Lizzie flicked on the lamp and groaned as the light streamed into her dark-
adjusted eyes. She dropped her purse and trudged while yawning to the small
bedroom across the hall. Once inside she flopped down on the blue quilt.
Liz closed her eyes and a picture of Gordo when he was thirteen popped into her head. She opened her eyes abrubtably. *How strange I haven't seen Gordo for a year! I'm getting married in July!*
She stared up at the ceiling and the feeling of emptiness returned to her. She felt it almost every night now. The blonde had come to a conclution that it was about her friends yet she wasn't sure.
Lizzie sighed, got off the bed and went to her file cabinet. Rummaging through it she found it. A blue leather book. On the cover it said "ADDRESSES". Lizzie flipped through the pages quickly *I have lots of friends. No TONS of friends!* she thought. *Come on McGuire! Cheer up! I'll prove that I have tons of friends.* Liz kept flipping through the dozens of addresses trying to convince herself that she had friends. Finally at the front of the book, on the front page were two addresses written in curvy handwriting that she had when she was in highschool and college. The addresses belonged to Randa's and Gordo's. By the addresses was a picture taken of all three of them in highschool at the mall. Liz looked at the photo and tears hit the floor. She was sobbing now.
"I have friends. I have friends! Oh who am I kidding my address book is filled with co-workers and employees!" The tear streaked Lizzie dropped the book on the floor and collapsed on the carpet crying.
"I have no...friends," Liz quitly sobbed on. "Why did I ever move to New York?! Why! I was stupid! Now I'm gettin' married!" At that moment she thought she was gonna lie down and die. A horrible thought hit Lizzie's worried mind like a flying arrow. *What if I still love Gordo.* The thought of loving Gordo was never the issue it was the situation. She knew it would never work out. She was getting married for God's sake!
"No. No! I love Eric! Eric! Eric! Eric!" she broke out in tears again.
At this moment she remembered the incident over a year ago. She vowed to forget it. Yet the feeling of guilt returned to her a month ago. It stormed her body and chills ran down her back. *You did the right thing McGuire. Even if he never found out it would have never worked.* She started to sob again.
The crying Lizzie changed into her pj's and washed her face avoiding the fact that she was going to cry herself to sleep anyway like she has been doing for a month now.
She had a splitting head ach and had the feeling you have when you want to throw up. She rubbed her temples and climbed into bed. As soon as her head hit the pillow she fell asleep
TBC!!!!!
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Oohhh....secret!!! Review!!! God Bless.
Liz closed her eyes and a picture of Gordo when he was thirteen popped into her head. She opened her eyes abrubtably. *How strange I haven't seen Gordo for a year! I'm getting married in July!*
She stared up at the ceiling and the feeling of emptiness returned to her. She felt it almost every night now. The blonde had come to a conclution that it was about her friends yet she wasn't sure.
Lizzie sighed, got off the bed and went to her file cabinet. Rummaging through it she found it. A blue leather book. On the cover it said "ADDRESSES". Lizzie flipped through the pages quickly *I have lots of friends. No TONS of friends!* she thought. *Come on McGuire! Cheer up! I'll prove that I have tons of friends.* Liz kept flipping through the dozens of addresses trying to convince herself that she had friends. Finally at the front of the book, on the front page were two addresses written in curvy handwriting that she had when she was in highschool and college. The addresses belonged to Randa's and Gordo's. By the addresses was a picture taken of all three of them in highschool at the mall. Liz looked at the photo and tears hit the floor. She was sobbing now.
"I have friends. I have friends! Oh who am I kidding my address book is filled with co-workers and employees!" The tear streaked Lizzie dropped the book on the floor and collapsed on the carpet crying.
"I have no...friends," Liz quitly sobbed on. "Why did I ever move to New York?! Why! I was stupid! Now I'm gettin' married!" At that moment she thought she was gonna lie down and die. A horrible thought hit Lizzie's worried mind like a flying arrow. *What if I still love Gordo.* The thought of loving Gordo was never the issue it was the situation. She knew it would never work out. She was getting married for God's sake!
"No. No! I love Eric! Eric! Eric! Eric!" she broke out in tears again.
At this moment she remembered the incident over a year ago. She vowed to forget it. Yet the feeling of guilt returned to her a month ago. It stormed her body and chills ran down her back. *You did the right thing McGuire. Even if he never found out it would have never worked.* She started to sob again.
The crying Lizzie changed into her pj's and washed her face avoiding the fact that she was going to cry herself to sleep anyway like she has been doing for a month now.
She had a splitting head ach and had the feeling you have when you want to throw up. She rubbed her temples and climbed into bed. As soon as her head hit the pillow she fell asleep
TBC!!!!!
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Oohhh....secret!!! Review!!! God Bless.