I'm really sorry for not updating so long, but I couldn't use my computer
for a few days.. sorry.. anyway, I wanted to say some things because of a
review by lee richardson.. you asked why people like yaoi fics, well, I
don't know about other people, but when I see two people, and I think they
could be a nice couple, I write a story about them, and then I don't care
whether they are gay, straight, bi or whatever. If Legato was a girl, I
would have made this story anyway.. and about Vash: yes, I know Vash is a
girls man, but almost everything of his happy attitude is fake, just
because he doesn't want to show who he really is. So, why can't the girls
chasing be part of that? And even if it isn't.. ever heard over
bisexuality? Anyway, about the pov stuff.. I know it might be a bit
confusing, but it's certainly not 'lazy'. If people want it, I would say
from th ebeginning of a chapters which pov's there are, if any of you would
like that, please say so. And just two more things: first, yes I did work
long on this and I'm sorry if you don't like it but I certainly didn't
waste my time, because I had FUN while writing this, and if you like to do
something, how can you waste your time? And second, no I'm not mad at you,
if people don't like my work, they can just say that.. just wanted to say
some things about it, because I do think I have the right to defend my
"work".
Whew. happy reading.
4- Deserved
Meryl looked at the person before her, at his pale skin, his golden eye and blue hair..
'Legato?' she whispered. 'Are you awake?' She touched his forehead and felt his fever, but he was staring at her, so he was awake.. What should I do? She wondered. Getting a doctor? Calling Vash? Then, she felt his hand touching hers and looked at Legato, who was crying. Guess it's all just to much for him.. She wanted to hold him for one second, but then reminded how much she hated this man, and stood up, letting the crying man, who was begging her to hold him, and to care for him, go.
'Vash!' she screamed. After a few minutes, Vash was with her. 'What?' he asked worried. 'Legato woke up.' Meryl replied calm, after that Vash pushed her away and ran to Legato's room. For a second, Meryl wanted to get mad as she always did, but she figured this was just to important for Vash.. and she was still wondering. The dream.. it was a memory.. why did she see Dream in Legato? Sure, they both had blue hair.. and yellow/golden eyes.. but Legato was a psycho and Dream a nice boy! So..
I looked at him, worried. He looked so pale, and so afraid.. he was crying, probably more because of confusion than sadness.. he was shaking, and seemed so lost.. don't cry.. then, without a second thought, I took his face in my hands and kissed him on his tears. I felt how Meryl was looking really strange at me, but I didn't care. Why would I care? He's just sobbing now, staring at me as I take him in my arms.. 'Are you feeling better?' I asked. No answer. 'Legato..' just a few sobs. 'Legato, answer me.. are you feeling better? Does it still hurt?' He nods and I take that as a 'yes'. 'I..' he whispered. 'I'm.. feeling so.. scared.. so..' sobs again 'alone.. lost.. it's.. so dark..' 'Look at me, Legato.' I said, and he looks at me, scared.. 'Don't be scared' I said. 'Tomorrow, when you're feeling better, we are going outside and I'll teach you how beautiful life can be, and that there's nothing to be scared of.' 'No..' he whispered.. 'No.. I.. don't want.. to go.. outside.. not yet, not yet..' 'Listen Legato' I didn't want to sound mean, this was good for him, right? He couldn't just keep lying there, and do nothing but crying, he needed to be with people! 'You really need this, you want to feel better, don't you?' 'I..I..guess so..' he murmured. I looked at him and sighed: there was nothing left of the blood thirsty psychopath I knew.. the person before me was more like a scared little bunny than a man who carried my left arm, and licked it while watching other people kill each other..
I sighed again and took him in my arms, let his head rest on my shoulder and his tears run down my back.. 'tomorrow,' I said 'We are going outside' He didn't reply, but somehow I knew he agreed.. then, Milly walked into the room with some food so he could eat, and after that sleep and be ready for tomorrow..
'goooooooooooooooooooood morning!'
Legato opened his eyes and looked around himself, surprised, when Vash came dancing into the room and opened the curtains of the small window, which allowed the sun to shine in the blue haired man's eyes.
'It's a beautiful day, and we're going to enjoy it!' Vash said happily, when he tossed some clothes on Legato's bed. 'You can wear that, I expect you to be downstairs for breakfast in ten minutes!' After that, he walked out of the room, leaving a very surprised Legato wondering what he got himself into.
After 15 minutes, Legato walked into the room were Meryl, Milly and Vash were having breakfast. Vash turned around to see Legato, and felt his heart stopped beating for a second.
He looked beautiful.
Legato was wearing the short sleeved, silk blue shirt that Vash gave him, black pants and black shoes. You could see the scars on his left arm, but he didn't seem to care. He still was pretty pale, but looked better.
'Wow, you sure are a handsome man, mister Legato!' Vash looked surprised: did he say that? The voice told him it was Milly, which made him sigh in relief. He didn't want Legato to think..
Legato didn't reply on what Milly said, which made Meryl a little mad. She gave Legato his breakfast, and said, with a somewhat bitchy tone: 'Why are you so late, we're almost finished.' Vash, who wasn't finished, looked surprised at Meryl and Milly said with her usual happy voice 'I am not, Sempai!' Meryl just sighed while walking away, something that made Legato smile a kind of creepy smile..
When they finished their breakfast, Vash walked to the door, only to see Legato wasn't following him. 'Well, are you coming?' The blonde asked. Legato just looked at him with a look that said 'why would I?' Vash sighed, walked to Legato, grabbed his arm and forced him to walk.
It sure was a beautiful day. Kids were playing, the suns were shining.. Vash smiled and felt happy.
'Hey Vash!'
They looked behind, and saw some kids running to Vash. 'Ey, Vash are we going to play?' one of the kids, a very ugly one according to Legato, asked. 'Yeah!' Vash screamed happily 'And I brought a friend!' After that, every kid stared at Legato.
They thought he looked weird, with his blue hair, one golden eye, pale skin and his left arm full of scars and bandages. He didn't seem as nice as Vash.. the gunman seemed to notice the kids didn't really like Legato, and put his arms around the psychopath. 'Don't worry guys, he might look a little weird, but he's really nice, right Legato?' Legato freed himself from Vash' embrace, not replying. He's so silent, Vash thought. What's wrong with him? 'aaaaanyway!' Vash said. 'I'll show you how the game works, Legato! And after that, how about I'll buy you kids some donuts?' after that, the kids seemed to forget their fear, and with screams of joy, they jumped on Vash..
What.. what is happening? I look at some of the kids jumping on Vash the Stampede, toying with him while he screams like a baby.. is this supposed to be a game? Well, I'm not going to play his sick little game! Oh Master.. if only I was with You.. You would never do that, and a superior being like Vash isn't supposed to do this! I turn around and walk away, away from him.. and that pathetic human kids.. I hate them. I never was a kid like that.. What am I doing here? I.. I was supposed to be dead by now! Vash the Stampede.. why can't you understand? I failed.. I couldn't even complete my mission..
'Legato?' I feel hands on my shoulders, don't even need to turn around to know who this is. Vash.. if only I was strong enough to use my powers, so I could just kill everyone in this village, including that pathetic girls he loves so much! I'm sure he wants to kill me then.. but now, I don't even have the strength to talk telepathic to him.. or to reach my Master, why isn't He here? Master? Can You hear me? Do You know I am here? 'What are you thinking?' Vash says.. I close my eyes, and suddenly feel so tired.. 'Master..' I whisper.. he sighs. 'Why are you thinking of Knives? He isn't here, he doesn't know you're here, don't think about him anymore..' Don't think about him? How can I not think of my Master? He made me like this, he.. 'Why are you not with Master? It would make everything so easy.. you are supposed to be with Him, why are you running away?' I feel his arms around me, want to throw them off.. go away, Vash the Stampede, you belong to my Master!
'Because.. Knives took someone who I loved from me.' I nod. 'Rem.' 'Yes, Rem..' 'Why do you love her so much, I mean, she's just a human.. a worthless human, like I am..' 'No Legato, she is not worthless. I care about her, more than anything, or anyone in this world. To me, she's worth more than myself, and more than Knives.' 'That can't be.. because your Brother is a superior being, and she.. she is just a average human..' 'She's a goddess to me.' 'Why?' Vash sighs. 'Because.. because she taught me her way of life, because I respect her. She is to me what Knives is to you. I would die for her, do anything for her..' he smiles. 'I guess you can say she's my 'master'.' I nod, still don't understand it but oh well.. who cares, he will soon return to Master.. 'Legato?' 'hm..' 'Are you coming? I promised the kids donuts and I think you would like one too..' Donuts. Why not.. I can play.. I can play with him, pretend I'm his friend, let him trust me.. and then, my Master will come and I will meet my fate anyway.. I smile. A very good idea.. just let him believe he is succeeding, then.. let him know I will never be his 'friend'. He will be so mad that he kills me, and goes to Master.. yes..
Vash walked out of Legato's room, quietly closing the door. 'Is he sleeping?' a voice asked. Vash turned around, and saw Meryl, who was standing with a bowl of soup. 'Gee Meryl, you scare me!' Then, he looked at the soup 'Yes, he sleeps, better not wake him up now, he'll eat when he wakes up..' Meryl nodded. 'Fine. I suppose he was really tired..' 'Yes..' Vash answered. 'But it was nice today. We played with the kids, well I did and he watched, and after that we ate donuts and I showed him the town.. he was really nice, a bit silent, but nice.. at least not that psycho-like..' Meryl smiled. 'Vash?' Why are you caring for him?' Vash sighed. 'I really don't know..'
That night, Legato was standing by the window, smiling and laying his head on the cold glass. 'Master' he whispered, closed his eyes and sighed. He shivered, because Gunsmoke had cold nights, and imagined his Master's reaction on his failed mission.. the punishment he deserved, for failing the only thing he lived for.. and realising he deserved. 'I deserve..' he kept saying, until he fell asleep, dreaming about his Master..
..well, that's it(for now).. please review.. and just one more thing: I always forget to say 'to be continued', but it continues until I say 'the end', kay? /^.\\
Whew. happy reading.
4- Deserved
Meryl looked at the person before her, at his pale skin, his golden eye and blue hair..
'Legato?' she whispered. 'Are you awake?' She touched his forehead and felt his fever, but he was staring at her, so he was awake.. What should I do? She wondered. Getting a doctor? Calling Vash? Then, she felt his hand touching hers and looked at Legato, who was crying. Guess it's all just to much for him.. She wanted to hold him for one second, but then reminded how much she hated this man, and stood up, letting the crying man, who was begging her to hold him, and to care for him, go.
'Vash!' she screamed. After a few minutes, Vash was with her. 'What?' he asked worried. 'Legato woke up.' Meryl replied calm, after that Vash pushed her away and ran to Legato's room. For a second, Meryl wanted to get mad as she always did, but she figured this was just to important for Vash.. and she was still wondering. The dream.. it was a memory.. why did she see Dream in Legato? Sure, they both had blue hair.. and yellow/golden eyes.. but Legato was a psycho and Dream a nice boy! So..
I looked at him, worried. He looked so pale, and so afraid.. he was crying, probably more because of confusion than sadness.. he was shaking, and seemed so lost.. don't cry.. then, without a second thought, I took his face in my hands and kissed him on his tears. I felt how Meryl was looking really strange at me, but I didn't care. Why would I care? He's just sobbing now, staring at me as I take him in my arms.. 'Are you feeling better?' I asked. No answer. 'Legato..' just a few sobs. 'Legato, answer me.. are you feeling better? Does it still hurt?' He nods and I take that as a 'yes'. 'I..' he whispered. 'I'm.. feeling so.. scared.. so..' sobs again 'alone.. lost.. it's.. so dark..' 'Look at me, Legato.' I said, and he looks at me, scared.. 'Don't be scared' I said. 'Tomorrow, when you're feeling better, we are going outside and I'll teach you how beautiful life can be, and that there's nothing to be scared of.' 'No..' he whispered.. 'No.. I.. don't want.. to go.. outside.. not yet, not yet..' 'Listen Legato' I didn't want to sound mean, this was good for him, right? He couldn't just keep lying there, and do nothing but crying, he needed to be with people! 'You really need this, you want to feel better, don't you?' 'I..I..guess so..' he murmured. I looked at him and sighed: there was nothing left of the blood thirsty psychopath I knew.. the person before me was more like a scared little bunny than a man who carried my left arm, and licked it while watching other people kill each other..
I sighed again and took him in my arms, let his head rest on my shoulder and his tears run down my back.. 'tomorrow,' I said 'We are going outside' He didn't reply, but somehow I knew he agreed.. then, Milly walked into the room with some food so he could eat, and after that sleep and be ready for tomorrow..
'goooooooooooooooooooood morning!'
Legato opened his eyes and looked around himself, surprised, when Vash came dancing into the room and opened the curtains of the small window, which allowed the sun to shine in the blue haired man's eyes.
'It's a beautiful day, and we're going to enjoy it!' Vash said happily, when he tossed some clothes on Legato's bed. 'You can wear that, I expect you to be downstairs for breakfast in ten minutes!' After that, he walked out of the room, leaving a very surprised Legato wondering what he got himself into.
After 15 minutes, Legato walked into the room were Meryl, Milly and Vash were having breakfast. Vash turned around to see Legato, and felt his heart stopped beating for a second.
He looked beautiful.
Legato was wearing the short sleeved, silk blue shirt that Vash gave him, black pants and black shoes. You could see the scars on his left arm, but he didn't seem to care. He still was pretty pale, but looked better.
'Wow, you sure are a handsome man, mister Legato!' Vash looked surprised: did he say that? The voice told him it was Milly, which made him sigh in relief. He didn't want Legato to think..
Legato didn't reply on what Milly said, which made Meryl a little mad. She gave Legato his breakfast, and said, with a somewhat bitchy tone: 'Why are you so late, we're almost finished.' Vash, who wasn't finished, looked surprised at Meryl and Milly said with her usual happy voice 'I am not, Sempai!' Meryl just sighed while walking away, something that made Legato smile a kind of creepy smile..
When they finished their breakfast, Vash walked to the door, only to see Legato wasn't following him. 'Well, are you coming?' The blonde asked. Legato just looked at him with a look that said 'why would I?' Vash sighed, walked to Legato, grabbed his arm and forced him to walk.
It sure was a beautiful day. Kids were playing, the suns were shining.. Vash smiled and felt happy.
'Hey Vash!'
They looked behind, and saw some kids running to Vash. 'Ey, Vash are we going to play?' one of the kids, a very ugly one according to Legato, asked. 'Yeah!' Vash screamed happily 'And I brought a friend!' After that, every kid stared at Legato.
They thought he looked weird, with his blue hair, one golden eye, pale skin and his left arm full of scars and bandages. He didn't seem as nice as Vash.. the gunman seemed to notice the kids didn't really like Legato, and put his arms around the psychopath. 'Don't worry guys, he might look a little weird, but he's really nice, right Legato?' Legato freed himself from Vash' embrace, not replying. He's so silent, Vash thought. What's wrong with him? 'aaaaanyway!' Vash said. 'I'll show you how the game works, Legato! And after that, how about I'll buy you kids some donuts?' after that, the kids seemed to forget their fear, and with screams of joy, they jumped on Vash..
What.. what is happening? I look at some of the kids jumping on Vash the Stampede, toying with him while he screams like a baby.. is this supposed to be a game? Well, I'm not going to play his sick little game! Oh Master.. if only I was with You.. You would never do that, and a superior being like Vash isn't supposed to do this! I turn around and walk away, away from him.. and that pathetic human kids.. I hate them. I never was a kid like that.. What am I doing here? I.. I was supposed to be dead by now! Vash the Stampede.. why can't you understand? I failed.. I couldn't even complete my mission..
'Legato?' I feel hands on my shoulders, don't even need to turn around to know who this is. Vash.. if only I was strong enough to use my powers, so I could just kill everyone in this village, including that pathetic girls he loves so much! I'm sure he wants to kill me then.. but now, I don't even have the strength to talk telepathic to him.. or to reach my Master, why isn't He here? Master? Can You hear me? Do You know I am here? 'What are you thinking?' Vash says.. I close my eyes, and suddenly feel so tired.. 'Master..' I whisper.. he sighs. 'Why are you thinking of Knives? He isn't here, he doesn't know you're here, don't think about him anymore..' Don't think about him? How can I not think of my Master? He made me like this, he.. 'Why are you not with Master? It would make everything so easy.. you are supposed to be with Him, why are you running away?' I feel his arms around me, want to throw them off.. go away, Vash the Stampede, you belong to my Master!
'Because.. Knives took someone who I loved from me.' I nod. 'Rem.' 'Yes, Rem..' 'Why do you love her so much, I mean, she's just a human.. a worthless human, like I am..' 'No Legato, she is not worthless. I care about her, more than anything, or anyone in this world. To me, she's worth more than myself, and more than Knives.' 'That can't be.. because your Brother is a superior being, and she.. she is just a average human..' 'She's a goddess to me.' 'Why?' Vash sighs. 'Because.. because she taught me her way of life, because I respect her. She is to me what Knives is to you. I would die for her, do anything for her..' he smiles. 'I guess you can say she's my 'master'.' I nod, still don't understand it but oh well.. who cares, he will soon return to Master.. 'Legato?' 'hm..' 'Are you coming? I promised the kids donuts and I think you would like one too..' Donuts. Why not.. I can play.. I can play with him, pretend I'm his friend, let him trust me.. and then, my Master will come and I will meet my fate anyway.. I smile. A very good idea.. just let him believe he is succeeding, then.. let him know I will never be his 'friend'. He will be so mad that he kills me, and goes to Master.. yes..
Vash walked out of Legato's room, quietly closing the door. 'Is he sleeping?' a voice asked. Vash turned around, and saw Meryl, who was standing with a bowl of soup. 'Gee Meryl, you scare me!' Then, he looked at the soup 'Yes, he sleeps, better not wake him up now, he'll eat when he wakes up..' Meryl nodded. 'Fine. I suppose he was really tired..' 'Yes..' Vash answered. 'But it was nice today. We played with the kids, well I did and he watched, and after that we ate donuts and I showed him the town.. he was really nice, a bit silent, but nice.. at least not that psycho-like..' Meryl smiled. 'Vash?' Why are you caring for him?' Vash sighed. 'I really don't know..'
That night, Legato was standing by the window, smiling and laying his head on the cold glass. 'Master' he whispered, closed his eyes and sighed. He shivered, because Gunsmoke had cold nights, and imagined his Master's reaction on his failed mission.. the punishment he deserved, for failing the only thing he lived for.. and realising he deserved. 'I deserve..' he kept saying, until he fell asleep, dreaming about his Master..
..well, that's it(for now).. please review.. and just one more thing: I always forget to say 'to be continued', but it continues until I say 'the end', kay? /^.\\