Hi fancics! This is a story that relates to past life.So ummmmm...read and
enjoy.Well um....please review...Tell me if it's stupid.
~*~*~Life of Nothingness~*~*~ Chapter 1 Longing a life *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Have you ever heard or believe in past life?Ever had a lonely feeling in the pit of your heart.A feeling like you don't belong.A feeling like something important was taken away and you want it back.Well I'm here to tell you a story.A story of a life within life.A story of continued love.My story............
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My life started out normal,loving parents and a warm home.Yet......... I never really felt like I belonged.I cry alot sometimes...for no reason at all.I feel empty inside.Lost.....uncomplete. I'm waiting....for what?I don't know.But it's close..what ever it is..It's coming..I can feel it.
Everything that is about to happen was all pulled together by fate.
Yes fate....how else would you explain all the happenings in my life.
fate caused my father's accident.Fate caused my mother to come to a complete break down.Fate made my life hell.But in a way it cured me.My wounds inside.It made me whole.It brought me to my love.It gave me back my memories.It sent me to live with my aunt.That was how we met again.That was how I became Kagome once again.That was how the jewel of four souls brought us back to a world of the past.Where demons lurk in the night and life is just another story.
Now before I tell you the true story, let me ask you once again.Do you believe in fate?
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I was on my way to live with my aunt in japan.Back to kyoto.Back to my child hood.
I had just gotten off the airplane.My aunt was there to pick me up.We drove silently through the city.
So many memories from this place...
Why did we ever leave here...
We passed houses,children playing... The journey was quiet.I saw a white dog run by in front of a boy.A boy around 17 or 18. He looked familiar some how.The boy looked up.Our eyes locked.We passed by him.He seemed familiar somehow...Why was my heart thumping so....?
"Hikari why are you so quiet?"my aunt asked me "um..I'm just thinking about things." "I know it's been tough but life goes on"I kept quiet.We stayed quiet the rest of the way there.
I had fallen asleep when we arrived at the house.It's been a long time since I've slept after father's accident.The house was pretty big.Two stories high.There were vines around it and flowers grew everywhere.It gave off a sense of the forest.Mysterious and wild.
My room was painted yellow and gave off a welcoming warmth.I looked through the window.It faced the garden.The garden was beautiful.The fact that it was aloud to grow wild made it look beautiful.How odd though.There was a well right in the middle of it.There it was again.A familiar feeling in my heart.It was as if I had been here before.Well of course I've been here.I lived here as a little girl.It was grandma's house.That's why we moved away.After grandma died mother couldn't stand living here so we left.I sat by the window thinking silently about the recent horrible events in my life.I felt as if nothing would ever bring me back to the world of happiness.I felt like I was never gonna stop feeling depressed.I felt so blocked away from the world.
Poor mother...they put her in the hospital.After the accident she came to a shock.She wouldn't eat or drink.She didn't even look at me the day I came in.She just stared at the ceiling.She couldn't even recognize me.A tear trickeled down my face.I ignored it.They wanted to take me away.But I wouldn't leave mother.I tried to stay but they forced me to go with my aunt.
I sighed and went to lay on my bed.Tears poured down my face uncontrollably.I fell asleep crying.
~*~*~Life of Nothingness~*~*~ Chapter 1 Longing a life *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Have you ever heard or believe in past life?Ever had a lonely feeling in the pit of your heart.A feeling like you don't belong.A feeling like something important was taken away and you want it back.Well I'm here to tell you a story.A story of a life within life.A story of continued love.My story............
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My life started out normal,loving parents and a warm home.Yet......... I never really felt like I belonged.I cry alot sometimes...for no reason at all.I feel empty inside.Lost.....uncomplete. I'm waiting....for what?I don't know.But it's close..what ever it is..It's coming..I can feel it.
Everything that is about to happen was all pulled together by fate.
Yes fate....how else would you explain all the happenings in my life.
fate caused my father's accident.Fate caused my mother to come to a complete break down.Fate made my life hell.But in a way it cured me.My wounds inside.It made me whole.It brought me to my love.It gave me back my memories.It sent me to live with my aunt.That was how we met again.That was how I became Kagome once again.That was how the jewel of four souls brought us back to a world of the past.Where demons lurk in the night and life is just another story.
Now before I tell you the true story, let me ask you once again.Do you believe in fate?
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I was on my way to live with my aunt in japan.Back to kyoto.Back to my child hood.
I had just gotten off the airplane.My aunt was there to pick me up.We drove silently through the city.
So many memories from this place...
Why did we ever leave here...
We passed houses,children playing... The journey was quiet.I saw a white dog run by in front of a boy.A boy around 17 or 18. He looked familiar some how.The boy looked up.Our eyes locked.We passed by him.He seemed familiar somehow...Why was my heart thumping so....?
"Hikari why are you so quiet?"my aunt asked me "um..I'm just thinking about things." "I know it's been tough but life goes on"I kept quiet.We stayed quiet the rest of the way there.
I had fallen asleep when we arrived at the house.It's been a long time since I've slept after father's accident.The house was pretty big.Two stories high.There were vines around it and flowers grew everywhere.It gave off a sense of the forest.Mysterious and wild.
My room was painted yellow and gave off a welcoming warmth.I looked through the window.It faced the garden.The garden was beautiful.The fact that it was aloud to grow wild made it look beautiful.How odd though.There was a well right in the middle of it.There it was again.A familiar feeling in my heart.It was as if I had been here before.Well of course I've been here.I lived here as a little girl.It was grandma's house.That's why we moved away.After grandma died mother couldn't stand living here so we left.I sat by the window thinking silently about the recent horrible events in my life.I felt as if nothing would ever bring me back to the world of happiness.I felt like I was never gonna stop feeling depressed.I felt so blocked away from the world.
Poor mother...they put her in the hospital.After the accident she came to a shock.She wouldn't eat or drink.She didn't even look at me the day I came in.She just stared at the ceiling.She couldn't even recognize me.A tear trickeled down my face.I ignored it.They wanted to take me away.But I wouldn't leave mother.I tried to stay but they forced me to go with my aunt.
I sighed and went to lay on my bed.Tears poured down my face uncontrollably.I fell asleep crying.