A/N thanks so much for all the reviews!!! I hope you like this chapter and
it's full of emotions. I feel great! Espically because I have only two
weeks for summer vacation that will last for whole two months and ten days!
And today I didn't go to school!
Sometimes Bad Leads To Good
Chapter Two: Safe At Last
"Oh! You scared my so much!!" Lily said breathing hard.
"So did you!" He answered.
Lily looked at him and saw he was looking at her outfit, she looked at herself and realized she was only wearing a very short pair of pants and a small top.
"Don't get any ideas buddy! I know karate and my scream can be heard until the Slytherin common room!" She warned him.
But he didn't really seemed troubled with it, in fact he laughed softly.
"Number one: I don't think that if the Slytherins will hear you they will really want to help, number two: what the hell is karate? And number three: I'm not a freak pervert!" He said.
"Oh..." Lily said, feeling a bit stupid, "I'm sorry but you *are* wandering around here in the middle of the night!" She apologized "My name -
"You're Lily Evans," He cut her off "the one who beats me every charms lesson and I'm -
"You are James Potter," She cut him off "the one who beats me every transfiguration!"
They both smiled.
Both were fifth year Gryffindors but didn't really talked because both had other friends and other interests.
Suddenly James stopped smiling and looked at her seriously.
"I heard about your parents Lily," He said "and I wanted to say I'm sorry."
Lily stopped smiling too, this small sentence hade a huge affect on her, and her bad mood came back at once.
James, who saw what affect that had on Lily tried to make her feel better.
"Lily, I know what you are going through and I-"
But Lily, who was still angry from before or maybe just couldn't take it anymore yelled at him.
"No you don't! You have no idea!!!" she half screamed at him and, before he could say anything, stormed as quickly as she could to the Gryffindor tower.
While running she started thinking of what just happened.
She had just yelled at someone who was almost a completely stranger to her!
She was confused, she really didn't know what to feel or think.
Why did her parents have to die? Why did Voldemort kill them? Why *her* parents?
This wasn't fair! Everybody had parents, only she didn't have.
Nobody understands...
Nobody understands...
Nobody understands...
She reached the common room and sat on one of the couches and put her hear down with the horrible thought in hear mind.
Nobody understands...
Suddenly she heard someone enter the common room, she knew it was him and felt even worst.
He probably was just trying to be nice and she comes and yells at him.
Lily noticed she was shaking, she tried to stop but couldn't, she felt so mad and frustrated and she really didn't know what to do.
She heard him coming closer.
"Please leave me alone." She told him.
But he didn't leave - he came even closer.
"Just leave me alone will you!" She said.
But he didn't listen, he was now standing near her, he took her hand and held it.
"Lily - " He started saying but she cut him off.
"Go away! Leave me, it's not like you really care anyway." She said.
But he didn't let go, instead his grip got tighter.
"Didn't I made myself clear? Let me go!" She told him angrily.
"I do care Lily, I really do!"
"No you don't, you're just saying so because you feel sorry for me." She tried breaking his grip.
"No I don't Lily!" He said, "I know what you are going through!"
"No you don't!" She almost screamed "Your parents weren't killed by the darkest wizard of all times!!!"
At the very moment she said that he let go.
"Yes they were."
She looked up at him and saw his eyes filling with sadness.
She felt horrible, she felt so selfish.
"I'm really sorry." She said.
He didn't react.
"I didn't know," She tried to explain "I'm so, so sorry."
"It's okay, after all it's not your fault! I really know what you are going through Lily. I've been through it too. I know what you're feeling."
He sat down beside her and hugged her.
"I know how hard it is."
At this Lily couldn't hold herself anymore.
She hugged him back and just started talking.
"I still can't believe that they are really gone!" She said " I remember saying goodbye on King's Cross thinking I will see them on Christmas like always."
His hug got tighter.
"I hate Voldemort! It's all his fault! And everybody are happy and everything except me and the worst. the worst." She couldn't talk anymore.
She had no idea why she opened so much to that boy.
She just felt so safe and protected with him.
"Nobody understands..." He said.
And then Lily broke... she started crying.
She cried and cried in the arms of an almost complete stranger.
She cried for all the times she couldn't.
She cried for her parents.
The parents she loved so much and never got to say goodbye.
She kept crying and crying.
He just stroke her hair gently.
On and on...
She slowly calmed down.
She cried herself to sleep in his arms, where she finally felt safe.
A/N that was so emotional! I know it was kind of short but I hade to stop it here. I also wanted to tell you that I hade a problem similar to Lily's - it's really hard for me to cry. I'm not kidding! It's really frustrating sometimes. But of course I do cry! Just not like everybody else. Please review! Please? Please? Pretty please with cream on top?
tta
Sometimes Bad Leads To Good
Chapter Two: Safe At Last
"Oh! You scared my so much!!" Lily said breathing hard.
"So did you!" He answered.
Lily looked at him and saw he was looking at her outfit, she looked at herself and realized she was only wearing a very short pair of pants and a small top.
"Don't get any ideas buddy! I know karate and my scream can be heard until the Slytherin common room!" She warned him.
But he didn't really seemed troubled with it, in fact he laughed softly.
"Number one: I don't think that if the Slytherins will hear you they will really want to help, number two: what the hell is karate? And number three: I'm not a freak pervert!" He said.
"Oh..." Lily said, feeling a bit stupid, "I'm sorry but you *are* wandering around here in the middle of the night!" She apologized "My name -
"You're Lily Evans," He cut her off "the one who beats me every charms lesson and I'm -
"You are James Potter," She cut him off "the one who beats me every transfiguration!"
They both smiled.
Both were fifth year Gryffindors but didn't really talked because both had other friends and other interests.
Suddenly James stopped smiling and looked at her seriously.
"I heard about your parents Lily," He said "and I wanted to say I'm sorry."
Lily stopped smiling too, this small sentence hade a huge affect on her, and her bad mood came back at once.
James, who saw what affect that had on Lily tried to make her feel better.
"Lily, I know what you are going through and I-"
But Lily, who was still angry from before or maybe just couldn't take it anymore yelled at him.
"No you don't! You have no idea!!!" she half screamed at him and, before he could say anything, stormed as quickly as she could to the Gryffindor tower.
While running she started thinking of what just happened.
She had just yelled at someone who was almost a completely stranger to her!
She was confused, she really didn't know what to feel or think.
Why did her parents have to die? Why did Voldemort kill them? Why *her* parents?
This wasn't fair! Everybody had parents, only she didn't have.
Nobody understands...
Nobody understands...
Nobody understands...
She reached the common room and sat on one of the couches and put her hear down with the horrible thought in hear mind.
Nobody understands...
Suddenly she heard someone enter the common room, she knew it was him and felt even worst.
He probably was just trying to be nice and she comes and yells at him.
Lily noticed she was shaking, she tried to stop but couldn't, she felt so mad and frustrated and she really didn't know what to do.
She heard him coming closer.
"Please leave me alone." She told him.
But he didn't leave - he came even closer.
"Just leave me alone will you!" She said.
But he didn't listen, he was now standing near her, he took her hand and held it.
"Lily - " He started saying but she cut him off.
"Go away! Leave me, it's not like you really care anyway." She said.
But he didn't let go, instead his grip got tighter.
"Didn't I made myself clear? Let me go!" She told him angrily.
"I do care Lily, I really do!"
"No you don't, you're just saying so because you feel sorry for me." She tried breaking his grip.
"No I don't Lily!" He said, "I know what you are going through!"
"No you don't!" She almost screamed "Your parents weren't killed by the darkest wizard of all times!!!"
At the very moment she said that he let go.
"Yes they were."
She looked up at him and saw his eyes filling with sadness.
She felt horrible, she felt so selfish.
"I'm really sorry." She said.
He didn't react.
"I didn't know," She tried to explain "I'm so, so sorry."
"It's okay, after all it's not your fault! I really know what you are going through Lily. I've been through it too. I know what you're feeling."
He sat down beside her and hugged her.
"I know how hard it is."
At this Lily couldn't hold herself anymore.
She hugged him back and just started talking.
"I still can't believe that they are really gone!" She said " I remember saying goodbye on King's Cross thinking I will see them on Christmas like always."
His hug got tighter.
"I hate Voldemort! It's all his fault! And everybody are happy and everything except me and the worst. the worst." She couldn't talk anymore.
She had no idea why she opened so much to that boy.
She just felt so safe and protected with him.
"Nobody understands..." He said.
And then Lily broke... she started crying.
She cried and cried in the arms of an almost complete stranger.
She cried for all the times she couldn't.
She cried for her parents.
The parents she loved so much and never got to say goodbye.
She kept crying and crying.
He just stroke her hair gently.
On and on...
She slowly calmed down.
She cried herself to sleep in his arms, where she finally felt safe.
A/N that was so emotional! I know it was kind of short but I hade to stop it here. I also wanted to tell you that I hade a problem similar to Lily's - it's really hard for me to cry. I'm not kidding! It's really frustrating sometimes. But of course I do cry! Just not like everybody else. Please review! Please? Please? Pretty please with cream on top?
tta