So much for faster huh. ^ ^; Really sorry about that. But with school and writers block and friends, well iv been busy. So ill stop babblin now and start the story. I don't own yyh and never will *sob* I only own Kiara. Sorry for any spelling errors ****

Kiara felt the cold tear slid down her check. She didn't bother to wipe the tear away she didn't care. She was to deep in her thoughts to care. She looked up at the stares that had formed in the sky. 'Why must I torture my self with this, I mean I know how I feel and…. than again I know how he feels about it. Were only friends or at lest that's how he sees us…… But how can I tell him and… risk my friend ship with him'

*Sigh* "I cant do that"

"Cant do what?" kiara jumped up in surprise. 'Oh shit I was to busy in my thoughts to notice some one was here, how could I be so careless' She regained her balance on the tree and looked down, to see Kurama walking up to the tree, watching her carefully.

"Kurama, what are you doing here?" Kiara already knew why he was here but she decided to ask before she judged her old friend. Kurama just smiled. Seeing her friends smile seemed to relax her. And she laid back down on the tree branch. And waited for a reply.

"Well when you left… everyone got worried…"

"So they sent you to come and 'check up' on me" Kiara interrupted. Kurama chuckled. He knew Kiara could get frustrated fast.

"No, I came here on my own terms." He said softly. Kurama walked up to the tree and sat at its base. And leaned on the trunk. "Besides it was to noisy with Yusuke and Keiko fighting. So Hiei and me left. I saw you come this way so I decided to come and make sure you were all right" Kiaras eyes widen.

"Did Hiei come to?" she asked nervously knowing that if Hiei was here he would have read her mind to find out what was wrong with her. And find out how she felt about him. Than he would be so disgusted with her he would never talked to her again.

"No, he said he had to do something in Makai" not wanting to make her more uneasy he changed the subject of Hiei back to her. "So……….. are you alright, you seem up set."

"No… I'm.. fine…"

"You don't seem fine"

"No really Kurama you shouldn't worry about me, what you really should be worried about is Koenma having a new assignment for us." She smiled down at him. He smiled back and looked back at the ground.

"Hopefully that doesn't happen anytime soon. We've all been so busy lately we all could use a brake."

"Ya" Kiara looked back down at her worried friend and sighed 'he looks so concerned' "Kurama really don't worry about me, I'm fine"

Kurama looked up at her. And frowned "If you say so, but if you ever need to talk you know were ill be" kiara looked down to see Kurama get up and start to leave. With out looking behind him he waved good bye. "See you latter kiara"

"………. Bye Kurama" she looked back up at the stares "thank you" she muttered under her breath. Kurama left Kiara to her thoughts and headed toward home. He knew his mom would start to worry if he were to be out to long. Kiara sat there for a long time. 'He tries so hard. When will he learn that I'm not giving in to anyone, about my past and what's inside my heart. There all locked away… isn't that enough pain?… no, no its not… cuz… than… I had to fall in love.' *wipes away a stream of tears*

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"You!!!! What are you doing out here?!?!" A loud voice came from behind a 4-year-old kiara "get inside the house! No one wants to be bothered with you!!!" A short woman came out onto the balcony. The balcony was on a cliff over looking the ocean. The woman had shoulder length dark brown hair and deep blue eyes. She was warring a long black sleeveless dress with black boots. Her skin was a light tan color. "Haven't you learned no one wants you here!! I don't even know why we kept you alive!!" She came running up to kiara. Kiara fell on her butt out of surprise. She looked scared. The woman stopped an inch away from the child. And grabbed her arm. She than poled her into a stand and continued to yell at her. "No one wants you!!! No one could ever love you!!! Haven't I told you that enough.?!?! Now get in side the house before I think of a punishment!!!

"I'm sorry mother, I just wanted to see the stares and the crescent moon." *tears started to appear in her eyes. Mixing with fear. "please don't heart me!" Her mother slapped Kiara hared in the face. Kiara's head jerked to the side, she kept it there. Not daring to anger her mom more than she had.

"I told you to get in the house! Not for you to talk back!! Get going!! NOW!!! Kiara escaped her mothers grasp on her arm and ran as fast as she could in side the house. Her light blue comono flowing behind her, her eyes streaming with tears. Trying to hold the tears back she bit her lower lip and ran towered her small room.

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Kiara let the tears flow freely down her face. "Mother was right… no one has ever loved me… and no one ever will…" she stood on the branch and leaped off. 'I think I should return home before my emotions burst in to energy and I attract to much attention…' She started to run home hoping that she wouldn't run into anyone she knew. When she finally made it to her house she took out a key and unlocked the door and entered the dark and empty house. She walked in the dark up to her room. She turned on the lights on and closed the door. She plopped down on the bed and stared at the ceiling. She was used to being alone and didn't mind that she lived alone. Well she didn't exactly live alone Hiei would come over to sleep in the spare bedroom and keep her company. Besides she would always train with him. So it worked for both. Kiara wasn't always alone and Hiei always had roof over his head food and someone to train with him not to mention they both kept each other out of trouble. Kiara sat up and looked at the clock. "Its 10:00 already?" she got up and got dressed. She was warring dark blue pajama pants and a dark blue T-shirt with a white moon and stars on it. She climbed in bed and drifted off to sleep.

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iv already started the next chapter so hopefully it wont take as long as this one did ^ ^; any ways thanks for the reviews but I need more… please. (Pouty eyes) thanks for readin till next time. (waves bye bye)