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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* A life of nothingness-chapter2 *~*~dreams in darkness~*~* ***************************************
I was walking in darkness.It was cold, really cold.I couldn't see.All was dark.The feeling of being alone and empty was in my heart.I walked and walked without knowing where I was going.It was so cold..so cold....
I heard giggles.A child's voice.It sounded like it was behind me.I turned.nothing..all darkness.Then there it was again.I turned.still nothing.
I kept walking faster.The floor was wet and ice cold.Everything was dark.
"hikari....(giggles)"
I gasped and turned around in a circle.Searching for the owner of the voice.
"who...who's there?"I asked my voice shakey.
"Hikari....(giggles)"
The child's voice whispered my name quietly.
"Who are you?"I asked weakly
"(giggles)Don't you remember?(giggles) I'm you"
"I don't understand...tell me what you mean?"
"(giggles)"The voice faded out.
"Hikari?"
"Hikari?come down dear dinner's ready."My aunt's voice echoed from downstairs.
I opened my eyes.It was all a dream.I sighed...what did it mean?"Sigh..."
I got up and went to wash my face.Then went down for dinner.
"there you are.What took you so long?''My aunt asked
"Oh I fell asleep"
"You look kind of pale.Are you all right?"
"Yeah I'm fine"
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah..."I answered softly
I sat down and helped myself to some rice and some salty fish.
"I have work tomorow so I won't be home.You can visit the town if you like.You do remember your way around?"
"Yes I do.Don't worry about me.I can take care of my self.I'm 16 you know.You needn't treat me like a child."
"I know, I'm sorry.It's just because of everything that's happened.I'm worried about you.I know it's been hard for you.I know how it feels.My sister in this condition after her husband's death leaves me great pain."
"They sent her to a mental hospital for god's sakes!"I yelled tears poured out of my eyes.I ran up stairs and slammed the door,and just fell on my bed crying for the hundredth time today.I couldn't sleep much the rest of the night.I had so many thoughts running through my mind.
I got up and went to the window.
It was around midnight.
The garden was dark and still.
As though time had stopped there.
The stars were so beautiful.There was a full moon out tonight.I starred at the moon.It felt like Deja Vu again.It felt like something special was supposed to happen during the full moon...How silly I can be sometimes.There was that feeling again as if I lost something.I felt like I just wanted to cry.But strangely it was not at the lost of my father but something else.For a moment I felt like I was missing something.Once more I felt emptiness.My thoughts came across the strange boy I saw today.
That boy was so familiar...I've never seen him before though...Who could he be?....
I sighed and layed back on my bed.Sleep came to me shortly.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* A life of nothingness-chapter2 *~*~dreams in darkness~*~* ***************************************
I was walking in darkness.It was cold, really cold.I couldn't see.All was dark.The feeling of being alone and empty was in my heart.I walked and walked without knowing where I was going.It was so cold..so cold....
I heard giggles.A child's voice.It sounded like it was behind me.I turned.nothing..all darkness.Then there it was again.I turned.still nothing.
I kept walking faster.The floor was wet and ice cold.Everything was dark.
"hikari....(giggles)"
I gasped and turned around in a circle.Searching for the owner of the voice.
"who...who's there?"I asked my voice shakey.
"Hikari....(giggles)"
The child's voice whispered my name quietly.
"Who are you?"I asked weakly
"(giggles)Don't you remember?(giggles) I'm you"
"I don't understand...tell me what you mean?"
"(giggles)"The voice faded out.
"Hikari?"
"Hikari?come down dear dinner's ready."My aunt's voice echoed from downstairs.
I opened my eyes.It was all a dream.I sighed...what did it mean?"Sigh..."
I got up and went to wash my face.Then went down for dinner.
"there you are.What took you so long?''My aunt asked
"Oh I fell asleep"
"You look kind of pale.Are you all right?"
"Yeah I'm fine"
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah..."I answered softly
I sat down and helped myself to some rice and some salty fish.
"I have work tomorow so I won't be home.You can visit the town if you like.You do remember your way around?"
"Yes I do.Don't worry about me.I can take care of my self.I'm 16 you know.You needn't treat me like a child."
"I know, I'm sorry.It's just because of everything that's happened.I'm worried about you.I know it's been hard for you.I know how it feels.My sister in this condition after her husband's death leaves me great pain."
"They sent her to a mental hospital for god's sakes!"I yelled tears poured out of my eyes.I ran up stairs and slammed the door,and just fell on my bed crying for the hundredth time today.I couldn't sleep much the rest of the night.I had so many thoughts running through my mind.
I got up and went to the window.
It was around midnight.
The garden was dark and still.
As though time had stopped there.
The stars were so beautiful.There was a full moon out tonight.I starred at the moon.It felt like Deja Vu again.It felt like something special was supposed to happen during the full moon...How silly I can be sometimes.There was that feeling again as if I lost something.I felt like I just wanted to cry.But strangely it was not at the lost of my father but something else.For a moment I felt like I was missing something.Once more I felt emptiness.My thoughts came across the strange boy I saw today.
That boy was so familiar...I've never seen him before though...Who could he be?....
I sighed and layed back on my bed.Sleep came to me shortly.