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CHAPTER 4 - AWAKENING
He was running through a dark chamber, a tunnel, and all around him he could
hear whispers, echoes - memories of his school days, of his years as a Death
Eater, of the first few years of his freedom. He could hear his father's voice
- the father he had worshipped, and who had tried so hard to keep out of
Voldemort's clutches - whispering, talking in his memory.
"...The Lord of a Clan, of an estate, is wed to their land, and the land
is wed to the lord. But the Malfoy..." here he paused, turned and looked
out over the green, primeval mountains of Gwynedd, the land that the Malfoy had
called home since time immemorial. "The Lord of Clan Malfoy is one with
his land - and the land is one with the Lord..."* Marcus Malfoy smiled
sadly. "The Covenant, my dear boys, is the joy and curse of our lives. It
defines us, binds us, restrains us, and gives us the power to soar.and it can
never, ever be broken."
He faded away, and another voice took his place, another face dispelled the
fair hair and silver eyes. "Forever, Luc - forever and a day, as long as
the blood still runs and the vows retain their strength..." Kate Evans,
the girl he had loved, and lost at Hogwarts, and had buried in a Muggle
cemetery because that's what she had wanted, because she had been Muggle born
herself, and he had loved her despite her parentage, despite the complete lack
of blood or lineage in her background.
Being a bastard himself, and standing no chance of inheriting the mantle of
Clan Lord, he might even have gotten away with marrying her...if fate had not
intervened, as it had a very nasty habit of doing. She had died, and he had
moved on, but the vows he had spoken, the protection he had given her - the
protection that had allowed a Muggle born witch with a sister in Gryffindor to
survive in Slytherin, especially back then - was still binding upon him; she
was gone, as was her sister, but part of her lived on, in her nephew's green
eyes. And the vows he had given to her had been transferred to her nephew, her
blood.
Another voice, somewhat less pleasant or welcome, took her place. Lord
Voldemort, as he had been years ago, before a mother's love and a lost lover's
Covenant had combined to bring him down. A compelling face - bold lines, strong
angles, and the eyes of a zealot, of a man who would destroy everything for the
sake of his vision - burn away the old and the impure, the unworthy and the
unbelieving, and build the whole world again from the ashes.
He would make a desert, and he would call it peace.
And his voice - oh, the voice of a prophet, or a messiah - speaking of
unspeakable atrocities and making them sound necessary, even reasonable; the
sacrifices one makes, he had once said, in order for the vision to become
reality. One had to be cruel to be kind - there were times when only surgery
could save a life, and going under the knife was the only way. Luc had never
believed in his teachings, but he had gone along because it had provided a very
good opportunity to dispose of inconvenient relatives who stood in the way of
his becoming tai-pan. Others, however, had believed.
Severus Snape, cynic and atheist, scholar and searcher, but still, under all
the masks, a sixteen year old boy who had just escaped death with his greatest
enemy's assistance, and had immediately after lost all his faith in the last,
most incorruptible figure he had ever met, had been more than ready to listen
to assurances that yes, he was appreciated; yes, Black and Potter and Lupin should
have been punished; and yes, oh yes, one day he would make them all pay. He had
believed, for a time - until his natural intelligence had reasserted itself,
until his conscience suddenly manifested, until he realized that this was not
what he wanted from life. He hadn't known that Luc had been watching the slow
awakening, watching the night he suddenly snapped and headed back to the only
place he had ever called home.
And there he was - Albus Dumbledore, in all his glory, who had not changed at
all in Luc's lifetime, who would probably never change - the twinkling blue
eyes, the white beard and half-moon glasses that all contributed to the air of
omnipotence comfortably disguised by absent-minded eccentricity. In his own
way, the man's true self was as masked and disguised as the most paranoid of
Slytherins - under those eyes and that absent-mindedness was a very formidable
intelligence, with the determination and patience to match. Albus, whose only
weakness were the children he loved so unreservedly, the golden Gryffindors,
courageous and light-hearted, the Hufflepuffs, loyal and steady, sweet and
uncomplaining, and the Ravenclaws, intelligent and curious, disciplined and
balanced.
And, despite what they may think, he had even loved the
Slytherins - the difficult, insolent, arrogant and skittish Slytherins, so wary
of anything given gratuitously, so dangerous with their morals shaped by a
different moral code, where power was the only absolute, where everything was
shaped by the Game, and the only rules were the ancient laws of the High Clan -
of which, in more than a hundred years of life, he had never yet managed to
learn, but that even the smallest Slytherin seemed steeped in.
How could Luc see so clearly into the Headmaster? It was as if he could read
the thoughts before they came, before they were translated into facial
movements and shifts of the eyes. Why was he still running through the dark
tunnel, when he could clearly see the sun, feel something solid beneath his
back, and know that he was lying down on the grass in the sun?
What was he doing on the grass...? Oh, yes...there was something about
students...? And Death Eaters...! Consciousness returned with a rush. He could
feel his heart beating, feel the heartbeat echo, as if hundreds of other hearts
were beating in time with it, feel hundreds of chests rise with every breath,
feel the terror of the minds he had simply overpowered and taken over for their
own survival, the bodies he had slaved to his own, and the power that still
poured out of him, in a steady continuous rush, that had made it all possible.
There were nearly eight hundred students whose hearts were beating with his -
and every one of them, now, was bound to him and he to them by magical bonds -
he'd defended them, had given up his blood for them, (this is my blood, which
shall be given up for you...) and now he was irrevocably bound to extend his
protection, ensure they survived, after he had interfered so with their normal
lives. As if he hadn't enough to protect - Kate's nephew; Draco, Nick and Marc
and the rest of the de Sauvigny; Snape, who was under Malfoy patronage and had
been since he was eleven; and all the others he'd taken under his wing
throughout the years. Now he was bound to the whole of Howarts' student body.
Now he understood what his father had meant.
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Minerva McGonogall watched, faintly disturbed, as Luc gingerly opened his eyes,
squinted, and picked himself up off the ground. None too steady on his feet, he
promptly lowered himself back to a sitting position, knees drawn up and head
hanging down between them, breathing slowly and deeply.
Then, after he had regained his breath, he raised his head and looked straight
at her, his silver eyes still direct and far too perceptive. She remembered
those eyes from his school days - they had always been far too old for his age,
and they had always managed to disconcert her. And he had known it - of course,
he had known it. Even then, he had been able to read them all so clearly - along
with Severus Snape and his brother Lucius, the three of them had been the
brightest students the school had ever seen, unsurpassed until Hermione Granger
had come to Hogwarts.
Had they been anything other than Slytherins, the staff would have been absolutely
delighted with them - however, because they had been sorted into the Serpent
House, they were regarded with caution, as potential threats, as junior Death
Eaters.
Severus had balked, fought back and lashed out, wielding his intelligence like
a weapon; Lucius had simply ignored the harassment, supremely secure in the
knowledge that he would one day be Lord Malfoy and that the taunts were beneath
him. But Luc - Luc had simply watched with those cool, dispassionate eyes that
saw everything and reflected nothing, and had given the impression that he was
storing it all up for later, waiting patiently for a more opportune time to
act.
And that had scared her more than anything else the other two had ever done.
Inside, she was still faintly wary of him - she had been less than pleased to
hear that he would be taking up the vacant DADA position. She'd been drinking
tea with Albus, discussing the new year, when he'd sprung the surprising
announcement on her.
***************(Flashback)**************
"Lucien Malfoy."
Minerva had watched, stunned. Of all the possible candidates, that was
definitely not the name she had been expecting to hear. "Luc
Malfoy?!"
"Mmhmm." There was a world of rich amusement in Albus' blue eyes - he
had always enjoyed putting people off balance, watching their reactions when
disconcerted.
"That's ridiculous," she dismissed flatly. "The man is a
predator of the worst sort. Besides, he's practically a Death Eater."
Everyone knew it, even if there had never been a shred of evidence.
"My dear, that was never proven. Besides, what do you think Severus
is?"
To her mind, there was absolutely no similarity between Snape and Luc Malfoy.
"Severus repented. He came back to us." Snape actually showed some
sign of a human conscience - Luc was nothing but a cold-blooded killer, to her
mind.
"Yes, he did. He is a very good man, under all the thorns and masks. But
quite frankly, he is not very well regarded in society. He is an academic, when
we need a leader. He appears evil, when we need public opinion firmly on our
side." He held up a hand, forestalling her automatic outrage. "I
know, I know. It's impossibly shallow - but we cannot win this war on our own.
We need to convince the people that Voldemort -" she flinched, "has
returned, and we need to get them on our side. And Luc Malfoy, the very
influential leader of a very powerful House, will help us achieve that."
"It's too dangerous. Do you know what he's like, under all that
charm?" Charm she had always seen through - charm that was a lie once you
looked straight into his eyes.
"Oh yes. Yes, he's quite ruthless, a conscienceless killer, and implacable
once he's set his mind on a goal. But if he brings that focus towards our
goals..." He trailed off, a little reluctant to finish that sentence. It
didn't sit well with him, playing the Game - he could do it out of necessity,
but had never been comfortable with it.
"You'd let him influence the children? He'll teach them all to be ruthless
and self-serving." She bit that off, and had the grace to flush when he
looked mildly, reprovingly at her.
"Your Gryffindor bias is showing, Minerva." She scowled, on the
defensive, and he held up his hands innocently. "I doubt one year will be
long enough for him to corrupt anyone - especially if the students hold true to
what they know is correct. And as for the Slytherins...they will follow and
absorb his teachings, but he will not nudge them towards the Dark side. He is
not a Death Eater."
"You know this?" Still upset, but a little mollified.
"I'm certain." And when Dumbledore said that, in that tone, he meant
it. She frowned deeply as she considered his words, but in the end her faith in
him won out. She nodded, once, sharply, and then changed the subject.
******************(end flashback)**************
Blinking, she came back to the present, watching as Draco Malfoy, the epitome
of the spoiled, arrogant High Clan heir, followed by his lieutenant Nick de
Sauvigny hurried (with dignity) to his uncle's side, offering his hand, or his
shoulder, should Luc need assistance in rising. For once he hadn't taken the
opportunity to insult any of the other students, and was actually acting in a
quite mature, adult manner.
What in Merlin's name was wrong with him?
She saw Marc de Sauvigny watching, caught his eye, and then slid her gaze over
to the two Malfoy, raising an eyebrow. Marc, following her gaze, raised his in
turn. He walked over to her, hands in his pockets of his robes, and looked at
her in faint curiosity - an expression he had, no doubt, picked up from his
cousin. "Since when did Mr. Malfoy start acting with maturity?" she
asked, jumping straight to the point.
Marc kept his face straight, but the small lines around his eyes creased as his
eyes narrowed imperceptibly in a wince. "Draco has always been capable of
maturity, Professor," he murmured softly. "Perhaps he felt it was
called for."
"And it is not called for at school?" she retorted, perhaps a little
indiscreetly, considering her audience - Marc's face closed up and became
completely impassive, not pleased with the line of questioning, but not able to
say anything to his Head of House. She had forgotten his blood tie to the
Malfoy - his father had been Caine de Sauvigny, Luc's half-brother - so, in a
way, he and Draco were cousins. Unthinking, she had spoken to him as she would
to a random Gryffindor sharing the normal prejudice - she'd forgotten he was
High Clan...
"My apologies, Mr. de Sauvigny," she apologized formally. Merlin, the
High Clan, most of them Slytherins, were so difficult to deal with... usually
Severus dealt with them, being a Slytherin and a son of one of the original
Clans himself - but occasionally they were sorted into other Houses.
Marc's father had been the ideal Gryffindor, and had caused Minerva relatively
little trouble (other than the pranks and the high spirits), but Marc - Marc
had been raised by Luc, steeped in the culture and customs of the High Clan,
and raised on Slytherin morals, traditions and values. There were times when it
seemed he was more comfortable with the Slytherins than with his own
Housemates.
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With a strangely formal nod, Marc acknowledged the apology, and walked back to
offer his assistance along with his cousins'. Well, truth to tell, only Draco
was his cousin - Luc was his father's brother, and Nick - Nick was the youngest
son of Aethan and Anne de Sauvigny, which made him Luc's youngest half-brother,
and Draco and Marc's uncle...something he held over their heads at every
opportunity. But he wasn't thinking of small things like that now - he was
still too shaken by the thought of how close they had all come to death, and of
Luc's still, pale form lying crumpled on the floor. That had been the most
frightening thing about this whole nightmare of a day - the knowledge that Luc,
normally so invulnerable and reliable, was a man - nothing more, nothing less.
No one wanted to learn that about their father.
Nick, who had been brought up with him like a brother, was thinking the same
thing, he knew - he could see it in the way he watched Luc, in the way he'd
stuffed his hands in his robes, to hide the shaking. And Draco, who already had
a father, but was just as reliant on Luc, was showing it through the mature
behaviour and the way he'd completely ignored any opportunities to bait, insult
or terrorise the other students.
Normally he reveled in it, playing the stereotypical bully for the benefit of
any spies among the students, seeing how nasty and immature he could become -
he didn't care what others thought of him, he knew who and what he was and what
he was like, and anyone who didn't care to see past the mask and the
ridiculously clichéd behaviour knew what they could do with their
disapproval... But now was not the time for playing games, especially not with
Crabbe and Goyle so skittish, and so suspicious of the way he and Potter had
joined forces. There were times, thought Draco, who had learned about the Game
at the feet of the two foremost players in England, when he wished he could
simply dispose of the two fools and be done with the charade of Death Eater
in-training; but the consequences for him, his father and his uncle, especially
now, were too high.
Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer - an old cliché, but it was
true. It was safer to have Crabbe and Goyle by his side where he could monitor
them and control what they saw and how they interpreted it. They were not the
most intelligent of companions, but they were occasionally useful...and if he
wanted companionship, he would look elsewhere. Marc, Nick and Draco were like
two brothers and a particularly close cousin - they could read each other like
open books, could anticipate the others' moves. They might fight amongst
themselves, and quite viciously occasionally, but should anyone else step
between them...all three would gang up together against the new threat.
They knew they could rely on each other for anything, no questions asked, no
price or strings attached. They shared blood - and that was the strongest bond
of all. They were family, and in the High Clan, that was everything.
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Standing on his own two feet now, Luc let go of his nephews' shoulders, looked
around at the Hogwarts Express, so silent and eerily still, standing dead in
its tracks. The students whom he had not shielded were scattered around on the
grass - there were between twenty and thirty of them, all black robed, with the
two of the Nine still surviving watching, guarding, from a slight distance
away, and the teachers clumped in a group off to the side.
They were all watching him expectantly.
Grimacing slightly, because his ears were ringing like they hadn't done since
he and the rest of his school friends had snuck off to see the Muggle band
Queen play live in Hyde Park - and had been caught in the very front row near
the speakers (what did young people call that area now? The mosh pit? What a
curious term...) he stood and tested the magic that bound him and the students.
It was old, old magic used mainly by healers, before the Ministry had outlawed
it - he remembered coming across it when researching for a DADA assignment, and
it had had such interesting and potentially useful applications that he'd made
a point of remembering it. He'd tried to use it when Kate had been injured, but
hadn't been powerful or skilled enough to completely pull it off - and she'd
died, so he'd consciously forgotten this technique...until now, when in
desperation he'd used it as a last resort shield. It was the first time he'd
ever employed it successfully - although he'd make it a point not to mention
that when he made his report to Dumbledore. There was no need to worry the man
unnecessarily.
Nevertheless, the magic held strong - their heartbeats were synchronized with
his, he could, if he so wished, enter their bodies and heal them, or break
them...there were really only twenty or so who were severely injured, he didn't
think any of them were dead - he had been able to shield them before any of the
Killing Curses hit.
So, focusing on all who wouldn't die the moment he stopped breathing for them,
he dissolved the bond slowly, allowing them to wake up naturally, giving them
time for their involuntary bodily functions to begin acting independently from
his before he let go completely. And then, making sure he kept firm hold of the
critically injured students, he severed the bond completely, and felt them come
back to consciousness with the fading vestiges of his magic.
He breathed a silent sigh of relief.
And then he fainted again; this time going under so completely not even his
dreams followed him down.
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"The land is wed to the Lord, and the Lord to the land." from Robert Jordan's "The Eye of the World", somewhat modified.
