.

I hope he hurries and gets here

Geez, can you not even conceal your aroused state? asked my brother, who was writing on the wall with his finger.

Oh shut up. I watched for a moment what he was spelling out. The words were repeated because the pattern in which Taichi's hand followed had been the same throughout.

Taichi turned to the window and smiled slightly. Go to the window to see if he's here yet.

Agreeing, I approached the window without a moment's thought of the slick smile Taichi had worn when we told me. As I was about to stick my head out, a voice cried out, . I managed to hold back from screaming, having the common sense to merely gasp.



Taichi and Shun burst out laughing for a few moments. One of the choruses stopped when my lips became locked with Shun's. He shoved me against the wall forcefully and held me in the air with my buttocks. I wrapped my legs around his waist, kissing him hungrily, for the desire and hormones needed this more than anything. As much as I aspired it were my beautiful brother, this lover had excellent usage of his hands.

Can I please have my KoRn CD to listen to? I'm sick of you two horny bastards already!

Shun set me down before patting the pockets to the hoody he was wearing. Oh, I left it outside the window before scaring Yama-baby. He snickered and wandered his way to the window, leaning over to pick it up.

A knock on the door startled the three of us, which barely left any time for Shun to do a flip and land outside the window, on the fire escape stairs that were outside of it. My father hardly waited a second before barging in.

Yamato, I need you to go right away!

What's wrong? I asked.

I need you to pick up this medication for your mother. She is feeling faintish and I am worried.

Why me? Why not Taichi? Or yourself? I demanded angrily.

If my father wasn't surprised by this, I wasn't sure when he would ever be. Normally, I would take the request and fulfill it, for I am prone to pleasing my parents.

I hurt my back at work today and Taichi is not allowed to leave because he will probably have sexual intercourse again.

Taichi groaned loudly in the background, but neither myself or my father paid any attention to him.

She'll be fine until morning!

Why are you so against doing this? my father asked, frowning slightly. Your mother needs it after everything Taichi and you have put her through in this recent week.

Unhappily, I looked at the window, already reminiscing what I would miss tonight. Then, I turned back and smiled apologetically. I'll run there now. It shouldn't take too long, right?

Not at all. Thank you, son.

I couldn't help but smile at the propensity of him thanking me as his son. As my father walked out of the room, I turned to the window to see Shun frowning. I merely shrugged and shut the bedroom door, hoping he might wait for me to return.

Although, a nagging feeling told me otherwise. Whenever I had this nagging feeling, everything deemed itself true from there.

***

The picking up of my mother's pain killers had taken much longer than I anticipated. Not only was there a long line up in the drug store, but I had to wait for the prescription to be ready. That had taken longer than necessary, and I found myself wandering home an hour later.

Immediately when I reached home, I handed my mother the pills and ran to my bedroom. When opening the door, it dawned on me that it was silent. As I slipped in and shut it, I realized it was only because Shun and Taichi were exhausted.

The covers were strewn over them lazily, exposing most of their naked bodies under the sheets of my bed. Taichi wore a concerned expression on his face, but Shun was lazily rubbing Taichi's side and smiling at me.

Hey beautiful.

You couldn't even fucking wait for me to come back? I snapped, crossing my arms and sitting in the desk chair.

The concerned expression Taichi's face sketched now bore on Shun's face.

We can still

Oh like I'm going to fuck you after you've been inside my brother, I once again snapped.

If it's any console, I fucked your brother first.

First? What do you mean by first, Shun? My hands were clenched as the two males looked nervously at one another.

Well while we were waiting for you, we became aroused again

I was only gone an hour! Just go home, Shun.

Shun sighed and stood. His naked body was caught at the corner of my eye, which I couldn't deny the attraction I felt for him, even now. He approached me somewhat cautiously and bent down.

I'm sorry, was all he said before kissing my cheek, dressing, and leaving through the way in which he came.

Taichi slowly stood, allowing the sheets of my bed to drop, exposing his naked body. I'm sorry

I don't care that you fucked him. It isn't that at all.

Then what is it?

I pondered how to answer that as I climbed the ladder and laid upon Taichi's bed. The fact that I'm still sex starved. Do you realize how long it actually has been for me? A fucking month. Oh, and I'm sleeping in here. You can sleep in the soiled sheets.

I watched feebly as he located his strewn boxers and slipped them on. He attempted smiling at me, but when the connote was ignored, he diverted his eyes and crawled into bed.

This would be another night with difficulties of falling asleep without the console of one another. I knew it already as I stared at the ceiling of our bedroom, already regretting the way I was acting.

Sighing, I turned over and leaned a bit over the edge, attempting to see if Taichi was asleep. My eyes met with his dark brown ones.

I'm sorry. It was so selfish of me.

Just go to sleep.

Sighing, I laid back upon Taichi's pillow, once again engaging myself into staring at the ceiling. No wonder Taichi was so amused. The rocky ceiling was filled with marvelous patterns, especially one of them. It looked as if it had been carved itself because it looked like messy handwriting of two names and a few random words. The message became clear, and I couldn't help but gasp slightly.

Taichi and Yamato 4ever.


End of Chapter 7.

This marks the half way point because there are 14 chapters in total. I would rally appreciate any sort of feedback. Thank you =)