A/N- I got a review =) ok, this is going to be one more confusing chapter,
but read on and I'll clear everything up. And by the way, I put a (f)
behind David Grinats name, sorry, he's a guy!
Disclaimer- all characters belong to Meg Cabot except for Jade and the other's that are not in TPD. the song 'Dear Lie' belongs to TLC
~Lies~
Mia's POV
Ok I feel guilty. I never saw Jade faint, honestly, I can't be such a mean person not to notice someone faint. Still I didn't see it happen. Michael did and he held her. For a second I felt jealous that he held HER and not ME. Then I felt guilty. Why was I so jealous, it wasn't like her life was any better than mine. Yes, she is a lot prettier with her blond hair, big blue eyes and perfect body, almost better looking than Lana is. but she has a lot of things to hide, and I never saw that until today. Michael is talking to her now. I know that he knows what's going on in her life, but they won't let me on the secter, it's clear they don't really want me here. So I'm just sitting in my chair, writing and sometimes looking out of the window. It's a beautiful night, I can see the moon and the stars, right now I have the feeling that if I just reach out I can touch them but that's all in my head.
Jade's POV
I don't know what to do. How am I ever going to get through this trip. Mia hates me because she believes that I'm getting way to close to Michael. I know how she feels. but it's all a lie. Everything is a lie at the moment. I need to calm down. I think I'll listen to the radio for a minute.
Michael's POV
Why is this all so confusing, I really don't know what I feel. Or maybe I do but I just can't get my feelings out and face up to them. And then all these problems, all these lies. How is this trip ever going to work out? I need to relax a bit, wait, let me check what musci they're playing.
Mia's POV
Hey, they're all listening to the radio, wonder what's on.
~ Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie
Dear lie
You're dumb
You think you've got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I've got your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I've learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Won't let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie
Lie lie
I've got
Your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Wont' let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie
Lie lie
Dear lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie
Lie Lie
Dear lie~
This is so true. Everybody is hiding something, their feelings, this trip or their whole lifes. Wow, in the middle of this song we all looked at eachother and I think that for a moment we all understood that the only way to get throuigh this trip was to let go of all the lies and to rely on eachother. But how on earth are we ever going to do that. Well, that was another of my ideas, it's probably not true either, it won't be that hard, we can all meet the new people, spend time with them and ignore eachother. I guess we're all in eachothers way. I'm confused!!!
Disclaimer- all characters belong to Meg Cabot except for Jade and the other's that are not in TPD. the song 'Dear Lie' belongs to TLC
~Lies~
Mia's POV
Ok I feel guilty. I never saw Jade faint, honestly, I can't be such a mean person not to notice someone faint. Still I didn't see it happen. Michael did and he held her. For a second I felt jealous that he held HER and not ME. Then I felt guilty. Why was I so jealous, it wasn't like her life was any better than mine. Yes, she is a lot prettier with her blond hair, big blue eyes and perfect body, almost better looking than Lana is. but she has a lot of things to hide, and I never saw that until today. Michael is talking to her now. I know that he knows what's going on in her life, but they won't let me on the secter, it's clear they don't really want me here. So I'm just sitting in my chair, writing and sometimes looking out of the window. It's a beautiful night, I can see the moon and the stars, right now I have the feeling that if I just reach out I can touch them but that's all in my head.
Jade's POV
I don't know what to do. How am I ever going to get through this trip. Mia hates me because she believes that I'm getting way to close to Michael. I know how she feels. but it's all a lie. Everything is a lie at the moment. I need to calm down. I think I'll listen to the radio for a minute.
Michael's POV
Why is this all so confusing, I really don't know what I feel. Or maybe I do but I just can't get my feelings out and face up to them. And then all these problems, all these lies. How is this trip ever going to work out? I need to relax a bit, wait, let me check what musci they're playing.
Mia's POV
Hey, they're all listening to the radio, wonder what's on.
~ Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie
Dear lie
You're dumb
You think you've got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I've got your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I've learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Won't let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie
Lie lie
I've got
Your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Wont' let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie
Lie lie
Dear lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie
Lie Lie
Dear lie~
This is so true. Everybody is hiding something, their feelings, this trip or their whole lifes. Wow, in the middle of this song we all looked at eachother and I think that for a moment we all understood that the only way to get throuigh this trip was to let go of all the lies and to rely on eachother. But how on earth are we ever going to do that. Well, that was another of my ideas, it's probably not true either, it won't be that hard, we can all meet the new people, spend time with them and ignore eachother. I guess we're all in eachothers way. I'm confused!!!