Aaron
As Derek and me left the hospital he had a smile on his face and I said "From the way she acted with you that she's letting her guard down. Which she hasn't done in years. Now if only we can get her to open up about why she left our parents house at sixteen. But last time I tried to get her to open up she almost had alcohol poisoning from trying to block out the memories. That I thought I was watching her drink herself to death. I don't want to loose my baby sister. I may even see if Spencer can get her to talk. I need to know. I love her Derek." He said sighing "She showed me the scars on her body when I helped her shower and when I brought up about them she went quiet and said I don't want to talk about it. I don't know if I ever will. Than she began crying and I assumed it was the pain of her wound and she said Derek the memories are coming. Make me forget. Do anything. So I passionately kissed her until you knocked on the door. I didn't care my clothes were getting wet I lost myself in the kiss." We got to the building and Rossi said "How is she?" Before I could answer Derek's phone went off and he said "It's the hospital." I said "Put it on speaker." He did and doctor Hayes said "I'm sorry to say this but Abigail tried walking the hall by herself without letting a nurse know and slipped on a wet spot in the floor and fell on her back knocking herself out so we have her in a medically induced coma so her body can heal faster. I just wanted to let you know that. I will update you on her condition while you're away." He said doubling up his fists as tears ran down his face "Thanks Doctor Hayes. I need to go." Than he hung up and I said "Derek head back to the hospital. Hearing the news is tearing you up. We will handle the case without you. You need to stay with her." He said "But what about our deal?" I said "Forget the deal. Your assignment is to stay by her side while she's in the hospital." He left and we went over the case which was a kidnapping case. As we left in the jet Derek called me and said "Hey Hotch just wanted to say thanks and I will do everything I can to keep her safe. Let me know when you guys are back. I just got to her room and she's on a ventilator. I'll keep you updated on her condition. Bye." I sat in my seat and cried knowing my sister is in the hospital but I have a job to do of find these kids and bring them home safely so I can be there for my sister. I just hope I can focus on the case. But I know I have the best agent with her.
Derek
I'm scared seeing Abby in her bed with a ventilator on her and all kinds of IVs and wires hooked up to her as I'm sitting next to her bed holding her hand softly crying and praying that there is no permanent damage from her fall. I sit by myself with Doctor Hayes and nurses checking in periodically as a nurse brings in a extra bed and I place it close to hers and curl up on it crying myself to sleep holding her hand. I just want her to be alright. I LOVE her.
Six weeks later
Abigail
I wake up to a tube in my throat and I feel Derek's hand in mine and I glance over and see him in a bed curled up with his hand in mine and I slowly try to sit up wincing causing me to try to cough which is gurgled by the tube causing him to wake up and hit the nurse button and said "She's awake." Soon he's gently stroking my face saying "Sh, sh, sh, sh it's alright Babygirl here. I never should have left." A team of nurses and Doctor Hayes comes in and slowly remove the extra IVs, wires and Doctor Hayes says "Okay relax and I'm going to slowly remove the ventilator tube. If need be hold his hand and try not to move or scream in pain. On the count of three." She turned it off and said "Ready?" I grabbed his hand and nodded as I closed my eyes and she said "One. Two. Three." I felt the tube slowly being pulled up out of my throat and as it was in my mouth I sat up gagging as I started coughing and the force of my coughs spat out the tube and Derek quickly grabbed a bucket as I puked up tons and tons of mucus and than doctor Hayes said "Easy Abigail you was in a coma for six weeks." Soon a nurse took some blood from me and she said "Well since we're on a first name basis I'm Savannah Hayes. We've been drawing blood to make sure your white blood cells are normal levels and well right now you got a slight infection so we're giving you antibiotics. We will do everything to help you heal faster so you can get home." I said "Thanks Savannah. I just want to get health again. Also if I want to go on a walk I'll make to let someone know." Derek said "If you want to go on a walk let me know and we can walk together to build your strength up. Don't need you getting hurt again Babygirl." I said "Alright hotstuff you got a deal." Savannah said "Well I'm sure you want to take a shower?" I said "Yes I could for I miss the feeling of the warm water running down my body as I wash away the day to begin a new day tomorrow." Derek said "Don't worry Savannah I'll make sure she doesn't fall again." She said "Good Derek. Also Abigail when you go walking for a while you need to wear a gait belt until you get your balance and strength in your legs. Okay?" I said sighing "Oh alright." Derek chuckled and said "Just imagine it's your gun holster and you'll be fine." I chuckled and said leaning my head back looking at him upside down "You're silly you know that? But that's what intrigues me about you." He kissed me and said helping me sit up "Your beauty and kind heart intrigues me about you." As he said that Savannah said "Don't push yourself back to one hundred in a day." I said "I won't for he won't let me." As she left he said "Come here." I climbed off my hospital bed onto the extra bed they gave him and said sitting next to him "Yes Derek?" He said pulling me on his lap making me squeal happily "I can't get enough of you. You're like the world's best drug and I'm hooked." I moved where my legs were on either side of his lap and he slowly ran his hands down my sides to my hips as I groaned and he said "Mmmmm careful this got us in trouble last time." I got up and locked the door and walked to the edge of his bed and took my clothes off "I don't care. I need you Derek." I began to slowly crawl up to him and when I was inches from him he said "Oh damn Babygirl you're going to be the death of me but I don't care." I helped him out of his shirt and he rolled us over where he was on top of me and began kissing me with such passion and hunger I said "Oh Derek please. Please. Please." He said "Please what?" I said "Show me how much you truly care for me. I want to know everything." He said placing my hands above my head "Are you sure?" I nodded and said "Yes." He kissed me passionately and ran his hands along my body as he kissed me like it had been years not weeks since we last kissed and he kissed along my neck as he teased my pussy making me gasp and he chuckled and said against my neck "I plan on making a complete and total mess of you by the time I'm done." I said "Oh fuck Derek." He nipped my collarbone making me arch my back up and he said "There's my good girl." He kissed down my breasts and sucked on my nipples getting them erect as he said "There you go relax." I relaxed letting my legs fall apart and he kissed down my body gently kissing the many scars on my belly making me gasp at how gentle he is and he said "You was hurt in the past. I promise you that I will never ever hurt you by showing all of you the attention that was denied you as a child. When you're ready to talk let me know." He kept kissing down my body kissing the scars and he flipped me on my belly and gently and carefully kissed the scars covering my back and I said "Oh Derek make me remember this moment please." He said after he was done "You got it." He lifted my ass up and said "Stand on your hands please." I did and when I felt his hand caressing my ass I softly groaned and he stopped long enough to unzip his pants and sighed as he placed the tip against my pussy "You ready baby?" I said "Yes." He gently placed his hands on my hips and slowly went inside me making me softly gasp at how gentle he was and after a while he began picking up speed until he was going so fast he was spanking me with his body as I'm moaning and groaning so much that he said "Don't stop. I love you." I moaned and groaned so much that it felt so good that I didn't care who heard us and he said "Oh god baby I'm cumming." I said "Faster. Faster. Faster. I'm almost there. I'm almost there. I'm almost there." We came at the same time and when we came my arms shook and I collapsed my upper half and he said leaning against me kissing my shoulders "You did amazing baby but I'm not done. Turn over." I rolled over and he lifted my legs up placing my ankles on his shoulders and I said "Do it." He began making love to me a second time and I said "Let go. Let go. Let go. Let go." It was as if on cue he became wild and that was when the real fun began. By the time a voice on the inner-com in the room said "Everything alright in there?" I was so exhausted that I just looked at Derek and nodded as he said "Yeah we're good just showing my girl some love." Than he finally said with one final thrust cumming inside me again for the fifth time "Now I'm done baby. Thank you. I hope I didn't hurt you?" I said gasping for air "N-No you f-felt amazing." He placed a blanket over me and said "Good. I'm not going to hurt you." He kissed me and than unlocked the door and put on a pair of pants and a tank top and handed me one of his shirts and as I put it on there was a knock and we saw everyone and Aaron said seeing me in his shirt "I'm not even going to ask." I said "Good it's none of your business what me and Derek do in private. But for your information he promised to never hurt me ever and will give me time for me to be ready to tell the story of my scars. Something you seemed to have forgotten about or do you just casually block out the shit he did to us?" Aaron said "Don't start Abby. I wanted to make sure you was fine not open Pandora's box with you." I said "I will ask did he change when I left?" He said "No he got worse and took it out on mom until I had enough and knocked him out with a metal baseball bat for he had a knife pointed at mom and I was not going to witness him killing her. After I did that she called the cops and upon seeing her bruises they arrested him on abuse and than she drowned her sorrows of wondering where her baby was at until she died. I thought something bad happened to you for I was not able to find you." I said "Because I was put in the foster care system. I see the scars he gave me as memories to a way to never go the way he did. I drink to forget. I'm sorry I scared you that day I kept drinking until you took me to the hospital. That day a blind date got mad and struck me sending me back to what he would do to me since I protected you for you was frail as kids and didn't want to see you hurt so I took the abuse of that mother fucking bastard of a father!!!!!!" I gasped and looked at Derek and he was across the room and I got up and said crying "Derek? Please talk to me." He clenched his fists and said "Hotch is he alive?" I said tears running down my face "No. He's dead. I made sure of it. He got out and somehow he found me and told me he was going to finish what Aaron stopped and out of fear of death I shot my own father for he was running towards me with a bowie knife. I was scared." Aaron said "So that's why for six months you got your firearm taken from you?" I said "Yes. So we are orphans because of me. I was twenty six when he came after me and I'm thirty two." Derek wrapped his arms around me tight and said "You need to let it out baby." I said "I'm not going to a shrink just to be put on antidepressants." When I said that Spencer said "If you talked with me I promise that you would never be on a single pill." I said "Okay. I'll talk to you Spencer." He said "We can start whenever you're ready. Right now you just completed the first step of letting go. By the time we're done the pain will have lessened so much that you won't need to turn to alcohol for the pain. For now relax knowing you have people who care for you." When he said that I said "Can I have some time to think over if reliving the past will be worth it?" Spencer said "Of course." Soon there was a knock and I said "Lopez not the time." He said "Sorry but your place is on fire. I managed to save some of your things before it got too bad for at first I thought you was home and was so tired you left a light on but when I saw smoke I got scared. Chief has them being cleaned of smoke damage. Again sorry." I said "Damnit can this get any worse?" Derek said "Hey don't worry until you get on your feet you can stay with me." I said "You sure?" He pulled me close to him and lifted my head up "Yes." He leaned down and kissed me long and everyone but me saw as one of my feet went up in the air.