Title: The Love Letter
Pairing: SenRu
Disclaimers: Slam Dunk does not belong to me. Only the story, though.
Authors Notes: This is my first SD fic. Hope you guys would enjoy this one. Comments welcomed!
Summary: One sunny Saturday morning, Rukawa Kaede received a mysterious love letter...from Sendoh Akira.
The Love Letter
by Archangel
Chapter Six
"Where the hell do you guys think they could they have gone?" Hikoichi asked everyone as he stared out of the window. The guys of Ryonan High School Basketball team were starting to doze off again coz they were just too bored looking at each other…a proof that life without Sendoh-san isn't worth living.
"Probably somewhere far. Somewhere where your radar cannot reach." Replied Uozumi.
"It's not like I'm going to videotape them!" Hikoichi answered back.
"Yeah right just go 'yo checka' them!" said Uekesa imitating Hikoichi's ever present line as he turned on the TV. Everyone laughed.
"Change your voice, Hikoichi. It's ear harassment." Fukuda added. And the whole house was on fire…again.
"No fair, Fukuda-san…" said Hikoichi with tears welling up in his eyes.
On the other hand while everyone was getting their party going, co-captain Koshino was silent in one corner wandering off to a different dimension. He sure was worried about his best buddy. He knew that the great Sendoh Akira gets overly tongue-tied whenever Rukawa Kaede's around. And Sendoh gets to do weird stuff when he gets nervous. /This was the first time he went on a date without a script on hand/.
Script. In his whole lifetime, Sendoh Akira never forgot to compose a script embedded with his sneaky punch lines and other cheeky delivery lines on each and every date he has had. But this time, he had no script…everything must come out personally, meaning from the heart…something that frightens Koshino. /He's a bad impromptu speaker…/
"Koshino-san?" Koshino was in deep thoughts that he hadn't heard his teammates called his attention for the seventh time. "Umm…yeah, what about?"
"Are you okay?" Uozumi asked. Koshino seems to be turning paler and paler every minute.
"Nah, just thinking about Sendoh. We've been best friends since we both entered Ryonan High and I've never seen him this serious…that is, ever since he met Rukawa." And the best of all best friends Koshino, narrated the supposed-to-be-confidential-sequence-of-events of Sendoh Akira's love story…
On the other hand, the rest of the team gathered like a flock listening to the good news…
"He denied it at first…he said he ONLY viewed Rukawa as a competent challenger and nothing more. But I saw a glow in his eyes that I'm perfectly sure…I cannot be mistaken…it's utmost interest. It's the same look he had when he saw pretty girls, but this time more intense. I remember when…"
/flashback/
"Oi, Akira! You seem to be totally glued on the guy. How's the hand-shake, pervert?"
"Good. Means that I won't wash my hands for days!" Then Sendoh laughed while blushing from head to toe. After the Ryonan-Shohoku practice game, Sendoh didn't think twice to approach the super rookie for a *friendly* hand-shake.
"No way…are you…?!?...no way, man!" Asked Koshino with disbelief trying to read between the lines.
Then came a perverted smirk from Sendoh, "What if I am? He's good-looking anyway! I am too. Looks single, and I am too…so where's the problem?!"
Now with popped eyes as round as saucers, Koshino asked, "Really, Akira. No kidding…are you?"
"Nah. Just kidding! I'm so multi-talented that I cannot only play quality basketball…I could also act!" Then echoed a loud laughter coming from the voice box of Sendoh Akira as he made his way back to the gym leaving a pissed off Koshino outside.
/end flashback/
"What else?" a demanding question from Hikoichi who wrote down notes as his Koshino-san went on with his story…
"Then I noticed that every time Shohoku played, Sendoh made it to a point that he gets to see the game whether or not he has something more important to do…and he drags me along ALL THE TIME…"
/flashback/
Krrriiiing…Krrriiing…
"Moshi-moshi, Koshino-" Koshino was cut off with the excited and hurried voice of Sendoh Akira.
"Kosh, accompany me to the stadium, I have to see this-"
"I can't Sendoh, I have this homework in Chemistry…hey! We have a Chemistry assignment! Have you done it?" Surely Sendoh has the brains to comprehend the tough Chemistry torture but…
"Not yet."
"Let me guess, Shohoku game? No way…important matters first." Was the reply from Koshino, thinking a Shohoku game wouldn't be as important as his failing grade in Chemistry.
"No Kosh, I have to see this gorgeous girl, really sexy…guaranteed. I'll introduce you. I'll fetch you in five minutes."
"If she's so sexy and gorgeous, why introduce me?!" asked Koshino being proud of himself that he's smarter than Sendoh.
"Just sharing my blessings. Five minutes, Kosh." And he hung up.
But the girl Sendoh talked about turned out to be the Shohoku game Koshino didn't want to see…all because Sendoh never fails to watch Rukawa's every game…
/end flashback/
"Then…?" asked an excited Fukuda who was strangling Hikoichi. Koshino went on…
"Then, I saw the back part of his notebooks filled with Rukawa's name…"
"WHOOOAAAAA!!!" chorused by the team. Koshino continued…
"Sendoh always calls me whenever he dreamt about Rukawa…the bad part is he dreams of him every night!!!"
"THENNN???" said the team with their ears grown as large as plates.
"He recited to me Rukawa Kaede's biography and his family tree from the grandmother to the father…no faltering."
With hands gripping each other's shirt, the team asked "WHAATTT ELSSSE?!?!?"
"Sendoh follows Rukawa every afternoon because he told me ha cannot sleep peacefully when he's not sure Rukawa's safe at home."
"WHHAAAT?!?!?" screamed the boys of Ryonan High Basketball Team while pulling each other's hair (except for Uekesa who pulled on Hikoichi's).
/Sendoh misses Wednesday practices because he plays one-on-one with Rukawa…and Rukawa doesn't even know Sendoh has a team to manage every Wednesdays. He kept it a secret from him knowing that if he knew he would not bother borrowing Sendoh from the team…the bad part is, I always get to be handling all team headaches every Wednesdays/ But this one Koshino kept from his teammates…bloodshed and chaos would result if others will know of Sendoh's frequent absents and Wednesday past times.
"And from what I remember…Sendoh has 4 stolen pictures of Rukawa…one in his car, his wallet, the other posted in his locker and one…in his room."
And the next thing Koshino saw was a massive rush of dust as the whole Ryonan High Basketball team went up to take a peek at Rukawa Kaede's picture…
Meanwhile, as everyone was in Sendoh's room, the long ignored television set spoke up some important news…
"Tokyo will have cloudy skies and fair weather. Temperature is 23 degrees. Osaka will have scattered rain showers. Yokosuka City will have scattered rain showers and thunder storms due to the formation of a low pressure area near the…"
Too bad for Sendoh's fishing date…
****
On the far part of Japan, while his teammates were busy killing each other for the sight of the Rukawa Kaede's picture, Sendoh Akira was happily making an impression via his cooking prowess. He managed to make the over-demanding Rukawa Kaede sit down after nerve-wrecking killer eye throws from both parties…but in the end, a single smile from Sendoh literally tied down Kaede.
"Sit down, watch and learn, my dear Kaede-kun" said the master cook, Sendoh Akira accompanied by a flirtatious wink as he held Rukawa in the shoulders and guided him to the nearest seat. "I'm making some lovable impression here so please don't stop me…" /Now, did Sendoh's *best buddy* said that whenever Sendoh was faced by Rukawa Kaede's presence he'd go OVERLY TONGUE-TIED?/
Of course, even if Rukawa is a master chef himself, he wouldn't want to probe into Sendoh's work…not when he was enjoying every minute of *sitting-down-watching-and-learning* with Sendoh Akira. It enchanted Rukawa to see Sendoh's feminine side, because mostly it was his masculine side that he saw.
While continuing his cooking, Sendoh began to hum….and Kaede? He's screaming deep inside. He felt floating on cloud nine from the love Sendoh Akira is silently giving him. And as for Sendoh, he was having so much fun just to be himself with Kaede…despite his nervousness, he was happy to impress him…happy that he's serving him…happy that Rukawa's full attention is encircled ONLY to him. With that he began to stop his humming and replace it by singing… /Again, did Koshino mention that Sendoh would do silly things when he's nervous? Think again, Kosh/
But again, too much of Sendoh Akira's *moves* for one day would mean the limit for Rukawa Kaede. He stood up, much to Sendoh's surprise (not to mention disappointment) and went outside, "I need a breeze…" And in fact he did need some air…it was excessive Sendoh Akira entering his lungs.
"Huh?...okay then, but don't take long, food's getting ready, ne?" Sendoh sadly replied wondering if his voice was really so frog-like just as Koshino had said. /Did I disgust him?!? Oh dear God…/ But to Rukawa Kaede, he had the most angelic voice in the world.
Meanwhile, Rukawa Kaede rushed outside to breath in some air. He held on to the door for his legs were too weak. /I need a break. Sendoh's making me blush…damn I get so weak…/ said Rukawa inwardly as the previous event replayed on his head. Then he caught sight of Sendoh's car…/Definitely adds to his points…/ and he went inside to check out some goodies, "Wonder what's in here…"
/Akira's definitely the woman magnet, typical playboy perhaps…hmm…does he take souvenirs from his girls? Underwear? Lipstick maybe? Pictures? I have to make sure I won't be the mistress/ Rukawa contemplated as he took out Sendoh's garbage out of its hiding place.
So far, he found none of the things he feared and he was all smiles while he checked out the front compartment…opened it and to his surprise…"Ch…this is the dirtiest car compartment I have ever seen." Everything from phone bills and electric bills down to credit card bills, promo mails and not to mention an endless pile of scratch papers full of-
"My name…"
Rukawa Kaede. Rukawa Kaede. Rukawa Kaede…the whole bond paper was filled with his name. At the back of which was a chibi drawing of him, poorly drawn, much like a kid's work but it sure was Kaede's chibi counterpart along with his "who-the-hell-cares look" and his red Shohoku uniform. But what interested Rukawa was the numerous eraser marks of the drawing, /Were you this eager to draw me?/
Then he went on with his search. The next thing he found was his name and Akira's-in a name compatibility test. This made Rukawa *laugh*. It was the same compatibility test that the grade school students were fond of. It was the hobby of the overly desperate…/I just can't believe he has faith in this kind of thing…/ but deep down he was blushing. And with that he took everything out and decided he would clean up the mess. "For the sake of God, I will volunteer."
But in reality, those were not the only reasons he hold, /Since in a few hours time I would be your *boyfriend* and I foresee doing this in the near future…why not start now, ne, Akira?/ With the thought of being Sendoh Akira's boyfriend made him smile. He proceeded with his work silently.
After his clean-up, just before closing the compartment, he saw something that triggered an electric bold down his spine…a picture…his picture-"A stolen shot…" That made him smile even more. And with revived air passages and a big smile plastered on his face he made his way down to where Sendoh was.
****
After a peaceful lunch, Kaede eating 2 whole bowls of Sendoh's chicken curry, much to the delight of Sendoh for a *ninmu ryoukai*, the two went to the grocery, shopping for snacks they planned to munch while they're fishing. Of course, it was all Sendoh's expense despite the struggling of Rukawa to reach some payment to the confused cashier-it was because Sendoh Akira wouldn't risk his *gentleman virtues* for the people he li…love.
After a half an hour drive, two gorgeous lads were sitting right next to each other.
"This is your favorite hang-out?" asked Rukawa while feasting his eyes on the scenery. It was indeed a beauty. A clear pond in the middle of green landscape full of large trees that Rukawa was sure it was there in ages. Aside from that, on the far edge of the place were mountains and the wind was really friendly to them today, although it was a bit chilly. Colorful flowers of all sorts were scattered everywhere giving contrast to the greens. "Heaven alright."
"Heaven it is." said Sendoh not only pertaining to the scenery but with the presence of an angel as well…Rukawa Kaede. He handed his angel a fishing rod, "Know how to use it?"
Of course, Rukawa Kaede is not dumb. He knew how to use a fishing rod and it was not the first time he went fishing. But even though Rukawa had knowledge about these things, he acted as if he didn't - /Need to be close to him…/ "No. Teach me."
Sendoh was more than glad to assist. His lips curved in a big smile who felt like it reached his spikes throughout the teaching process. /Shit, I got to hold him like this…/
In order to have *effective fishing education*, Sendoh wasn't contented with just holding a separate rod and give simple instructions. He placed his own rod to the side and went at the back of Kaede placing himself there…reached both of his hands and rested them on top of Kaede's in a gesture of guiding him. "Here, you throw it as far as possible and wait…so…we wait." said Sendoh as he patiently waited for a fish to eat the bait. But he really wasn't sure if he would like a fish to get into the trap…he was so close to Kaede that it's a little intoxicating. But nevertheless did he not love it being near heaven?
While Kaede?! He was the reddest man in the planet. Their present position is similar an intimate 'back hug' and they have to be like that till a *do'aho* fish would decide to eat his yummy bait. /How I wish there would be no fish stupid enough to eat my worm!!!/ said Rukawa Kaede nearly calling saints in the process.
Rukawa's thoughts were interrupted by a whisper from Sendoh, "Have you ever had a girlfriend? How was she like?"
Now the pale boy Rukawa Kaede turned paler. "Never had." was the soft reply that Sendoh almost missed to catch. Rukawa Kaede had three reasons for being soft spoken all of a sudden, first, the whisper tickles; second, the voice was sexy; and third, they were so close. Something in Rukawa's mind tells him to jump off the pond and scream out to the fishes that his worm was off limits. /Don't ever come near my bait, do'aho/ "You? You seem to be a little experienced with this, how many did you have?" asked Rukawa intending to stop Sendoh's flow of questioning.
"Huh?...Me?...girlfriend?" Sendoh asked totally surprised that the story turned the other way around. "Never had." And with that he let out a nervous laugh.
"Yeah right. Spill it out." Said Rukawa who was a little pissed off that Sendoh had the nerve to deny such an obvious thing.
Again, the whisper…"Why do you want to know? Jealous, Kaede-kun?"
He whispered the words to the internally trembling Rukawa Kaede who again wanted to jump off and re-announce his death threat to the fishes who would dare eat his bait. But then again, to prevent further blushing for his slapping act would be too much for the day, he let out his Iceman image and counteracted Sendoh, "Duh?! If you don't want to tell then don't. I really don't care. Just thought it would be some conversation topic."
"Chill out. I was just kidding. Well…I never really had a real girlfriend. Flings, actually…I limit myself there." Sendoh revealed. But the term fling does not ring a pleasant sound in Rukawa's vocabulary. 'Fling' means an unserious, game-playing relationship. Either sex or decoration…anything but serious. /Not serious…damn/. "No wonder. You were never serious anyway. Even on court, you were always-"
"I'm serious about you."
Shocked…no…Rukawa Kaede was beyond shocked. Did he hear what the thought he heard? He turned towards Sendoh, with eyes waiting for Sendoh to repeat what he said. "What was that again?"
Everything was so unexpected even for Sendoh himself that for the first time he didn't know what to say. Then he finally said something he immediately regretted right after…"I…I mean, I'm…uh…I'm serious…about….uh…*who*…yes…I'm serious about *who*?!" was the stupid cover-up Sendoh Akira had in his entire life. /Shit. I fuckin' chickened out…why the hell?"/ and how he wished he could turn back time.
With all his will to stop bursting into anger, Rukawa Kaede held himself with dignity and replied in his usual tone the words…"Funny Sendoh. I heard what you said." Then he jerked off Sendoh's hand and pushed him aside. "Get off. I can fuckin' fish." Rukawa's coldness silenced Sendoh Akira.
Then came a long painstaking silence. Neither both parties had the guts to talk. Rukawa was brining back his composure as Sendoh was thinking how to tame a wild Rukawa Kaede. Plus the fact that he can't stop thinking why in the world did he chickened out in an important time like this. Finally, an angry thunder broke the silence…tears from the heavens poured…Rukawa got up and left. He can't take it anymore. /Damn you for making me fall/ and his own tears poured as well masked by those of the heavens.
As soon as Rukawa got up to leave, Sendoh followed and grabbed his arm, "Wait up." But Rukawa was determined to go. He pulled himself away and continued to walk.
"Wait up, Kaede." This time, Sendoh held on to Rukawa's wrist a little more tighter telling him that if he's so determined to go, Sendoh Akira is more than determined to explain. But then again, hard-headed Kaede shot back his death glare saying "You have no right to call me by my first name." and with that he shoved Akira down with a little more force than he intended.
"Let me explain." For the third and last time, Sendoh Akira held Rukawa and forced him to face his direction. "Please." And as he said so, the rain poured harder and the two soaked men were left in the middle of green land looking unto each others depths…Sendoh's hand holding Rukawa's.
"Shade." Rukawa said pointing to a large tree about nine meters away from where they stand. Getting the cue, Sendoh pulled Rukawa and ran their way to the shade.
"Let go of my hand, Sendoh." Protested Rukawa as he was being pulled by a surprisingly silent and serious Sendoh Akira.
"I won't let go. Knock me down for all you want, I won't let go." Said Sendoh that silently told Rukawa to just shut up and comply.
****
At last, they were able to reach the shade and the two men stopped to catch their breaths…Sendoh still holding on to Rukawa's hand. Rukawa was the first to speak up…"What now?"
Before Sendoh answered, he sat down and pulled Rukawa beside him never letting go as he had said. The dejected Sendoh Akira supported himself in the tree trunk and was silent. As the harsh wind blew and the hard rain fell, the two sat in uncomfortable silence. Waiting for somebody to talk…
Finally, Sendoh decided to speak up…"I'm an asshole, Kaede. The great Sendoh Akira is nothing but an asshole."
Rukawa was shocked by this. He never expected those words coming from a proud and happy Sendoh Akira. But-"And now you're self-pitying. It doesn't fit you." was the bitter reply from him.
"But this is who I am." said Sendoh as he lifted his sad features and turned to look at his companion. Rukawa on the other hand was taken aback. He remained silent and let Sendoh talk his way through. "I didn't have enough courage. I…I…gomen."
With that, Rukawa squeezed his hand, the one held be Sendoh and said, "Now is the time…I'm willing to listen."
The two held each others eyes, one giving reassurance and the other one looking for it. No force on earth was able to break the silence…no sound of the pouring rain…no sound of the thunder bolt…they didn't matter to them…
Finally, Sendoh spoke up… "Kaede…gomen. I didn't mean to make you mad or hurt you this way..." Taking a deep breath, Sendoh Akira manage to gather up his courage and continued…"About a while ago, what you heard…you're right about that. I said I was serious about you…then I chickened out. I was frightened you'd be disgusted…this is not so…normal…but I don't care now…I'm serious about you…I really am." emphasizing the seven last words.
Rukawa Kaede was beyond electrified. The man he loved confessed right in his face and he didn't know what to say. He played back the words again and again in his head and tried to understand each and every word…his whole world stopped revolving when suddenly Sendoh continued…
"Ai Shiteiru, Kaede."
And all he knew was he was kissing Sendoh Akira amidst the strongest intensity of the rain.
****
Back in Kanagawa…
"Guys, do you think Sendoh-san and Rukawa would be you know…uhm…like together? Get what I mean?" asked Ikegami as he played with the fishes in Sendoh's aquarium. Everyone was almost done in the house chores they promised their Sendoh-san and now most of them are just hanging around the corner talking about their missing captain.
"I get what you mean, Ikegami-kun but by the looks of Sendoh, I doubt it. I'm perfectly sure he'll chicken out in perfect timing….probably because it was the first time he was serious." Replied Koshino who had most of the work in the house. /Why the hell did I have to volunteer for doing the damn cleaning?/
"I OBJECT!!!" shouted Hikoichi who was burning mad from Koshino's remark. "Sendoh-san's no chicken. As of the latest tally, he had 35 girlfriends since freshman years. I'm sure Rukawa Kaede's name will be on this notebook in time. I have faith in Sendoh-san!"
"You're wrong. They were not his girlfriends…they're what he call as 'flings' you moron!" Koshino said starting the battle with Hikoichi. "You don't know Sendoh Akira more than I do."
The Uozumi had an idea in mind. "Let's have a bet then. Whoever loses will have to strip down."
"And that's not me. Once is enough. Deal!" complied Koshino. And everyone placed their bets, all on Sendoh except for Koshino.
Meanwhile…
****
Sendoh broke off the kiss. The two gasped in for air. Rukawa Kaede was still on shock. /My first kiss…/ Sendoh, on the other hand smiled lightly and placed his forehead on Kaede's. "Now that I have spilled it all out, would you ever forgive me?"
"…."
Sendoh was terrified. /What the hell did I do?/ Rukawa Kaede remained in shock. "Oi, Kaede…can you at least tell me something?! Punch me, kick me, slap me, curse me…do what ever you like just please do some-"
A kiss…Rukawa Kaede ate Sendoh Akira's words in a kiss.
It was Sendoh's turn to be stuck in shock.
"Now that I've spilled it all out, can you at least tell me something?" Rukawa said imitating the words of Sendoh Akira.
Too weak to scream out for joy, Sendoh Akira resorted to just letting off a wonderful smile, held Rukawa's face in between his hands and with sincere words he said, "Ai Shiteiru, Rukawa Kaede."
"Ai Shiteiru, Sendoh Akira."
****
"K'so! It's 9 o'clock…where the hell could he be?" cursed Koshino. Who was endlessly pacing around the room for the past hour.
"I think it's more of where the hell are THEY, Koshino." teased Uozumi. Koshino paled…Sendoh should be back if he failed, but if something interesting happened, it would definitely mean two things, they're together and he will have to strip…alone…again.
/Argh…Sendoh!!!/
****
On the other side of Japan, two young men were driving back to Kanagawa. Sendoh holding Rukawa's hand as he shifted his car to automatic mode. On their background was a soothing love song and above them were the stars of the night sky. They drove in companionable silence.
After some time, Rukawa asked, "Akira, what if other people knew about us…what would you do?"
"I'll admit it. I'll tell them you're my boyfriend and they're out of it…if they're my friends or if they care so much about me then they'll understand. If not, then I don't need them." Sendoh replied smiling as he squeezed Rukawa's hand telling him that he's serious about him…and about them. "Why ask? Do you plan to deny me?"
"No…I…" The truth is, Rukawa doesn't have any lead on what will happen if other people knew. First of all, they're both men and it's not widely accepted. But on the other hand, he felt true love for this person beside him…he's totally confused.
"It's up to you if you would acknowledge me or not. It's a test, Kaede. If you love me that much then you wouldn't have to pretend…we wouldn't have to pretend not being together and not loving each other when we do. But if you feelings for me are…" Rukawa cut off Sendoh's next words…
"Shhhh…" said Rukawa as he placed a finger on Sendoh's lips in an attempt to silence him. "I truly love you. I shouldn't have asked such a stupid question, gomen. To hell with everyone…except for you and me." And with that he reached in to kiss Sendoh in the cheek.
"Let's go home…" Sendoh Akira said driving in full speed as they entered the city of Kanagawa.
****
The next morning came and Sendoh Akira found himself sprawled across someone else's bed only in his boxers. "Kaede…"
He searched for a clock and realized it was 1 in the afternoon. He had been sleeping for more than half of the day and he did not even returned home. Then flashes of yesterday flooded his mind. He grabbed a pillow and hugged it tight. "Kaede…" He turned to his side to find his picture confined in a frame /a stolen shot…/ and below it was a familiar piece of pink paper with the familiar handwriting….his love letter, Rukawa had read it. He read his letter again, blushing while doing so, thinking of how corny he had become through the years.
After reading his letter he stood up to do his morning routine when a blue paper with Rukawa's handwriting caught his attention. It was placed under the pillow he grabbed a while ago and the handwriting sure was neat. Though he knew it was unethical to probe into other people's privacy, he was tempted to read the contents /I'm the boyfriend now so, I think I have the right…/
To his surprise, it was a love letter, Rukawa's love letter for him…
Akira,
When I first met you, I was beyond madness. You defeated me and forced me to swallow my pride. You challenged me to games that I was never victor. And even if I legally won a game, you're performance would always mask mine. You're the better player than I am…that pisses me off.
But when I laid myself to bed last night and thought of you, I realized that I wasn't mad at you but I was with myself…I let you pass through my barrier without any effort at all. I cannot believe somebody had invaded me and forced me to fall…in love with you. Then I told myself how nuts I have become but then I heard myself say that I'd be happier to be called as such than not to feel these emotions for you.
I love you, Akira. There's no other person who had made me feel this way but you. If you could give me a chance to express what I truly feel, then
"Then what?" Sendoh Akira asked no one in particular. He sure was curious for the letter was left unfinished. Suddenly he realized that Rukawa had the intention of courting him when Sendoh himself thought of courting Rukawa. He blushed…he can't wait to see his Kaede.
With a tough speed, almost like he flew from Rukawa's room to the kitchen where he saw his boyfriend cooking. "You're awake. My turn to let you taste my specialty…" said Kaede as he greeted his boyfriend with a kiss. He then let Sendoh have a taste of his cooking, "Good?"
"Love it." Was the reply from Akira. "Kaede?"
The clueless Rukawa Kaede, continued to stir the food and went on talking, "I called your house and Koshino was there. He told me to tell you that you're a jerk and don't ever come home. I told him about us too."
"Then? What did he say?" asked Sendoh. He was happy that indeed, his boyfriend acknowledged their relationship and had the concern of letting his best friend know of the facts.
"He sounded as if somebody died, I think he was crying. He said he'll go naked again because of you…I don't understand that though."
"Neither do I." replied Sendoh as he put off the stove and turned Rukawa to face him holding unto his waist. "Kaede, I found this…" he showed the letter to Rukawa who instantly turned red from embarrassment. "You…read…it?" he shyly asked.
"Yeah…I want you to tell me the rest. Right now." Was the soft demand from Sendoh. He was dying to know the rest. His boyfriend was silent and was getting colder as time passed. This was a little embarrassing but at the same time overly sweet, Sendoh prompted him to continue.
"You said that if I could only give you a chance to express what you feel then…what's next?"
"Then…" started Rukawa.
"Then?"
"Then I assure you that you'll never regret it. I love you Sendoh Akira." Continued the younger boy as he looked at Sendoh with heartfelt eyes.
Sendoh Akira smiled and said, "I certainly won't." And the couple kissed. "I love you."
****
Meanwhile, an angry voice echoed the whole district of Kanagawa…
"Akira, you jerk!!!"
The End
Pairing: SenRu
Disclaimers: Slam Dunk does not belong to me. Only the story, though.
Authors Notes: This is my first SD fic. Hope you guys would enjoy this one. Comments welcomed!
Summary: One sunny Saturday morning, Rukawa Kaede received a mysterious love letter...from Sendoh Akira.
The Love Letter
by Archangel
Chapter Six
"Where the hell do you guys think they could they have gone?" Hikoichi asked everyone as he stared out of the window. The guys of Ryonan High School Basketball team were starting to doze off again coz they were just too bored looking at each other…a proof that life without Sendoh-san isn't worth living.
"Probably somewhere far. Somewhere where your radar cannot reach." Replied Uozumi.
"It's not like I'm going to videotape them!" Hikoichi answered back.
"Yeah right just go 'yo checka' them!" said Uekesa imitating Hikoichi's ever present line as he turned on the TV. Everyone laughed.
"Change your voice, Hikoichi. It's ear harassment." Fukuda added. And the whole house was on fire…again.
"No fair, Fukuda-san…" said Hikoichi with tears welling up in his eyes.
On the other hand while everyone was getting their party going, co-captain Koshino was silent in one corner wandering off to a different dimension. He sure was worried about his best buddy. He knew that the great Sendoh Akira gets overly tongue-tied whenever Rukawa Kaede's around. And Sendoh gets to do weird stuff when he gets nervous. /This was the first time he went on a date without a script on hand/.
Script. In his whole lifetime, Sendoh Akira never forgot to compose a script embedded with his sneaky punch lines and other cheeky delivery lines on each and every date he has had. But this time, he had no script…everything must come out personally, meaning from the heart…something that frightens Koshino. /He's a bad impromptu speaker…/
"Koshino-san?" Koshino was in deep thoughts that he hadn't heard his teammates called his attention for the seventh time. "Umm…yeah, what about?"
"Are you okay?" Uozumi asked. Koshino seems to be turning paler and paler every minute.
"Nah, just thinking about Sendoh. We've been best friends since we both entered Ryonan High and I've never seen him this serious…that is, ever since he met Rukawa." And the best of all best friends Koshino, narrated the supposed-to-be-confidential-sequence-of-events of Sendoh Akira's love story…
On the other hand, the rest of the team gathered like a flock listening to the good news…
"He denied it at first…he said he ONLY viewed Rukawa as a competent challenger and nothing more. But I saw a glow in his eyes that I'm perfectly sure…I cannot be mistaken…it's utmost interest. It's the same look he had when he saw pretty girls, but this time more intense. I remember when…"
/flashback/
"Oi, Akira! You seem to be totally glued on the guy. How's the hand-shake, pervert?"
"Good. Means that I won't wash my hands for days!" Then Sendoh laughed while blushing from head to toe. After the Ryonan-Shohoku practice game, Sendoh didn't think twice to approach the super rookie for a *friendly* hand-shake.
"No way…are you…?!?...no way, man!" Asked Koshino with disbelief trying to read between the lines.
Then came a perverted smirk from Sendoh, "What if I am? He's good-looking anyway! I am too. Looks single, and I am too…so where's the problem?!"
Now with popped eyes as round as saucers, Koshino asked, "Really, Akira. No kidding…are you?"
"Nah. Just kidding! I'm so multi-talented that I cannot only play quality basketball…I could also act!" Then echoed a loud laughter coming from the voice box of Sendoh Akira as he made his way back to the gym leaving a pissed off Koshino outside.
/end flashback/
"What else?" a demanding question from Hikoichi who wrote down notes as his Koshino-san went on with his story…
"Then I noticed that every time Shohoku played, Sendoh made it to a point that he gets to see the game whether or not he has something more important to do…and he drags me along ALL THE TIME…"
/flashback/
Krrriiiing…Krrriiing…
"Moshi-moshi, Koshino-" Koshino was cut off with the excited and hurried voice of Sendoh Akira.
"Kosh, accompany me to the stadium, I have to see this-"
"I can't Sendoh, I have this homework in Chemistry…hey! We have a Chemistry assignment! Have you done it?" Surely Sendoh has the brains to comprehend the tough Chemistry torture but…
"Not yet."
"Let me guess, Shohoku game? No way…important matters first." Was the reply from Koshino, thinking a Shohoku game wouldn't be as important as his failing grade in Chemistry.
"No Kosh, I have to see this gorgeous girl, really sexy…guaranteed. I'll introduce you. I'll fetch you in five minutes."
"If she's so sexy and gorgeous, why introduce me?!" asked Koshino being proud of himself that he's smarter than Sendoh.
"Just sharing my blessings. Five minutes, Kosh." And he hung up.
But the girl Sendoh talked about turned out to be the Shohoku game Koshino didn't want to see…all because Sendoh never fails to watch Rukawa's every game…
/end flashback/
"Then…?" asked an excited Fukuda who was strangling Hikoichi. Koshino went on…
"Then, I saw the back part of his notebooks filled with Rukawa's name…"
"WHOOOAAAAA!!!" chorused by the team. Koshino continued…
"Sendoh always calls me whenever he dreamt about Rukawa…the bad part is he dreams of him every night!!!"
"THENNN???" said the team with their ears grown as large as plates.
"He recited to me Rukawa Kaede's biography and his family tree from the grandmother to the father…no faltering."
With hands gripping each other's shirt, the team asked "WHAATTT ELSSSE?!?!?"
"Sendoh follows Rukawa every afternoon because he told me ha cannot sleep peacefully when he's not sure Rukawa's safe at home."
"WHHAAAT?!?!?" screamed the boys of Ryonan High Basketball Team while pulling each other's hair (except for Uekesa who pulled on Hikoichi's).
/Sendoh misses Wednesday practices because he plays one-on-one with Rukawa…and Rukawa doesn't even know Sendoh has a team to manage every Wednesdays. He kept it a secret from him knowing that if he knew he would not bother borrowing Sendoh from the team…the bad part is, I always get to be handling all team headaches every Wednesdays/ But this one Koshino kept from his teammates…bloodshed and chaos would result if others will know of Sendoh's frequent absents and Wednesday past times.
"And from what I remember…Sendoh has 4 stolen pictures of Rukawa…one in his car, his wallet, the other posted in his locker and one…in his room."
And the next thing Koshino saw was a massive rush of dust as the whole Ryonan High Basketball team went up to take a peek at Rukawa Kaede's picture…
Meanwhile, as everyone was in Sendoh's room, the long ignored television set spoke up some important news…
"Tokyo will have cloudy skies and fair weather. Temperature is 23 degrees. Osaka will have scattered rain showers. Yokosuka City will have scattered rain showers and thunder storms due to the formation of a low pressure area near the…"
Too bad for Sendoh's fishing date…
****
On the far part of Japan, while his teammates were busy killing each other for the sight of the Rukawa Kaede's picture, Sendoh Akira was happily making an impression via his cooking prowess. He managed to make the over-demanding Rukawa Kaede sit down after nerve-wrecking killer eye throws from both parties…but in the end, a single smile from Sendoh literally tied down Kaede.
"Sit down, watch and learn, my dear Kaede-kun" said the master cook, Sendoh Akira accompanied by a flirtatious wink as he held Rukawa in the shoulders and guided him to the nearest seat. "I'm making some lovable impression here so please don't stop me…" /Now, did Sendoh's *best buddy* said that whenever Sendoh was faced by Rukawa Kaede's presence he'd go OVERLY TONGUE-TIED?/
Of course, even if Rukawa is a master chef himself, he wouldn't want to probe into Sendoh's work…not when he was enjoying every minute of *sitting-down-watching-and-learning* with Sendoh Akira. It enchanted Rukawa to see Sendoh's feminine side, because mostly it was his masculine side that he saw.
While continuing his cooking, Sendoh began to hum….and Kaede? He's screaming deep inside. He felt floating on cloud nine from the love Sendoh Akira is silently giving him. And as for Sendoh, he was having so much fun just to be himself with Kaede…despite his nervousness, he was happy to impress him…happy that he's serving him…happy that Rukawa's full attention is encircled ONLY to him. With that he began to stop his humming and replace it by singing… /Again, did Koshino mention that Sendoh would do silly things when he's nervous? Think again, Kosh/
But again, too much of Sendoh Akira's *moves* for one day would mean the limit for Rukawa Kaede. He stood up, much to Sendoh's surprise (not to mention disappointment) and went outside, "I need a breeze…" And in fact he did need some air…it was excessive Sendoh Akira entering his lungs.
"Huh?...okay then, but don't take long, food's getting ready, ne?" Sendoh sadly replied wondering if his voice was really so frog-like just as Koshino had said. /Did I disgust him?!? Oh dear God…/ But to Rukawa Kaede, he had the most angelic voice in the world.
Meanwhile, Rukawa Kaede rushed outside to breath in some air. He held on to the door for his legs were too weak. /I need a break. Sendoh's making me blush…damn I get so weak…/ said Rukawa inwardly as the previous event replayed on his head. Then he caught sight of Sendoh's car…/Definitely adds to his points…/ and he went inside to check out some goodies, "Wonder what's in here…"
/Akira's definitely the woman magnet, typical playboy perhaps…hmm…does he take souvenirs from his girls? Underwear? Lipstick maybe? Pictures? I have to make sure I won't be the mistress/ Rukawa contemplated as he took out Sendoh's garbage out of its hiding place.
So far, he found none of the things he feared and he was all smiles while he checked out the front compartment…opened it and to his surprise…"Ch…this is the dirtiest car compartment I have ever seen." Everything from phone bills and electric bills down to credit card bills, promo mails and not to mention an endless pile of scratch papers full of-
"My name…"
Rukawa Kaede. Rukawa Kaede. Rukawa Kaede…the whole bond paper was filled with his name. At the back of which was a chibi drawing of him, poorly drawn, much like a kid's work but it sure was Kaede's chibi counterpart along with his "who-the-hell-cares look" and his red Shohoku uniform. But what interested Rukawa was the numerous eraser marks of the drawing, /Were you this eager to draw me?/
Then he went on with his search. The next thing he found was his name and Akira's-in a name compatibility test. This made Rukawa *laugh*. It was the same compatibility test that the grade school students were fond of. It was the hobby of the overly desperate…/I just can't believe he has faith in this kind of thing…/ but deep down he was blushing. And with that he took everything out and decided he would clean up the mess. "For the sake of God, I will volunteer."
But in reality, those were not the only reasons he hold, /Since in a few hours time I would be your *boyfriend* and I foresee doing this in the near future…why not start now, ne, Akira?/ With the thought of being Sendoh Akira's boyfriend made him smile. He proceeded with his work silently.
After his clean-up, just before closing the compartment, he saw something that triggered an electric bold down his spine…a picture…his picture-"A stolen shot…" That made him smile even more. And with revived air passages and a big smile plastered on his face he made his way down to where Sendoh was.
****
After a peaceful lunch, Kaede eating 2 whole bowls of Sendoh's chicken curry, much to the delight of Sendoh for a *ninmu ryoukai*, the two went to the grocery, shopping for snacks they planned to munch while they're fishing. Of course, it was all Sendoh's expense despite the struggling of Rukawa to reach some payment to the confused cashier-it was because Sendoh Akira wouldn't risk his *gentleman virtues* for the people he li…love.
After a half an hour drive, two gorgeous lads were sitting right next to each other.
"This is your favorite hang-out?" asked Rukawa while feasting his eyes on the scenery. It was indeed a beauty. A clear pond in the middle of green landscape full of large trees that Rukawa was sure it was there in ages. Aside from that, on the far edge of the place were mountains and the wind was really friendly to them today, although it was a bit chilly. Colorful flowers of all sorts were scattered everywhere giving contrast to the greens. "Heaven alright."
"Heaven it is." said Sendoh not only pertaining to the scenery but with the presence of an angel as well…Rukawa Kaede. He handed his angel a fishing rod, "Know how to use it?"
Of course, Rukawa Kaede is not dumb. He knew how to use a fishing rod and it was not the first time he went fishing. But even though Rukawa had knowledge about these things, he acted as if he didn't - /Need to be close to him…/ "No. Teach me."
Sendoh was more than glad to assist. His lips curved in a big smile who felt like it reached his spikes throughout the teaching process. /Shit, I got to hold him like this…/
In order to have *effective fishing education*, Sendoh wasn't contented with just holding a separate rod and give simple instructions. He placed his own rod to the side and went at the back of Kaede placing himself there…reached both of his hands and rested them on top of Kaede's in a gesture of guiding him. "Here, you throw it as far as possible and wait…so…we wait." said Sendoh as he patiently waited for a fish to eat the bait. But he really wasn't sure if he would like a fish to get into the trap…he was so close to Kaede that it's a little intoxicating. But nevertheless did he not love it being near heaven?
While Kaede?! He was the reddest man in the planet. Their present position is similar an intimate 'back hug' and they have to be like that till a *do'aho* fish would decide to eat his yummy bait. /How I wish there would be no fish stupid enough to eat my worm!!!/ said Rukawa Kaede nearly calling saints in the process.
Rukawa's thoughts were interrupted by a whisper from Sendoh, "Have you ever had a girlfriend? How was she like?"
Now the pale boy Rukawa Kaede turned paler. "Never had." was the soft reply that Sendoh almost missed to catch. Rukawa Kaede had three reasons for being soft spoken all of a sudden, first, the whisper tickles; second, the voice was sexy; and third, they were so close. Something in Rukawa's mind tells him to jump off the pond and scream out to the fishes that his worm was off limits. /Don't ever come near my bait, do'aho/ "You? You seem to be a little experienced with this, how many did you have?" asked Rukawa intending to stop Sendoh's flow of questioning.
"Huh?...Me?...girlfriend?" Sendoh asked totally surprised that the story turned the other way around. "Never had." And with that he let out a nervous laugh.
"Yeah right. Spill it out." Said Rukawa who was a little pissed off that Sendoh had the nerve to deny such an obvious thing.
Again, the whisper…"Why do you want to know? Jealous, Kaede-kun?"
He whispered the words to the internally trembling Rukawa Kaede who again wanted to jump off and re-announce his death threat to the fishes who would dare eat his bait. But then again, to prevent further blushing for his slapping act would be too much for the day, he let out his Iceman image and counteracted Sendoh, "Duh?! If you don't want to tell then don't. I really don't care. Just thought it would be some conversation topic."
"Chill out. I was just kidding. Well…I never really had a real girlfriend. Flings, actually…I limit myself there." Sendoh revealed. But the term fling does not ring a pleasant sound in Rukawa's vocabulary. 'Fling' means an unserious, game-playing relationship. Either sex or decoration…anything but serious. /Not serious…damn/. "No wonder. You were never serious anyway. Even on court, you were always-"
"I'm serious about you."
Shocked…no…Rukawa Kaede was beyond shocked. Did he hear what the thought he heard? He turned towards Sendoh, with eyes waiting for Sendoh to repeat what he said. "What was that again?"
Everything was so unexpected even for Sendoh himself that for the first time he didn't know what to say. Then he finally said something he immediately regretted right after…"I…I mean, I'm…uh…I'm serious…about….uh…*who*…yes…I'm serious about *who*?!" was the stupid cover-up Sendoh Akira had in his entire life. /Shit. I fuckin' chickened out…why the hell?"/ and how he wished he could turn back time.
With all his will to stop bursting into anger, Rukawa Kaede held himself with dignity and replied in his usual tone the words…"Funny Sendoh. I heard what you said." Then he jerked off Sendoh's hand and pushed him aside. "Get off. I can fuckin' fish." Rukawa's coldness silenced Sendoh Akira.
Then came a long painstaking silence. Neither both parties had the guts to talk. Rukawa was brining back his composure as Sendoh was thinking how to tame a wild Rukawa Kaede. Plus the fact that he can't stop thinking why in the world did he chickened out in an important time like this. Finally, an angry thunder broke the silence…tears from the heavens poured…Rukawa got up and left. He can't take it anymore. /Damn you for making me fall/ and his own tears poured as well masked by those of the heavens.
As soon as Rukawa got up to leave, Sendoh followed and grabbed his arm, "Wait up." But Rukawa was determined to go. He pulled himself away and continued to walk.
"Wait up, Kaede." This time, Sendoh held on to Rukawa's wrist a little more tighter telling him that if he's so determined to go, Sendoh Akira is more than determined to explain. But then again, hard-headed Kaede shot back his death glare saying "You have no right to call me by my first name." and with that he shoved Akira down with a little more force than he intended.
"Let me explain." For the third and last time, Sendoh Akira held Rukawa and forced him to face his direction. "Please." And as he said so, the rain poured harder and the two soaked men were left in the middle of green land looking unto each others depths…Sendoh's hand holding Rukawa's.
"Shade." Rukawa said pointing to a large tree about nine meters away from where they stand. Getting the cue, Sendoh pulled Rukawa and ran their way to the shade.
"Let go of my hand, Sendoh." Protested Rukawa as he was being pulled by a surprisingly silent and serious Sendoh Akira.
"I won't let go. Knock me down for all you want, I won't let go." Said Sendoh that silently told Rukawa to just shut up and comply.
****
At last, they were able to reach the shade and the two men stopped to catch their breaths…Sendoh still holding on to Rukawa's hand. Rukawa was the first to speak up…"What now?"
Before Sendoh answered, he sat down and pulled Rukawa beside him never letting go as he had said. The dejected Sendoh Akira supported himself in the tree trunk and was silent. As the harsh wind blew and the hard rain fell, the two sat in uncomfortable silence. Waiting for somebody to talk…
Finally, Sendoh decided to speak up…"I'm an asshole, Kaede. The great Sendoh Akira is nothing but an asshole."
Rukawa was shocked by this. He never expected those words coming from a proud and happy Sendoh Akira. But-"And now you're self-pitying. It doesn't fit you." was the bitter reply from him.
"But this is who I am." said Sendoh as he lifted his sad features and turned to look at his companion. Rukawa on the other hand was taken aback. He remained silent and let Sendoh talk his way through. "I didn't have enough courage. I…I…gomen."
With that, Rukawa squeezed his hand, the one held be Sendoh and said, "Now is the time…I'm willing to listen."
The two held each others eyes, one giving reassurance and the other one looking for it. No force on earth was able to break the silence…no sound of the pouring rain…no sound of the thunder bolt…they didn't matter to them…
Finally, Sendoh spoke up… "Kaede…gomen. I didn't mean to make you mad or hurt you this way..." Taking a deep breath, Sendoh Akira manage to gather up his courage and continued…"About a while ago, what you heard…you're right about that. I said I was serious about you…then I chickened out. I was frightened you'd be disgusted…this is not so…normal…but I don't care now…I'm serious about you…I really am." emphasizing the seven last words.
Rukawa Kaede was beyond electrified. The man he loved confessed right in his face and he didn't know what to say. He played back the words again and again in his head and tried to understand each and every word…his whole world stopped revolving when suddenly Sendoh continued…
"Ai Shiteiru, Kaede."
And all he knew was he was kissing Sendoh Akira amidst the strongest intensity of the rain.
****
Back in Kanagawa…
"Guys, do you think Sendoh-san and Rukawa would be you know…uhm…like together? Get what I mean?" asked Ikegami as he played with the fishes in Sendoh's aquarium. Everyone was almost done in the house chores they promised their Sendoh-san and now most of them are just hanging around the corner talking about their missing captain.
"I get what you mean, Ikegami-kun but by the looks of Sendoh, I doubt it. I'm perfectly sure he'll chicken out in perfect timing….probably because it was the first time he was serious." Replied Koshino who had most of the work in the house. /Why the hell did I have to volunteer for doing the damn cleaning?/
"I OBJECT!!!" shouted Hikoichi who was burning mad from Koshino's remark. "Sendoh-san's no chicken. As of the latest tally, he had 35 girlfriends since freshman years. I'm sure Rukawa Kaede's name will be on this notebook in time. I have faith in Sendoh-san!"
"You're wrong. They were not his girlfriends…they're what he call as 'flings' you moron!" Koshino said starting the battle with Hikoichi. "You don't know Sendoh Akira more than I do."
The Uozumi had an idea in mind. "Let's have a bet then. Whoever loses will have to strip down."
"And that's not me. Once is enough. Deal!" complied Koshino. And everyone placed their bets, all on Sendoh except for Koshino.
Meanwhile…
****
Sendoh broke off the kiss. The two gasped in for air. Rukawa Kaede was still on shock. /My first kiss…/ Sendoh, on the other hand smiled lightly and placed his forehead on Kaede's. "Now that I have spilled it all out, would you ever forgive me?"
"…."
Sendoh was terrified. /What the hell did I do?/ Rukawa Kaede remained in shock. "Oi, Kaede…can you at least tell me something?! Punch me, kick me, slap me, curse me…do what ever you like just please do some-"
A kiss…Rukawa Kaede ate Sendoh Akira's words in a kiss.
It was Sendoh's turn to be stuck in shock.
"Now that I've spilled it all out, can you at least tell me something?" Rukawa said imitating the words of Sendoh Akira.
Too weak to scream out for joy, Sendoh Akira resorted to just letting off a wonderful smile, held Rukawa's face in between his hands and with sincere words he said, "Ai Shiteiru, Rukawa Kaede."
"Ai Shiteiru, Sendoh Akira."
****
"K'so! It's 9 o'clock…where the hell could he be?" cursed Koshino. Who was endlessly pacing around the room for the past hour.
"I think it's more of where the hell are THEY, Koshino." teased Uozumi. Koshino paled…Sendoh should be back if he failed, but if something interesting happened, it would definitely mean two things, they're together and he will have to strip…alone…again.
/Argh…Sendoh!!!/
****
On the other side of Japan, two young men were driving back to Kanagawa. Sendoh holding Rukawa's hand as he shifted his car to automatic mode. On their background was a soothing love song and above them were the stars of the night sky. They drove in companionable silence.
After some time, Rukawa asked, "Akira, what if other people knew about us…what would you do?"
"I'll admit it. I'll tell them you're my boyfriend and they're out of it…if they're my friends or if they care so much about me then they'll understand. If not, then I don't need them." Sendoh replied smiling as he squeezed Rukawa's hand telling him that he's serious about him…and about them. "Why ask? Do you plan to deny me?"
"No…I…" The truth is, Rukawa doesn't have any lead on what will happen if other people knew. First of all, they're both men and it's not widely accepted. But on the other hand, he felt true love for this person beside him…he's totally confused.
"It's up to you if you would acknowledge me or not. It's a test, Kaede. If you love me that much then you wouldn't have to pretend…we wouldn't have to pretend not being together and not loving each other when we do. But if you feelings for me are…" Rukawa cut off Sendoh's next words…
"Shhhh…" said Rukawa as he placed a finger on Sendoh's lips in an attempt to silence him. "I truly love you. I shouldn't have asked such a stupid question, gomen. To hell with everyone…except for you and me." And with that he reached in to kiss Sendoh in the cheek.
"Let's go home…" Sendoh Akira said driving in full speed as they entered the city of Kanagawa.
****
The next morning came and Sendoh Akira found himself sprawled across someone else's bed only in his boxers. "Kaede…"
He searched for a clock and realized it was 1 in the afternoon. He had been sleeping for more than half of the day and he did not even returned home. Then flashes of yesterday flooded his mind. He grabbed a pillow and hugged it tight. "Kaede…" He turned to his side to find his picture confined in a frame /a stolen shot…/ and below it was a familiar piece of pink paper with the familiar handwriting….his love letter, Rukawa had read it. He read his letter again, blushing while doing so, thinking of how corny he had become through the years.
After reading his letter he stood up to do his morning routine when a blue paper with Rukawa's handwriting caught his attention. It was placed under the pillow he grabbed a while ago and the handwriting sure was neat. Though he knew it was unethical to probe into other people's privacy, he was tempted to read the contents /I'm the boyfriend now so, I think I have the right…/
To his surprise, it was a love letter, Rukawa's love letter for him…
Akira,
When I first met you, I was beyond madness. You defeated me and forced me to swallow my pride. You challenged me to games that I was never victor. And even if I legally won a game, you're performance would always mask mine. You're the better player than I am…that pisses me off.
But when I laid myself to bed last night and thought of you, I realized that I wasn't mad at you but I was with myself…I let you pass through my barrier without any effort at all. I cannot believe somebody had invaded me and forced me to fall…in love with you. Then I told myself how nuts I have become but then I heard myself say that I'd be happier to be called as such than not to feel these emotions for you.
I love you, Akira. There's no other person who had made me feel this way but you. If you could give me a chance to express what I truly feel, then
"Then what?" Sendoh Akira asked no one in particular. He sure was curious for the letter was left unfinished. Suddenly he realized that Rukawa had the intention of courting him when Sendoh himself thought of courting Rukawa. He blushed…he can't wait to see his Kaede.
With a tough speed, almost like he flew from Rukawa's room to the kitchen where he saw his boyfriend cooking. "You're awake. My turn to let you taste my specialty…" said Kaede as he greeted his boyfriend with a kiss. He then let Sendoh have a taste of his cooking, "Good?"
"Love it." Was the reply from Akira. "Kaede?"
The clueless Rukawa Kaede, continued to stir the food and went on talking, "I called your house and Koshino was there. He told me to tell you that you're a jerk and don't ever come home. I told him about us too."
"Then? What did he say?" asked Sendoh. He was happy that indeed, his boyfriend acknowledged their relationship and had the concern of letting his best friend know of the facts.
"He sounded as if somebody died, I think he was crying. He said he'll go naked again because of you…I don't understand that though."
"Neither do I." replied Sendoh as he put off the stove and turned Rukawa to face him holding unto his waist. "Kaede, I found this…" he showed the letter to Rukawa who instantly turned red from embarrassment. "You…read…it?" he shyly asked.
"Yeah…I want you to tell me the rest. Right now." Was the soft demand from Sendoh. He was dying to know the rest. His boyfriend was silent and was getting colder as time passed. This was a little embarrassing but at the same time overly sweet, Sendoh prompted him to continue.
"You said that if I could only give you a chance to express what you feel then…what's next?"
"Then…" started Rukawa.
"Then?"
"Then I assure you that you'll never regret it. I love you Sendoh Akira." Continued the younger boy as he looked at Sendoh with heartfelt eyes.
Sendoh Akira smiled and said, "I certainly won't." And the couple kissed. "I love you."
****
Meanwhile, an angry voice echoed the whole district of Kanagawa…
"Akira, you jerk!!!"
The End