By the time of Ohio, I had already been through the red room many times. I stopped caring about the people I was on missions with, but I began to care again because of Ohio. Alexi became the love of my life, he became the only person I had ever opened up to about the red room. Natasha reminded me of a younger me so I tried to help her as much as I could. Yelena became like a daughter to me, she would always care about people whether they deserved it or not.
These people became the people who I would destroy the world for they became my Ohana - my family.