Mia's POV
WHY DON'T I HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, hellooooooooooo, I'm going to be stuck in the middle of nowhere with the love of my life and, oh shit, I hadn't even thought about that.. OMG OMG OMG breath Mia breath. ok, I'm relaxed but arggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhh why me????????????? And then Jade, what is up with that girl. She has no intention of informing me on the little secret. Or maybe she does since she's coming over here now.
Wow, was I ever being selfish! Jade is actually really nice, now that I've taken the time to get to know her better. She came up to me and we started talking.
Jade(J): hey Mia, uhm, is it ok if I talked to you for a minute. ~I realized here that I was still holding my journal, and all so I put it all down Me(M): yeah sure, what's going on ~I tried not to sound pissed or anything, but I was, since she was getting all of Michaels attention, and I was the odd one out. it just wasn't right but I did want to know what her secret was. J: Mia, I haven't been totally honest with you. I mean, I have this feeling that you ~she lowerd her voice here . that you like Michael more than just in a friendly way.. ~that is exactly what she said, now what on earth was I going to say to that. Instead of staying calm and collected I went M: yeah, so like what does it have to do with you, what do you care, I mean, it's pretty obvious that you two have this secret relationship going on. I'm happy for you, because Michale is the best you can get, but if you knew that I liked him you could have told me earlier. ~I half screamed this and she looked a bit alarmed. lucky that Michale wasn't around J: well, sorry to have pissed you off, I actually just came to tell you that I don't have any more than friendly feelings for Michael. And he doesn't have any other feelings for me either, so there is no secret relationship. We're just friends because he was there when I needed to talk to someone. Noone else was there for me right. ~and then she walked away.
And yes, I feel guilty. I juged her before I even knew her and only because I was jealous. I think this is what Grandmere meant. In the first few hours of this trip I discovered that I have no people knowledge whatsoever, and that I'm just a jealous monster. No wonder Michael doesn't like me. what on earth am I going to do. I feel so. hopeless. and I get the feeling that something is going to go really really really wrong.
Jade's POV
Maybe I was too mean to Mia. I could have made her see that she was wrong in a different way. But then she had let me down the first few days. She was never there for me. And I was never there for her. That's the little sentence that keeps coming up in the back of my head, I was never there to listen to her talk, I was never there to make her see that I don't like Michael and I never even wanted to make her see through all the lies that surround me. I never opened up to her in any way. And yet I think I like her already. She just doesn't like me. This is still way to complicated. And David, what the hell am I going to do when I see David. Maybe Mia has some tips. No, I can't talk to her, she's not the right person to talk to. And I like to keep my problems inside anyway. I don't think I've ever told anyone about David before. Before Michael. and now I'm going to see him again. Wait, is it really him, there could be so many different David Grinats out there. But then why do I have this haunting feeling like something is going to go wrong. Really wrong on this trip?
Michaels POV
Somethings going to go wrong, but what? Why is that all I can think about? I need to think clearly for a few minutes. First of all, I'm going on a trip ith two beautiful girls, the one even prettier than the other. And also, I'm sure this is not going to be fun for Jade, because I'm sure it's the David she told me about. And Mia, I mean there are like 4 other guys coming. what a mess.
A/B- I don't think this cleared things up, and sorry it's so short but if you want to find out more please reading, and pressing the little innocent review button!!!!!
WHY DON'T I HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, hellooooooooooo, I'm going to be stuck in the middle of nowhere with the love of my life and, oh shit, I hadn't even thought about that.. OMG OMG OMG breath Mia breath. ok, I'm relaxed but arggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhh why me????????????? And then Jade, what is up with that girl. She has no intention of informing me on the little secret. Or maybe she does since she's coming over here now.
Wow, was I ever being selfish! Jade is actually really nice, now that I've taken the time to get to know her better. She came up to me and we started talking.
Jade(J): hey Mia, uhm, is it ok if I talked to you for a minute. ~I realized here that I was still holding my journal, and all so I put it all down Me(M): yeah sure, what's going on ~I tried not to sound pissed or anything, but I was, since she was getting all of Michaels attention, and I was the odd one out. it just wasn't right but I did want to know what her secret was. J: Mia, I haven't been totally honest with you. I mean, I have this feeling that you ~she lowerd her voice here . that you like Michael more than just in a friendly way.. ~that is exactly what she said, now what on earth was I going to say to that. Instead of staying calm and collected I went M: yeah, so like what does it have to do with you, what do you care, I mean, it's pretty obvious that you two have this secret relationship going on. I'm happy for you, because Michale is the best you can get, but if you knew that I liked him you could have told me earlier. ~I half screamed this and she looked a bit alarmed. lucky that Michale wasn't around J: well, sorry to have pissed you off, I actually just came to tell you that I don't have any more than friendly feelings for Michael. And he doesn't have any other feelings for me either, so there is no secret relationship. We're just friends because he was there when I needed to talk to someone. Noone else was there for me right. ~and then she walked away.
And yes, I feel guilty. I juged her before I even knew her and only because I was jealous. I think this is what Grandmere meant. In the first few hours of this trip I discovered that I have no people knowledge whatsoever, and that I'm just a jealous monster. No wonder Michael doesn't like me. what on earth am I going to do. I feel so. hopeless. and I get the feeling that something is going to go really really really wrong.
Jade's POV
Maybe I was too mean to Mia. I could have made her see that she was wrong in a different way. But then she had let me down the first few days. She was never there for me. And I was never there for her. That's the little sentence that keeps coming up in the back of my head, I was never there to listen to her talk, I was never there to make her see that I don't like Michael and I never even wanted to make her see through all the lies that surround me. I never opened up to her in any way. And yet I think I like her already. She just doesn't like me. This is still way to complicated. And David, what the hell am I going to do when I see David. Maybe Mia has some tips. No, I can't talk to her, she's not the right person to talk to. And I like to keep my problems inside anyway. I don't think I've ever told anyone about David before. Before Michael. and now I'm going to see him again. Wait, is it really him, there could be so many different David Grinats out there. But then why do I have this haunting feeling like something is going to go wrong. Really wrong on this trip?
Michaels POV
Somethings going to go wrong, but what? Why is that all I can think about? I need to think clearly for a few minutes. First of all, I'm going on a trip ith two beautiful girls, the one even prettier than the other. And also, I'm sure this is not going to be fun for Jade, because I'm sure it's the David she told me about. And Mia, I mean there are like 4 other guys coming. what a mess.
A/B- I don't think this cleared things up, and sorry it's so short but if you want to find out more please reading, and pressing the little innocent review button!!!!!