Okay .. im feelin' really bad .. im so down, really damn down. The reviews are okay i guess at least
not as bad as i would think .. guess rei was quite outta character (im sorrie LB i can only hope Kai isn't out of character too .. i sometimes get carried away .. but seriously i dun wanna have Rei be hurt by a horrible Kai) *sigh* sometimes i even wonder
if its a mistake to even post it up in the first place .. i wanna cry yall know *cries* its true ..
im not tryin' to act or anything ..
im tryin' to cheer mieself up now. i guess i'll not worry if the story fits or not .. so it'll be original ^^ Kai's thoughts are in italics. And Yami-eskaflowne-sama the words in italics is not a poem i made .. it's a song 'When i lost you' by sarah whatmore. I lurve Fuuchiyouin Kazuki from Get Backers *grins* he's got hair like Rei^^ umm anyway what does ja ne means ?? pls dun laugh .. i know im dumb
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Kai laid on his bed that night. Thinking.. about what happened. I admit, I have feelings for rei but .. it can't be more than a crush, right? I've been brought up not to show my feelings, no matter how much it hurts sometimes. When Rei shook me today, I sorta froze. I was kind of confused .. i mean, it's not just anyone k ? it's Rei ! The person I had been longing for so long. My feelings were rushing, it pained, I've betrayed the team. I've betrayed Rei.. Luckily I quickly snapped out of my trance like state, I could not let Rei see me like that. Kai tossed around. no.. i can't like rei, i .... Kai's thoughts were tormenting him. It was the only time he let his facial expressions match his feelings, his cold exterior in the day was just an act, he could not let others see the weak and confused side of him. Black Dranzer.. you made me strong.. he reached out for the Beyblade on his bedside table, held it tightly in his palm, i want power and you gave it to me. Kai smirked, You gave me what I wanted.. Rei can't, can he ? *smirks again* No use wasting my beauty sleep over that kid. Kai's drowsiness soon took over.
Kai woke up. The sunrays were too glaring. He rubbed his eyes and headed for the shower. Maybe the water'll help. I'm still confused.
The water ran down his body. It was cooling, it lifted the load off his mind. But Rei still lingered somehow, Kai clamped his ears shut and shook his head violently I don't wanna think about Rei .. GET OUTTA MY MIND !! Kai tried to concentrate his thoughts on the cold water, he was sick of all this. Okay let's see, i joined the Demolition Boys cuz I wanted to be more powerful.. it doesn't seem right-- Kai's thoughts trailed, only to remind him of -Rei-. Kai shut the water off, dried himself, changed and got out. He looked out of the window. Well i guess i gotta learn to live with it. He shut his eyes.
These are the days
When all that I can do is dream
But I don't wanna spend forever
Living in the in between
I'm stuck here in a place without love
And I just can't let it stay this way
But for now I'm gonna have to face it
These are the days
Stuck in a place without love .. it was the fruit of Kai's upbringing. Brought up to believe feelings made one weak. He opened his eyes, and with a sigh, he went back to his old self. The cold Kai.. he was not ready to let his feelings out, -yet-. Well .. maybe never.
It was Saturday. The day when the Demolition Boys were free from practices. He went out of the hotel, he needed air and space. A time to clear his thoughts. He headed for the park. He shut his eyes as he walked, there wasn't many people to look out for, anyway. He opened the park gate, and shut it. He shut his eyes again. But it was not of any help. A pair of giggling boys were sent flying in his direction. This just isn't my day. The three boys were sprawled on the ground.
He opened his eyes, just what I exactly needed *growl*, it was Tyson and Max. Tyson blinked, "Oh my god its sourpuss !! ^^ *laughs*" Laugh laugh laugh. Together with blonde kid. Kai growled again. Kenny was running towards them. "Oh hi Kai", Kenny said nervously. He wasn't expecting Kai. Kai got up, he brushed his pants and glared. A bunch of two idiots and a boy who has not reached puberty. He looked around, Rei wasn't with them. Strange..
"Heya say Kai .. have you seen Rei? He left us a while ago. Said there was something on his mind and wanted to be alone.. um Kai?" Max said cheerfully but faltered when he noticed Kai wasn't paying attention. Kai was staring far away. He quickly regained his senses "Whatever, why should I care, probably Rei was sick of babysitting yall, and don't bother me .. get it?". He was close to bursting out. He kept his temper. It isn't the time he thought. He turned around and walked away from the other three boys. Damn Max and Tyson were still giggling at him. He felt like shutting them up. He decided that the park was a wrong place to go with nitwits in it. Probably he should find some of the Demolition Boys to practice with him. He walked through the gate, and horrors .. Rei was right there. God .. Kai was stunned. So Rei was back. His emotions were getting a little out of hand. "Kai ??" Rei bended down a little to have a closer look at Kai. Rei's eyes .. Kai's mind shut down, he had to get out of this place before he breaks, Rei is getting too much for me. He started to run, he bumped a bit into Rei, causing Rei to lose his balance. Rei stared at Kai, who was running away as fast as he could. I promise, I'll get you back, Kai .. Rei thought. He picked himself up and ran towards Tyson and Max. Its gonna be better than this, right? I'll never give you up Kai.
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*yay* finished .. took two days to write. im so glad there's a storyline now ^^ please review !! now mie brother's playin' kingdom hearts .. Riku's so cute ^^ and the song 'these are the days' is by O-town. i think the story sucks .. i start writing without a plot and now i still can't think of one. So review !! flame if u need to .. cuz i need some advice cuz im feelin' lost but dun be too harsh.
-aishiteru-
im tryin' to cheer mieself up now. i guess i'll not worry if the story fits or not .. so it'll be original ^^ Kai's thoughts are in italics. And Yami-eskaflowne-sama the words in italics is not a poem i made .. it's a song 'When i lost you' by sarah whatmore. I lurve Fuuchiyouin Kazuki from Get Backers *grins* he's got hair like Rei^^ umm anyway what does ja ne means ?? pls dun laugh .. i know im dumb
Kai laid on his bed that night. Thinking.. about what happened. I admit, I have feelings for rei but .. it can't be more than a crush, right? I've been brought up not to show my feelings, no matter how much it hurts sometimes. When Rei shook me today, I sorta froze. I was kind of confused .. i mean, it's not just anyone k ? it's Rei ! The person I had been longing for so long. My feelings were rushing, it pained, I've betrayed the team. I've betrayed Rei.. Luckily I quickly snapped out of my trance like state, I could not let Rei see me like that. Kai tossed around. no.. i can't like rei, i .... Kai's thoughts were tormenting him. It was the only time he let his facial expressions match his feelings, his cold exterior in the day was just an act, he could not let others see the weak and confused side of him. Black Dranzer.. you made me strong.. he reached out for the Beyblade on his bedside table, held it tightly in his palm, i want power and you gave it to me. Kai smirked, You gave me what I wanted.. Rei can't, can he ? *smirks again* No use wasting my beauty sleep over that kid. Kai's drowsiness soon took over.
Kai woke up. The sunrays were too glaring. He rubbed his eyes and headed for the shower. Maybe the water'll help. I'm still confused.
The water ran down his body. It was cooling, it lifted the load off his mind. But Rei still lingered somehow, Kai clamped his ears shut and shook his head violently I don't wanna think about Rei .. GET OUTTA MY MIND !! Kai tried to concentrate his thoughts on the cold water, he was sick of all this. Okay let's see, i joined the Demolition Boys cuz I wanted to be more powerful.. it doesn't seem right-- Kai's thoughts trailed, only to remind him of -Rei-. Kai shut the water off, dried himself, changed and got out. He looked out of the window. Well i guess i gotta learn to live with it. He shut his eyes.
These are the days
When all that I can do is dream
But I don't wanna spend forever
Living in the in between
I'm stuck here in a place without love
And I just can't let it stay this way
But for now I'm gonna have to face it
These are the days
Stuck in a place without love .. it was the fruit of Kai's upbringing. Brought up to believe feelings made one weak. He opened his eyes, and with a sigh, he went back to his old self. The cold Kai.. he was not ready to let his feelings out, -yet-. Well .. maybe never.
It was Saturday. The day when the Demolition Boys were free from practices. He went out of the hotel, he needed air and space. A time to clear his thoughts. He headed for the park. He shut his eyes as he walked, there wasn't many people to look out for, anyway. He opened the park gate, and shut it. He shut his eyes again. But it was not of any help. A pair of giggling boys were sent flying in his direction. This just isn't my day. The three boys were sprawled on the ground.
He opened his eyes, just what I exactly needed *growl*, it was Tyson and Max. Tyson blinked, "Oh my god its sourpuss !! ^^ *laughs*" Laugh laugh laugh. Together with blonde kid. Kai growled again. Kenny was running towards them. "Oh hi Kai", Kenny said nervously. He wasn't expecting Kai. Kai got up, he brushed his pants and glared. A bunch of two idiots and a boy who has not reached puberty. He looked around, Rei wasn't with them. Strange..
"Heya say Kai .. have you seen Rei? He left us a while ago. Said there was something on his mind and wanted to be alone.. um Kai?" Max said cheerfully but faltered when he noticed Kai wasn't paying attention. Kai was staring far away. He quickly regained his senses "Whatever, why should I care, probably Rei was sick of babysitting yall, and don't bother me .. get it?". He was close to bursting out. He kept his temper. It isn't the time he thought. He turned around and walked away from the other three boys. Damn Max and Tyson were still giggling at him. He felt like shutting them up. He decided that the park was a wrong place to go with nitwits in it. Probably he should find some of the Demolition Boys to practice with him. He walked through the gate, and horrors .. Rei was right there. God .. Kai was stunned. So Rei was back. His emotions were getting a little out of hand. "Kai ??" Rei bended down a little to have a closer look at Kai. Rei's eyes .. Kai's mind shut down, he had to get out of this place before he breaks, Rei is getting too much for me. He started to run, he bumped a bit into Rei, causing Rei to lose his balance. Rei stared at Kai, who was running away as fast as he could. I promise, I'll get you back, Kai .. Rei thought. He picked himself up and ran towards Tyson and Max. Its gonna be better than this, right? I'll never give you up Kai.
*yay* finished .. took two days to write. im so glad there's a storyline now ^^ please review !! now mie brother's playin' kingdom hearts .. Riku's so cute ^^ and the song 'these are the days' is by O-town. i think the story sucks .. i start writing without a plot and now i still can't think of one. So review !! flame if u need to .. cuz i need some advice cuz im feelin' lost but dun be too harsh.
-aishiteru-