Disclaimer: I do not own any of the animorphs characters ect. This story includes a m/m relationship so, if you don't like that, or it makes you uncomfortable, turn back now. My first J/T fic. Reviews appreciated. Enjoy!

Hey Jake the brown haired boy jumped off his bed and tripped over a dirt stained shoe falling backwards into a laundry basket. If the large and beautiful golden-feathered hawk could have laughed, he would have. His friend looked rather amusing with a sock and some clothes hanging off of him. "Jeez Tobias! What are you playing at? I almost had a heart attack!" Jake stood up rubbing his back. Sorry the hawks eyes stared fiercely at the human I can leave.

"No!" Tobias ruffled his wings at Jakes sudden tone.

"I mean, no, don't worry about it."

I was hoping we could hang out for a while today. I can morph into my human form of course. Blue eyes sparkled "Sure, that would be great, cool."

Tobias took a minute to morph, the animorphs leader didn't want to watch him morph, it was pretty gross, any-body morphing was sick. When it was over Jake turned to look at him "Uh Jake..."

"Wow! I-I mean hold on." The older boys cheeks turned red as he shuffled through his drawers for some clothes. Although he wouldn't mind at all if his incredibly handsome dark haired, green-eyed friend stayed just the way he was, completely unclothed.

Something the oldest animorphs had kept secret from all of his friends, everyone. He had always loved, not just like a friend or brother, but truly loved the boy. Tobias was the most amazing person/so to speak that Jake had ever met. He may have been small but his heart and will was stronger than anyone else's. It would have killed Jake if he was stuck in a morph, but Tobias seemed to be able to get through anything. The older admired the younger.

"Here." Jake handed his friend a pair of baggy jeans and an all to small black shirt. "This is gonna sound weird but can I borrow some..." the hawk boy stopped "never mind." Jake turned away letting his dark haired friend change in private. "I'm done." Tobias said, lying down on the bed. The older boy gulped. It took all of his control not to just run over there and ravish the boy. Messy hair, green eyes twinkling, his shirt showing some of his stomach, pants too big, falling down on his hips.

Jake sat down embarrassed realizing Tobias had probably seen his blue eyes wander. The two talked about tv, sports, video games and anything else they could think of. To any one else they would have seemed like two normal boys, having fun. No one would know how much anguish they each harbored. No one would notice the small looks they gave each other, meaning the world with out saying anything.

"Does it ever totally suck being a hawk?" Jake asked quietly. "I mean... their kinda ugly." He teased "Why couldn't you be stuck as a golden eagle?" Tobias punched him in the stomach playfully "Hey! Golden eagles suck!" The boys grabbed each other and toppled off the bed, wrestling for mock dominance. Jakes bedroom door opened and they froze.

"Uh hey guys." Tom walked in, eyeing the boys with some hidden feeling. "Sorry to intrude." Jake looked at Tobias; he was lying on top of Jakes, one leg in between the older boys. Jake choked at the closeness 'oh god'. They quickly untangled themselves. "N-no bother" Jake lied. Tom nodded his head as if in thought. "Jake can I talk to you?" Tobias looked quizzical, as did Jake. "Uh, sure Tom, 'bout what?"

"Alone."

"Bu-"

"Please?"

"Uh... sure Tom." Jake left the room leaving Tobias to wonder, did Tom know that they could morph? Had he found out? The hawk stood quietly, hands shaking "Jake please be OK."