A/N: So sorry it took me so long to write. I've been busy. A warning. This chapter has a few spoilers for 'Into The Lions Den Part One: Lambs To The Slaughter.' I think that people in the UK see the last few episodes before those in America. (Please tell me if this is true. We see the final two episodes over the next two Mondays.) That is why I warned about spoilers. So... Here is the new chapter and enjoy.
Disclaimer: I don't own Farscape. Please do not sue me.
I don't know why I said it.
I just did.
I couldn't help it.
His throne sled stopped in midair.
Part of me wants to run away.
A bigger part of me wants to remain where I am to learn fully what he thinks about me.
So I stay.
I wait for what seems like arns.
It was only a few microts in reality.
Only a few microts.
Before he burst out laughing.
It was at that point that he tore my heart into pieces.
At that point that I left.
I could still hear him laughing.
I don't know if he was.
Or weather it was my memory.
I want to get off Moya
I want to get back to the command carrier.
Odd as that may sound.
Crichton isn't talking.
Not even to Aeryn.
When I ask him what is wrong he ignores me.
Tells me to leave him alone.
I don't know what Scorpy told him when Crichton went in.
After his assanation attempt.
Killing him to get through to Scorpy.
Through the Yensch bracelets.
I would want Rygel to wear one.
So he could feel all the pain he had loaded onto me.
It only works for physical pain however.
I feel like I am in physical pain.
I am not hurt on the outside.
I am on the inside.
Life was easier when I was captured by Scorpius.
Put in the Auror chair.
Pretending to be crazy.
I feel like I am crazy.
Crazy in love at least.
Everyone is talking around me.
Talking about Scorpius loosing power.
About the alliance between the Peacekeepers and the Luxans.
They all avoid me.
I don't care.
There is only one thing that I care about.
And that thing doesn't love me.
A/N: Next chapter is Rygel's POV. If you haven't worked it out yet, the chapters go Stark then Rygel. In the next chapter Rygel decides to pretend he likes Stark to see how he reacts. Please Review.
Quote: (By Pilot in Liars Guns And Money Part Three: Plan B.) I am thankful that you allowed Talyn to respond to HER mothers distress call.