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To clear something up: Taichi and Yamato have no idea that they're not real brothers.

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Unspeakable
Chapter 9: Installment

 Taichi continually caressed my body into place against the brick wall of the alley. His lips roamed the parts of my body that were exposed, namely the crook of my neck and lips. My eyes rolled back at his touch, and an unpreventable movement of my back arching as his fingers traced along my thighs occurred, even if it was through the material of my pants.



Taichi only furthered his ministrations by tugging on the hem of my shirt. This action caused an awareness to fall upon me, realizing my surrounding area and why exactly I was here.

Please, stop My hands took a hold of his and pulled them away from my body. Taichi began in taking several large breaths, just as I did until I spoke once more, We––I can't Taichi, what are we going to do now? How are we going to face them?

Taichi made no attempt to soothe my nerves as I broke my contact with his body and moved deeper into the shadows of the alley. Impulsively, my hands gripped my hair at the thought of being a disgrace in my own home.

Why did you say all of this? I don't know what we're going to do now.

We run away, Taichi said, with the confidence of an unknown whereabouts. His hands encircled my waist from behind, whilst his lips hovered above my ear. We run far from here, to Tokyo. We live as the lovers as we desire without anyone suspecting a thing.

Fantasies arouse of the suggestion, resulting in an ambition to have all what he said. However, the life I had now was not something that could be given up quite so easily as he mentioned. I loved my parents and Hikari and he loved them too. How could we just run away from it all because of a feverish argument?

I could kiss you all I want and love you the way we both want

We can't, Taichi Our parents. Hikari. We cannot just leave them to live in a hallow disgrace of losing their two sons in the same day. We cannot just leave Hikari behind in her teenage years, I protested, loosening the grip Taichi had upon my body. Turning towards the brother I wanted as a lover, I said, We can't.

I know you're right, but like you said: what are we going to do now?

After a few moments of consideration, I suggested, We sit down everyone very formally. Then––

We aren't telling them our feelings for each other!

No! Of course not, idiot. Don't interrupt me. Taichi would have smirked if it weren't for the situation we were in. We tell them that our lashing at each other was a lie to save ourselves from not looking bad. It did start with you telling Mother that I was a slut, and now I'm almost glad you did say that so we can pull it off.

Taichi lifted an eyebrow and nodded slowly. we do that now?

The agreement settled between us as we calmly made our way back to the apartment. I found it mind blowing that I could actually think of the plan and follow through it with this sense of calmness. Perhaps it was because Taichi was there for me

As we reached the building of our flat, Taichi and I took one last look at each other before taking the stairs as route, for it delayed the confrontation that would occur.

Dad's home. I saw his car.

That was fast, was all I managed to say as we finished the last step to climb.

A little too fast for my liking Taichi side and grabbed my wrist lightly, causing my body to twist in his direction. I'm sorry, Yamato for everything. For getting you into this mess. For making you look like a slut.

I practically snorted as I casted my eyes downwards. I am a tramp. You know it. I know it. Everyone knows it.

Okay, so you have a slight obsession with the male body, but that doesn't mean you're a slut.

Thanks, you've made me feel so much better, I said, all but dripping with sarcasm.

Hey, you've got good taste. He winked at this, whilst I laughed. Using the surge of energy, I began walking again towards our flat. Would you like me to open the door?

Does that even need a response?

Taichi opened the door in reply and we found ourselves peering into a dead silent, empty room. Maybe they're in our bedroom still?

What resulted in an empty room caused us to frown and look about our surroundings.

But the car is there I whispered. A sound coming from the next room caused my head to snap and a keen interest to check out why that occurred. It had taken everything within me to open the door and acknowledge that my parents, for I had the feeling they were in there, along with Hikari.

Why are you in here? Taichi managed to ask, not able to conceal the nervousness in his voice. When no reply came forth, he walked into the room and laid his eyes upon Hikari.

She glanced at our parents before replying, Mom went into shock. We're waiting for the doctor to come.

Taichi groaned loudly as I stepped forward and knelt in front of my mother, who was staring blankly in front of her. She made no movement with her eyes as I did this, and to attempt some sort of reaction, I cupped her hands into my own.

Taichi and I are sorry for this We were angry with each other. None of what we said was true––

Hikari snapped.

Hush you, Taichi said. As always, she obeyed and pressed her lips tightly together.

I merely ignored the distraction and continued, It really wasn't true I am not a slut, nor is Taichi. We may not be virgins, but when he and I threw insults, they were all exaggerations––

This time, it was my father who interrupted me, Both of you are grounded until the end of this month. I don't want to hear anymore. Go to your rooms before we lay down another punishment.

Taichi pressed a hand on my shoulder, and I stood. I glanced one last time at my pale stricken mother before I followed Taichi out of the room. Neither of us said a word until we were both inside of our bedroom.

Did you see her face I all but whispered as I settled into Taichi's awaiting grasp in the corner of my bed.

She'll be okay You know how nervous she gets. She's far worse then Koushiro's mother!

To think, we are the cause of the grief she has been facing

His grip tensed and I felt him swallow nervously. We can't blame ourselves. We're merely growing up, facing new situations and such. It's as simple as that.

Something about that caused me to frown. We're merely growing up, facing new situations growing up I suddenly felt overwhelmingly ill, as if I was being choked by my beloved brother. My chest was tight and my lack of breathing caused Taichi to ask if I was okay.

Did you ever stop to think this is all just hormones? My voice was barely a whisper, like the blow of the wind outside or a the steady breathing of one.

No, not really

Well you said it yourself! We're merely growing up, facing new situations Hormones are a part of growing up The realization of what was being said dawned on me far too quickly to absorb and control what I wanted to say. My mind was racing with the many lewd gestures towards one another, now beginning to be deemed as a hormone fault. Everything we've been doing It's all hormones! We don't like each other at all, just find each other physically attracted to one another.



Please, let go of me! I wiggled in every direction, attempting to steer clear of Taichi's hold. However, he wouldn't let go.

None of that is true, and you know it! Taichi said this as he pinned me underneath him, succeeding in dominating my lithe body by seizing hold of my wrists against the bed. He placed them above my head, holding them both with one hand tightly before leaning down and kissing my lips very softly. Momentarily , I allowed it to happen without responding. You can't deny this.

Oh no, I would never deny how good it felt to have Taichi run his lips over my upper body. It would be foolish to contradict his point as his lips sucked the soft soft where my neck and shoulder connected. In order to remain silent, I had to bite my lip and buck my hip to show interest instead, for the sound of my voice would deem as an attraction to others. Never could I refuse the strong, yet soft hands that rubbed my sides, serving as a threat if they didn't slide any lower

please, I managed to breathe out, attempting to push his ministrations away from my body. I couldn't allow myself to run out of control and concede him to take possession of my body. This is all hormones again I may be aroused, but that serves from hormones.

And how can you deny that feeling when we're close! And don't even deny you don't know what I'm talking about.

Closing my eyes, all I said was, Keep your voice low.

You're impossible. Taichi said as he had taken a hold of the wrists that were above my head still once again. I'm not letting you go until you admit it! You have feelings for me, and I don't fucking care if they are abnormal!



No, you listen. Now fucking say it, Yama! Say that you have feelings for me.

I shrieked as Taichi pinched the flesh around the veins of my wrist and couldn't help but allow tears to prick at the corners of my eyes.

Say it! Fucking say it!

You're scaring me, I cried out, wincing as Taichi's hand raised to my cheek. As a moment passed where nothing I occurred, I opened my eyes just as a tear fell from Taichi's eye and onto my face. He collapsed on top of me, beginning to cry very softly into my shirt. The grip on my wrists loosened and I brought them down to wrap around the shaking body of my brother. It's going to be okay

Words that I could not translate muffled into my shirt, causing a small chuckle to escape my lips. The moment of peace didn't last long, for a sudden hammering on our door stirred us. Literally, there was actual hammering.

Taichi's head lifted automatically and he stood, making the way to our door. What the He tried opening it slowly, but it was blocked.

I'm confused

What the hell is going on out there?! Let us out! Taichi proceeded to bang on the doorway, which earned him a yell to stop by our father.

Your mother and I contemplated putting this lock on your door for some time now, but you've earned it.

Taichi yelled, You've got to be kidding me!

When a silence reigned outside of our door, it finally opened, exposing our troubled looking father. I hate to do this, but the way you two have been acting lately The doctor said she needs bed rest for the next few days and I do not want you to be disturbing her.

But Dad!

He sighed and I almost thought I saw a tear in the corner of his eye as he set a hand on Taichi's shoulder. I don't understand what has gotten into the two of you. Please, do this family a favor and sort it out.

After that very short speech, he shut the door. There was the dignifying noise of the lock being strewn shut and I couldn't help but wince. Taichi remained leaning against the doorway, and I watched as his shoulders shake every few seconds.

Are you going to be okay? I asked this with a squeeze of his shoulder, and in return, a pair of sad eyes turned to me.

Ever notice it's unfair?

Life's like that. And the moment everything is perfect, it is ruined in one way or another.

My wise words must have surprised the two of us, for a long silence dominated the room. In an attempt for change, I laid upon my bed.

I never thought I'd say say this, but I want it to be Monday tomorrow so I can get out of this fucking home.

In a way, everything we're going through here is a result of the way we've been acting. I don't really blame them


***

It was the next afternoon before either of us spoke to each other, mainly because we had to in order to complete a biology assignment during class. Taichi had noticed the outcome of a very pleasurable experience for me the block before; he noticed because of my jitteriness.

What is up with you? Can we please do our bio?

I never thought I'd hear you request that. I hummed to myself whilst flipping through the answers on the worksheet that was assigned, hardly focused at all.

You fucked Shun, didn't you? Taichi asked flatly.

Taichi must have glared at me as I stared straight ahead, smiling happily to myself in satisfaction. The school yard behind bushes was the perfect place to commit such fornication, leaving me feeling highly satisfied and slightly tired.

It may have been a selfish act, but why was it always Taichi and Shun who got their own ways?

Turning my head, I caught Taichi muttering something under his breath as he began taking over the both of our's homework. I frowned, for the disappointment I must have caused him by my actions. Although, he did the same thing to me with the same person. Sighing, I tilted my head in what seemed to be in both remorse and repentance.

***

You're mad at me, aren't you?

Not really, considering I stole your chance on Saturday.

Then I'm glad we have this settled. Pausing briefly, I allowed my temptation of what was on my mind to be spoken outloud, I still think it's hormones. My voice was so tiny, yet filled the silent room as if it were empty.

Taichi set down the knife he had been using to carve with. I suddenly became frightened as he slowly grabbed my wrist and pushed me onto the bed. Even though I was bewildered out of my mind, I didn't stop the ministrations he began pursuing upon my body. The kissing of my chest, lips and neck caused me to moan with pleasure and excitement, allowing me to fall under his power. His spell of lust and passion. Even though I had been satisfied earlier, the love that came from my brother as he kissed and stroked my body was more than I could handle.

You can't deny the feelings we have, Yamato, Taichi whispered as he rubbed his pelvis against my own.

Moaning, I whispered, But Tai–– I never had a chance to say something, for Taichi crashed his lips upon my own, silencing me rudely, but in a pleasurable way.

Please stop this game We can't deny this attraction. We simply can't.

With those words, Taichi pulled the clothing off my body, piece by piece in the most teasing way possible. I wanted him more than ever. I wanted him inside of me

I said, thrusting my hips upward.

See Yamato, you can't deny this.

You're right I can't Just please take me.

I gave into my brother's ministrations, causing an incest fornication to take place between the two of us. He took me as many times as possible throughout the night, leaving me to fall into an exhausted state of slumber early in the morning.

End Chapter 9

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