A/N: I know you all hate my chapters and their size but I am trying to make them longer.
I swear. I also changed my settings. I was NOT aware of the fact that I didn't take
anonymous reviews. But I do now. :-) Happy Heaven. But I will do what I can and if you
have any Ideas about the story, please tell me. I want them. I will give you a shiny new
nickel. Thanks much. *Hugz and kisses*

~*~*~*~

"What? Home? But I jumped. I am dead, really this time." Joyce rolls her eyes again. "Spike,
when you go home, back to Sunnydale, You will be human. You will remember everything, not
this place, but that's just because you will tell Dawn and Buffy that you saw me and that
would hurt them so much. Spike, I love you, you are like a son to me. You are a good man."
Spike lowers his head, "I love you too, but I am not a man." Joyce looks like she doesn't
understand," Yes, you are. You have your soul.ok You are a vampire, but what makes a man a
man? Really? It's not his body heat or that fact that he can walk in the sunlight. It's that
way he cares for people." Now is Spike's turn to look like he doesn't understand, "What do you
mean I have my soul. If I had a soul, then how could William do the stuff I did top all those
people? How could I?" Joyce sits own next to him, "William, things are not always that simple."

~*~*~*~

Xander comes up next to Buffy. "Buffy, it's just Spike, How could he close the portal anyway?"
Buffy gets up, looks at him with tears in her eyes, and smacks him. Hard. "Xander, How could
you say that?" Xander puts his hand to his face,"Buffy, what was that for, I mean its not like
you loved him. Did you?" Buffy turns back to Spike's body,"Giles, will you help me with pick
Spike up? We need to get him out of here."

5 Days later

"Buffy, would you read the headstone please?" "William Summers, 1875-2001, Loving Friend,
Beloved Man, I love you Spike." Before they close the top, and put underground, Buffy lets go
of his hand and his eyes open. "Buffy?" Buffy turns around and goes wide eyed. "S-spike? Is it
really you?" Spike sits up on his elbows, in the daylight."Yea,luv, its me. I re-" He is cut
of by a punch to face. Then Willow, Tara, and Dawn finally process the things goings going on
around them and all have to sit down. Ayna, being and ex-demon has seen weirder things, like
Xander faint when Spike sat up."Spike, never, NEVER, do something like that again!!" She goes
to hug him. Spike hugs her back. "I remember jumping and then I woke up here"