Authors note: Argh! The clock is ticking. It's close to 1 Jan now. I'd
better hurry up and write!
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Nikki's POV
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I opened the door to Jay's locker room and looked inside. He wasn't there. Good. I unzipped his bag and started looking for his diary. I DID feel guilty about going through his stuff. Honestly I did. But I HAD to find out how he felt about Adam. It was going to tear both of them apart if they carried on like this, I had to know.
I finally found his notebook, (did he really think I wouldn't find it inside the mini-bar?) and opened the front page.
Then I shut it again.
I couldn't read it.
I had to.
I opened the front page again. The word 'Adam' caught my eye. I couldn't help it. I read it.
Dear Diary,
I saw Adam again today. Looking as gorgeous as ever. Oh man I have to stop thinking like that! If he ever knew he'd kill me. Or jump off of a bridge. Either way he'd be totally disgusted. I don't think I'm Gay. It's not men I like, It's just him. Adam. I love him. I do. Oh Gawd I have to stop thinking like this. I moved to RAW to keep myself from going crazy around him. I thought he'd hate me for it but he tried to apologise a few days ago. I nearly told him how I felt, then I caught myself. I yelled at him instead and threw him out. He'll hate me now. But dammit I still love him!
Until the next time,
Jason
I stared a the book in my hand. IT WAS TRUE! I had to tell Adam.
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1 hour later. Adam's POV
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I couldn't believe it.
I looked up at Nikki. The girl who's given me the diary one hour ago. I'd just finished it. I still couldn't believe that Jay loved me. I had to tell him. I stood up.
"Where are you going?" asked Nikki.
"Jay. I have to tell him I love him"
Nikki stood up. I though for a moment she was going to stop me. But then she hugged me.
"Good luck!" she said.
"Thanks" I said "I'm gonna need it!"
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Nikki's POV
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I opened the door to Jay's locker room and looked inside. He wasn't there. Good. I unzipped his bag and started looking for his diary. I DID feel guilty about going through his stuff. Honestly I did. But I HAD to find out how he felt about Adam. It was going to tear both of them apart if they carried on like this, I had to know.
I finally found his notebook, (did he really think I wouldn't find it inside the mini-bar?) and opened the front page.
Then I shut it again.
I couldn't read it.
I had to.
I opened the front page again. The word 'Adam' caught my eye. I couldn't help it. I read it.
Dear Diary,
I saw Adam again today. Looking as gorgeous as ever. Oh man I have to stop thinking like that! If he ever knew he'd kill me. Or jump off of a bridge. Either way he'd be totally disgusted. I don't think I'm Gay. It's not men I like, It's just him. Adam. I love him. I do. Oh Gawd I have to stop thinking like this. I moved to RAW to keep myself from going crazy around him. I thought he'd hate me for it but he tried to apologise a few days ago. I nearly told him how I felt, then I caught myself. I yelled at him instead and threw him out. He'll hate me now. But dammit I still love him!
Until the next time,
Jason
I stared a the book in my hand. IT WAS TRUE! I had to tell Adam.
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1 hour later. Adam's POV
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I couldn't believe it.
I looked up at Nikki. The girl who's given me the diary one hour ago. I'd just finished it. I still couldn't believe that Jay loved me. I had to tell him. I stood up.
"Where are you going?" asked Nikki.
"Jay. I have to tell him I love him"
Nikki stood up. I though for a moment she was going to stop me. But then she hugged me.
"Good luck!" she said.
"Thanks" I said "I'm gonna need it!"