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Part 7

"William?" the woman said again, reaching up to put her hand to his face.

Spike backed away at the feeling of her hand on his face.

"I-I don't know" he said.

He panicked. He panicked and ran out the door and down the street.

"Spike!" Buffy called. She would have run after him but the woman had collapsed sobbing.

"How can he not know me?" She asked between sobs.

"I'm sorry. But I have to go after him." Buffy said and she also ran out the door.

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It had been two hours and she still hadn't found him. She was so confused and lost. She didn't understand what had happened. She began to walk back to the apartment. She was giving up on looking for him right now. When he was ready he would come to her to talk.

When she got to the apartment and opened the door, there he was sitting on the couch.

"I'm so lost." He said his voice shaking. "I'm remembering certain things. I remember having certain feelings. I remember how I got to the beach behind your house. I was on a boat, by myself. I-I remember getting caught in a storm. Then the rest is water and rain. I remember my childhood and other small things like that. But everything before four weeks ago is a blank. It feels like at least three years are gone from my memory."

He started to cry lightly.

"Shh.. It's ok. We'll go talk to her and find out what's going on."

"I feel so lost. Like I am in a black room with all of this noise. And if the noise would just stop, I could remember how to get out. I want to get out. I need to get out. I want to know what has happened to me."

"I know, I know. So do i."

"I can't go to her. I-I can't." He stuttered.

You have to. You need to go to her." Buffy said.

"No! I need you with me! I can't do it on my own."

"You have to. It's the only way. I wasn't there for that part of your life. You need to figure this out on your own." She said trying to hold back that tears that were fighting to fall.

He began to slowly get up. He knew that this was a battle he was not going to win. She was right. He needed to do this on his own.

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As he walked down the street, getting closer and closer to the store, his heart began to beat faster and faster. He was so afraid of what he was going to find out. A part of him was dying to know how this woman knew him. But, his other half didn't want to be torn away from Buffy. He loved her.

When he came to the door of the shop he paused. He was petrified.

As he walked in, the bell over the door chimed.

"Hello." He said to the woman behind the counter. " I'm Spike. I mean, I'm William."

"I know." She replied in a shocked manor. She wasn't expecting him back so soon. "Do you remember who I am?"

"No, that's why I am here. I don't remember anything before four weeks ago. And I only remember childhood things. The last three years are a blank. You know who I am, and I want some answers."

"I'm Lyona. Yes, I do know who you are. And the reason that I do know who you are is because I am your wife." She said solemnly. She held up her hand to reveal an engagement ring and a gold wedding band.

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