Suicide: Stories of Lost Innocence


This series is NOT meant to give ANYONE ideas. Its meant only to
let others know that ANYONE is capable of this act.

None of the chapters have anything to do with the other...think of it as AU within
itself.

I do not own Sailor Moon.


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Ami stood on the bridge above the loading docks. In

her hands, she fingered the rope tied to the railing.

*It's funny I'd want to die near the water,* she

thought. *Why do things have to so damn hard in my

life?...*



::Falsh back 1::



"Daddy," three year old Ami begged. "Please don't

go! Don't you love me?" Tears welled up in her eyes

and down her face.



His heart breaking, Mr. Mizuno shook his head as he

finished packing. "No, Ami. I will always love you.

But, your mother and I can't get along any more." He

knealed down to her level.



"Is this my fault? If it is, I promise to make it

better if you stay..."



Tears rolling down his face, Mr Mizuno answered,

"No

Ami. This is NOT your fault. It's just your mother

and

I don't love each other like we used to. I'm sorry,

Angel." Standing quickly, he picked up his bag and

quicly left his Angel on the floor, screaming.



"DAAAAAAAADIIIIIEEEEEEE!!!DON'T LEAVE MEEEEEEEE!!!!"



::Flash Back 2::



10-year-old Ami walked into her princepal's

office,

not knowing what she had done. *What have I done?

I've

never done anything wrong in my life...maybe I've

gotten an award for something maybe?*



"Miss Anderson?" Ami looked up when she heard her

name called. "Could you come into my office,

please?"

Ami's princepal looked to be in his mid 40's. He

seemed like an ok guy. But something inside Ami told

her not to trust him.



"Yes, Mr Parker. Is there a problem" Ami asked

uneasily as she was taken into his office...



(30 minutes later)



"STOP IT!!" Ami yelled as loud as she could. How

could he do this to her? Her shirt was torn, and Mr

Parker had removed (actually forcefully taken) her

skirt and panties.



"Oh, shut up!" He struck her face. Just then,

Mrs. Jones burst into the room.



"Is there a problem, Mr Parker? I heard scream...

MR

PARKER!! GET OFF OF HER!" Mrs. Jones kicked Mr

Parker

in the ribs and Ami was able to get away from him.

After hitting him in the head, he passed out and for

now, Ami was safe.



::Flash Back 3::



"I'm so *sniff* sorry guys..." Crying, Mercury

looked

up at Sailor Moon. "Are you ok, serena?"



"I'm fine, Ami. It's ok. Please stop

crying...",Serena begged.



"No, it's not ok. Because I panicked, you could

have

been killed tonight. I have failed you all. I'm

sorry..." She looked up at

her friends. "Please forgive me for what I'm about

to

do."

With that, Mercury ran into the shadows of the

night...



::End Flash Backs::



Ami placed the hoop around her neck. That last

memory

drove her to this, she tought. Tighting the rope,

making sure it was secure, she climbed up on the

railing.



She looked up at the moon. "Princess, please

forgive

me..." With that, she fell forward...