im so unhappy .. ansem possessed riku!! was wondering y riku became evil all of a sudden .. poor
riku. listening to u make mi wanna now *nice* ^^ can't wait fer tomorrow cuz there'll be zoids
*whee* ermm LB i hope ure not saying things to make mi feel betta, cuz im alredy okay, flame if
you wanna. i need guidance. hehe.
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Kai saw a flash of black from the window across the street. Hmm? He's gone so fast.
An empty street,
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Rei .. Kai felt rather dreamy. he shut his eyes. Thinking of Rei made him feel this way. Sweet, warm, nice, yet it hurts so much. He started singing softly.
And, oh, my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seems so far...
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again
My Love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again
My Love
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Rei's mind was rushing. He tried to remember the exact room Kai was in. 9th storey, fourth from the right. He was wearing his pyjamas, but did not care. I've gotta find you . Rei slammed his door shut and headed for the lift. Waiting for the lift seemed extra long. He banged on the button again and again. Damn .. be faster he cussed. When the lift door finally opened, he rushed inside. Thank goodness it's empty. He pressed the level 1 button and was getting really impatient. He tapped his fingers against the wall of the lift. When the door opened he ran out as fast as he could. Knocking down a few people in the process.
He was finally out of the hotel. The lots of cars driving on the road. Why must it be so hard ? The traffic light took long to turn green. Rei ran and ran. People all around were staring. Mind your own business. Though he still felt strange running about in his pyjamas. But Kai was all that mattered. Why am I doing this? Rei was getting confused. Usually he was sensible, but he felt like some despo that night. He entered the other hotel, heck bout the security. He entered the lift. And finally relaxed. He started to worry. He realized, I'm gonna meet Kai.. omg.. it finally hit him, but a little too late. The lift door was already open. Rei walked out, trembling slightly. His face was getting hot, What am I doing ?! It's Kai!! Why didn't I think he kicked himself mentally. Only to look up to realize he had already walked up to right to Kai's door. Darling shit. Damn. And he knocked. Hopefully I'm not too red.
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Kai was enjoying the breeze at the window. Helped him clear his mind a little. He could dream of Rei for hours. That's so nice he smiled. But suddenly there was knocking at his door. He glanced at the clock. It's 11 pm. Who can it be he growled. He made sure he was wearing his expressionless face and then lazily walked to the door. He opened it.
"Wha.. REI ?????" Kai got redder and redder. He could not keep up his expressionless look. For once he looked really lost. He just stared at Rei, and was blushing furiously. So was Rei. How did he know I am here? Kai slowly looked into Rei's eyes, and tried to stay calm.
He finally spoke, "What are you doing here?" his voice was slightly off.
"I umm.. I .. " Rei couldn't get any words out. He didn't even know what to say for heaven's sake.
So he just stared.
"I'm getting impatient. So when are you going to leave?" Kai tried to sound dangerous, but could not, he was getting soft.
Something in Rei snapped, "I'M NOT LEAVING!" *am i going crazy ??* He just realized what he said, and quickly looked down, he simply could not look straight at Kai.
"why..?" Kai gently tilted Rei's chin up so Rei was facing him. "why?" his voice was soft, it was so different. Kai was no longer expressionless, he seemed to want to look deeper into Rei. He looked -sad-.
All of a sudden, Rei flung his arms round Kai's neck. "Don't leave.. please.." he sobbed, his head resting on Kai's neck. Kai was stunned, but slowly wrapped his arms around Rei, with one of his hands going through Rei's untied hair. He rested his head on Rei's.
They stayed that way for a while, when Rei suddenly released his grip on Kai and stepped back.
"I'm sorry." he whispered, barely making out the words, and turned to leave. I've got to leave! Why did I do that? He could not think. He just wanted to escape. But Kai caught his arm, "Wait!"
Ooops Rei thought, he was getting really nervous. He slowly turned to face Kai.
"You haven't said what you were here for" Kai said unsteadily. He felt hot, and tried to hide it, looking straight into Rei's eyes. He pulled Rei closer. But Rei just stared blankly, the situation getting more tense. He finally got the words out.
"I,I.. love you, er.. I want you back, you know.." Rei stuttered, and looked away from Kai. He could hear a gasp coming from Kai, and tried to tug away from Kai's grip so he could run away. He didn't feel like staying anymore, he made a fool of himself. But Kai still held on tightly.
"Look at me." When Rei didn't respond, he tilted Rei's chin up. Rei's eyes were shut.
"Open your eyes." Rei slowly fluttered one eye open.
"Both." Rei opened the other, Kai smiled. Rei looked at Kai, and was feeling lost. He's smiling??
"You love me?" Rei nodded. You're making it really hard for me, Kai.
"I guess."
"umm so can you let go of me?" Rei was geting scared.
".... no."
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Okie this sucks. I know. That's why u gotta review and give mi suggestions.see? *hehe* pls review review review. sorrie i stopped but ive really got no idea of how to continue. the opening of eyes part reminds mi of when auron and rikku (ffx) first met *sweet* i love Rei. -aishiteru-
Kai saw a flash of black from the window across the street. Hmm? He's gone so fast.
An empty street,
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Rei .. Kai felt rather dreamy. he shut his eyes. Thinking of Rei made him feel this way. Sweet, warm, nice, yet it hurts so much. He started singing softly.
And, oh, my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seems so far...
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again
My Love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again
My Love
Rei's mind was rushing. He tried to remember the exact room Kai was in. 9th storey, fourth from the right. He was wearing his pyjamas, but did not care. I've gotta find you . Rei slammed his door shut and headed for the lift. Waiting for the lift seemed extra long. He banged on the button again and again. Damn .. be faster he cussed. When the lift door finally opened, he rushed inside. Thank goodness it's empty. He pressed the level 1 button and was getting really impatient. He tapped his fingers against the wall of the lift. When the door opened he ran out as fast as he could. Knocking down a few people in the process.
He was finally out of the hotel. The lots of cars driving on the road. Why must it be so hard ? The traffic light took long to turn green. Rei ran and ran. People all around were staring. Mind your own business. Though he still felt strange running about in his pyjamas. But Kai was all that mattered. Why am I doing this? Rei was getting confused. Usually he was sensible, but he felt like some despo that night. He entered the other hotel, heck bout the security. He entered the lift. And finally relaxed. He started to worry. He realized, I'm gonna meet Kai.. omg.. it finally hit him, but a little too late. The lift door was already open. Rei walked out, trembling slightly. His face was getting hot, What am I doing ?! It's Kai!! Why didn't I think he kicked himself mentally. Only to look up to realize he had already walked up to right to Kai's door. Darling shit. Damn. And he knocked. Hopefully I'm not too red.
Kai was enjoying the breeze at the window. Helped him clear his mind a little. He could dream of Rei for hours. That's so nice he smiled. But suddenly there was knocking at his door. He glanced at the clock. It's 11 pm. Who can it be he growled. He made sure he was wearing his expressionless face and then lazily walked to the door. He opened it.
"Wha.. REI ?????" Kai got redder and redder. He could not keep up his expressionless look. For once he looked really lost. He just stared at Rei, and was blushing furiously. So was Rei. How did he know I am here? Kai slowly looked into Rei's eyes, and tried to stay calm.
He finally spoke, "What are you doing here?" his voice was slightly off.
"I umm.. I .. " Rei couldn't get any words out. He didn't even know what to say for heaven's sake.
So he just stared.
"I'm getting impatient. So when are you going to leave?" Kai tried to sound dangerous, but could not, he was getting soft.
Something in Rei snapped, "I'M NOT LEAVING!" *am i going crazy ??* He just realized what he said, and quickly looked down, he simply could not look straight at Kai.
"why..?" Kai gently tilted Rei's chin up so Rei was facing him. "why?" his voice was soft, it was so different. Kai was no longer expressionless, he seemed to want to look deeper into Rei. He looked -sad-.
All of a sudden, Rei flung his arms round Kai's neck. "Don't leave.. please.." he sobbed, his head resting on Kai's neck. Kai was stunned, but slowly wrapped his arms around Rei, with one of his hands going through Rei's untied hair. He rested his head on Rei's.
They stayed that way for a while, when Rei suddenly released his grip on Kai and stepped back.
"I'm sorry." he whispered, barely making out the words, and turned to leave. I've got to leave! Why did I do that? He could not think. He just wanted to escape. But Kai caught his arm, "Wait!"
Ooops Rei thought, he was getting really nervous. He slowly turned to face Kai.
"You haven't said what you were here for" Kai said unsteadily. He felt hot, and tried to hide it, looking straight into Rei's eyes. He pulled Rei closer. But Rei just stared blankly, the situation getting more tense. He finally got the words out.
"I,I.. love you, er.. I want you back, you know.." Rei stuttered, and looked away from Kai. He could hear a gasp coming from Kai, and tried to tug away from Kai's grip so he could run away. He didn't feel like staying anymore, he made a fool of himself. But Kai still held on tightly.
"Look at me." When Rei didn't respond, he tilted Rei's chin up. Rei's eyes were shut.
"Open your eyes." Rei slowly fluttered one eye open.
"Both." Rei opened the other, Kai smiled. Rei looked at Kai, and was feeling lost. He's smiling??
"You love me?" Rei nodded. You're making it really hard for me, Kai.
"I guess."
"umm so can you let go of me?" Rei was geting scared.
".... no."
Okie this sucks. I know. That's why u gotta review and give mi suggestions.see? *hehe* pls review review review. sorrie i stopped but ive really got no idea of how to continue. the opening of eyes part reminds mi of when auron and rikku (ffx) first met *sweet* i love Rei. -aishiteru-