CHAPTER 1 (PG)
NEW YORK: 14 MONTHS LATER
In the bunker of the mansion, Ian leans against the wall next to the
fireplace staring into space. He runs his fingers through his now shoulder
length hair. Where are you my Lady? Why are you not answering? He looks
over at the crystal flower vase where the hand of his former Master rests.
"I do not understand Father... why is she not allowing me to help her."
"She will call you when she needs you son."
At the familiar sound of Irons voice, Ian goes over to the large chair before the fireplace "What if she never needs me? If I do not have her to protect any longer than what am I to do?"
"Find her"
Ian stares up at the painting on the overhang of the ceiling of Sara wearing the Witchblade and holding her gun. Do you no longer need me my Lady? After a few moments he sighs standing, he walks out of the study. As he makes his way towards the foyer, he hears a pounding at the front door.
"I have got it Master Ian." Fredrick the Butler states walking to the door.
Ian nods continuing to walk as he hears a familiar voice at the door. "Sara?" he goes to the front door to find Sara standing there with a baby carrier in her hands and a bag over her shoulder. He looks at her surprised "Sara?" His eyes go to the carrier then back at Sara
Sara swallows nervously seeing the confusion in his brown eyes. "Ian" she says her own eyes going to the baby sleeping in the carrier oblivious to what is going on "His name's Ezekiel James... Zeke." she looks back at Ian waiting for him to say something
"Daniel's?" Ian asks wincing at the thought.
Sara shakes her head "He's your son."
At those words Ian stares at Sara stunned, "Mine?" he says surprised as she sets the carrier down before him and the baby wakes up whimpering. "Sara... what's going on?" he asks scared and confused at the look on her face.
Sara sets the bag down "His diapers, clothes, birth certificate, and everything else he needs is in here." she looks at Ian and Zeke sadly "Take care of him." she crouches down touching Zeke's head as he whimpers "Be good." she whispers then straightening up she walks towards the waiting cab.
"Sara" Ian calls causing the infant to cry "Fredrick take him back to Mrs. Ellis." he instructs handing the baby carrier to the Butler he runs out to the cab, grabbing Sara's arm just as she reaches the cab. "Sara what is going on?" he demands
Sara stares at Ian blinking back tears "Just take care of him."
"Talk to me Sara." He requests
Sara takes a deep breath "I can't protect him... you can. I tried but he almost got hurt yesterday."
"What are you talking about?"
"Someone tried to kill me yesterday and Zeke got caught in the middle." She wipes at her tears "Just take care of him." she pleads
Ian takes her hand "Stay Sara. I can protect both of you." He cups her cheek "We are stronger together than apart." he says seriously
At his tone, she shakes her head, "I can't risk it Ian." She looks at the mansion sadly, "Just take care of him... please."
"Sara he needs you."
Sara shakes her head "He's safer without me around." She touches the Witchblade then glances at it then looks back at Ian, "I'm sorry for not telling you about him before now. I thought it would be better considering everything that was going on."
Ian winces "I know."
Sara looks at the mansion "I do love him... tell him that every so often."
Ian nods "Will you return?" He looks down "Soon I mean."
"I'll try." She gets into the cab "Thank you." She mouths
Ian watches as the cab pulls away from the curb then after a moment he heads back to the mansion as he enters he hears the baby cry. He follows the sound to the kitchen where he finds the housekeeper Mrs. Ellis trying to calm the screaming baby.
"Where is his mother?" Mrs. Ellis asks
"Sara's gone."
"Gone? She took off and left him here?" Mrs. Ellis demands over the baby's sobs "What about the boy?"
Ian stares at the baby in the housekeeper's arms "He's my son. I'll be in the study." Ian starts to move towards the kitchen door when the housekeeper's voice stops him in his tracks.
"Ian Christian Nottingham stop right there." Mrs. Ellis says sternly
Ian stops in his tracks looking at the woman who has known him since childhood to find her looking at him sternly.
"Ian, are you sure that the boy is yours?" she asks softly yet stunned at the knowledge.
"Sara said he is... and I know her well enough to know she wouldn't lie to me." Ian states his eyes on the whimpering baby in her arms "The night Father died. I said some thing's I didn't mean and I went to apologize... it just happened" he shrugs. "Then I did some other things that made things even worse. Then she took off. I was unable to find her... I tried but she always knew when I was close and she would take off."
"You did act odd after his death." Mrs. Ellis agrees "You had us all worried those first few weeks." she says thoughtfully stepping up to Ian "So he's about six months old. If he is your son you are in charge of him." she hands Ian the baby. "I will help you take care of him but he is your responsibility."
"But..." Ian trails off as she glares at him
"Don't but me." Mrs. Ellis snaps, "You are a grown man and you are going to take care of your son. I've raised you and I'm too old to start raising another child."
Ian looks at Zeke in his arms to find the little boy staring up at him tears streaking his face. "Mrs. Ellis" he says looking at the housekeeper pleadingly.
"Don't give me that look Ian Nottingham." she wags her finger "The big brown puppy dog eyes are not getting you out of your responsibilities for this boy." she picks up the diaper bag opening it. "Now first we should probably get him into his pajamas." she finds an envelope on the top with Ian's name on it "Here" she hands it to Ian.
Ian glances at it seeing its Sara's handwriting he shoves it in his pocket then sits down on one of the kitchen chairs looking at Zeke who cuddles into his chest sucking on his little hand.
WHILE LATER: HOTEL ROOM Sara sits in the corner of the room her knees up against her chest as she silently cries. "I'm sorry Zeke. So sorry." she whispers rocking from side to side. "You'll be OK though... Ian will take care of you."
1111 FAUST "All right its time to for you to learn how to take care of him." Mrs. Ellis states. She turns back to see Ian watching the little boy in his arms. "What is his name?"
"Ezekiel James." Ian replies his eyes on Zeke.
"Ezekiel huh. I haven't heard that name in a long time." Mrs. Ellis says, "Now you are you ready to start learning something new?"
"I guess" Ian says warily "What first?"
"First we need to get this cutie out of his clothes, change his diaper, and put him into his pajamas. Then give him a bottle and find him a place to sleep." she lays out the changing pad on the table taking Zeke from Ian. "Tomorrow I will call the baby store and have everything he'll need delivered."
Ian nods watching as Mrs. Ellis undresses the boy.
"Would you like to talk about it?" Mrs. Ellis inquires seeing the look on Ian's face
Ian shrugs
"Ian do you love Miss Pezzini?" Mrs. Ellis questions softly when she receives no reply, she nods in understanding "Have you told her?"
"She knows how I feel." Ian watches as Zeke squirms
"Stay still you." Mrs. Ellis chuckles rubbing the boy's stomach "Sooner I get you into a new diaper you'll be in clean warm pajamas." she grabs a baby wipe wiping the boy clean.
Zeke squirms trying to roll away he whimpers
"Oh, no you don't." Mrs. Ellis laughs. "Fair warning babies this age always squirm. Usually helps if you give them a toy or talk to them as you change them."
Ian nods
Mrs. Ellis grabs the clean diaper quickly putting it on the baby. "Do you have it?"
"Yes" Ian nods
Fredrick enters the kitchen carrying a large wicker basket "I couldn't find it. This is all that was in the attic."
Mrs. Ellis regards the basket and nods "It should do until tomorrow. Make sure it is clean and line it with blankets." She picks up a clean undershirt snapping it then slips the flailing feet of the infant into his sleeper then guides his arms into the sleeper zipping it up. "There." She looks at Ian who nods "Here take him. I'll make his bottle." Mrs. Ellis picks up the baby meeting his intense golden gaze she chuckles, "OK this is definitely your baby." She meets Ian's confused gaze, "He has got your eyes." She hands the baby over to Ian for a moment she watches the two stare at each other. 'They'll be all right.' She smiles faintly turning her attention to making the bottle.
Fredrick watches the sight as well seeing the awe on Ian's face as he watches the child.
HOUR LATER: HOTEL ROOM Sara curls up on the bed wiping at her tears she shifts looking at the phone. Taking a deep breath, she picks it up dialing the familiar number.
1111 FAUST Ian tears his eyes away from Zeke as he sleeps in the makeshift crib as he hears his phone ring. Quickly he picks it up before it wakes Zeke, "Yes?"
"How is he?"
Hearing Sara's sad voice Ian looks at Zeke "Fine. He just went to sleep."
"He should sleep through the night. Sometimes he has nightmares connected to the Witchblade. I don't know if he'll have them when I'm not near him... he's never been away from me." She says sadly
"He needs you Sara." 'I need you.' he winces at his thought
"He'll be safer with you." She says sadly
"So would you." Ian says softly
"No, it would just lead to trouble. Besides, he's safer with you. If I'm there... he'll be in danger." She says sadly
"At least visit and call."
"I will. Just take care of him Ian."
"I will. Call if you need anything."
"Thanks. Give him a kiss for me." Sara says hanging up.
Ian hangs up the phone looking at Zeke as Mrs. Ellis finally speaks "Well? Is she coming back?"
"No" Ian says sadly "she said she'd visit and call." he reaches out stroking Zeke's cheek
"Do you think she will?" Mrs. Ellis asks handing Ian a cup of tea
"Yes." Ian nods gazing at Zeke "He's her only family. She'll return when she's ready."
"You sound convinced" she remarks
"She is known to be loyal to a default."
"I hope you are right." Mrs. Ellis pats his shoulder "Now why don't I take him to my room for tonight. And tomorrow afternoon when the items arrive I will show you how to give him a bath." She picks up the basket "Now get some sleep I will wake you in the morning." She starts towards her room then stops "And Ian... no sleeping in the study."
"Yes Ma'am." He nods standing Ian walks out of the kitchen heading down to the study. He sits at the desk opening the browser.
"So you were with the Wielder." Irons accuses
"You are dead Father. What I do does not concern you anymore."
"I may be physically dead but I am still here." Irons says
"You are the reason she left." Ian says coldly "Before you made her kill you I was getting her to somewhat trust me. I had enough of Sara's trust the night even after you forced her to kill you, to allow me in her bed. When you seeped into my mind and almost had her killed, I managed to get her to forgive me... for your actions. Yet I lost what chance I had to gain her trust when you forced me into killing him."
"You managed to get her to see who he was."
"And she was forced to kill him." Ian says looking up to see the apparition of Kenneth gone. He turns his attention to the computer screen then remembers the envelope Mrs. Ellis gave him. Reaching into his pocket Ian removes the envelope opening it he removes a folded piece of paper and a birth certificate.
NAME: Ezekiel James Pezzini Nottingham SEX: Male BIRTH DATE: 10-05-01 (?) TIME OF BIRTH: 12:01AM PLACE OF BIRTH: (city), Pennsylvania MOTHERS NAME: Sara Grace Pezzini FATHERS NAME: Ian Christian Nottingham
Ian scans through the birth certificate noting everything he needs to know. Setting it aside, he unfolds the piece of paper and starts to read.
'Ian,
Surprise... and sorry.
I know I should have told you about Zeke but at that time, with everything that happened, I thought it best to leave.
Zeke was born in an Amish town but not in a hospital. The man, Ezekiel Smythe, whose family I lived with, during the last month of my pregnancy and the first two months of Zeke's life, delivered him.
As you can tell, I named Zeke after the man who delivered him and my Dad. Zeke is a good baby; a little shy at times, overall he is good-natured and normally cheerful. He loves looking at new things. I guess you want to know why I brought him to you. The Witchblade got me into some trouble again this time Zeke almost got hurt. It made me realize that he would be safer with you than with me. I bet you never thought you would hear me admit that.
I love Zeke more than anything- tell him that every so often. Take care of him.
~Sara Pezzini'
Ian folds the letter up returning it to the envelope he leans back in the chair looking at the portrait of Sara. 'I will take care of him my Lady.'
CHAPTER 2 (Minor R for sexual situation at the end of chapter) NEXT MORNING
Ian watches Zeke lay on the floor of the sitting room just off the kitchen playing with his feet and chattering happily.
Mrs. Ellis stands beside Ian "He's definitely a happy baby." she hands Ian a bottle "Why don't you take him outside to the patio and give him his bottle. Your breakfast will be ready in about ten, fifteen minutes. Your coffee is already out there."
Ian nods taking the bottle he picks Zeke up carrying him out of the kitchen through the dining room and out to the patio. He sits down offering Zeke his bottle and as the boy starts to drink, Ian watches him thoughtfully. "It looks like it's just us until your Mother returns... whenever that is. I promised her I would take care of you; I have never had to take care of someone... I have always been ordered on what to do and when. I guess I'll have to learn how to have someone else depend on me."
Zeke grins around the bottle clenching and unclenching his hand as if to say Hi.
Ian offers Zeke his finger watching as he wraps his small hand around his finger squeezing tightly. "Got a grip there Zeke." he chuckles lightly
Zeke kicks his feet happily, as he continues to drink.
"You have a great Mother... she really loves you." hearing someone behind him Ian stops talking turning his head to see who it is.
"Here's his carrier. Once he's done with his bottle put him in it so you can eat." Mrs. Ellis says setting the baby carrier on the ground next to Ian.
"OK" Ian nods turning his attention back to Zeke.
"Looks like he's almost done with his bottle" Mrs. Ellis remarks checking over Ian's shoulder "I'll bring your breakfast out in a few moments."
"Thanks." Ian says his eyes on Zeke.
BUS STATION Sara picks up the phone putting some change in she dials the familiar number leaning against the booth wall.
1111 FAUST Ian sets Zeke in the carrier as it rests on the table before him as his phone rings. He grabs it as Mrs. Ellis sets his food before him and takes the empty bottle. "Yes?"
"How is he?"
"He is fine, he just finished his bottle. Now he's just playing with his feet." Ian replies leaning back in the chair "How are you?" he asks watching Zeke coo happily, as he grasps his feet.
"Besides missing Zeke like crazy... fine."
"Sara my offers still there... you can stay here... you'd be safe."
"For how long? Someone could show up and Zeke might end up caught in the crossfire. I have lost all my family members... I'm not going to take the risk of losing my son."
Ian looks at Zeke seeing the infant looking around from his seat "Where are you going?"
"Not sure. Somewhere far enough away, so that Zeke will be safe."
"I'll set up an account for you."
"Ian you don't..."
Ian interrupts "You will need money Sara; it will be hard for you to get a job when your constantly on the move. Just use it when you need it."
Sara sighs "Alright. Thanks Nottingham."
"Call me tomorrow and I'll give you the information."
"Sure, thanks Ian." Sara hangs up
Ian closes the phone setting it aside he reaches out trailing his finger down Zeke's cheek getting the boy to grin.
"Ian who is this child?" Dr. Immo demands striding out to the patio to find a baby carrier, with a baby, sitting on the table. "Fredrick told me you had a guest... but a child!" He exclaims
Zeke whimpers at the new, unfamiliar voice
"The child is my son." Ian says glaring at the doctor as Mrs. Ellis walks out to the patio. "Can you take him inside while I talk with Immo?" he requests.
Mrs. Ellis nods unbuckling the whimpering infant from the carrier "Come on you... lets get you into a new diaper." She carries Zeke inside leaving Ian and Dr. Immo to talk.
"Your son?!" Immo says surprised sitting down.
Ian nods taking a drink of his coffee "My son, Ezekiel James Pezzini Nottingham."
The doctor stares at Ian stunned "Pezzini? As in Detective Pezzini?" he sits down
"Yes" Ian takes a sip of his coffee
"Is the boy yours? Or is she just saying the child is yours?" Immo demands
Ian's eyes narrow "I believe her."
"Then let me run a blood test to be sure."
"No"
"Ian if the boy is yours... it is possible that he inherited some of your enhanced genetics." Immo says hesitantly
Ian regards the doctor "You don't know if it's possible?"
"It is... we just never tested what would or could be passed on. Kenneth never thought ahead to you possibly having children. I suggested doing some genetic testing but he didn't want it done."
"You mean he never wanted me to be anything but his bodyguard, his servant." Ian says bitterly "I was never expected to evolve to being independent."
"Basically... yes." Immo nods "Look Ian if the boy is your child... he could have some of the same problems you have... seizures, migraines... I won't know until I run some tests on him."
"Sara never mentioned whether or not he had any health problems" Ian remarks
"It is possible that he has never had an episode triggered. In the long run it will be for the best if you allow me to run all the blood tests on him."
After a moment of thought, Ian nods "Fine"
"Good. Bring him down later and we'll get started."
Ian nods "Fine."
"Good" Immo stands walking back inside.
Ian returns to eating as Mrs. Ellis returns with Zeke setting the infant into the carrier. "He wants to run tests"
"What kind of tests?" Mrs. Ellis sits down
"With all Father did to me he never found out whether or not what he did to me would be genetic."
"Kenneth never did talk to me about all of that." Mrs. Ellis admits
"Neither did he discuss it with me." He says sadly gazing at Zeke who sits in the carrier sucking on his fist. "Now I find out that Zeke could be affected by what he did to me."
"You'll just have to find out then deal with it." Mrs. Ellis reaches out brushing his hair back "If there's one thing I know about you Ian it is that you can deal with whatever comes your way." she looks at Zeke "And you'll do good with the boy."
"Thank you Mrs. Ellis... for everything." Ian gives her a shy smile
Mrs. Ellis nods "Now spend some time getting to know your son." Mrs. Ellis pats Ian's cheek "Call me if you need anything." she heads inside leaving Ian to bond with his son.
MIDAFTERNOON "WAAHH" Zeke screams tears streaming down his face
Ian winces at the high-pitched cry and glares at Immo "Immo hurry it up will you." He rests his hand on Zeke's stomach trying to calm the infant and keep him from trying to squirm away.
"I'm almost done" Immo assures. After a second, he removes the needle from the infant's foot "Done."
Ian lifts the crying baby up "Fine. I'll be upstairs." he walks out of the lab carrying the sobbing baby.
Immo shakes his head still stunned by the sight of Ian with a baby "What will happen next around here?"
Mrs. Ellis passes the living room and stops when she sees Ian holding a crying Zeke. She stands there a moment watching the sight.
"Sorry he had to do that Zeke. He just wanted to make sure your OK."
Mrs. Ellis smiles seeing the infant relax at Ian's soft tone and start to sniffle. She finally speaks up "Ian I think it's time for him to take a nap, I will keep an eye on Zeke while he sleeps. The room will be ready for him tonight; it is being worked on right now." She enters the room taking the sniffling Zeke from Ian. "The secretary called while you were downstairs. She said that there is some paperwork delivered for you to sign. An emergency board meeting has been called for tomorrow at nine. I will watch the boy while your there."
Ian nods "Thank you. I will be in the study." He brushes his hand over Zeke's head then walks out of the living room, as he crosses the foyer, the doorbell rings. He goes to the door opening it to find one of the deliverymen from Vorschlag standing there.
"Have some papers here for you to sign Mr. Nottingham." The man says handing Ian a manila envelope.
"I'll call when their ready to be picked up" Ian says taking the envelope he closes the door. He continues on his way to the study closing the door behind him he sits at the table opening the envelope he removes the contents.
COUPLE OF HOURS LATER Ian hears a knock at the door of his own quarters. "Its open" he calls
Mrs. Ellis enters the room with a barely awake Zeke in her arms "The delivery men finished with the room. I'm going to give Zeke a bath now."
Ian nods closing his book he stands taking the infant from her he follows her into the room across the hall to find a crib, dresser, changing table, rocking chair, a toy chest in the corner, a bookcase with some books, and a lamp beside the changing table and the rocking chair. He notices a rocking horse in the corner, a bouncing seat in the doorway of the closet. "Where did you have them move the other furniture?"
"Just to one of the other rooms, I'll have all of it moved into storage later."
Ian follows her into the bathroom
"The water needs to be warm." she instructs running the water in the sink.
"Why don't I just get him a Nanny to deal with all this stuff?" Ian grumbles
Mrs. Ellis looks at him "Ian you now have all this free time on your hands... you might as well learn these things and care for him yourself."
"I know." He looks at Zeke who just grins in return. He listens and watches memorizing the housekeeper's steps in giving Zeke a bath.
Mrs. Ellis looks at Ian as she finishes drying Zeke off with a towel "Do you think you can get him dressed?"
Ian nods taking the infant "I think so."
"His clothes are on the changing table. I'll clean this mess up."
Ian carries Zeke into the bedroom setting Zeke on the changing table. "Well Zeke lets get this done." he dries Zeke off as Zeke sticks his hand in his mouth kicking his feet. "Hey come on Zeke can we have a little cooperation here? Never done this before remember?"
At the new voice Zeke, stops kicking, yet continues to suck on his fist just cooing happily.
Mrs. Ellis watches from the bathroom door as Ian diapers the baby and nods in approval 'They'll be fine together.' she returns to the bathroom to finish cleaning up the mess
Once Ian finishes dressing Zeke, he picks the baby up "Well I think I did pretty well for doing this for the first time."
Mrs. Ellis steps into the bedroom inspecting Ian's work "That you did" she nods in approval. "Now I'll be downstairs. I'll have his bottle brought up in a couple hours and tell Cook to have your dinner ready after he goes to bed."
Ian nods "Thank you Mrs. Ellis" he and Zeke settle on the floor beside the toy chest.
"There are other toys in the closet as well. I just had them put some of the smaller toys in the chest."
"OK" Ian says opening the chest.
EARLY EVENING Ian looks up as the training room doors open and in walks Immo. He stands "Well?"
"The boy is yours," Immo states. "His genes are slightly pumped up. As of now I don't think he'll have any problems but I'll need to monitor him."
"Fine." Ian nods
"I'll leave you to your work." Immo nods walking to the door he stops "Congratulations Ian"
"Thank you" Ian says as the doctor leaves the room. He smiles faintly 'He is my son... Sara's son.'
7:30PM Ian looks up from reading to Zeke as the nursery door opens and Fredrick enters carrying a box. "Fredrick" he greets
"It is finished" Fredrick says handing Ian the box as Ian sets the book in his hand down.
Ian nods "Thank you Fredrick." as the butler leaves he looks at Zeke as he sits on his lap drinking his bottle.
Zeke reaches for the new item with one hand as his other holds up his bottle his feet kicking.
"Just a second" he chuckles shifting Zeke against his chest, he opens the box. He removes a silver picture frame turning it around to show Zeke.
Zeke grins around his bottle at the picture his hand grasping towards the picture
"That's your Mommy huh." Ian says staring at the black and white photo Kenneth had had taken when he first discovered Sara was the Wielder. "She's an incredible woman. She's beautiful, smart, funny, loyal, tough... and stubborn." he smiles faintly
Zeke kicks happily lifting his head to look at the man holding him then back at the picture.
A few moments later the door opens and Mrs. Ellis enters "Ian its time to get him to bed."
Ian nods setting the picture aside; he stands carrying Zeke over to the crib he lays the boy on his back.
Mrs. Ellis picks up the picture setting it on the dresser she watches Ian cover Zeke with a blanket. "He looks like he's about to fall asleep." she turns on the monitor on the dresser "Your dinner is on the table."
"Alright" Ian nods the two of them leaving the nursery.
"You did a good job with him Ian." Mrs. Ellis says
"Thank you" he gives her a faint smile
"I'll listen for him while you eat dinner but you are to get him if he wakes up in the middle of the night."
"I know."
AFTER MIDNIGHT (minor sexual situation) // Ian looks up from his spot on the steps leading to the roof as he hears the door open. He watches warily as Sara enters her apartment waiting for her to react to his presence.
"What are you doing here?" Sara asks her voice filled with anger and sorrow at the sight of the dark-haired assassin sitting on the stairs leading up to the roof access door his head down staring at the floor. "What do you want Nottingham? I've had enough of you and Irons for a while." She snaps.
Ian stares at the floor "Why did you kill him? If you had ignored him and walked away I could have protected you from it."
Sara allows the Glove to form "I didn't want to kill him... he was the only one who could answer my questions about this damn thing."
Ian looks at the Glove and tilts his head "It is odd but as much as the idea of Father not being around I feel free... yet not."
Allowing the Glove to recede Sara removes her jacket tossing it on the couch only to have Ian grab her arm her eyes going to his. Seeing the pain and sorrow in his eyes, she gives into the intense need growing inside her heart and soul to give him a break from those emotions. She pulls his head down kissing him.
At the feeling of her lips on his, Ian groans pulling her close.
Sara moans in pleasure at the feel of his body against hers. "I thought we're enemies now." She mutters as Ian trails his lips down her neck.
"We can start being enemies tomorrow." He mumbles laving her pulse.
"Tomorrow" Sara agrees shoving his overcoat off his shoulders then pulls off his gloves tossing them on the floor. Hands pulling at clothes tossing them aside as they kiss passionately as they walk up to the sleeping loft. As they fall onto the bed Sara lifts her hips gasping as he roughly enters her. //
Ian awakens breathing heavily at the intensity of the dream. He runs his hands over his face looking at the clock and sighs. He takes a deep breath standing he makes his way to the window staring out at the sky. 'Be careful wherever you are my Lady.'
CHAPTER 3 ( Rated G) 2 DAYS LATER Zeke coos happily sucking on his foot waiting for someone to come pick him up.
Ian enters the nursery to find Zeke laying there sucking on his foot and shakes his head setting the bottle on the dresser he lifts Zeke out of the crib "You must really like your foot" he chucks the boy under the chin causing the boy to giggle. "Hungry?" he settles on the rocker with the bottle offering it to Zeke. "Well it has been a couple days. I think we have done pretty well so far." Ian remarks as he looks at Zeke who is staring at him. "I think she's proud of us. What do you think?"
Zeke grins around his bottle clenching and unclenching his fist.
Ian nods "Yeah she is"
Fredrick joins Mrs. Ellis, Cook, one of the maids, and caretaker in the kitchen "I take it Master Ian is upstairs with the boy"
"Yes" Mrs. Ellis nods not looking up from her writing
"He seems to have relaxed some since Zeke came." Fredrick remarks as he pours himself a cup of coffee. "He is spending less time in the study."
"I know." Mrs. Ellis smiles looking up "He seems happier than I've seen him in years."
"Mmm." Fredrick nods sitting at the table he takes a drink.
"Ezekiel is such a sweetie." Smiles the blond-haired house cleaner Naomi from the counter. "He is going to be one heartbreaker when he's older. Especially with that smile of his."
Mrs. Ellis nods "I know. I remember when I first met Ian... he had that same smile as a boy" she smiles faintly
"I still don't see him as a child." Naomi states
"You've only known him for a few years... I've known him for almost 30 years." Mrs. Ellis muses, "He's a lot different now. Perhaps Ezekiel will bring that side of him out again."
"Let's hope so." Fredrick nods
Ian sets Zeke on the floor watching as the infant crawls a few feet then stops sitting up he grabs a set of plastic keys shaking it happily and laughing. "Like those huh" he watches as Zeke plays happily with the keys then drops them going onto another toy. His phone rings reaching into his pocket Ian removes it "Hello?"
On the other room, Sara leans against the phone booth "Hey."
"Are you all right?" Ian asks
"Things have been better." Sara says sadly "How is Zeke?" she asks
"Playing with his toys right now. He just finished his bottle." Ian leans back against the dresser watching Zeke play. "He misses you."
Sara reaches into her jacket pocket removing a picture of her and Zeke taken at one of the mall photo booths. She smiles at the sight of Zeke's face "I miss him too." blinking back tears she shoves the picture back into her pocket.
"Have you called you friends to check in?" Ian inquires
"Yeah. They're all taking it pretty well." she sighs rubbing her forehead.
"Sara did you ever tell your friends about Zeke?"
"Gabe and Danny know. Danny probably told Vicki." Sara says
"Do they know that he's here?"
"I told Gabe the other day so if he shows up..."
"It's fine. What of your partner?"
"He knows... but he doesn't know he's yours. I just told him you were the closest to where I was. I will tell him eventually. Why?"
"I was just wondering. After all it seems like every time something in this city goes wrong they show up here asking questions."
"I have to go. Tell Zeke I love him." She requests before hanging up.
Ian closes the phone to see Zeke staring at a toy thoughtfully. He reaches over grabbing Zeke he tickles the boy's stomach causing Zeke to laugh. "Momma says she loves you."
Zeke grins squirming and laughing
"Now its time for someone to get dressed." Ian stands carrying Zeke to the changing table.
HALF HOUR LATER Ian sits on the back patio reading the newspaper and drinking his coffee as Zeke sits in his playpen playing happily with his toys. Ian glances in to see Zeke chattering to himself and then returns to his newspaper.
"Good morning Ian." Immo greets stepping out to the patio
"Immo" Ian returns looking up briefly
Immo glances in the playpen to see Zeke playing and talking to himself "He's happy this morning."
"He's always happy in the morning. God knows who he got that from." Ian says dryly
"Have you been sleeping Ian?" Immo inquires concerned
"More or less" Ian shrugs folding up the newspaper
"Ezekiel isn't keeping you up is he?"
"No. He's only woken up at night once since he got here." Ian replies, "I'm just not used to being able to sleep."
"Yes well Kenneth did keep you on call at all hours." Immo pours himself a cup of coffee "Have you had any headaches?"
"A few." Ian admits "But they weren't bad... and they didn't last long."
"How long did they last?"
"An hour or so" Ian answers taking a sip of his coffee.
"Dr. Immo would you like some breakfast?" Naomi asks stepping out onto the patio
"No thank you Naomi." Dr. Immo smiles
"Mr. Nottingham?"
"I'm fine." Ian assures
Naomi nods heading back inside.
"It's almost time for your check up Ian." Immo says sternly
"I know."
"And not just blood tests... the full nine yards"
"Fine." Ian nods
EARLY AFTERNOON Ian opens the front door with Zeke on his hip to find Jake McCartey and Danny Woo standing there. "Detectives" he says coolly
"Nottingham." Jake nods
"What can I do for you?" Ian asks gesturing for them to enter as he sees the house cleaner, Naomi, move about the living room. "Naomi can you take Zeke up to his room and put him down?" he requests
"Yes sir" she sets her rag down taking the sleepy boy from her employer she heads up the stairs.
Jake lifts his brow "Your kid?"
"I am his guardian until his mother returns." Ian answers. "How can I help you gentlemen?"
"We're looking for one of your old... associates." Jake says handing Ian a photo, "Carl Vandenric."
Ian glances at the picture briefly and nods "He was briefly assigned to my unit." He says handing the photo back to Jake.
"Have you seen him?" Danny inquires
"I have not seen him since he left our squad. I never monitored the short-term members of my unit, Fa... Mr. Irons did not want me to have any contact with them."
"Why was Vandenric short term?" Danny asks
"Mr. Irons considered Vandenric a threat to the unit. He had the skills but he was not one who would take orders. Mr. Irons had him returned to his former unit... yet I heard he went AWOL not long after."
"Do you have any idea where we can find him?" Danny asks
"Sorry. Why are you looking for him anyway?"
"His fingerprints came up at a crime scene." Jake informs him
"I will let you know if he contacts me but I doubt he will."
Danny nods "Thanks."
Ian nods in return closing the door behind the two Detectives.
EVENING: WOO HOUSEHOLD
Danny stands out on the back porch his phone at his hand "I saw your son today."
"How'd he look?" Sara asks curiously
"He was half asleep. It looked like Zeke is in good hands with Nottingham."
"I knew he would. Otherwise you'd be taking care of him" Sara chuckles
"Thanks but no thanks. Two little kids and a teenager is enough for this house." Danny says dryly "But your kid looks fine."
"Danny I know you don't agree with me leaving Zeke with Ian... but trust me he's safer with Ian than anywhere else."
"Sara... I have to ask you something"
"What?"
"Is Nottingham Zeke's father?"
Sara's silent for a moment then answers "Yes."
"Why didn't you tell me?" Danny asks hurt
Sara takes a deep breath "The night Irons died he showed up at my apartment. We were mad at each other and it just happened."
"And you regret it" Danny says
"Somewhat... though I don't regret having Zeke." Sara takes a deep breath blinking back tears. "I have to go. I'll call you in a few days." she hangs up.
1111 FAUST Ian looks at the sleeping baby in his arms, he gently he brushes his finger down Zeke's cheek. After a few moments, he stands carrying Zeke over to the crib laying the baby down and covers him with a blanket. "Sleep well" he says softly then leaves the nursery heading to his own room. He grabs his book settling on his bed he begins to read.
AFTER MIDNIGHT At the same exact moment, three people awaken from their sleep with a start.
Ian gasps startled by the dream he rubs his hands over his sweaty face then groans hearing Zeke cry over the baby monitor. Throwing off his covers Ian gets out of bed trudging to out of his room across the hall to Zeke's room. He goes over to the crib lifting the crying Zeke up against his shoulder. "It was just a dream." he soothes rubbing Zeke's back as he sobs
Sara runs her hands over her sweaty face breathing heavily at the intense dream. She stares at her wrist seeing the stone swirling she sighs running her fingers through her hair.
Ian walks the floor rubbing Zeke's back as the boy cries against his shoulder, "Shh." As Zeke's sobs quiet down to sniffles, he sits on the rocking chair. Holding Zeke against his shoulder Ian slowly rocks rubbing his back gently.
CHAPTER 4 DAWN Ian opens his eyes wincing at the stiffness in his neck, craning his head he looks at Zeke asleep against his shoulder. He smiles faintly at the peaceful look on the boy's face as he sleeps. Slowly Ian stands carrying Zeke over to the crib he lays the boy down covering him with the blanket then silently he heads out of the nursery returning to his room. Falling on his bed Ian goes back to sleep.
COUPLE OF HOURS LATER Ian steps out of the shower hearing the happy morning chatter of Zeke over the baby monitor. He smiles faintly listening to the unintelligible noises as he quickly dries off, he heads into his bedroom, quickly dressing he walks across the hall to the nursery. He enters to find Zeke cooing happily to himself as he sucks on his foot. "Morning Zeke" Ian greets lifting the baby out of the crib as he hears a knock at the nursery door. "Yes" he calls
The door opens and Naomi enters carrying a bottle "Good morning Mr. Nottingham. Your guests are here sir; they are waiting in the dining room for you. Mrs. Ellis sent me up to take care of Ezekiel this morning."
"Oh yes, the meeting with the lawyers." Ian nods "I must have slept longer than normal." he kisses Zeke's head then hands the boy to the maid. "He still needs to be changed."
"Good morning Ezekiel. You are such a cutie." Naomi coos sitting on the rocker offering Zeke his morning bottle.
Ian exits the nursery making his way down to the dining room entering he finds the two head lawyers sitting at the dining room table, "Good morning gentlemen." He greets.
"Good Morning Ian." Irons former personal head lawyer Mr. Rockford greets
"Good morning Ian" greets the second head lawyer for Vorschlag, Mr. Gregory.
Ian sits down "So what did you want to discuss with me on such short notice?"
"A few items" Mr. Rockford says opening his briefcase he removes a folder "This was brought to my attention... by a reporter from the New York Times. They called to verify this" he hands Ian the folder
Ian opens the folder to find a few black and white photos of he and Zeke in the yard. "How did they get these?" he demands looking through the pictures some taken through the front gate as Ian stands on the front steps with Zeke on his hip. "He's only been here a few days. These look they were taken on the grounds." He says angrily.
"Some source. They don't know who." Rockford shrugs
"The newspaper called me as well." Gregory states. "They want to know who Ezekiel is, who his mother is, all of that."
"When are they running the story?" Ian inquires
"They haven't decided yet. Right now all they want is verification on who Ezekiel is." Rockford answers
"If they get that then they will dig for more and that will lead to more questions." Ian muses
"Yes" Rockford nods "We'll see what we can do to keep the picture out of the newspaper but that might be hard."
"Zeke has nothing to do with any of this!" Ian says.
"Yes and you are Kenneth's heir making Ezekiel part of the public eye." Gregory remarks. "We can try and convince them to keep his face hidden but if not..." He trails off.
Ian nods
"We will try to keep the press from invading your privacy but the best way to do that is to give the press some information... just enough to keep them from digging."
Ian nods "I'll discuss it with Sara next time she calls. What else did you want to discuss?" he asks taking a sip of his coffee. He listens as the lawyers talk about all the legal dealings he needs to know about.
AFTERNOON Ian glances at Zeke as the boy sits in his swinger happily chewing on a plastic ring then turns his attention back to his book when his phone rings. Setting his book aside he flips open his phone "Yes" he greets
"How is Zeke?"
At Sara's voice Ian looks over at Zeke sitting in the swinger chattering away "Chewing on one of his plastic rings" Ian says amused
"I miss him." Sara sighs
"The lawyers came to see me this morning. They informed me that somehow the Times managed to get a picture of Zeke."
"How?" Sara demands
"I'm not entirely sure, but it looks as though the pictures were taken by someone who was on the grounds. I'm looking into it and I'll make sure it doesn't happen again."
Sara sighs, "The press was bound to find out that he's there."
"The lawyers suggested that I give them just enough information to keep them from digging for more. The lawyers are going to try and convince the press to leave it alone or at least keep his picture out of the newspaper."
"Why would the press care about Zeke?" Sara wonders
"The lawyers said that Zeke might become an interest to the press since I inherited Fa... Kenneth's Estate, Vorschlag, and his other business interests."
"Which you are now one of the richest men in the country." Sara remarks
"Technically" Ian admits reluctantly
Zeke shrieks unhappily waving his hands
"What's wrong with Zeke?" Sara demands
Ian looks over to see that the plastic ring Zeke had been playing with is on the floor "He just dropped his toy." Ian answers getting off his bed he goes over picking up the plastic ring handing it back to Zeke receiving a big grin in return.
Zeke sticks the plastic ring in his mouth cooing happily.
Ian sits on the floor in front of the swing "How are you Sara?"
"I miss Zeke. I miss home. I miss my friends. Hell I even miss my job." She says sadly
"Sara... you can return. You'd be safe here."
"Not for long."
"If not here you'd be safe at any of the Estates." Ian says
"Until they find me and someone gets caught in the middle." Sara replies
"No one but the caretakers, security guards, and animals are on any of the Estates."
"I'll be fine." Sara assures "I have to go. Tell Zeke I love him"
"I will" Ian promises as she hangs up. Ian looks at the infant who just sits in his swinger chewing happily on the plastic ring. Ian stands unbuckling Zeke from the seat lifting him up "Mommy told me to tell you she loves you and misses you a lot. I'm sure we'll see her sometime soon."
Zeke grins clapping happily
"How about we go see the dogs." Ian carries Zeke downstairs to the side yard where his Rottweilers are. At the dogs enthusiastic barks Ian looks at Zeke who stares at the dogs wide-eyed. "Boys heel" he orders causing the dogs to stop barking and sit. He kneels down before the dogs with Zeke on his leg.
Zeke reaches for the dogs
"Zeke" Ian says warningly "careful." He takes the small hand reaching out he gently brushes the tiny hand over the large head of the oldest of the dogs. "See. They won't hurt you as long as you don't scare them."
Zeke grins around the pacifier patting the dog's head.
"Careful."
CHAPTER 5 2 DAYS LATER Ian awakens started at the sound of his phone ringing. He blindly reaches for the offending object flipping it open he puts it to his ear. "Yes" he says half asleep.
"Sorry for waking you."
At Sara's voice, Ian looks at the bedside clock seeing its 1:30 he sighs, "I haven't been asleep long." He muses rubbing his hand over his face. "How are you?"
"I miss Zeke." Sara sniffles
At her pained tone Ian reaches over turning on his lamp "Where are you?" he asks
"Baltimore. Why?"
"I was thinking of bringing Zeke to see you. He misses you." 'I miss you.'
"I don't know. I really want to see him."
"Then I'll bring him to you. It'll be fine Sara."
Sara slowly smiles "Alright."
Ian smiles faintly "I'll call the pilot and have him ready to fly out in the morning. We can be in Baltimore by early afternoon. Why don't you call back at eight...? I'll have a better idea of what time we'd be in then."
"Ian... thanks." Sara says hanging up
Ian closes his phone picking up the bedside phone hitting the speed dial for the pilot.
"Yes Mr. Nottingham?" a man asks groggily
"Have the plane ready to leave by 9."
"Where to sir?"
"Baltimore."
"Yes sir."
Ian hangs up hitting Fredrick's extension
"Yes, Master Ian?"
"I need you to make arrangements for Zeke and me to head to Baltimore for a few days. I already informed the pilot."
"Why are you heading to Baltimore sir?" Fredrick inquires
"To see Sara." Ian answers
After a moment, the Butler speaks "What time are you planning to leave?"
"I told the pilot to have the plane ready by 9."
"I'll take care of the rest of the car and hotel arrangements. Do you want a driver?"
"No. Make sure to inform the hotel that Zeke will be with me. See if they can provide a crib and playpen."
"Yes sir."
Ian hangs up the phone turning off the lamp he goes back to the sleep for a few hours.
8AM Ian groans as Zeke squirms on the changing table "Zeke come on stay still." He pleads as he hears his phone ring with one hand on his squirming son; Ian digs his phone out of his pocket "Yes?"
"Hey"
Ian smiles faintly at her voice, "Did you get some sleep?"
"A little. What about you?"
"Couple hours." Ian answers looking at Zeke he rests his phone on his shoulder turning his attention to trying to diaper and dress the boy. "We should be in around noon. Fredrick made reservations at the Four Seasons in downtown for a suite for two nights. Thought you would like to spend as much time as possible with him. Suite 411. We should land by 11... and be at the hotel by 11:45 give or take."
"Thanks Nottingham."
"Anytime. I have to go; Zeke is trying to crawl away while I'm trying to dress him."
Sara laughs "Enjoy."
"Hey you get to deal with him later" Ian retorts
"Good. I can't wait." Sara hangs up
Ian closes his phone returning his full attention to Zeke "If you don't stay still it will take us longer to get out of here and longer to go see your Mommy." Ian watches Zeke's eyes seem to widen in recognition at the word Mommy. "You miss your Mommy huh. I miss her too. She's a very special person." Ian finishes dressing the boy in snappy jeans and a gray T- shirt with Cookie Monster on the front. He sits Zeke up slipping the socks onto the boy's feet. "Done." he announces then sets Zeke on the floor and starts cleaning up the dirty diaper mess.
HOUR LATER Ian sighs, "Mrs. Ellis we will be fine. The flight is only an hour and a half and Immo gave him a minor sedative for the flight there and back."
"Do you have everything?" Mrs. Ellis inquires worried
"Relax... whatever else he needs I'll pick up there." Ian assures strapping the car seat into to the back as the driver puts the bags in the trunk.
"Are you sure about not taking the stroller?" Mrs. Ellis asks looking at Zeke on her hip looking around curiously.
"Sara will probably want to stay inside with him." Ian says. "I will call you when we land." He promises
Mrs. Ellis looks at Zeke who is wearing a gray hooded jacket his pacifier in his mouth. "Good." She nods. "Now you behave Ezekiel." She says tapping the boy on the nose, "No running your parents ragged."
Zeke grins around his pacifier then shifts holding his arms out to his father
Ian takes his son from Mrs. Ellis and sets Zeke in his car seat. "See you in a few days" Ian says getting in beside Zeke.
"Have a good time." Mrs. Ellis calls as Ian pulls the door shut. She watches as the limo pulls away.
"They'll be fine Mrs. Ellis" Fredrick assures "Master Ian has proven he is quite capable of caring for the boy on his own."
"That's not what worries me... its boy's mother." Mrs. Ellis says sadly "She has broken Ian's heart already... and that little boy's. I'd hate to see that happen again."
45 MINS LATER Ian sighs relieved as the plane levels out. He looks at Zeke seeing the boy look around wildly Ian brushes his hand over Zeke's head reassuring the infant. He sticks the pacifier back in Zeke's mouth and reaches across to the other seat opening the diaper bag he takes out Zeke's favorite stuffed dog. He hands it to Zeke watching the baby squeeze the dog giggling. "At least you didn't start screaming" Ian says relieved.
Zeke grins around the pacifier in his mouth.
NOON: HOTEL Ian enters the suite with Zeke on his hip looking at the bellboy "Just leave the bags here." he requests
"Yes sir. The concierge wanted me to inform you that a crib was set up in one of the rooms and a playpen and a swing chair in the living room. Also like requested there are some diapers in one of the rooms."
"Thank you." Ian nods handing the bellhop a few bills.
"Thank you sir." The bellhop nods closing the door behind him.
Ian carries Zeke over to the playpen setting the wide-awake boy down. He grabs the diaper bag taking out a couple toys putting them in with Zeke. Ian gathers the bags carrying them to the rooms. In the room with the crib, he puts the diaper bag and the duffle bag with Zeke's clothes down. 'Sara can sleep in here with Zeke.' he drops his duffle bag in the second room. He removes his overcoat tossing it on the chair in the corner he returns to the living room where he finds Zeke still playing. Ian picks Zeke up sitting on the couch with Zeke on his lap he removes the boy's jacket draping it over the couch. "You ready to see Mommy."
Zeke grins in response
"Me too." he kisses Zeke's head then lifts the boy over his head causing Zeke to shriek with laughter. He leans back against the couch with Zeke on his chest allowing the boy to grab and pat at his face. Hearing a knock at the door, Ian looks at Zeke "That could be your Mommy." He stands with Zeke in his arms walking to the door he opens it to find Sara there.
Zeke grins seeing the familiar face. He bounces happily holding his arms out talking animatedly.
Sara laughs "Hey you" she takes Zeke from Ian as she enters the suite "Hey sweetie" she kisses Zeke's cheek "Oh I've missed you." she hugs him tight
Ian takes her backpack carrying it to the room where the crib is then returns to find Sara on the couch with Zeke standing on her legs. He watches the two for a moment
Sara sets Zeke on her lap facing her "If I didn't know better I'd say you've grown in a week" she tickles his stomach causing the boy to laugh. Sara looks at Ian "You've done well."
"He makes it easy." Ian says sitting on the other end of the couch watching as Sara hugs and kisses Zeke. 'She looks so beautiful holding Zeke.'
As Zeke starts to squirm on her lap, Sara stands carrying him over to his toys on the floor. Sitting on the floor with Zeke, she watches as he picks up a toy inspecting it then sets it aside moving to his hands and knees he crawls to the couch pulling himself up on his feet grinning at his parents. "He's standing?" she looks at Ian surprised
Ian nods "He started pulling himself up yesterday" he stops talking watching as Zeke falls on his butt.
"Good thing diapers are padded" Sara chuckles when Zeke starts laughing rather than crying.
"As you can tell he's still a little wobbly and not yet standing on his own though."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't think about it" he shrugs
"Well considering you were half asleep, I guess I can let it go." Sara remarks as she grabs the grinning baby. "You are getting to be so big. Soon you'll be walking huh baby." She kisses Zeke's nose causing the boy to giggle and pat at her face. She smiles at Ian then looks at Zeke.
Ian watches as Sara cuddles and laughs with Zeke as she plays with him on the floor.
HOUR LATER Sara gazes at her son as he lies in her arms drinking his bottle trying to keep his eyes open. She smiles brushing her fingers over his dark hair sensing Ian watching her she glances up meeting his gaze briefly then back at Zeke 'He looks so much like Ian.' she muses thoughtfully as she watches Zeke's eyes droop shut. She sets the bottle aside stroking her son's cheek as he sleeps peacefully in her arms.
Ian sits there watching Sara hold Zeke "Want me to put him down?"
Sara shakes her head "I will." she stands carrying Zeke to the room setting him in the crib she watches for a few moments as Zeke sleeps. She heads out to the living room where she finds Ian out on the balcony taking a deep breath she joins him.
Ian stares out at the city below well aware that Sara is next to him. "We have a lot to discuss."
Sara stiffens "We already have" she says turning to head inside. Just as she steps inside Ian grabs her arm, she turns to say something she inhales sharply seeing the same look in his eyes as the night they had sex. "Ian" she says softly
Ian releases her arm reaching out he gently brushes her hair off her face. His thumb brushes across her lower lip he then leans in kissing her lightly. He pulls back slightly remaining close waiting for her to react in some way.
Sara reaches up cupping his cheek kissing him in return. The kiss begins light and sweet but soon the two are clinging to each other the kiss becoming desperate and devouring. Sara breaks the kiss stepping back. "We shouldn't start this up again"
"Why not?" Ian inquires. "You know it feels right."
"You don't know what I feel" Sara snaps "or what I think."
"Yes I do." Ian grabs her hand pressing it against his heart "We are meant to be together... always have been."
Sara stares at her hand wanting to pull away yet not being able to. "That night shouldn't have happened." She whispers
"Maybe... maybe not." Ian shrugs "But it did and in there is proof." he gestures towards the open door where Zeke is sleeping. "Do you regret that night Sara?" He demands. "Do you regret every touch, every movement, and every kiss? Do you regret that, that night resulted in a child... our child?"
At his last question Sara glares at him "I don't regret Zeke... he's my son!" she says angrily
"What do you regret then Sara?" he demands, "That he's my child as well? Do you regret allowing me, a killer, in your bed?" he asks his voice filled with pained anger.
"NO!" She says angrily pulling away. She walks towards the bedroom pausing at the door she looks at him "I regret letting you leave." She walks into the room closing the door she leans against it closing her eyes. "I regret not knowing how I feel about you." She goes over to the crib picking Zeke up she sets him on the bed then lays down next to the still sleeping baby. "I wish I knew how I feel about your father... I know I'm attracted to him but I don't know what else I feel about him." She sighs brushing her lips over Zeke's cheek "Why am I thinking about this? Day after tomorrow I won't see you or him for a while."
Ian sits on the couch running his hands over his face sighing, "I regret leaving as well."
OVER AN HOUR LATER Sara feels a tug on her hair slowly she opens her eyes to find Zeke sitting up a fistful of her hair in his hand. "Hey sweetie. Let go of Mommy's hair Zeke." She says softly as she carefully removes her hair from Zeke's clutches. Sara sits up lifting Zeke onto her lap, "Ohh, I missed you baby." She hugs Zeke then stands walking out of the room to find Ian reading on the couch.
"Did you have a good sleep?" Ian asks looking up from his book.
Sara nods hugging Zeke "Best one in a month." she kisses Zeke's head sitting on the floor
Ian closes his book watching as Zeke rolls around on the floor giggling
Sara laughs at the sight amused by Zeke's antics as he stops rolling around and grabs his foot sticking it in his mouth. "I see you still like the feet."
Zeke giggles happily as he chews on his sock covered foot.
EVENING Zeke giggles kicking as his mother tickles him.
"That's my boy!" Sara laughs pressing kisses over Zeke's face causing him to laugh even more. She stands moving over to the couch she offers Zeke his pacifier as he opens his mouth then grabs his blanket wrapping it around him. As Zeke snuggles into her arms Sara brushes her fingers over his face "You must be tired huh sweetie." she kisses Zeke's forehead glancing at Ian briefly then back at Zeke "Had a long day huh little guy."
She sits the softly talking to Zeke watching as he slowly drifts off to sleep in her arms. Sara glances over at Ian "I'm going to go put him down then get cleaned up."
Ian nods
Sara stands carrying Zeke back to the bedroom she lays him in the crib brushing her fingers over his cheek "Sleep well my baby." she walks into the bathroom closing the door she turns on the shower stripping off her clothes she steps under the warm water.
'How do I feel about Ian?' she asks herself. 'When he touches me I feel lust... and familiarity... and things I don't understand. I know I want to be with him again... can I risk the emotions the will be brought up between us?'
"Enough" she growls at herself. "No more thoughts about him... relax." she mutters standing under the warm water.
"She will call you when she needs you son."
At the familiar sound of Irons voice, Ian goes over to the large chair before the fireplace "What if she never needs me? If I do not have her to protect any longer than what am I to do?"
"Find her"
Ian stares up at the painting on the overhang of the ceiling of Sara wearing the Witchblade and holding her gun. Do you no longer need me my Lady? After a few moments he sighs standing, he walks out of the study. As he makes his way towards the foyer, he hears a pounding at the front door.
"I have got it Master Ian." Fredrick the Butler states walking to the door.
Ian nods continuing to walk as he hears a familiar voice at the door. "Sara?" he goes to the front door to find Sara standing there with a baby carrier in her hands and a bag over her shoulder. He looks at her surprised "Sara?" His eyes go to the carrier then back at Sara
Sara swallows nervously seeing the confusion in his brown eyes. "Ian" she says her own eyes going to the baby sleeping in the carrier oblivious to what is going on "His name's Ezekiel James... Zeke." she looks back at Ian waiting for him to say something
"Daniel's?" Ian asks wincing at the thought.
Sara shakes her head "He's your son."
At those words Ian stares at Sara stunned, "Mine?" he says surprised as she sets the carrier down before him and the baby wakes up whimpering. "Sara... what's going on?" he asks scared and confused at the look on her face.
Sara sets the bag down "His diapers, clothes, birth certificate, and everything else he needs is in here." she looks at Ian and Zeke sadly "Take care of him." she crouches down touching Zeke's head as he whimpers "Be good." she whispers then straightening up she walks towards the waiting cab.
"Sara" Ian calls causing the infant to cry "Fredrick take him back to Mrs. Ellis." he instructs handing the baby carrier to the Butler he runs out to the cab, grabbing Sara's arm just as she reaches the cab. "Sara what is going on?" he demands
Sara stares at Ian blinking back tears "Just take care of him."
"Talk to me Sara." He requests
Sara takes a deep breath "I can't protect him... you can. I tried but he almost got hurt yesterday."
"What are you talking about?"
"Someone tried to kill me yesterday and Zeke got caught in the middle." She wipes at her tears "Just take care of him." she pleads
Ian takes her hand "Stay Sara. I can protect both of you." He cups her cheek "We are stronger together than apart." he says seriously
At his tone, she shakes her head, "I can't risk it Ian." She looks at the mansion sadly, "Just take care of him... please."
"Sara he needs you."
Sara shakes her head "He's safer without me around." She touches the Witchblade then glances at it then looks back at Ian, "I'm sorry for not telling you about him before now. I thought it would be better considering everything that was going on."
Ian winces "I know."
Sara looks at the mansion "I do love him... tell him that every so often."
Ian nods "Will you return?" He looks down "Soon I mean."
"I'll try." She gets into the cab "Thank you." She mouths
Ian watches as the cab pulls away from the curb then after a moment he heads back to the mansion as he enters he hears the baby cry. He follows the sound to the kitchen where he finds the housekeeper Mrs. Ellis trying to calm the screaming baby.
"Where is his mother?" Mrs. Ellis asks
"Sara's gone."
"Gone? She took off and left him here?" Mrs. Ellis demands over the baby's sobs "What about the boy?"
Ian stares at the baby in the housekeeper's arms "He's my son. I'll be in the study." Ian starts to move towards the kitchen door when the housekeeper's voice stops him in his tracks.
"Ian Christian Nottingham stop right there." Mrs. Ellis says sternly
Ian stops in his tracks looking at the woman who has known him since childhood to find her looking at him sternly.
"Ian, are you sure that the boy is yours?" she asks softly yet stunned at the knowledge.
"Sara said he is... and I know her well enough to know she wouldn't lie to me." Ian states his eyes on the whimpering baby in her arms "The night Father died. I said some thing's I didn't mean and I went to apologize... it just happened" he shrugs. "Then I did some other things that made things even worse. Then she took off. I was unable to find her... I tried but she always knew when I was close and she would take off."
"You did act odd after his death." Mrs. Ellis agrees "You had us all worried those first few weeks." she says thoughtfully stepping up to Ian "So he's about six months old. If he is your son you are in charge of him." she hands Ian the baby. "I will help you take care of him but he is your responsibility."
"But..." Ian trails off as she glares at him
"Don't but me." Mrs. Ellis snaps, "You are a grown man and you are going to take care of your son. I've raised you and I'm too old to start raising another child."
Ian looks at Zeke in his arms to find the little boy staring up at him tears streaking his face. "Mrs. Ellis" he says looking at the housekeeper pleadingly.
"Don't give me that look Ian Nottingham." she wags her finger "The big brown puppy dog eyes are not getting you out of your responsibilities for this boy." she picks up the diaper bag opening it. "Now first we should probably get him into his pajamas." she finds an envelope on the top with Ian's name on it "Here" she hands it to Ian.
Ian glances at it seeing its Sara's handwriting he shoves it in his pocket then sits down on one of the kitchen chairs looking at Zeke who cuddles into his chest sucking on his little hand.
WHILE LATER: HOTEL ROOM Sara sits in the corner of the room her knees up against her chest as she silently cries. "I'm sorry Zeke. So sorry." she whispers rocking from side to side. "You'll be OK though... Ian will take care of you."
1111 FAUST "All right its time to for you to learn how to take care of him." Mrs. Ellis states. She turns back to see Ian watching the little boy in his arms. "What is his name?"
"Ezekiel James." Ian replies his eyes on Zeke.
"Ezekiel huh. I haven't heard that name in a long time." Mrs. Ellis says, "Now you are you ready to start learning something new?"
"I guess" Ian says warily "What first?"
"First we need to get this cutie out of his clothes, change his diaper, and put him into his pajamas. Then give him a bottle and find him a place to sleep." she lays out the changing pad on the table taking Zeke from Ian. "Tomorrow I will call the baby store and have everything he'll need delivered."
Ian nods watching as Mrs. Ellis undresses the boy.
"Would you like to talk about it?" Mrs. Ellis inquires seeing the look on Ian's face
Ian shrugs
"Ian do you love Miss Pezzini?" Mrs. Ellis questions softly when she receives no reply, she nods in understanding "Have you told her?"
"She knows how I feel." Ian watches as Zeke squirms
"Stay still you." Mrs. Ellis chuckles rubbing the boy's stomach "Sooner I get you into a new diaper you'll be in clean warm pajamas." she grabs a baby wipe wiping the boy clean.
Zeke squirms trying to roll away he whimpers
"Oh, no you don't." Mrs. Ellis laughs. "Fair warning babies this age always squirm. Usually helps if you give them a toy or talk to them as you change them."
Ian nods
Mrs. Ellis grabs the clean diaper quickly putting it on the baby. "Do you have it?"
"Yes" Ian nods
Fredrick enters the kitchen carrying a large wicker basket "I couldn't find it. This is all that was in the attic."
Mrs. Ellis regards the basket and nods "It should do until tomorrow. Make sure it is clean and line it with blankets." She picks up a clean undershirt snapping it then slips the flailing feet of the infant into his sleeper then guides his arms into the sleeper zipping it up. "There." She looks at Ian who nods "Here take him. I'll make his bottle." Mrs. Ellis picks up the baby meeting his intense golden gaze she chuckles, "OK this is definitely your baby." She meets Ian's confused gaze, "He has got your eyes." She hands the baby over to Ian for a moment she watches the two stare at each other. 'They'll be all right.' She smiles faintly turning her attention to making the bottle.
Fredrick watches the sight as well seeing the awe on Ian's face as he watches the child.
HOUR LATER: HOTEL ROOM Sara curls up on the bed wiping at her tears she shifts looking at the phone. Taking a deep breath, she picks it up dialing the familiar number.
1111 FAUST Ian tears his eyes away from Zeke as he sleeps in the makeshift crib as he hears his phone ring. Quickly he picks it up before it wakes Zeke, "Yes?"
"How is he?"
Hearing Sara's sad voice Ian looks at Zeke "Fine. He just went to sleep."
"He should sleep through the night. Sometimes he has nightmares connected to the Witchblade. I don't know if he'll have them when I'm not near him... he's never been away from me." She says sadly
"He needs you Sara." 'I need you.' he winces at his thought
"He'll be safer with you." She says sadly
"So would you." Ian says softly
"No, it would just lead to trouble. Besides, he's safer with you. If I'm there... he'll be in danger." She says sadly
"At least visit and call."
"I will. Just take care of him Ian."
"I will. Call if you need anything."
"Thanks. Give him a kiss for me." Sara says hanging up.
Ian hangs up the phone looking at Zeke as Mrs. Ellis finally speaks "Well? Is she coming back?"
"No" Ian says sadly "she said she'd visit and call." he reaches out stroking Zeke's cheek
"Do you think she will?" Mrs. Ellis asks handing Ian a cup of tea
"Yes." Ian nods gazing at Zeke "He's her only family. She'll return when she's ready."
"You sound convinced" she remarks
"She is known to be loyal to a default."
"I hope you are right." Mrs. Ellis pats his shoulder "Now why don't I take him to my room for tonight. And tomorrow afternoon when the items arrive I will show you how to give him a bath." She picks up the basket "Now get some sleep I will wake you in the morning." She starts towards her room then stops "And Ian... no sleeping in the study."
"Yes Ma'am." He nods standing Ian walks out of the kitchen heading down to the study. He sits at the desk opening the browser.
"So you were with the Wielder." Irons accuses
"You are dead Father. What I do does not concern you anymore."
"I may be physically dead but I am still here." Irons says
"You are the reason she left." Ian says coldly "Before you made her kill you I was getting her to somewhat trust me. I had enough of Sara's trust the night even after you forced her to kill you, to allow me in her bed. When you seeped into my mind and almost had her killed, I managed to get her to forgive me... for your actions. Yet I lost what chance I had to gain her trust when you forced me into killing him."
"You managed to get her to see who he was."
"And she was forced to kill him." Ian says looking up to see the apparition of Kenneth gone. He turns his attention to the computer screen then remembers the envelope Mrs. Ellis gave him. Reaching into his pocket Ian removes the envelope opening it he removes a folded piece of paper and a birth certificate.
NAME: Ezekiel James Pezzini Nottingham SEX: Male BIRTH DATE: 10-05-01 (?) TIME OF BIRTH: 12:01AM PLACE OF BIRTH: (city), Pennsylvania MOTHERS NAME: Sara Grace Pezzini FATHERS NAME: Ian Christian Nottingham
Ian scans through the birth certificate noting everything he needs to know. Setting it aside, he unfolds the piece of paper and starts to read.
'Ian,
Surprise... and sorry.
I know I should have told you about Zeke but at that time, with everything that happened, I thought it best to leave.
Zeke was born in an Amish town but not in a hospital. The man, Ezekiel Smythe, whose family I lived with, during the last month of my pregnancy and the first two months of Zeke's life, delivered him.
As you can tell, I named Zeke after the man who delivered him and my Dad. Zeke is a good baby; a little shy at times, overall he is good-natured and normally cheerful. He loves looking at new things. I guess you want to know why I brought him to you. The Witchblade got me into some trouble again this time Zeke almost got hurt. It made me realize that he would be safer with you than with me. I bet you never thought you would hear me admit that.
I love Zeke more than anything- tell him that every so often. Take care of him.
~Sara Pezzini'
Ian folds the letter up returning it to the envelope he leans back in the chair looking at the portrait of Sara. 'I will take care of him my Lady.'
CHAPTER 2 (Minor R for sexual situation at the end of chapter) NEXT MORNING
Ian watches Zeke lay on the floor of the sitting room just off the kitchen playing with his feet and chattering happily.
Mrs. Ellis stands beside Ian "He's definitely a happy baby." she hands Ian a bottle "Why don't you take him outside to the patio and give him his bottle. Your breakfast will be ready in about ten, fifteen minutes. Your coffee is already out there."
Ian nods taking the bottle he picks Zeke up carrying him out of the kitchen through the dining room and out to the patio. He sits down offering Zeke his bottle and as the boy starts to drink, Ian watches him thoughtfully. "It looks like it's just us until your Mother returns... whenever that is. I promised her I would take care of you; I have never had to take care of someone... I have always been ordered on what to do and when. I guess I'll have to learn how to have someone else depend on me."
Zeke grins around the bottle clenching and unclenching his hand as if to say Hi.
Ian offers Zeke his finger watching as he wraps his small hand around his finger squeezing tightly. "Got a grip there Zeke." he chuckles lightly
Zeke kicks his feet happily, as he continues to drink.
"You have a great Mother... she really loves you." hearing someone behind him Ian stops talking turning his head to see who it is.
"Here's his carrier. Once he's done with his bottle put him in it so you can eat." Mrs. Ellis says setting the baby carrier on the ground next to Ian.
"OK" Ian nods turning his attention back to Zeke.
"Looks like he's almost done with his bottle" Mrs. Ellis remarks checking over Ian's shoulder "I'll bring your breakfast out in a few moments."
"Thanks." Ian says his eyes on Zeke.
BUS STATION Sara picks up the phone putting some change in she dials the familiar number leaning against the booth wall.
1111 FAUST Ian sets Zeke in the carrier as it rests on the table before him as his phone rings. He grabs it as Mrs. Ellis sets his food before him and takes the empty bottle. "Yes?"
"How is he?"
"He is fine, he just finished his bottle. Now he's just playing with his feet." Ian replies leaning back in the chair "How are you?" he asks watching Zeke coo happily, as he grasps his feet.
"Besides missing Zeke like crazy... fine."
"Sara my offers still there... you can stay here... you'd be safe."
"For how long? Someone could show up and Zeke might end up caught in the crossfire. I have lost all my family members... I'm not going to take the risk of losing my son."
Ian looks at Zeke seeing the infant looking around from his seat "Where are you going?"
"Not sure. Somewhere far enough away, so that Zeke will be safe."
"I'll set up an account for you."
"Ian you don't..."
Ian interrupts "You will need money Sara; it will be hard for you to get a job when your constantly on the move. Just use it when you need it."
Sara sighs "Alright. Thanks Nottingham."
"Call me tomorrow and I'll give you the information."
"Sure, thanks Ian." Sara hangs up
Ian closes the phone setting it aside he reaches out trailing his finger down Zeke's cheek getting the boy to grin.
"Ian who is this child?" Dr. Immo demands striding out to the patio to find a baby carrier, with a baby, sitting on the table. "Fredrick told me you had a guest... but a child!" He exclaims
Zeke whimpers at the new, unfamiliar voice
"The child is my son." Ian says glaring at the doctor as Mrs. Ellis walks out to the patio. "Can you take him inside while I talk with Immo?" he requests.
Mrs. Ellis nods unbuckling the whimpering infant from the carrier "Come on you... lets get you into a new diaper." She carries Zeke inside leaving Ian and Dr. Immo to talk.
"Your son?!" Immo says surprised sitting down.
Ian nods taking a drink of his coffee "My son, Ezekiel James Pezzini Nottingham."
The doctor stares at Ian stunned "Pezzini? As in Detective Pezzini?" he sits down
"Yes" Ian takes a sip of his coffee
"Is the boy yours? Or is she just saying the child is yours?" Immo demands
Ian's eyes narrow "I believe her."
"Then let me run a blood test to be sure."
"No"
"Ian if the boy is yours... it is possible that he inherited some of your enhanced genetics." Immo says hesitantly
Ian regards the doctor "You don't know if it's possible?"
"It is... we just never tested what would or could be passed on. Kenneth never thought ahead to you possibly having children. I suggested doing some genetic testing but he didn't want it done."
"You mean he never wanted me to be anything but his bodyguard, his servant." Ian says bitterly "I was never expected to evolve to being independent."
"Basically... yes." Immo nods "Look Ian if the boy is your child... he could have some of the same problems you have... seizures, migraines... I won't know until I run some tests on him."
"Sara never mentioned whether or not he had any health problems" Ian remarks
"It is possible that he has never had an episode triggered. In the long run it will be for the best if you allow me to run all the blood tests on him."
After a moment of thought, Ian nods "Fine"
"Good. Bring him down later and we'll get started."
Ian nods "Fine."
"Good" Immo stands walking back inside.
Ian returns to eating as Mrs. Ellis returns with Zeke setting the infant into the carrier. "He wants to run tests"
"What kind of tests?" Mrs. Ellis sits down
"With all Father did to me he never found out whether or not what he did to me would be genetic."
"Kenneth never did talk to me about all of that." Mrs. Ellis admits
"Neither did he discuss it with me." He says sadly gazing at Zeke who sits in the carrier sucking on his fist. "Now I find out that Zeke could be affected by what he did to me."
"You'll just have to find out then deal with it." Mrs. Ellis reaches out brushing his hair back "If there's one thing I know about you Ian it is that you can deal with whatever comes your way." she looks at Zeke "And you'll do good with the boy."
"Thank you Mrs. Ellis... for everything." Ian gives her a shy smile
Mrs. Ellis nods "Now spend some time getting to know your son." Mrs. Ellis pats Ian's cheek "Call me if you need anything." she heads inside leaving Ian to bond with his son.
MIDAFTERNOON "WAAHH" Zeke screams tears streaming down his face
Ian winces at the high-pitched cry and glares at Immo "Immo hurry it up will you." He rests his hand on Zeke's stomach trying to calm the infant and keep him from trying to squirm away.
"I'm almost done" Immo assures. After a second, he removes the needle from the infant's foot "Done."
Ian lifts the crying baby up "Fine. I'll be upstairs." he walks out of the lab carrying the sobbing baby.
Immo shakes his head still stunned by the sight of Ian with a baby "What will happen next around here?"
Mrs. Ellis passes the living room and stops when she sees Ian holding a crying Zeke. She stands there a moment watching the sight.
"Sorry he had to do that Zeke. He just wanted to make sure your OK."
Mrs. Ellis smiles seeing the infant relax at Ian's soft tone and start to sniffle. She finally speaks up "Ian I think it's time for him to take a nap, I will keep an eye on Zeke while he sleeps. The room will be ready for him tonight; it is being worked on right now." She enters the room taking the sniffling Zeke from Ian. "The secretary called while you were downstairs. She said that there is some paperwork delivered for you to sign. An emergency board meeting has been called for tomorrow at nine. I will watch the boy while your there."
Ian nods "Thank you. I will be in the study." He brushes his hand over Zeke's head then walks out of the living room, as he crosses the foyer, the doorbell rings. He goes to the door opening it to find one of the deliverymen from Vorschlag standing there.
"Have some papers here for you to sign Mr. Nottingham." The man says handing Ian a manila envelope.
"I'll call when their ready to be picked up" Ian says taking the envelope he closes the door. He continues on his way to the study closing the door behind him he sits at the table opening the envelope he removes the contents.
COUPLE OF HOURS LATER Ian hears a knock at the door of his own quarters. "Its open" he calls
Mrs. Ellis enters the room with a barely awake Zeke in her arms "The delivery men finished with the room. I'm going to give Zeke a bath now."
Ian nods closing his book he stands taking the infant from her he follows her into the room across the hall to find a crib, dresser, changing table, rocking chair, a toy chest in the corner, a bookcase with some books, and a lamp beside the changing table and the rocking chair. He notices a rocking horse in the corner, a bouncing seat in the doorway of the closet. "Where did you have them move the other furniture?"
"Just to one of the other rooms, I'll have all of it moved into storage later."
Ian follows her into the bathroom
"The water needs to be warm." she instructs running the water in the sink.
"Why don't I just get him a Nanny to deal with all this stuff?" Ian grumbles
Mrs. Ellis looks at him "Ian you now have all this free time on your hands... you might as well learn these things and care for him yourself."
"I know." He looks at Zeke who just grins in return. He listens and watches memorizing the housekeeper's steps in giving Zeke a bath.
Mrs. Ellis looks at Ian as she finishes drying Zeke off with a towel "Do you think you can get him dressed?"
Ian nods taking the infant "I think so."
"His clothes are on the changing table. I'll clean this mess up."
Ian carries Zeke into the bedroom setting Zeke on the changing table. "Well Zeke lets get this done." he dries Zeke off as Zeke sticks his hand in his mouth kicking his feet. "Hey come on Zeke can we have a little cooperation here? Never done this before remember?"
At the new voice Zeke, stops kicking, yet continues to suck on his fist just cooing happily.
Mrs. Ellis watches from the bathroom door as Ian diapers the baby and nods in approval 'They'll be fine together.' she returns to the bathroom to finish cleaning up the mess
Once Ian finishes dressing Zeke, he picks the baby up "Well I think I did pretty well for doing this for the first time."
Mrs. Ellis steps into the bedroom inspecting Ian's work "That you did" she nods in approval. "Now I'll be downstairs. I'll have his bottle brought up in a couple hours and tell Cook to have your dinner ready after he goes to bed."
Ian nods "Thank you Mrs. Ellis" he and Zeke settle on the floor beside the toy chest.
"There are other toys in the closet as well. I just had them put some of the smaller toys in the chest."
"OK" Ian says opening the chest.
EARLY EVENING Ian looks up as the training room doors open and in walks Immo. He stands "Well?"
"The boy is yours," Immo states. "His genes are slightly pumped up. As of now I don't think he'll have any problems but I'll need to monitor him."
"Fine." Ian nods
"I'll leave you to your work." Immo nods walking to the door he stops "Congratulations Ian"
"Thank you" Ian says as the doctor leaves the room. He smiles faintly 'He is my son... Sara's son.'
7:30PM Ian looks up from reading to Zeke as the nursery door opens and Fredrick enters carrying a box. "Fredrick" he greets
"It is finished" Fredrick says handing Ian the box as Ian sets the book in his hand down.
Ian nods "Thank you Fredrick." as the butler leaves he looks at Zeke as he sits on his lap drinking his bottle.
Zeke reaches for the new item with one hand as his other holds up his bottle his feet kicking.
"Just a second" he chuckles shifting Zeke against his chest, he opens the box. He removes a silver picture frame turning it around to show Zeke.
Zeke grins around his bottle at the picture his hand grasping towards the picture
"That's your Mommy huh." Ian says staring at the black and white photo Kenneth had had taken when he first discovered Sara was the Wielder. "She's an incredible woman. She's beautiful, smart, funny, loyal, tough... and stubborn." he smiles faintly
Zeke kicks happily lifting his head to look at the man holding him then back at the picture.
A few moments later the door opens and Mrs. Ellis enters "Ian its time to get him to bed."
Ian nods setting the picture aside; he stands carrying Zeke over to the crib he lays the boy on his back.
Mrs. Ellis picks up the picture setting it on the dresser she watches Ian cover Zeke with a blanket. "He looks like he's about to fall asleep." she turns on the monitor on the dresser "Your dinner is on the table."
"Alright" Ian nods the two of them leaving the nursery.
"You did a good job with him Ian." Mrs. Ellis says
"Thank you" he gives her a faint smile
"I'll listen for him while you eat dinner but you are to get him if he wakes up in the middle of the night."
"I know."
AFTER MIDNIGHT (minor sexual situation) // Ian looks up from his spot on the steps leading to the roof as he hears the door open. He watches warily as Sara enters her apartment waiting for her to react to his presence.
"What are you doing here?" Sara asks her voice filled with anger and sorrow at the sight of the dark-haired assassin sitting on the stairs leading up to the roof access door his head down staring at the floor. "What do you want Nottingham? I've had enough of you and Irons for a while." She snaps.
Ian stares at the floor "Why did you kill him? If you had ignored him and walked away I could have protected you from it."
Sara allows the Glove to form "I didn't want to kill him... he was the only one who could answer my questions about this damn thing."
Ian looks at the Glove and tilts his head "It is odd but as much as the idea of Father not being around I feel free... yet not."
Allowing the Glove to recede Sara removes her jacket tossing it on the couch only to have Ian grab her arm her eyes going to his. Seeing the pain and sorrow in his eyes, she gives into the intense need growing inside her heart and soul to give him a break from those emotions. She pulls his head down kissing him.
At the feeling of her lips on his, Ian groans pulling her close.
Sara moans in pleasure at the feel of his body against hers. "I thought we're enemies now." She mutters as Ian trails his lips down her neck.
"We can start being enemies tomorrow." He mumbles laving her pulse.
"Tomorrow" Sara agrees shoving his overcoat off his shoulders then pulls off his gloves tossing them on the floor. Hands pulling at clothes tossing them aside as they kiss passionately as they walk up to the sleeping loft. As they fall onto the bed Sara lifts her hips gasping as he roughly enters her. //
Ian awakens breathing heavily at the intensity of the dream. He runs his hands over his face looking at the clock and sighs. He takes a deep breath standing he makes his way to the window staring out at the sky. 'Be careful wherever you are my Lady.'
CHAPTER 3 ( Rated G) 2 DAYS LATER Zeke coos happily sucking on his foot waiting for someone to come pick him up.
Ian enters the nursery to find Zeke laying there sucking on his foot and shakes his head setting the bottle on the dresser he lifts Zeke out of the crib "You must really like your foot" he chucks the boy under the chin causing the boy to giggle. "Hungry?" he settles on the rocker with the bottle offering it to Zeke. "Well it has been a couple days. I think we have done pretty well so far." Ian remarks as he looks at Zeke who is staring at him. "I think she's proud of us. What do you think?"
Zeke grins around his bottle clenching and unclenching his fist.
Ian nods "Yeah she is"
Fredrick joins Mrs. Ellis, Cook, one of the maids, and caretaker in the kitchen "I take it Master Ian is upstairs with the boy"
"Yes" Mrs. Ellis nods not looking up from her writing
"He seems to have relaxed some since Zeke came." Fredrick remarks as he pours himself a cup of coffee. "He is spending less time in the study."
"I know." Mrs. Ellis smiles looking up "He seems happier than I've seen him in years."
"Mmm." Fredrick nods sitting at the table he takes a drink.
"Ezekiel is such a sweetie." Smiles the blond-haired house cleaner Naomi from the counter. "He is going to be one heartbreaker when he's older. Especially with that smile of his."
Mrs. Ellis nods "I know. I remember when I first met Ian... he had that same smile as a boy" she smiles faintly
"I still don't see him as a child." Naomi states
"You've only known him for a few years... I've known him for almost 30 years." Mrs. Ellis muses, "He's a lot different now. Perhaps Ezekiel will bring that side of him out again."
"Let's hope so." Fredrick nods
Ian sets Zeke on the floor watching as the infant crawls a few feet then stops sitting up he grabs a set of plastic keys shaking it happily and laughing. "Like those huh" he watches as Zeke plays happily with the keys then drops them going onto another toy. His phone rings reaching into his pocket Ian removes it "Hello?"
On the other room, Sara leans against the phone booth "Hey."
"Are you all right?" Ian asks
"Things have been better." Sara says sadly "How is Zeke?" she asks
"Playing with his toys right now. He just finished his bottle." Ian leans back against the dresser watching Zeke play. "He misses you."
Sara reaches into her jacket pocket removing a picture of her and Zeke taken at one of the mall photo booths. She smiles at the sight of Zeke's face "I miss him too." blinking back tears she shoves the picture back into her pocket.
"Have you called you friends to check in?" Ian inquires
"Yeah. They're all taking it pretty well." she sighs rubbing her forehead.
"Sara did you ever tell your friends about Zeke?"
"Gabe and Danny know. Danny probably told Vicki." Sara says
"Do they know that he's here?"
"I told Gabe the other day so if he shows up..."
"It's fine. What of your partner?"
"He knows... but he doesn't know he's yours. I just told him you were the closest to where I was. I will tell him eventually. Why?"
"I was just wondering. After all it seems like every time something in this city goes wrong they show up here asking questions."
"I have to go. Tell Zeke I love him." She requests before hanging up.
Ian closes the phone to see Zeke staring at a toy thoughtfully. He reaches over grabbing Zeke he tickles the boy's stomach causing Zeke to laugh. "Momma says she loves you."
Zeke grins squirming and laughing
"Now its time for someone to get dressed." Ian stands carrying Zeke to the changing table.
HALF HOUR LATER Ian sits on the back patio reading the newspaper and drinking his coffee as Zeke sits in his playpen playing happily with his toys. Ian glances in to see Zeke chattering to himself and then returns to his newspaper.
"Good morning Ian." Immo greets stepping out to the patio
"Immo" Ian returns looking up briefly
Immo glances in the playpen to see Zeke playing and talking to himself "He's happy this morning."
"He's always happy in the morning. God knows who he got that from." Ian says dryly
"Have you been sleeping Ian?" Immo inquires concerned
"More or less" Ian shrugs folding up the newspaper
"Ezekiel isn't keeping you up is he?"
"No. He's only woken up at night once since he got here." Ian replies, "I'm just not used to being able to sleep."
"Yes well Kenneth did keep you on call at all hours." Immo pours himself a cup of coffee "Have you had any headaches?"
"A few." Ian admits "But they weren't bad... and they didn't last long."
"How long did they last?"
"An hour or so" Ian answers taking a sip of his coffee.
"Dr. Immo would you like some breakfast?" Naomi asks stepping out onto the patio
"No thank you Naomi." Dr. Immo smiles
"Mr. Nottingham?"
"I'm fine." Ian assures
Naomi nods heading back inside.
"It's almost time for your check up Ian." Immo says sternly
"I know."
"And not just blood tests... the full nine yards"
"Fine." Ian nods
EARLY AFTERNOON Ian opens the front door with Zeke on his hip to find Jake McCartey and Danny Woo standing there. "Detectives" he says coolly
"Nottingham." Jake nods
"What can I do for you?" Ian asks gesturing for them to enter as he sees the house cleaner, Naomi, move about the living room. "Naomi can you take Zeke up to his room and put him down?" he requests
"Yes sir" she sets her rag down taking the sleepy boy from her employer she heads up the stairs.
Jake lifts his brow "Your kid?"
"I am his guardian until his mother returns." Ian answers. "How can I help you gentlemen?"
"We're looking for one of your old... associates." Jake says handing Ian a photo, "Carl Vandenric."
Ian glances at the picture briefly and nods "He was briefly assigned to my unit." He says handing the photo back to Jake.
"Have you seen him?" Danny inquires
"I have not seen him since he left our squad. I never monitored the short-term members of my unit, Fa... Mr. Irons did not want me to have any contact with them."
"Why was Vandenric short term?" Danny asks
"Mr. Irons considered Vandenric a threat to the unit. He had the skills but he was not one who would take orders. Mr. Irons had him returned to his former unit... yet I heard he went AWOL not long after."
"Do you have any idea where we can find him?" Danny asks
"Sorry. Why are you looking for him anyway?"
"His fingerprints came up at a crime scene." Jake informs him
"I will let you know if he contacts me but I doubt he will."
Danny nods "Thanks."
Ian nods in return closing the door behind the two Detectives.
EVENING: WOO HOUSEHOLD
Danny stands out on the back porch his phone at his hand "I saw your son today."
"How'd he look?" Sara asks curiously
"He was half asleep. It looked like Zeke is in good hands with Nottingham."
"I knew he would. Otherwise you'd be taking care of him" Sara chuckles
"Thanks but no thanks. Two little kids and a teenager is enough for this house." Danny says dryly "But your kid looks fine."
"Danny I know you don't agree with me leaving Zeke with Ian... but trust me he's safer with Ian than anywhere else."
"Sara... I have to ask you something"
"What?"
"Is Nottingham Zeke's father?"
Sara's silent for a moment then answers "Yes."
"Why didn't you tell me?" Danny asks hurt
Sara takes a deep breath "The night Irons died he showed up at my apartment. We were mad at each other and it just happened."
"And you regret it" Danny says
"Somewhat... though I don't regret having Zeke." Sara takes a deep breath blinking back tears. "I have to go. I'll call you in a few days." she hangs up.
1111 FAUST Ian looks at the sleeping baby in his arms, he gently he brushes his finger down Zeke's cheek. After a few moments, he stands carrying Zeke over to the crib laying the baby down and covers him with a blanket. "Sleep well" he says softly then leaves the nursery heading to his own room. He grabs his book settling on his bed he begins to read.
AFTER MIDNIGHT At the same exact moment, three people awaken from their sleep with a start.
Ian gasps startled by the dream he rubs his hands over his sweaty face then groans hearing Zeke cry over the baby monitor. Throwing off his covers Ian gets out of bed trudging to out of his room across the hall to Zeke's room. He goes over to the crib lifting the crying Zeke up against his shoulder. "It was just a dream." he soothes rubbing Zeke's back as he sobs
Sara runs her hands over her sweaty face breathing heavily at the intense dream. She stares at her wrist seeing the stone swirling she sighs running her fingers through her hair.
Ian walks the floor rubbing Zeke's back as the boy cries against his shoulder, "Shh." As Zeke's sobs quiet down to sniffles, he sits on the rocking chair. Holding Zeke against his shoulder Ian slowly rocks rubbing his back gently.
CHAPTER 4 DAWN Ian opens his eyes wincing at the stiffness in his neck, craning his head he looks at Zeke asleep against his shoulder. He smiles faintly at the peaceful look on the boy's face as he sleeps. Slowly Ian stands carrying Zeke over to the crib he lays the boy down covering him with the blanket then silently he heads out of the nursery returning to his room. Falling on his bed Ian goes back to sleep.
COUPLE OF HOURS LATER Ian steps out of the shower hearing the happy morning chatter of Zeke over the baby monitor. He smiles faintly listening to the unintelligible noises as he quickly dries off, he heads into his bedroom, quickly dressing he walks across the hall to the nursery. He enters to find Zeke cooing happily to himself as he sucks on his foot. "Morning Zeke" Ian greets lifting the baby out of the crib as he hears a knock at the nursery door. "Yes" he calls
The door opens and Naomi enters carrying a bottle "Good morning Mr. Nottingham. Your guests are here sir; they are waiting in the dining room for you. Mrs. Ellis sent me up to take care of Ezekiel this morning."
"Oh yes, the meeting with the lawyers." Ian nods "I must have slept longer than normal." he kisses Zeke's head then hands the boy to the maid. "He still needs to be changed."
"Good morning Ezekiel. You are such a cutie." Naomi coos sitting on the rocker offering Zeke his morning bottle.
Ian exits the nursery making his way down to the dining room entering he finds the two head lawyers sitting at the dining room table, "Good morning gentlemen." He greets.
"Good Morning Ian." Irons former personal head lawyer Mr. Rockford greets
"Good morning Ian" greets the second head lawyer for Vorschlag, Mr. Gregory.
Ian sits down "So what did you want to discuss with me on such short notice?"
"A few items" Mr. Rockford says opening his briefcase he removes a folder "This was brought to my attention... by a reporter from the New York Times. They called to verify this" he hands Ian the folder
Ian opens the folder to find a few black and white photos of he and Zeke in the yard. "How did they get these?" he demands looking through the pictures some taken through the front gate as Ian stands on the front steps with Zeke on his hip. "He's only been here a few days. These look they were taken on the grounds." He says angrily.
"Some source. They don't know who." Rockford shrugs
"The newspaper called me as well." Gregory states. "They want to know who Ezekiel is, who his mother is, all of that."
"When are they running the story?" Ian inquires
"They haven't decided yet. Right now all they want is verification on who Ezekiel is." Rockford answers
"If they get that then they will dig for more and that will lead to more questions." Ian muses
"Yes" Rockford nods "We'll see what we can do to keep the picture out of the newspaper but that might be hard."
"Zeke has nothing to do with any of this!" Ian says.
"Yes and you are Kenneth's heir making Ezekiel part of the public eye." Gregory remarks. "We can try and convince them to keep his face hidden but if not..." He trails off.
Ian nods
"We will try to keep the press from invading your privacy but the best way to do that is to give the press some information... just enough to keep them from digging."
Ian nods "I'll discuss it with Sara next time she calls. What else did you want to discuss?" he asks taking a sip of his coffee. He listens as the lawyers talk about all the legal dealings he needs to know about.
AFTERNOON Ian glances at Zeke as the boy sits in his swinger happily chewing on a plastic ring then turns his attention back to his book when his phone rings. Setting his book aside he flips open his phone "Yes" he greets
"How is Zeke?"
At Sara's voice Ian looks over at Zeke sitting in the swinger chattering away "Chewing on one of his plastic rings" Ian says amused
"I miss him." Sara sighs
"The lawyers came to see me this morning. They informed me that somehow the Times managed to get a picture of Zeke."
"How?" Sara demands
"I'm not entirely sure, but it looks as though the pictures were taken by someone who was on the grounds. I'm looking into it and I'll make sure it doesn't happen again."
Sara sighs, "The press was bound to find out that he's there."
"The lawyers suggested that I give them just enough information to keep them from digging for more. The lawyers are going to try and convince the press to leave it alone or at least keep his picture out of the newspaper."
"Why would the press care about Zeke?" Sara wonders
"The lawyers said that Zeke might become an interest to the press since I inherited Fa... Kenneth's Estate, Vorschlag, and his other business interests."
"Which you are now one of the richest men in the country." Sara remarks
"Technically" Ian admits reluctantly
Zeke shrieks unhappily waving his hands
"What's wrong with Zeke?" Sara demands
Ian looks over to see that the plastic ring Zeke had been playing with is on the floor "He just dropped his toy." Ian answers getting off his bed he goes over picking up the plastic ring handing it back to Zeke receiving a big grin in return.
Zeke sticks the plastic ring in his mouth cooing happily.
Ian sits on the floor in front of the swing "How are you Sara?"
"I miss Zeke. I miss home. I miss my friends. Hell I even miss my job." She says sadly
"Sara... you can return. You'd be safe here."
"Not for long."
"If not here you'd be safe at any of the Estates." Ian says
"Until they find me and someone gets caught in the middle." Sara replies
"No one but the caretakers, security guards, and animals are on any of the Estates."
"I'll be fine." Sara assures "I have to go. Tell Zeke I love him"
"I will" Ian promises as she hangs up. Ian looks at the infant who just sits in his swinger chewing happily on the plastic ring. Ian stands unbuckling Zeke from the seat lifting him up "Mommy told me to tell you she loves you and misses you a lot. I'm sure we'll see her sometime soon."
Zeke grins clapping happily
"How about we go see the dogs." Ian carries Zeke downstairs to the side yard where his Rottweilers are. At the dogs enthusiastic barks Ian looks at Zeke who stares at the dogs wide-eyed. "Boys heel" he orders causing the dogs to stop barking and sit. He kneels down before the dogs with Zeke on his leg.
Zeke reaches for the dogs
"Zeke" Ian says warningly "careful." He takes the small hand reaching out he gently brushes the tiny hand over the large head of the oldest of the dogs. "See. They won't hurt you as long as you don't scare them."
Zeke grins around the pacifier patting the dog's head.
"Careful."
CHAPTER 5 2 DAYS LATER Ian awakens started at the sound of his phone ringing. He blindly reaches for the offending object flipping it open he puts it to his ear. "Yes" he says half asleep.
"Sorry for waking you."
At Sara's voice, Ian looks at the bedside clock seeing its 1:30 he sighs, "I haven't been asleep long." He muses rubbing his hand over his face. "How are you?"
"I miss Zeke." Sara sniffles
At her pained tone Ian reaches over turning on his lamp "Where are you?" he asks
"Baltimore. Why?"
"I was thinking of bringing Zeke to see you. He misses you." 'I miss you.'
"I don't know. I really want to see him."
"Then I'll bring him to you. It'll be fine Sara."
Sara slowly smiles "Alright."
Ian smiles faintly "I'll call the pilot and have him ready to fly out in the morning. We can be in Baltimore by early afternoon. Why don't you call back at eight...? I'll have a better idea of what time we'd be in then."
"Ian... thanks." Sara says hanging up
Ian closes his phone picking up the bedside phone hitting the speed dial for the pilot.
"Yes Mr. Nottingham?" a man asks groggily
"Have the plane ready to leave by 9."
"Where to sir?"
"Baltimore."
"Yes sir."
Ian hangs up hitting Fredrick's extension
"Yes, Master Ian?"
"I need you to make arrangements for Zeke and me to head to Baltimore for a few days. I already informed the pilot."
"Why are you heading to Baltimore sir?" Fredrick inquires
"To see Sara." Ian answers
After a moment, the Butler speaks "What time are you planning to leave?"
"I told the pilot to have the plane ready by 9."
"I'll take care of the rest of the car and hotel arrangements. Do you want a driver?"
"No. Make sure to inform the hotel that Zeke will be with me. See if they can provide a crib and playpen."
"Yes sir."
Ian hangs up the phone turning off the lamp he goes back to the sleep for a few hours.
8AM Ian groans as Zeke squirms on the changing table "Zeke come on stay still." He pleads as he hears his phone ring with one hand on his squirming son; Ian digs his phone out of his pocket "Yes?"
"Hey"
Ian smiles faintly at her voice, "Did you get some sleep?"
"A little. What about you?"
"Couple hours." Ian answers looking at Zeke he rests his phone on his shoulder turning his attention to trying to diaper and dress the boy. "We should be in around noon. Fredrick made reservations at the Four Seasons in downtown for a suite for two nights. Thought you would like to spend as much time as possible with him. Suite 411. We should land by 11... and be at the hotel by 11:45 give or take."
"Thanks Nottingham."
"Anytime. I have to go; Zeke is trying to crawl away while I'm trying to dress him."
Sara laughs "Enjoy."
"Hey you get to deal with him later" Ian retorts
"Good. I can't wait." Sara hangs up
Ian closes his phone returning his full attention to Zeke "If you don't stay still it will take us longer to get out of here and longer to go see your Mommy." Ian watches Zeke's eyes seem to widen in recognition at the word Mommy. "You miss your Mommy huh. I miss her too. She's a very special person." Ian finishes dressing the boy in snappy jeans and a gray T- shirt with Cookie Monster on the front. He sits Zeke up slipping the socks onto the boy's feet. "Done." he announces then sets Zeke on the floor and starts cleaning up the dirty diaper mess.
HOUR LATER Ian sighs, "Mrs. Ellis we will be fine. The flight is only an hour and a half and Immo gave him a minor sedative for the flight there and back."
"Do you have everything?" Mrs. Ellis inquires worried
"Relax... whatever else he needs I'll pick up there." Ian assures strapping the car seat into to the back as the driver puts the bags in the trunk.
"Are you sure about not taking the stroller?" Mrs. Ellis asks looking at Zeke on her hip looking around curiously.
"Sara will probably want to stay inside with him." Ian says. "I will call you when we land." He promises
Mrs. Ellis looks at Zeke who is wearing a gray hooded jacket his pacifier in his mouth. "Good." She nods. "Now you behave Ezekiel." She says tapping the boy on the nose, "No running your parents ragged."
Zeke grins around his pacifier then shifts holding his arms out to his father
Ian takes his son from Mrs. Ellis and sets Zeke in his car seat. "See you in a few days" Ian says getting in beside Zeke.
"Have a good time." Mrs. Ellis calls as Ian pulls the door shut. She watches as the limo pulls away.
"They'll be fine Mrs. Ellis" Fredrick assures "Master Ian has proven he is quite capable of caring for the boy on his own."
"That's not what worries me... its boy's mother." Mrs. Ellis says sadly "She has broken Ian's heart already... and that little boy's. I'd hate to see that happen again."
45 MINS LATER Ian sighs relieved as the plane levels out. He looks at Zeke seeing the boy look around wildly Ian brushes his hand over Zeke's head reassuring the infant. He sticks the pacifier back in Zeke's mouth and reaches across to the other seat opening the diaper bag he takes out Zeke's favorite stuffed dog. He hands it to Zeke watching the baby squeeze the dog giggling. "At least you didn't start screaming" Ian says relieved.
Zeke grins around the pacifier in his mouth.
NOON: HOTEL Ian enters the suite with Zeke on his hip looking at the bellboy "Just leave the bags here." he requests
"Yes sir. The concierge wanted me to inform you that a crib was set up in one of the rooms and a playpen and a swing chair in the living room. Also like requested there are some diapers in one of the rooms."
"Thank you." Ian nods handing the bellhop a few bills.
"Thank you sir." The bellhop nods closing the door behind him.
Ian carries Zeke over to the playpen setting the wide-awake boy down. He grabs the diaper bag taking out a couple toys putting them in with Zeke. Ian gathers the bags carrying them to the rooms. In the room with the crib, he puts the diaper bag and the duffle bag with Zeke's clothes down. 'Sara can sleep in here with Zeke.' he drops his duffle bag in the second room. He removes his overcoat tossing it on the chair in the corner he returns to the living room where he finds Zeke still playing. Ian picks Zeke up sitting on the couch with Zeke on his lap he removes the boy's jacket draping it over the couch. "You ready to see Mommy."
Zeke grins in response
"Me too." he kisses Zeke's head then lifts the boy over his head causing Zeke to shriek with laughter. He leans back against the couch with Zeke on his chest allowing the boy to grab and pat at his face. Hearing a knock at the door, Ian looks at Zeke "That could be your Mommy." He stands with Zeke in his arms walking to the door he opens it to find Sara there.
Zeke grins seeing the familiar face. He bounces happily holding his arms out talking animatedly.
Sara laughs "Hey you" she takes Zeke from Ian as she enters the suite "Hey sweetie" she kisses Zeke's cheek "Oh I've missed you." she hugs him tight
Ian takes her backpack carrying it to the room where the crib is then returns to find Sara on the couch with Zeke standing on her legs. He watches the two for a moment
Sara sets Zeke on her lap facing her "If I didn't know better I'd say you've grown in a week" she tickles his stomach causing the boy to laugh. Sara looks at Ian "You've done well."
"He makes it easy." Ian says sitting on the other end of the couch watching as Sara hugs and kisses Zeke. 'She looks so beautiful holding Zeke.'
As Zeke starts to squirm on her lap, Sara stands carrying him over to his toys on the floor. Sitting on the floor with Zeke, she watches as he picks up a toy inspecting it then sets it aside moving to his hands and knees he crawls to the couch pulling himself up on his feet grinning at his parents. "He's standing?" she looks at Ian surprised
Ian nods "He started pulling himself up yesterday" he stops talking watching as Zeke falls on his butt.
"Good thing diapers are padded" Sara chuckles when Zeke starts laughing rather than crying.
"As you can tell he's still a little wobbly and not yet standing on his own though."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't think about it" he shrugs
"Well considering you were half asleep, I guess I can let it go." Sara remarks as she grabs the grinning baby. "You are getting to be so big. Soon you'll be walking huh baby." She kisses Zeke's nose causing the boy to giggle and pat at her face. She smiles at Ian then looks at Zeke.
Ian watches as Sara cuddles and laughs with Zeke as she plays with him on the floor.
HOUR LATER Sara gazes at her son as he lies in her arms drinking his bottle trying to keep his eyes open. She smiles brushing her fingers over his dark hair sensing Ian watching her she glances up meeting his gaze briefly then back at Zeke 'He looks so much like Ian.' she muses thoughtfully as she watches Zeke's eyes droop shut. She sets the bottle aside stroking her son's cheek as he sleeps peacefully in her arms.
Ian sits there watching Sara hold Zeke "Want me to put him down?"
Sara shakes her head "I will." she stands carrying Zeke to the room setting him in the crib she watches for a few moments as Zeke sleeps. She heads out to the living room where she finds Ian out on the balcony taking a deep breath she joins him.
Ian stares out at the city below well aware that Sara is next to him. "We have a lot to discuss."
Sara stiffens "We already have" she says turning to head inside. Just as she steps inside Ian grabs her arm, she turns to say something she inhales sharply seeing the same look in his eyes as the night they had sex. "Ian" she says softly
Ian releases her arm reaching out he gently brushes her hair off her face. His thumb brushes across her lower lip he then leans in kissing her lightly. He pulls back slightly remaining close waiting for her to react in some way.
Sara reaches up cupping his cheek kissing him in return. The kiss begins light and sweet but soon the two are clinging to each other the kiss becoming desperate and devouring. Sara breaks the kiss stepping back. "We shouldn't start this up again"
"Why not?" Ian inquires. "You know it feels right."
"You don't know what I feel" Sara snaps "or what I think."
"Yes I do." Ian grabs her hand pressing it against his heart "We are meant to be together... always have been."
Sara stares at her hand wanting to pull away yet not being able to. "That night shouldn't have happened." She whispers
"Maybe... maybe not." Ian shrugs "But it did and in there is proof." he gestures towards the open door where Zeke is sleeping. "Do you regret that night Sara?" He demands. "Do you regret every touch, every movement, and every kiss? Do you regret that, that night resulted in a child... our child?"
At his last question Sara glares at him "I don't regret Zeke... he's my son!" she says angrily
"What do you regret then Sara?" he demands, "That he's my child as well? Do you regret allowing me, a killer, in your bed?" he asks his voice filled with pained anger.
"NO!" She says angrily pulling away. She walks towards the bedroom pausing at the door she looks at him "I regret letting you leave." She walks into the room closing the door she leans against it closing her eyes. "I regret not knowing how I feel about you." She goes over to the crib picking Zeke up she sets him on the bed then lays down next to the still sleeping baby. "I wish I knew how I feel about your father... I know I'm attracted to him but I don't know what else I feel about him." She sighs brushing her lips over Zeke's cheek "Why am I thinking about this? Day after tomorrow I won't see you or him for a while."
Ian sits on the couch running his hands over his face sighing, "I regret leaving as well."
OVER AN HOUR LATER Sara feels a tug on her hair slowly she opens her eyes to find Zeke sitting up a fistful of her hair in his hand. "Hey sweetie. Let go of Mommy's hair Zeke." She says softly as she carefully removes her hair from Zeke's clutches. Sara sits up lifting Zeke onto her lap, "Ohh, I missed you baby." She hugs Zeke then stands walking out of the room to find Ian reading on the couch.
"Did you have a good sleep?" Ian asks looking up from his book.
Sara nods hugging Zeke "Best one in a month." she kisses Zeke's head sitting on the floor
Ian closes his book watching as Zeke rolls around on the floor giggling
Sara laughs at the sight amused by Zeke's antics as he stops rolling around and grabs his foot sticking it in his mouth. "I see you still like the feet."
Zeke giggles happily as he chews on his sock covered foot.
EVENING Zeke giggles kicking as his mother tickles him.
"That's my boy!" Sara laughs pressing kisses over Zeke's face causing him to laugh even more. She stands moving over to the couch she offers Zeke his pacifier as he opens his mouth then grabs his blanket wrapping it around him. As Zeke snuggles into her arms Sara brushes her fingers over his face "You must be tired huh sweetie." she kisses Zeke's forehead glancing at Ian briefly then back at Zeke "Had a long day huh little guy."
She sits the softly talking to Zeke watching as he slowly drifts off to sleep in her arms. Sara glances over at Ian "I'm going to go put him down then get cleaned up."
Ian nods
Sara stands carrying Zeke back to the bedroom she lays him in the crib brushing her fingers over his cheek "Sleep well my baby." she walks into the bathroom closing the door she turns on the shower stripping off her clothes she steps under the warm water.
'How do I feel about Ian?' she asks herself. 'When he touches me I feel lust... and familiarity... and things I don't understand. I know I want to be with him again... can I risk the emotions the will be brought up between us?'
"Enough" she growls at herself. "No more thoughts about him... relax." she mutters standing under the warm water.