the ending for kingdom hearts is so vague. even wit the secret ending. dunno who the 2 pple were. one looked lyk riku but i don't think it's him and who's the hooded one?? and sora and kairi r separated .. so sad .. y can't they make a happy ending? i wanna cry.
umm Courtney you really cried? can't believe it.. i dun tink you did. cuz i didn't. *grins* the story only makes mi feel silly. I guess the supposedly 'feelings' kai and rei have are mie own feelings and mie opinions, juz that i express it thru kai and rei. i sound really clingy. but that's mie character. dunno.
dj.... ure so damn smart so dun say ure not intelligent. lyk everything get such high marks. *scary* im envious. see u next year in school.^^
Rei, Oliver, and Kai r da bomb rei and kai didn't do anything that night, most probably gazed at each other the entire night, and nothing else. i did not intend to make it go any further. cuz i want this to be pure innocent and sweet.*melts*
Kai's_Gurl ure gonna cry and ure happie. hmm.. what's happening? im confused. nvm. it's a happie fic cuz rei and kai's gonna be together anyway. whee
thanks fer the few reviews i got. makes mi happy. at least i didn't get none.

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Rei woke up. Kai's arms were around him, as if Kai was possesive of Rei. Rei smiled, he wished they could be like this longer, but he had to return. Tyson and the rest would be searching for him. It's already 10 am, really late. He tried to get up without waking Kai up. He slowly shifted Kai's arms to a side and got up.

He went to the restroom to wash his face and make his hair. Then he had to quickly leave the place.

He headed for the door when he heard Kai spoke
"You're still in your pyjamas, and you're leaving?" he asked, as if he was concerned.
So he's awake."I have to. The others will be waiting."
"Wait," Kai got up and went to the wardrobe and pulled out a black tank top and cargo pants. He threw them to Rei. "You're not gonna be walking around in your pyjamas."
Typical Kai clothes. "I guess." Rei caught the clothes and went to change. He came out of the restroom and looked into the big mirror beside the bed. Looks weird but I've gotta make do.
Kai suddenly snatched the pyjamas from Rei's grip. "I'll keep them." Rei understood.

"Thanks Kai. Bye. I just hope you'll.. come back." Rei said, with a bit of sadness in his voice. He walked towards the door without another look at Kai, and was about to turn the doorknob.

"Wait, Rei!"
"What now?"
"You're a traitor, aren't you?" Kai said it right out.
Rei nodded sadly, not looking at Kai, he wasn't much better than Kai either, he betrayed his old team.
"You don't intend to return to the White Tigers, do you?" Kai questioned.
"I don't. So ...you aren't returning to us Kai, I guess," Rei turned around to look at Kai for the last time, gazing intently, his eyes about to water, "bye Kai. Just remember, I love you. Forever."

Rei opened the door and quickly went out. He ran all the way back to his hotel. He wanted to cry, but he better do the crying in his room than in the streets.

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Kai was stunned at what he just said. He knew Rei sometimes got upset when anyone mentioned the White Tigers. And he must say it right out like that. He just hurt the person he loved. He hurt Rei. He felt really sad, all of a sudden. It hurt him a lot, too. He walked to the window, looked down and saw Rei running across the road. Rei was sort of rubbing his eyes at the same time.

He's crying? Kai felt even worse. He took Rei's pyjamas from the bed and hugged it. Kai started crying softly. After many years of being expressionless and emotionless, he finally broke down. Rei's pyjamas became a little wet with tears.

I know this is a feeling that i just can't fight, you're the first and last thing on my mind, Rei.
I don't wanna be like this forever. But I can't help it. I just fall even deeper for you. Why?
I never treasured you when we were together, only when you're gone, I realized you're so important. To me.
I don't know how I've got conned by my grandfather, he made power seemed desirable to me, with a promise of taking over the world. He blinded me, but you gave me back my senses, Rei. You gave me so much. The love i didn't realize I've been longing for so long.

No.. I can't let Rei affect me. I'm going to forget him. He's messing up my life. Making me weak, making me slip and fall. Into the depths of love. -Love- I hate that word.

Either let love or my grandfather control me. I don't want to get attached to any. I live for myself.


He let go of Rei's pyjamas. It only made him weak all over again. Okay, I'm going to get rid of it. No feelings attached. Kai tried to pick them up and dump them in the bin, but his fingers refused to let go of them. Fine. He dumped them on his bed. I'll deal with you later.*growl*

Kai changed, and went down to the restaurant. Great the others are still not here. He ordered takeaway. He just wanted to get out of the restuarant fast and lock himself in his room. He didn't feel like training. He didn't give a damn anymore.

He shut himself in his room and began stuffing himself, hoping the food would make him forget everything. But it only reminded him more about Tyson.

Tyson, Kai could not help but smile, You're actually quite fun.. He started to think how irritating Tyson was, the matches they've gone through together. When he first met Tyson, it has been so long. He missed quarelling with Tyson. Thinking of Tyson made him think of Max. Max had this contagious thing about him, he always puts everything right, even in a bad situation. I've insulted you before, but you still stood by me. There were times I felt really hopeless, you.. made me -happy-. I never had the chance to tell you, I could not let down my barrier. And Kenny, I've never credited you before, though you've done so much.

All the thinking of course soon reminded him of Rei. I really want to forget you, but I can't. Worse still, I have something that reminds me of you. I can't get rid of it. He glanced at Rei's pyjamas.

How am I supposed to wait, when the nights, last forever?
When am I supposed to stop, missing you, when I know I'll never?


He took out his wallet again, to see his Bladebreakers photo.

Can't put my arms around a, photograph
Not from the distance gone back

Only you can revive me
And save me from a broken heart.
I wanna have you beside me
Together make a brand new start

Kai realized he had to face the fact. He could not run away forever. Even if I don't hurt myself, I'm hurting Rei too..and I'll let down Tyson, Max and Kenny.

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Rei came out of the lift. He saw Tyson slamming at his door and shouting his name.

"Tyson, I'm here. You want to destroy the door?"
Tyson stopped his actions and stormed towards Rei. "Where the hell have you been, you're supposed to train !!!!"
Rei blinked, "I know. So?"
"Argh.. I give up! Okay, be at the park by half an hour's time to practise and you have a whole lot explanation to do after that. Understand?"
"Umm. Okay." Rei stared blankly at Tyson.

Tyson started walking away, but suddenly turned round, and asked "That outfit looks familiar? I never saw it in your luggage.. lemme see. Max, no. Kenny, no. KAI ?!"

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Hey !!! im still outta ideas of what to write...
And Darkness.. im not tryin to make you wait.. it's becuz ive got no idea of what to write. i try and try but dunno how to continue. so i guess u'll hafta wait even more until mie brain starts functioning.
Thanks again for your advice LB. Please review----! they mean alot to mi ..or else i won't have the inspiration to write. Kotaro from onimusha 2 is so cute-! ^^ the song put your arms around mi belongs to natural. *rei rei rei* -aishiteru- but seriously dun you think the story's going a lil too fast?