i really dunno what to write!! help!! darling dj .. i dint ask u to comment on homosexuality.. dammit.
*sigh* it's hopeless. i like cannot issit *hmph* thanks LB for whatever u said *grins* and marsdemon
u really made my day ^^ but i still think it sucks. the song u make me wanna is by blue. i know the
song doesn't fit.. but i really like it so ive decided to use it. listening to Hiro's Treasure now. nice.
there's something wrong wit mie language. can't seem to put mie thoughts into words. im not good at moodsetting.
Supposed to be lovey dovey, but the things i write seem more offputting. *sighs*
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Rei gasped. He didn't know what on earth Kai was trying to do. Kai spoke.
"Everytime you see me what do you see?"
"Uhh..?"
"so?"
"i kinda feel.. i'm the poor man and er.. you're the king.umm."
"I see." Kai pulled Rei closer. Rei shivered at the touch. Kai leaned in and whispered in Rei's ear. "You know, you make me wanna.."
Kai released his grip on Rei and took a few steps back, turned away from Rei.
By now Rei was really lost. He gazed at Kai, he did not know what to do. So he stood there and just stoned.
"To tell the truth you know, i've been hurting all along," Kai walked back to Rei,shut the door behind him and put his arms around Rei. He closed the gap between them. "Someway let me know, you want me ..Rei.."
Rei relaxed at Kai's hug. He wrapped his arms around Kai's waist, and rested his weight on Kai. Kai kissed the top of Rei's head. He then rested his head on Rei's. Rei smiled, falling deeper every moment. He closed his eyes, enjoying the moment, yet feeling afraid it might just disappear any moment. He clung on tighter to Kai, refusing to let go.
Kai lifted his head. Rei got a little worried, tightening his grip even more. He looked up at Kai. Kai smiled, leaned down and brushed his lips against Rei's, feeling Rei shiver a bit. He pressed deeper.
-You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall, you make me surrender my soul-
Rei opened his mouth slightly to allow Kai some access. Kai went even deeper, playing with Rei's hair at the same time.
Youre the only thing that I really need
After around a minute, they separated. Rei was flushed,
"It was my first kiss, you know." He looked down, feeling really shy.
"Really.. mine too. I thought you had Mariah?" Kai replied, still playing with Rei's raven locks.
Rei shook his head, "we're more like siblings."
"Okay. I get it.. I love you." Kai said gently, tilting his head to a side to have a better look at Rei. He glanced at the clock. "It's already 11.30 pm. Stay with me tonight. For once. Alright?"
Rei nodded. I'm really happy. I hope you'll stay this way, Kai. I don't want to lose you anymore.
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now comp's playin' o-town's we fit together. heck abt it's lyrics. lurve it *melts* i really suck fer such songs .. makes u feel special and loved.. kinda. this is an extremely short and stupid chapter. i really can't get the right words.. and seriously i still dunno what to write!!! this chapter is just to stall fer time. makin' mie head burst. im tryin' to write a new fic at the same tym. so it's slowin mi down alot. now mie mommie's really angry wit mi cuz ive botched up mie entire time schedule. i hate air rifle !! i wanna quit !!
Rei gasped. He didn't know what on earth Kai was trying to do. Kai spoke.
"Everytime you see me what do you see?"
"Uhh..?"
"so?"
"i kinda feel.. i'm the poor man and er.. you're the king.umm."
"I see." Kai pulled Rei closer. Rei shivered at the touch. Kai leaned in and whispered in Rei's ear. "You know, you make me wanna.."
Kai released his grip on Rei and took a few steps back, turned away from Rei.
By now Rei was really lost. He gazed at Kai, he did not know what to do. So he stood there and just stoned.
"To tell the truth you know, i've been hurting all along," Kai walked back to Rei,shut the door behind him and put his arms around Rei. He closed the gap between them. "Someway let me know, you want me ..Rei.."
Rei relaxed at Kai's hug. He wrapped his arms around Kai's waist, and rested his weight on Kai. Kai kissed the top of Rei's head. He then rested his head on Rei's. Rei smiled, falling deeper every moment. He closed his eyes, enjoying the moment, yet feeling afraid it might just disappear any moment. He clung on tighter to Kai, refusing to let go.
Kai lifted his head. Rei got a little worried, tightening his grip even more. He looked up at Kai. Kai smiled, leaned down and brushed his lips against Rei's, feeling Rei shiver a bit. He pressed deeper.
-You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall, you make me surrender my soul-
Rei opened his mouth slightly to allow Kai some access. Kai went even deeper, playing with Rei's hair at the same time.
Youre the only thing that I really need
After around a minute, they separated. Rei was flushed,
"It was my first kiss, you know." He looked down, feeling really shy.
"Really.. mine too. I thought you had Mariah?" Kai replied, still playing with Rei's raven locks.
Rei shook his head, "we're more like siblings."
"Okay. I get it.. I love you." Kai said gently, tilting his head to a side to have a better look at Rei. He glanced at the clock. "It's already 11.30 pm. Stay with me tonight. For once. Alright?"
Rei nodded. I'm really happy. I hope you'll stay this way, Kai. I don't want to lose you anymore.
now comp's playin' o-town's we fit together. heck abt it's lyrics. lurve it *melts* i really suck fer such songs .. makes u feel special and loved.. kinda. this is an extremely short and stupid chapter. i really can't get the right words.. and seriously i still dunno what to write!!! this chapter is just to stall fer time. makin' mie head burst. im tryin' to write a new fic at the same tym. so it's slowin mi down alot. now mie mommie's really angry wit mi cuz ive botched up mie entire time schedule. i hate air rifle !! i wanna quit !!