Hi All! This is my first attempt at a fanfiction so please tell me what you
think of it no matter how bad! :o) ummm.. ohh ya Sailor Moon does not
belong to me!
As she did at the end of every day, Serena thought about things she had done and tried her best to evaluate her actions and make them better. As usual, she prayed in particular for three things.
~*~*~*~*~ patience.~*~*~*~*~
As much as Raye, and sometimes the other girls would like to believe, she knew how childish some of her actions were and she really did try her best to keep her temper under control. She thought sheepishly on how she had totally lost it earlier today at the scout meeting when Raye had offered what Serena tried her best to look on as 'constructive criticism'. She knew her friend meant well, but a lot of her words really did cut, and helped to intensify the doubts that she already had. How could she protect her family, and the other scouts if she could barely manage to get her act together to beat a measly 'cardigan' as Luna and Amy had been referring to the new enemy? She was after all the leader of the Sailor Scouts, it was her responsibility to look after her friends.
~*~*~*~*~ .for her loved ones to be watched over.~*~*~*~*~
Even as she thought these words she could see her closest friends and family in her mind's eye. Raye, Amy, Lita, Mina, and even Luna and Artemis, what would she do without them? Sometimes she thought that they were the only people in her life keeping her sane. Her family. It scared her to death that she wouldn't make it home from a battle one day. who would take care of her family then? Serena knew that many thought her incompetent, but she did everything in her power (which was quite a lot when you consider that she was a superhero) to keep them safe. Rini, she really did love that little pink spore no matter what she said. These days she found herself just pushing on for her sake, because then there was Darien.
~*~*~*~*~ . to find love.~*~*~*~*~
Something she had prayed for ever since she learned what love was, just thinking these thoughts she could feel his arms come around her waist and pull her closer to him. He put a loving kiss on the top of her shoulder, and then on the side of her neck. As he did this she turned to face him and saw- her wall. Because as it turned out she needn't have bothered praying to find love, she had found her love a thousand years ago, and just recently found him again. No, finding love had never been a problem for her- always so full of love, getting it in return whenever she gave it. Maybe that was why it was so much harder on her when Darien had suddenly seeing her without any explanation whatsoever. It seemed that finding love was easy -it was wherever she looked- losing it was gut wrenchingly hard something she had gone through during the Silver Millenium and knew all too well. But keeping love- that was what Serena looked on as impossible.
Well that's it, it was just a small idea I had in my head. anyone have any ideas for what I should do with it? Please Review!
As she did at the end of every day, Serena thought about things she had done and tried her best to evaluate her actions and make them better. As usual, she prayed in particular for three things.
~*~*~*~*~ patience.~*~*~*~*~
As much as Raye, and sometimes the other girls would like to believe, she knew how childish some of her actions were and she really did try her best to keep her temper under control. She thought sheepishly on how she had totally lost it earlier today at the scout meeting when Raye had offered what Serena tried her best to look on as 'constructive criticism'. She knew her friend meant well, but a lot of her words really did cut, and helped to intensify the doubts that she already had. How could she protect her family, and the other scouts if she could barely manage to get her act together to beat a measly 'cardigan' as Luna and Amy had been referring to the new enemy? She was after all the leader of the Sailor Scouts, it was her responsibility to look after her friends.
~*~*~*~*~ .for her loved ones to be watched over.~*~*~*~*~
Even as she thought these words she could see her closest friends and family in her mind's eye. Raye, Amy, Lita, Mina, and even Luna and Artemis, what would she do without them? Sometimes she thought that they were the only people in her life keeping her sane. Her family. It scared her to death that she wouldn't make it home from a battle one day. who would take care of her family then? Serena knew that many thought her incompetent, but she did everything in her power (which was quite a lot when you consider that she was a superhero) to keep them safe. Rini, she really did love that little pink spore no matter what she said. These days she found herself just pushing on for her sake, because then there was Darien.
~*~*~*~*~ . to find love.~*~*~*~*~
Something she had prayed for ever since she learned what love was, just thinking these thoughts she could feel his arms come around her waist and pull her closer to him. He put a loving kiss on the top of her shoulder, and then on the side of her neck. As he did this she turned to face him and saw- her wall. Because as it turned out she needn't have bothered praying to find love, she had found her love a thousand years ago, and just recently found him again. No, finding love had never been a problem for her- always so full of love, getting it in return whenever she gave it. Maybe that was why it was so much harder on her when Darien had suddenly seeing her without any explanation whatsoever. It seemed that finding love was easy -it was wherever she looked- losing it was gut wrenchingly hard something she had gone through during the Silver Millenium and knew all too well. But keeping love- that was what Serena looked on as impossible.
Well that's it, it was just a small idea I had in my head. anyone have any ideas for what I should do with it? Please Review!