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Chapter One-Act of the Light-
Sometimes, I wonder what it feels like, to fly. To fly high, above everything... or to swim... you know what I mean? Anything other than walking... I hate Walking... I hate....everything...
I can't rember it.. But they said I killed an asian guy names Sanjji, or something to that extent. I don;t belong here. I hate it here. Alone in this stupid place. I hate it, its cold..... Like my ancester... but I can;t rember his name...Or any of them..... I can't rember anything,.... Why?....
"Its time for you session Ms. Roivas." I watch as a man enters, tall, short brown hair. Dr. Charles Korotnam. My "doctor". I glare as he sits here. In my cell. Its mine. I glare at the stupid man.
"Are you ready Ms. Roivas?" I feel like snarling...... Im so confused.... So confused...
"Im not insane." I state. How stupid. Sure, now they belive me. Youd think I am by the way im talking... Or thiking.. or both...
"Ms. Roivas, I will ask you again, why did you kill, Shinajo Sanji?" "I didn't kill him." Who WAS he anyway? I hate all of you! Let me go! Go home! "Alex listen, we have told you..."
"You've told me nothing! You lying bitching mother f.."
"Alex!" He shouted angrily.
I watched as he slowly calmed. "Look.." he said after awhile, wow i got his goat, I feel spiecal. He seems to think of what to say. "Look, Alex,I'll tell you again, your in an Doctors Office, a very spcial one.." "Yes, I get my own padded room, how nice." I glare. He sighs. "Alex.." "And don;t call me that!" I snap. I hate him. But why I can;t rmeber..
"Fine then, Look, Im tired.." I liked wtaching him lose his temper. "You are here, In an asylum. Why? Becuase you are insane. You killed a man you don;t know, you can;t rmeber it either."
I glare. "And if you could be calm we could work this out eaiser. My minds soaring. Calm? Im in an asylum, killed someone and can;t rmeber why. How tramtizing right?...Well i must be crazy, I talk to myself......and answer to.... "Fine.." He wans calm? Ill be calm. "Tell me about the man. I killed." "Wh.." "I want to know, Tell me and Ill be calm." There. i had made my deal. He thought. I could see mixed looks. Wonder, Fear? Who knew? This guy was quacker than me. "Fine."
I looked into his eyes. "Well?" He waited a second. What was he doning? Wanting me to be in suspence?
"Shinajo Sanji was a corprate excutive. He was about forty five when he was killed, he was married and had a few kids." "And where did I kill him?" I asked. I was calm. Damn, I didn;t think i would be. "In a convenice store." ....If he was a "corprate excutive" whyd he go to a convenice store? Oh well.... "Well, atleast we talked..." I nod. It was actually kind off good to speak.... Though I hates this guy...
"Well, Im sorry Alex. But I have a schedule..." "I understand." And I did. This guy was creepy.... I have no clue why either... "Who are you goning to "talk" to next?" I ask.
"A new inmate. Her names Ellia."