Disclaimer: Woooaaah – I haven't written for *ages* …I'm oh-so sorry. Anywayz, just reminding you all that I don't own dbz (forgot to do that in the last few chapters).

Chapter six

Her fists were red; she was clenching them so hard that they were going numb. She couldn't go on…she just wanted to leave. There was no point in living anymore.

Falling to her knees, she released her fists, her body shaking. Her lip began to tremble.

It was never supposed to be like this. She was supposed to be happy. She was supposed to love her partner and be loved in return. He was supposed to be there for her, like she was there for him.

Tears fell from her eyes.

No one wanted her. She was like this pathetic little wench…and she hated herself for that.

She cried harder.

She could never let go of him…she was still head over heels in love with him – she always has been. Why was she so damn attached?

Suddenly she began to hit herself, hard.

"Shut up! Stop it! You stupid…weak!"

But the crying continued, it was no use. Had he completely fallen out of love with her?

Coughing back the tears, she slapped herself again.

"Shut up! No one wants someone who cries all the time!"

She stopped; her face was burning.

They say you hurt yourself on the outside to release the pain held inside…

Chichi stood up slowly, not making a sound. Should she go back to him and get over it…or leave him. Could she start over?

"You're the one who did the wrong thing…and I feel bad for it," she sighed.

"Don't"

She quickly looked around to see who said that, but no one was there.

"Goku?" she whispered.

She turned around, frantically searching for him.

"Goku!" she yelled.

No one was there…

She stood there, confused…but at the same time hurt. Almost disillusioned, she walked over to the car and stood before it. Ramming her fist into the window, glass smashed everywhere. Shakily grabbing a sharp blade, she held it to her heart.

She closed her eyes.

"I'll always love you…" she whispered, tensing her body. She took in a big breath.

Just before she plunged it into her heart, memories of her family, sons and friends flashed before her…she opened her eyes and she dropped the blade of glass.

She may of lost Goku…but she wasn't going to lose everyone else too.

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Author's note: Bit of sad chapter, eh? Don't worry…happy times have yet to come! Please review   = ^_^ =

- Lola

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