AN: Now this should be the better chapter! I hope this comes out longer and
better than the previous chapter! Enjoy and please review.
Part 9
"A divorce?" Lyona asked.
"I know and I'm sorry. "He began but she wouldn't let him finish.
"H-h-how can you do this? I finally find you and you want a divorce! You're leaving me! For Buffy?! And how long have you known her! Three weeks!"
"This was my decision, so leave her out of this!" Spike was beginning to get pissed.
"What kind of name is 'Buffy' anyways?" Lyona said.
There was a long moment of silence.
"I'm sorry, I should leave her out of this, but she seems the reason for all of this." Lyona said.
"She is only apart of it but most of it is because of me. I love her now, but I will always love you in some way. When you found me or we found each other I was more interested in fining out who I was and what had happened to me. I don't blame you for being upset. I just need to do what I feel is right. And Buffy is what is right. I don't know how I know this but I just do, and I need to find her and tell her how I feel." Spike said trying not to hurt her feelings.
"In some way I understand what you mean and I don't blame you for feeling the way you do. I just wish that you were willing to give us another chance, but I can tell that you are somewhat lost without her. It's just that the moment I find you, you're gone again. I was so lost without you. I just missed you so much. I love you, I always will." Lyona said crying softly but with a small smile.
"And I, you. There will always be a place for you in my heart. You were my first love, and always will be. No one can replace the love and respect you have given me over the years. I'll never forget you. I'm glad that you can understand me on some level and I'm glad you don't blame Buffy. I really wish that you two could have gotten two know each other, maybe it would have made a difference in how you feel about her."
With that Spike smiled, hugged and kissed Lyona on the cheek and ran out the door.
He needed to move fast. *****
Buffy had spent the night at Willow and Tara's. They were trying to cheer Buffy up. She kept listening to country music, the music of pain. (Reference to Prophecy Girl in season 1, comment made by Xander when Buffy wouldn't go to the Spring Fling with him. Also in this episode was the first time Buffy died. She drowned and Xander resuscitated her.) She was having such a hard time trying to cope what had happened in the past week or two. It was all squeezed together; she was having such a hard time telling the days apart. Separating the good moments from the bad moments was easy though. The t-shirts, the dinners, the art, and the apartment. They had only met by a matter of fate.
Buffy knew that in some way Spike loved her. Deep down, she knew this. She just wanted to see him and to be in his strong arms with him telling her that it would be alright. She wished that he had chosen her. She wanted to have things thing but apart of her was resisting the want. He was gone, and sooner or later she would have to face that.
He would just have to prove to her that they were meant to be together. *~*~*~*~*
Spike ran all the way to the apartment. He was packing and cleaning as fast as he could. He made sure not to lose the surprise. The first time he laid eyes on it he knew it was right. He could feel it deep down. He needed her to still be there. So he could tell her everything and that what he did was wrong and that he shouldn't have chosen the way he did.
His mind, heart, body and soul belonged to her. He just needed to prove to her that they were meant to be. He just wasn't so sure how easy or hard it would be. He hadn't seen her in a week. Was she still waiting or did she hate him and move on.
He had a lot of time to think of what he was going to say to her and how he was going to say it. The car ride home was long and tedious. All that time by his self was not good. He needed to be with her, to hear her voice. It was just a matter of time before he could see her face to face again.
~*~*~*~
AN: I hope that this chapter was much better. ONE MORE CHAPTER TO GO!! Then here comes the end. ::tears:: I love you all who have followed the story and supported me in my times of writers block, mainly MSU. MSU is the best!! GO READ HER STORIES, SHE INSPIRED ME!!!! Besides her stories are much better than most other stories I have read. She is a very talented woman and I enjoy her work and you should to. Sorry I'm babbling and MSU, he he. That's good for you MSU, I'm advertising for you, lol. Anyways, YOU MUST REVIEW OR I WILL WAIT TWO MORE WEEKS TO POST THE LAST CHAPTER!! Just playing, I would never do that to my loyal readers!!
Happy New Year Everyone!!! Party people, ITS 2003!!!! WOHO!!
Part 9
"A divorce?" Lyona asked.
"I know and I'm sorry. "He began but she wouldn't let him finish.
"H-h-how can you do this? I finally find you and you want a divorce! You're leaving me! For Buffy?! And how long have you known her! Three weeks!"
"This was my decision, so leave her out of this!" Spike was beginning to get pissed.
"What kind of name is 'Buffy' anyways?" Lyona said.
There was a long moment of silence.
"I'm sorry, I should leave her out of this, but she seems the reason for all of this." Lyona said.
"She is only apart of it but most of it is because of me. I love her now, but I will always love you in some way. When you found me or we found each other I was more interested in fining out who I was and what had happened to me. I don't blame you for being upset. I just need to do what I feel is right. And Buffy is what is right. I don't know how I know this but I just do, and I need to find her and tell her how I feel." Spike said trying not to hurt her feelings.
"In some way I understand what you mean and I don't blame you for feeling the way you do. I just wish that you were willing to give us another chance, but I can tell that you are somewhat lost without her. It's just that the moment I find you, you're gone again. I was so lost without you. I just missed you so much. I love you, I always will." Lyona said crying softly but with a small smile.
"And I, you. There will always be a place for you in my heart. You were my first love, and always will be. No one can replace the love and respect you have given me over the years. I'll never forget you. I'm glad that you can understand me on some level and I'm glad you don't blame Buffy. I really wish that you two could have gotten two know each other, maybe it would have made a difference in how you feel about her."
With that Spike smiled, hugged and kissed Lyona on the cheek and ran out the door.
He needed to move fast. *****
Buffy had spent the night at Willow and Tara's. They were trying to cheer Buffy up. She kept listening to country music, the music of pain. (Reference to Prophecy Girl in season 1, comment made by Xander when Buffy wouldn't go to the Spring Fling with him. Also in this episode was the first time Buffy died. She drowned and Xander resuscitated her.) She was having such a hard time trying to cope what had happened in the past week or two. It was all squeezed together; she was having such a hard time telling the days apart. Separating the good moments from the bad moments was easy though. The t-shirts, the dinners, the art, and the apartment. They had only met by a matter of fate.
Buffy knew that in some way Spike loved her. Deep down, she knew this. She just wanted to see him and to be in his strong arms with him telling her that it would be alright. She wished that he had chosen her. She wanted to have things thing but apart of her was resisting the want. He was gone, and sooner or later she would have to face that.
He would just have to prove to her that they were meant to be together. *~*~*~*~*
Spike ran all the way to the apartment. He was packing and cleaning as fast as he could. He made sure not to lose the surprise. The first time he laid eyes on it he knew it was right. He could feel it deep down. He needed her to still be there. So he could tell her everything and that what he did was wrong and that he shouldn't have chosen the way he did.
His mind, heart, body and soul belonged to her. He just needed to prove to her that they were meant to be. He just wasn't so sure how easy or hard it would be. He hadn't seen her in a week. Was she still waiting or did she hate him and move on.
He had a lot of time to think of what he was going to say to her and how he was going to say it. The car ride home was long and tedious. All that time by his self was not good. He needed to be with her, to hear her voice. It was just a matter of time before he could see her face to face again.
~*~*~*~
AN: I hope that this chapter was much better. ONE MORE CHAPTER TO GO!! Then here comes the end. ::tears:: I love you all who have followed the story and supported me in my times of writers block, mainly MSU. MSU is the best!! GO READ HER STORIES, SHE INSPIRED ME!!!! Besides her stories are much better than most other stories I have read. She is a very talented woman and I enjoy her work and you should to. Sorry I'm babbling and MSU, he he. That's good for you MSU, I'm advertising for you, lol. Anyways, YOU MUST REVIEW OR I WILL WAIT TWO MORE WEEKS TO POST THE LAST CHAPTER!! Just playing, I would never do that to my loyal readers!!
Happy New Year Everyone!!! Party people, ITS 2003!!!! WOHO!!