I Lost My Heart To Sin

Summary: Ginny Weasley will do anything to catch Harry's attention, and that means anything. Even if it means sleeping with Draco Malfoy.

Disclaimer: Don't own HP, just own the plot.

A/N: In this story, everyone is more or less OOC, so please do not flame, this is FANFICTION. If you don't like character's changing ways, you shouldn't have come to this website.

"Malfoy! What the hell are you doing?!" Ginny screamed in a most disruptive way. Draco looked up from the book he was looking at and looked slightly startled; but overcame this expression with a smug smirk.

"What's wrong, Weasel? Afraid I might find something 'personal'?" he sneered. Ginny rolled her eyes.

"And anyways, you were the one that told me to meet in this filthy old place; what is it anyway? Nearly got attacked by elves while I was going through it," Draco complained.

Ginny giggled at the thought of small midgets attacking him.

"Never mind that,Malfoy, why are you going through my album?" she said, her hands on her hips; although she felt rather pleased that Malfoy wanted to know anything about her at all.

"Who's this?" he demanded, showing her a picture without any intention of answering her question. Ginny leaned over; her hair touched his face slightly and he backed away as a tingle ran through his skin.

Ginny looked at the picture of a grinning brown haired boy wrapping an arm around her. In the backround was the feirce picture of the burrow, and the boy's sweet blue eyes were looking at her as if she was some kind of princess. They were both on swings, their arms in a tight one armed embrace. A pain stabbed through her stomach; it was as if she was reliving every painful experiance she had ever felt.

Flashback

The tendrils sweeped across her face with his gentle fingers.

"Why are you doing this?" she said softly.

"Because, if you won't give me what I want, I'll just have to get it myself, won't I?" his harsh voice exclaimed.

She backed away; she had never seen him without that gentle sparkle in his eye and his tender words.

"Bitch." he said the curse sinfully and grinned.

And then he threw his hand around her neck, clutching it hard.

End

Ginny forced a laugh. A fake laugh. It sounded as if she was choking.

"That's my cousin," she lied quickly.

Draco eyed her suspiciously.

"So, I think we need to change the plan a bit- after all,last night, Harry seemed really jealous so I thought- what?" Ginny stopped in midsentence as Draco ignored her ruefully, staring at the picture in a slight trance.

"He's not really your cousin, is he?" he said, with a tinge of jealousy that sprang into his voice.

Ginny gulped.

"Look, Malfoy, can we get back to the plan here?" Ginny said, trying to regain the tears that tried to leap out of her eyes.

"Look, Weasel, I know what your little plan is alright? Get Potty jealous by using me? Forget it alright; Malfoy's aren't used. And unless you give me what I want, I won't even consider it," Draco said, trying to steady his voice.

"Alright! What the fuck do you want!" Ginny screamed. The words came out pitifully; she couldn't take it anymore. She was laying out her anger for him on Draco. That wasn't fair. She knew it wasn't fair.

But she didn't want to be fair. All she felt like was murdering somebody so she could hurt someone; to make them feel what she felt only one year ago.

"No need for language,Weasley. You know what I want," he hinted.

Ginny blankly stared at him.

"God, Weasley! How innocent are you! SEX!" he screamed.

Ginny gaped at his outrageous statement and she backed away slightly. A huge relish of familiar feeling raged over her. His voice was...so...familiar.

Draco noticed that Ginny's cheeks were marked with tear stains. He felt his knees weaken; he didn't like girls crying around him.

She mumbled something in disbelief.

"What was that?" he asked curiously.

"I said- I said-" Ginny stuttered, as if she never learned how to finish a proper sentence.

"Your...your..Charles!" she shouted the last word aloud, her fists clenched.

"Excuse me, but I think my name is Draco, if you have forgotten." said Draco sarcastically. How stupid could this girl get?

"Fuck you! Fuck you Charles! Fuck you!" she screamed loudly.

"What?" Draco said, fighting the urge not to laugh. Charles? What the hell?

"You want sex, Malfoy? Go fuck yourself!" Ginny screamed loudly. Her mind was full of anger, the anger that was still set from that time at night...

Before Malfoy could answer, he found himself pushed out of the dusty room; and pushed onto the floor.

He couldn't even look back as the loud noise of the door slamming abrupted his thoughts.

And he heard the room explode into faint sobs.

The faint sobs of Ginny Weasley.

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I know this chapter sucks, no need to flame; I already know. I promise I'll try to do better. Uh as for the Ginny-gone-insane thing, you'll find out more about who "Charles" was.

And to the person who said I shouldn't use precious to describe Ginny's eyes . Well, I guess I'll be unique, then won't I? (Thanks for your critique, seriously it helped a lot :) )

Please review, (if you find any mistakes, let me know reviewers!) ~Court