A/N: Sorry it took so long to get this chapter up.
Chapter Two
Lily's POV
"Lily slow down." Mara called after me. I couldn't...I wouldn't give James the satisfaction of knowing he'd actualy hurt me to point I wanted to cry. That's what he wanted, wasn't it? "Don't cry. He's not worth crying over." She said trying to comfort me. It wasn't working. All I wanted was to get in my bed....no wait.
All I wanted was to go to the kitchens get comfort food then go to my bed and cry myself to sleep.
"Hey! Where you going now?"
"I'm going to the kitchens." I said, now relising that I didn't know where the kitchens where and started to slow down. "I don't know where I'm going." I said quietly.
"Come on lets go back to the dorm." Mara said putting her arm around my shoulder.
"I can't go back there. He'll be there. And I don't want to look at him. I HATE him. I hope he dies and is sent to the deep firery pits of hell." I said with my eyes squinted.
James' POV
I decided to run after Lily and apoligize. I knew it wouldn't do any good right now. But maybe later...
I caught up to her and Mara when I heard her say it. "I HATE him. I hope he dies and is sent to the deep firery pits of hell." I really hurt her. GOD I'm so stupid. I should've known Lily'd never do that.
I decided I'd go back to the dorms where Sirius and Remus were. I needed to have some one tell me I was as stupid as I felt. And they would be sure tell me that at least five times a day for the next week.
When I entered the common room Remus and Sirius where sitting at a table playing chess. Remus had just taken Sirius' knight.
"Whats up James?" Remus said not looking up from the bored.
I put my head on the tabel with a thud. "What'd you do now?" Sirius said in a tone that I knew he wasn't suprised.
"I thought Lily was cheating on me with Walker McKey." I began only to be interupted by Sirius' voice.
"Why on God's green earth would you think that?"
"Because I saw her flirting with him earlier today. And I didn't know - I should've known - But I didn't. So I was walking away and Violet Shoemaker ran into me. And we started talking and one thing led to another. And-"
"James you didn't."
"I was mad Remus. Really mad. And Lily found me- us I mean. And then she got mad and made it very clear she wasn't cheating on me and that we were threw." Now that I said what happen. I felt more stupid if that was even possible.
The portrait hole swung open. And Lily and Mara emerged. Each having a look on their face that would make McGongall feel three inches tall.
Lily didn't even look like she had cryed. I didn't know how to act toward her or what to say to her now.
Lily's POV
On our way back I decided that I wasn't going to let this bother me. I'd give him that stupid broom and move on with my life. He was just a boy. There was no reason getting heartbroken over that.
Mara and I walked into the dorm. It was just a couple minutes until supper. I started to go through my closet. If I hadn't spent so much danm money on that stupid broom. I'd brake it in half and throw it in his face.
Just to see the looke he'd make. But I'd spent way to much and I couldn't return it or get an exchange, not that they had anything I wanted.
"Are you ready."
"HOld on." I said walking in the bathroom. I started to fix my make up and brush my hair.
"Lily are you okay." Mara said leaning on the door frame.
"Yeah I'm fine. Never been better. James was weighing me down. I've been dating him for how long? For ever. There are other fish in the sea and I need to go fishing. Now that I've thrown James back. I'm baiting my hook back-"
"WILL YOU STOP WITH THE FISHING!!!" Mara yelled at me. "Now, are you done so we can go to dinner."
"Yeah." I said grabbing that god for saken broom.
James' POV
Not long after Lily'd gone to her dorm. Remus and Sirius decided we needed to get down to the Great Hall for dinner.
The food had just appeared when Mara and Lily made their entrance. Lily was holding a package in her hand and she was walkig towards me. This couldn't be good.
"Hello James." she said with bitter sweetness.
"Hi" I said quietly looking into my food.
"Before I brake this whole thing off. I might as well give you this." She said shoving the package in my hands before walking to the other end of the table.
I opened the brown paper to see what it was. There before my eyes was the latest modle in the Nimbus seiries. They hadn't even been released yet. I'd beged my dad to use his connections in getting me one when my old broom was ruined.
Suddenly everything fell into place for me. I looked down the table at Lily, she was smiling and laughing. It hurt me that she'd moved on so fast. Like I was just a fling to her. I thought we were more.
I needed to fix what I'd done. But how? How could I take back what I did.
"You really did it now. Cheating on a girl that'll buy you a broom." Peter said shaking his head.
"Not just any broom, Wormtail. But the Nimbus 200, she must spent at least for hundred Gallions on that. They haven't even been released yet." Sirius pointed out, making me feel as if I'd done somthing worthey of going to Azkaban.
Peter's mouth made an 'o'. I stood up and went to where Lily was sitting. I was mad. Mad at myself, at Lily for buying me the broom, mad at Peter and Sirius for making a big deal out of the broom and mad at the broom for being so danm great.
I reached Lily's group of friends. She looked at me in a way that hurt. "What?" She said slightly shaking her head.
"We need to talk." I said grabbing her out of her seat.
"What the hell do you think your doing?" She said as I dragged her out the Great Hall. We got out of the Entrance Hall. "What do you need to talk about?" She said rolling her eyes.
"Us." I said simply.
"There is no us. There's a you and there's a me. But no us." She said gustruing with her hands. "You screwed up. You didn't turst me, when I trusted you. I trusted you with my life. But you, you couldn't trust me and you never did. I don't know why. I never gave you a reason not to trust me. You gave me plenty reasons. But now it doesn't matter because we're over."
She was right. I never did trust.
A/N: Thanks to every one that's reviewing.
Chapter Two
Lily's POV
"Lily slow down." Mara called after me. I couldn't...I wouldn't give James the satisfaction of knowing he'd actualy hurt me to point I wanted to cry. That's what he wanted, wasn't it? "Don't cry. He's not worth crying over." She said trying to comfort me. It wasn't working. All I wanted was to get in my bed....no wait.
All I wanted was to go to the kitchens get comfort food then go to my bed and cry myself to sleep.
"Hey! Where you going now?"
"I'm going to the kitchens." I said, now relising that I didn't know where the kitchens where and started to slow down. "I don't know where I'm going." I said quietly.
"Come on lets go back to the dorm." Mara said putting her arm around my shoulder.
"I can't go back there. He'll be there. And I don't want to look at him. I HATE him. I hope he dies and is sent to the deep firery pits of hell." I said with my eyes squinted.
James' POV
I decided to run after Lily and apoligize. I knew it wouldn't do any good right now. But maybe later...
I caught up to her and Mara when I heard her say it. "I HATE him. I hope he dies and is sent to the deep firery pits of hell." I really hurt her. GOD I'm so stupid. I should've known Lily'd never do that.
I decided I'd go back to the dorms where Sirius and Remus were. I needed to have some one tell me I was as stupid as I felt. And they would be sure tell me that at least five times a day for the next week.
When I entered the common room Remus and Sirius where sitting at a table playing chess. Remus had just taken Sirius' knight.
"Whats up James?" Remus said not looking up from the bored.
I put my head on the tabel with a thud. "What'd you do now?" Sirius said in a tone that I knew he wasn't suprised.
"I thought Lily was cheating on me with Walker McKey." I began only to be interupted by Sirius' voice.
"Why on God's green earth would you think that?"
"Because I saw her flirting with him earlier today. And I didn't know - I should've known - But I didn't. So I was walking away and Violet Shoemaker ran into me. And we started talking and one thing led to another. And-"
"James you didn't."
"I was mad Remus. Really mad. And Lily found me- us I mean. And then she got mad and made it very clear she wasn't cheating on me and that we were threw." Now that I said what happen. I felt more stupid if that was even possible.
The portrait hole swung open. And Lily and Mara emerged. Each having a look on their face that would make McGongall feel three inches tall.
Lily didn't even look like she had cryed. I didn't know how to act toward her or what to say to her now.
Lily's POV
On our way back I decided that I wasn't going to let this bother me. I'd give him that stupid broom and move on with my life. He was just a boy. There was no reason getting heartbroken over that.
Mara and I walked into the dorm. It was just a couple minutes until supper. I started to go through my closet. If I hadn't spent so much danm money on that stupid broom. I'd brake it in half and throw it in his face.
Just to see the looke he'd make. But I'd spent way to much and I couldn't return it or get an exchange, not that they had anything I wanted.
"Are you ready."
"HOld on." I said walking in the bathroom. I started to fix my make up and brush my hair.
"Lily are you okay." Mara said leaning on the door frame.
"Yeah I'm fine. Never been better. James was weighing me down. I've been dating him for how long? For ever. There are other fish in the sea and I need to go fishing. Now that I've thrown James back. I'm baiting my hook back-"
"WILL YOU STOP WITH THE FISHING!!!" Mara yelled at me. "Now, are you done so we can go to dinner."
"Yeah." I said grabbing that god for saken broom.
James' POV
Not long after Lily'd gone to her dorm. Remus and Sirius decided we needed to get down to the Great Hall for dinner.
The food had just appeared when Mara and Lily made their entrance. Lily was holding a package in her hand and she was walkig towards me. This couldn't be good.
"Hello James." she said with bitter sweetness.
"Hi" I said quietly looking into my food.
"Before I brake this whole thing off. I might as well give you this." She said shoving the package in my hands before walking to the other end of the table.
I opened the brown paper to see what it was. There before my eyes was the latest modle in the Nimbus seiries. They hadn't even been released yet. I'd beged my dad to use his connections in getting me one when my old broom was ruined.
Suddenly everything fell into place for me. I looked down the table at Lily, she was smiling and laughing. It hurt me that she'd moved on so fast. Like I was just a fling to her. I thought we were more.
I needed to fix what I'd done. But how? How could I take back what I did.
"You really did it now. Cheating on a girl that'll buy you a broom." Peter said shaking his head.
"Not just any broom, Wormtail. But the Nimbus 200, she must spent at least for hundred Gallions on that. They haven't even been released yet." Sirius pointed out, making me feel as if I'd done somthing worthey of going to Azkaban.
Peter's mouth made an 'o'. I stood up and went to where Lily was sitting. I was mad. Mad at myself, at Lily for buying me the broom, mad at Peter and Sirius for making a big deal out of the broom and mad at the broom for being so danm great.
I reached Lily's group of friends. She looked at me in a way that hurt. "What?" She said slightly shaking her head.
"We need to talk." I said grabbing her out of her seat.
"What the hell do you think your doing?" She said as I dragged her out the Great Hall. We got out of the Entrance Hall. "What do you need to talk about?" She said rolling her eyes.
"Us." I said simply.
"There is no us. There's a you and there's a me. But no us." She said gustruing with her hands. "You screwed up. You didn't turst me, when I trusted you. I trusted you with my life. But you, you couldn't trust me and you never did. I don't know why. I never gave you a reason not to trust me. You gave me plenty reasons. But now it doesn't matter because we're over."
She was right. I never did trust.
A/N: Thanks to every one that's reviewing.