Journal Entry: November 2002

I'm back home again. It feels great to be home. In my own cozy little hole in the wall. Of course, its time to do some rearranging. But not this trip home. *big sigh* Have I quite mentioned how much I adore Shane? He is just so sweet with me. A very caring gentle guy. We've been dating for 3 weeks now. I've gotten close to a lot of people in the WWE. They've become my family away from my family. Me and Stacy are good friends as well. She's planning on coming over the next chance she gets.

As for the 'STV' thats still going on. Who ever this person is, is really sick and demented. They have me doing so many things on tape, regular everyday stuff, to sleeping to showering. Everything. Well, almost. Everything. Well, its nice and early in the afternoon and I could get some things done around the house here. So I'll write you later tonight.

*Knocking on door*

"Just a second!" I yelled as I got up from my bed and walked over to the door. Expecting it to be Cat so I didnt fix my hair or anything.

"Boo!" Shane said as I opened the door.

"Awwe Shane!!!!! What are you doing here?" I said as I kissed him and invited him inside.

"I came here to suprise you. Besides, it wasnt that hard to get your address out of Stacy so I could get here."

"Well, I'm glad she gave you my address. Come in. How long you gonna be here? The day, your entire days off? Till we go back out?"

"Till we go back out on the road. On the road again."

"Good. I dont think I could've handled a whole 3 days without you!" I said as I wrapped my arms around his waist and slightly bit his chin.

Shane then leaned in and kissed me. The kiss grew more passionate with each passing moment. I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his body.

"Hey Shane." I said between kisses.

"Yah Sarah?"

"Go easy on me alright. This is my first time."

He stopped kissing me and looked at me in the eyes, "Are you sure you want to do this then?"

"I'm so sure. In fact I'm so positive that I promise to you I will never regret it."

"Then I promise to you, I'll stop if you want me to stop."

"Good."

We began to kiss with more passion then before. Eventually making our way to my room and well.. Ya know.. We made love to each other for the first time. It was kind of a spur of the moment decision, but in all honesty, I think it was the best one we could've made together.

*Few Hours Later*

"Sweetie, wake up. Open them beautiful brown eyes of yours. Sarah Aurora. Wake up!" Shane whispered as he shook me gently.

"What Shane? I'm sleeping here."


"Yes, I'm aware of that sweets. But a friend of yours is here and she wanted me to wake you up. So get up and get dressed."

"Alright, but under one condition."


"Whats that?"

"Kiss me"

"I think I can handle that."

Shane leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. I pulled him in and deepend the kiss a little before getting up and getting dressed. I walked out to my family room to find Cat sitting on my sofa.

"Hey Cathy, whats up with the visit and waking me up?"


"Well, I just wanted to visit my friend. Shese!"

"Well, Im really glad you came to visit. How are things going with you?"

"Things are doing pretty well. Its kind of depressing when your not at Slim's on Saturday's. But we've managed. Of course there's no more random making out with Brittany anymore."

"That was only because it was a dare. Besides, I was seriously plastered. Like no other. Oh, Cat, meet Shane Helms. Shane meet my good friend Cat McCauley." I introduced as Shane walked in the room to go to the kitchen.

"Nice meeting you properly Shane."

"Nice meeting you too Cat. Sarah, I'll be back in a bit, I'm gonna go out to the rite aide. Seen it on my way here. Later. Later Cat." Shane said as he kissed me on my cheek and headed out the door.

"Later babe."

"Awe. He's soo cute Sarah!!!"

"Thanks. But you promise to keep this secret never to repeat it to ANYONE else Cat?"

"Of course I do! What is it?"

"I lost it to Shane."

"OMG! You little sleaze! Just kidding!! When????"

"Earlier today. When he showed up I just couldnt help myself. Its just, he's the absolute sweetest guy. And he's helped me through this whole 'STV' thing. Besides it's not everyday you find a great guy and a superhero mixed into one."

"This is true. Awe, I'm so happy for you."

"Me too. But you know what? You were right!"

"About what?"

"Sex... Sex is great!"

"God I know!!"

We both laughed at the following remarks we made. I had always enjoyed Cat's company and I was glad I could share my news with her. She stood about a half hour Shane had came back from the store. They got to know each other better before she had to go. Her boyfriend, Jason, called and wanted her to hang out with him. Shane and I spent the rest of the day inside cuddling watching TV and or Movies.