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~"~May 15, 195 AC ~
~Hi, this is the first time I get to write in you, and Cathy says that I can say whatever I want in here and everything that happened during the day. I can say whatever I feel and think and do each day.
I still feel sad my friends left, I miss them and when they left, Sis let me hide and cry and she told me that they would come back, just fine. I know she's right, but I still miss them and Faith isn't as happy either. She doesn't want to play with me and she whines a little bit at the door sometimes, but I tell her they are going to come back in a little while and she just lays down and sleeps. I don't want anything to happen to them, because they're fighting the war and they have to kill other people so they come home.
Today, I helped Cathy feed the animals, I saw the big lion they call Lerado, the bears and elephants, and the tigers. Enchantress remembered me after she sniffed my hand a couple of times, then she let me pet her and Zita said that she was strong enough to ride like she did. Chant laid down and she let me climb on her back, and I held her fur tight and closed my eyes, but Zita told her to circle and she did in a really big area, letting me rider her and running really fast. I felt like I was in Zero again, I was free. The manager said that maybe, I could help train the animals and help Zita with her shows, maybe I could be in one!
The manager is nice and he says that he's glad I am staying with Cathy, then he laughed and asked Cathy how many brothers she did have. Cathy said she didn't know but she guessed a lot, and she helped them when she could and that they helped her and the circus in return, but I wasn't sure why they were laughing so much.
I don't really know what else to say, it's getting late and Cathy is tired. She just got done with another show. She said that I could send a letter to the others tonight, but I had to do it before she fell asleep, because I don't really know how.
Cathy says that if I want to, I have to send them a letter now because she was going to go to sleep soon and that I had to too, it is getting really late."~
Heero put his pen down and closed the journal, marking his page and putting it on the small table, the Velcro strips interlocking. Standing up and yawning, Heero looked at Cathy who smiled sadly. "I'm ready now."
Cathy smiled, crossing over to the kitchenette with her laptop and setting it down. "I see we've already started writing in our journal. Do you like it?"
Heero crossed over, Faith at his heels though her head was hanging and her tail falling down limply. "Uh huh, I said everything that happened, but it wasn't a lot. When are they coming back Sis?"
Clicking away at the keys, the young woman looked up into the pleading eyes of her new little brother. With a saddened look, she watched him walk around the small island counter and placed her hand on his shoulder. "I'm not sure, they'll come back when they can, and no one knows when this war will be over to end it for good. I told Trowa to hurry it up, so he'd better." Trying to lighten the mood, she readied the computer for his message. "There you go, go ahead and type whatever you want to and just let me know when you're done, okay?"
With a heavy sigh and a sorrowful heart, Heero nodded and began to type his day away, making sure to put something in for each of them, then telling them that he missed his brothers and so did Faith, and he hoped they were all okay. There were his family, his only family and he didn't want to lose his only brothers.
Author's Note: Okay, I'm not really going to post these much anymore. If you haven't read "Innocence Restored", the prequel to this, you won't really know what I'm talking about and Heero's gonna seem REALLY out of character. It'd be best to read the first story then come onto this one. Just a warning. Each journal entry and experience that goes with it will be a new chapter. Till later on that is, when things *don't* look so good for the guys.... *smirks* Please review.... keep reading these and I'm grateful for all of you! *hugs*
~"~May 15, 195 AC ~
~Hi, this is the first time I get to write in you, and Cathy says that I can say whatever I want in here and everything that happened during the day. I can say whatever I feel and think and do each day.
I still feel sad my friends left, I miss them and when they left, Sis let me hide and cry and she told me that they would come back, just fine. I know she's right, but I still miss them and Faith isn't as happy either. She doesn't want to play with me and she whines a little bit at the door sometimes, but I tell her they are going to come back in a little while and she just lays down and sleeps. I don't want anything to happen to them, because they're fighting the war and they have to kill other people so they come home.
Today, I helped Cathy feed the animals, I saw the big lion they call Lerado, the bears and elephants, and the tigers. Enchantress remembered me after she sniffed my hand a couple of times, then she let me pet her and Zita said that she was strong enough to ride like she did. Chant laid down and she let me climb on her back, and I held her fur tight and closed my eyes, but Zita told her to circle and she did in a really big area, letting me rider her and running really fast. I felt like I was in Zero again, I was free. The manager said that maybe, I could help train the animals and help Zita with her shows, maybe I could be in one!
The manager is nice and he says that he's glad I am staying with Cathy, then he laughed and asked Cathy how many brothers she did have. Cathy said she didn't know but she guessed a lot, and she helped them when she could and that they helped her and the circus in return, but I wasn't sure why they were laughing so much.
I don't really know what else to say, it's getting late and Cathy is tired. She just got done with another show. She said that I could send a letter to the others tonight, but I had to do it before she fell asleep, because I don't really know how.
Cathy says that if I want to, I have to send them a letter now because she was going to go to sleep soon and that I had to too, it is getting really late."~
Heero put his pen down and closed the journal, marking his page and putting it on the small table, the Velcro strips interlocking. Standing up and yawning, Heero looked at Cathy who smiled sadly. "I'm ready now."
Cathy smiled, crossing over to the kitchenette with her laptop and setting it down. "I see we've already started writing in our journal. Do you like it?"
Heero crossed over, Faith at his heels though her head was hanging and her tail falling down limply. "Uh huh, I said everything that happened, but it wasn't a lot. When are they coming back Sis?"
Clicking away at the keys, the young woman looked up into the pleading eyes of her new little brother. With a saddened look, she watched him walk around the small island counter and placed her hand on his shoulder. "I'm not sure, they'll come back when they can, and no one knows when this war will be over to end it for good. I told Trowa to hurry it up, so he'd better." Trying to lighten the mood, she readied the computer for his message. "There you go, go ahead and type whatever you want to and just let me know when you're done, okay?"
With a heavy sigh and a sorrowful heart, Heero nodded and began to type his day away, making sure to put something in for each of them, then telling them that he missed his brothers and so did Faith, and he hoped they were all okay. There were his family, his only family and he didn't want to lose his only brothers.
Author's Note: Okay, I'm not really going to post these much anymore. If you haven't read "Innocence Restored", the prequel to this, you won't really know what I'm talking about and Heero's gonna seem REALLY out of character. It'd be best to read the first story then come onto this one. Just a warning. Each journal entry and experience that goes with it will be a new chapter. Till later on that is, when things *don't* look so good for the guys.... *smirks* Please review.... keep reading these and I'm grateful for all of you! *hugs*