CHAPTER THREE










Lily's POV




It'd been weeks since James and I had broken up. I was back to the way I was before him, flriting, spending more time with my friends, and I felt alot happier and free because I wasn't tied down by James.

In fact I'd already decided that my next boy friend was going to be Walker McKey. He was really hot and sweet and smart. He had the shaggy hair look going for him and he was a beater on the Quidditch team wich made is body muscular but not too much.

Of course if he didn't know that yet, and he should. I'd been flirting with him like nobody's buisness for days now. I'm just waiting for him to aks me to go to Hogsmede with him. And I know he will because I made out with him in a broom closet outside of the Professor Flitwicks class room yesterday.

And if we did become a couple I don't think it'd be like James and I. So serous. Just fun. Being able to espress emotion with out any feeling. Thats what I want...thats what I *need*.

Yes it's true I do feel dirty. But I'm having a great time. I didn't have fun with James I just had a serouse relationship that wasn't going any where.

So it was a frieday after noon and I was sitting in the common room. Waiting for Walker to back from classes. When the portrait door opened. James walked through with Sirius, Peter and Remus.

"Hey Lily I have a quetion about the charm we did today." Sirius said sitting down next to me.

"Sorry Sirius schools out for the weekend and I'm not discussing homework and anything school related until tomarow evening. So ask me then." I said smiling. By the look on his face he was actualy being seriouse. "Okay, what is is?" I said in a sigh.

"Well that whole truth charm thing. How do you pronouce it again?"

"Truthouse" {A/N: Ha ha ha ha... I'm such a loeser. I couldn't find the latin word for truth so yeah had to make due}

"Truthouse" Sirius said waving his wand.

"No no no, it's like this." I said showing him how to move the wand around.

"Oh so it's like this.Truthouse"

"Right." I said.

"So Lily whats with you and Walker?" Sirius said sounding pleased with himself.

"Nothing....yet."

"Are you over James?"

"What do you think Walkers' for?" WHAT THE HELL?!?! I didn't mean to say that.

"Oh I see. So, if James was to ask you to forgive him in the next hour or so...would you?"

"No."

"Oh, one more thing Lily. Did you and James ever...you know?" Sirius said leaning in.


"Certinly not."

"Just what i thought." Sirius said smiling.





James' POV




"Sirius I can't beleave you asked her that!" I said as Sirius bounced up the stairs. I'd been listening so I knew he wouldn't lie to me about what she said.

"I can." Sirius called to me. I rolled my eyes and walked back to the common room. My stomache turned and my heart droped.

Lily and Walker where standing in the middle of the room kissing. You'd think they could go find a empty class room. Or some where but here.

"Hey, James I forgot to tell you. There's an extra Quidditch practice tonight at six o'clock." Walker said looking at me. He had his hands around Lily's waist and she was hiding her face in his chest from me, I guess.

"Oh. Okay." I said knodding. I had to get out of there. As I left I heard Lily giggeling. Was she lauging at me? I turned around to see Walker tickling her sides.

What infuraited me the most. Is she was doing this just to spite me. She didn't REALLY like Walker, or even want to be with him. It was just her way of telling me I was stupid. Lily was wierd like that.

No she wasn't wierd. She was...she was...she was Lily. YOu couldn't explain her. You couldn't just say she was weird or nice or pretty or a bitch or silly or ugly or normal or smart or dumb, because she was all of those things. But not really.










A/N: Yeah, uh not a good ending of the chapter, but yeah you'll deal. So um...that's it. Thanks to my reviewer. I appreciate it.