Diary 2: Craig
monday august 28th 6:47 am All I dreamed about was Abby. I'm thinking of asking her to the dance but I probably won't today because I don't have much courage in that department. I'm also afraid I'm going to hurt Manny and Emma but I shouldn't be too afraid. Hell, I'm just using them as an excuse because I'm scared. Scared of rejection. Everyone is. I think girls are more scared then boys because it's "natural" for guys to ask out girls. Why is that? I'm going to kill whoever decided that.
10:54 am I saw Abby, well duh I saw Abby. I'm bound to. We had to work in partners and she was my partner, maybe that's a sign? Right. It's the sign that she knows no one else in the class except for me. I almost got the courage to ask her but then bell rang, coincidence? Probably not.
2:13 pm I feel like such an idiot. She's into Spinner. Or at least she was when she gave him her number but I can't be angry about it because I had many opportunities to ask her to the dance but I just didn't because I'm a chicken shit. Now I'm even more of a chicken shit cause she talked to Spinner. I guess I'll just admire her from afar.
5:01 pm Joey asked me where "that girl" was. I had almost completely forgot about Abby but he had to remind me. So now all I can think about is seeing her talking to Spinner. I feel so dumb, I should have just asked her. The worst that could of happen is she said no and then we would of just gone on with life. Oh sure...now I'm thinking of this.
11:56 pm I can lay on the pillow and close my eyes but I can't sleep. All I can do is sit there and think about her. Some of the things I think about are all romantic and mushy so I try to talk. But, no one can read my mind...right? Probably not, it'd be kinda hard. Great now I need a mind shield to think about Abby.
monday august 28th 6:47 am All I dreamed about was Abby. I'm thinking of asking her to the dance but I probably won't today because I don't have much courage in that department. I'm also afraid I'm going to hurt Manny and Emma but I shouldn't be too afraid. Hell, I'm just using them as an excuse because I'm scared. Scared of rejection. Everyone is. I think girls are more scared then boys because it's "natural" for guys to ask out girls. Why is that? I'm going to kill whoever decided that.
10:54 am I saw Abby, well duh I saw Abby. I'm bound to. We had to work in partners and she was my partner, maybe that's a sign? Right. It's the sign that she knows no one else in the class except for me. I almost got the courage to ask her but then bell rang, coincidence? Probably not.
2:13 pm I feel like such an idiot. She's into Spinner. Or at least she was when she gave him her number but I can't be angry about it because I had many opportunities to ask her to the dance but I just didn't because I'm a chicken shit. Now I'm even more of a chicken shit cause she talked to Spinner. I guess I'll just admire her from afar.
5:01 pm Joey asked me where "that girl" was. I had almost completely forgot about Abby but he had to remind me. So now all I can think about is seeing her talking to Spinner. I feel so dumb, I should have just asked her. The worst that could of happen is she said no and then we would of just gone on with life. Oh sure...now I'm thinking of this.
11:56 pm I can lay on the pillow and close my eyes but I can't sleep. All I can do is sit there and think about her. Some of the things I think about are all romantic and mushy so I try to talk. But, no one can read my mind...right? Probably not, it'd be kinda hard. Great now I need a mind shield to think about Abby.