Rated: R
Warnings: for things to come mainly language and angst.
Disclaimer: I don't own these guys I just like to mess up their heads. *Laughs evilly followed a smirk to match the laugh* and if you don't like whacha see above. Fuck off!!
Author's Notes: other than the fact that this is taking too damn long to write and say that the following quote ain't mine, I have nothing to say in here. Damn that's a first. Oh the hell well. On with the show and I would like to say I'm sorry for the formatting .I'm having to do this in Works then save it as a Word doc. I hate works, but I'm too broke to buy office2000 I'm also sorry this is so short next one will belonger. Anyways on the show
"Now I see the change, Leaving us it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find, Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take, All alone I seem to break
I am living the best I can, Does this make me not a man"
"Alone I Break" KoRn
Chapter II
Moving On
That's why I don't fight any more. It reminds me of the monster that I was. From there I managed to get a job and work. Many times I didn't eat for days. I finally sprung a better job and was able to get an apartment. And nothing's changed since then. I've been living life one day at a time just trying to survive.
After our first meeting, my brother and I began to meet often. And eventually we caught up all the years we missed. I so happy to have found him. He visits often. Almost every weekend unless I say otherwise. But it's okay. Met my Brother's wife and daughter. She kinda reminds me of me in a way. His wife reminds me of mother, but now where nears as bitchy. She's cool. She and my brother belong together.
This weekend is just the same as the others. In about an hour I expect Gohan to drive up with the family. But this time it's just him. I let him in.
"Where's everybody else?" I ask
"Videl and Pan are having a girls day," he said.
We sat and talked as usual. Reminiscing of old times. Good time when I was happy. Every thing went normal until he popped a question.
"How bout you move in with us lil' bro." he asked "get you into a nice house and out of this ratty apartment."
"Thanks but no thanks" I say
"Why?"
"I have survived by myself and had no help with anything, the point is I haven't had any help didn't need it then and don't need it now"
"Okay but the offer is open incase you change your mind."
I remain quiet. I don't know what brought this on but I wish he would drop it. Like I said before I never needed help and I don't need it now.
Life went on in its usual shitty manner. More bills not enough money and so on. Gohan missed a visit be cause he had a special project he was working on and had to finish it. But it's gets worse; the place where I work is going bankrupt. So me and a lot of other employees are getting screwed over.
Those two weeks went by and I couldn't get the money, and of course I was kicked out of my place. I stayed with friends. But stay with them for more than a night. So there I was living out of my car. It's always been me in the end. Always been in the same boat.
I called my brother
"Hey Gohan how ya doing"
"Just fine. Hey, I've been trying to call you and your land lord said that you were kicked out."
"Yeah"
"Where are you staying?"
"With friends" I lie like I said I'm living in my car.
"Goten I would really you like it if you moved in, you have a good reason now."
I stayed silent. He probably thought I was thinking about moving in but I wasn't. I was thinking of how to tell my brother "no." I finally think of a way and kindly decline. He was of course frustrated at my stubbornness.
My brother just huffed "Goten.."
"NO" I cut him off
"DAMMIT GOTEN. Would you stop being so fucking stubborn? I swear some time your just like mom"
"Now YOU LISTEN HEAR!!! I am nothing like that bitch" I yell and hang up the phone
I eventually was brought to stealing the food I needed. A couple of time I was caught. Usually just a day or two in a holding cell but no hard time. I eventually got shot by one of the storeowners I stole from. I managed to get to the main desk at the hospital and pass out from blood loss.
When I woke up the first thing I thought was I wanted to shoot that man who said a paper cut was the worst pain. Let the bastard see how it feels. I finally swallowed my pride and took my bothers offer. I called him and told him what had happened. And he was at the hospital where I was. I recuperated and I moved in. Actually it was like just me walking in. I didn't have anything I didn't won anything my car and such got repossessed the previous week. Gohan had let me use some of his old clothes and their guest room as mine. Maybe I can salvage something from this long drawn out death that is my life.
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A/N: Whacha think. Now go review!!!! FYI much, much more angsty goodness to come _ *laugh's evilly*
Warnings: for things to come mainly language and angst.
Disclaimer: I don't own these guys I just like to mess up their heads. *Laughs evilly followed a smirk to match the laugh* and if you don't like whacha see above. Fuck off!!
Author's Notes: other than the fact that this is taking too damn long to write and say that the following quote ain't mine, I have nothing to say in here. Damn that's a first. Oh the hell well. On with the show and I would like to say I'm sorry for the formatting .I'm having to do this in Works then save it as a Word doc. I hate works, but I'm too broke to buy office2000 I'm also sorry this is so short next one will belonger. Anyways on the show
"Now I see the change, Leaving us it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find, Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take, All alone I seem to break
I am living the best I can, Does this make me not a man"
"Alone I Break" KoRn
Chapter II
Moving On
That's why I don't fight any more. It reminds me of the monster that I was. From there I managed to get a job and work. Many times I didn't eat for days. I finally sprung a better job and was able to get an apartment. And nothing's changed since then. I've been living life one day at a time just trying to survive.
After our first meeting, my brother and I began to meet often. And eventually we caught up all the years we missed. I so happy to have found him. He visits often. Almost every weekend unless I say otherwise. But it's okay. Met my Brother's wife and daughter. She kinda reminds me of me in a way. His wife reminds me of mother, but now where nears as bitchy. She's cool. She and my brother belong together.
This weekend is just the same as the others. In about an hour I expect Gohan to drive up with the family. But this time it's just him. I let him in.
"Where's everybody else?" I ask
"Videl and Pan are having a girls day," he said.
We sat and talked as usual. Reminiscing of old times. Good time when I was happy. Every thing went normal until he popped a question.
"How bout you move in with us lil' bro." he asked "get you into a nice house and out of this ratty apartment."
"Thanks but no thanks" I say
"Why?"
"I have survived by myself and had no help with anything, the point is I haven't had any help didn't need it then and don't need it now"
"Okay but the offer is open incase you change your mind."
I remain quiet. I don't know what brought this on but I wish he would drop it. Like I said before I never needed help and I don't need it now.
Life went on in its usual shitty manner. More bills not enough money and so on. Gohan missed a visit be cause he had a special project he was working on and had to finish it. But it's gets worse; the place where I work is going bankrupt. So me and a lot of other employees are getting screwed over.
Those two weeks went by and I couldn't get the money, and of course I was kicked out of my place. I stayed with friends. But stay with them for more than a night. So there I was living out of my car. It's always been me in the end. Always been in the same boat.
I called my brother
"Hey Gohan how ya doing"
"Just fine. Hey, I've been trying to call you and your land lord said that you were kicked out."
"Yeah"
"Where are you staying?"
"With friends" I lie like I said I'm living in my car.
"Goten I would really you like it if you moved in, you have a good reason now."
I stayed silent. He probably thought I was thinking about moving in but I wasn't. I was thinking of how to tell my brother "no." I finally think of a way and kindly decline. He was of course frustrated at my stubbornness.
My brother just huffed "Goten.."
"NO" I cut him off
"DAMMIT GOTEN. Would you stop being so fucking stubborn? I swear some time your just like mom"
"Now YOU LISTEN HEAR!!! I am nothing like that bitch" I yell and hang up the phone
I eventually was brought to stealing the food I needed. A couple of time I was caught. Usually just a day or two in a holding cell but no hard time. I eventually got shot by one of the storeowners I stole from. I managed to get to the main desk at the hospital and pass out from blood loss.
When I woke up the first thing I thought was I wanted to shoot that man who said a paper cut was the worst pain. Let the bastard see how it feels. I finally swallowed my pride and took my bothers offer. I called him and told him what had happened. And he was at the hospital where I was. I recuperated and I moved in. Actually it was like just me walking in. I didn't have anything I didn't won anything my car and such got repossessed the previous week. Gohan had let me use some of his old clothes and their guest room as mine. Maybe I can salvage something from this long drawn out death that is my life.
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A/N: Whacha think. Now go review!!!! FYI much, much more angsty goodness to come _ *laugh's evilly*