A/N Again, sorry for the long wait! This story is causing my troubles,
honestly! More reviews would be also appreciated, thanks!!!
IMPOTANT: It seems that not all of you understood what happened last chapter. What the Minister of Magic talked about was how the Ministry had made an after death investigation and they discovered Mr and Mss Evans (Lily's parents) were killed because they refused to give Voldemort information on Lily. *lets the realization dawn* okay... now that you get it I will continue the story!
The idea for this chapter was taken from my internet pal Alohamora!!! Thank you so much!!!
Sometimes Bad Leads To Good
Chapter Nine: Running Away
Lily started running down the hall.
Away.
She just had to get away from everything, everyone and from what she just heard.
Away...
"LILY!!!" James called after her but she kept running.
James watched her run down the corridor.
He started running after her.
"LILY!!!" He tried catching up with her but she was quick.
"LILY!!!! STOP!!!"
Lily ignored him.
She wanted to disappear...
Shut everybody out.
"LILY!"
She kept running.
"LILY!!!"
James's side was beginning to ache.
She turned at a corner and he followed.
He managed to see her entering a little room.
He ran to that direction and
BAAM!!!
Collided right into-
"Diggory." He snarled.
"Hold on Potter, what happened to Lily?" Amos was just about to return to his dorm when he saw the little redhead storm into the room.
"Non of your business." James started making his way to the door but Diggory stopped him.
"It's my business more then yours Potter!" He hissed.
James ignored him and touched the handle.
Diggory shoved his hand back.
"She needs me now Potter... I'm her *boyfriend*."
James ignored the aching in his heart.
"But I'm her *friend*."
Diggory snorted and quickly opened the door.
"But boyfriends count more." He whispered and entered the room before James could do anything.
Numb, he stood there watching Diggory approach Lily.
He came and hugged her and James saw enough.
He left in pain, both physically and mentally.
Lily felt someone hugging her.
"It's okay baby, Amos is here."
She jumped.
Amos?
She looked up.
"What happened?" He asked.
Should she tell him?
But what if he'll brake up with her?
She *is* a murderer!
"You know you can tell me anything." He whispered reassuringly.
"Oh, Amos! I'm such a horrible, horrible, person! I don't deserve to live!!!"
For a second he looked frightened, then a little smile played across his lips.
"I'm sure whatever you did isn't that bad Lily."
"I killed them Amos!!! I bloody killed my own parents!!!"
Again, the fear came to his features.
"What?"
"Voldemort killed them, to get information about me."
Every time she even thought about it she wanted to scream.
Her parents were dead. DEAD!
And it was all because of her.
They were so happy when she got her letter, and that letter brought their doom.
Moreover, *she* was the cause of their doom.
If they would just have Petunia...
Amos Diggory was thinking hard.
Then his face split into a huge green.
"Shhhh... Lily, it's okay, it's okay."
"No it's not!!! They're dead!"
"So you did a little mistake, it's not a big deal."
Lily looked up at him.
"What?"
"Yeah, I mean, they were old you know. You probably did them a favor." (A/N hmm... this reminds me of what Fred and Geroge said bout scabberes when he was thought to be dead)
"What?"
"You're a great girl Lily... and killing off your parents is not going to change it trust me."
He smiled again satisfied, he always knew how to cheer people.
Lily felt her heart stopping.
She was a murderer!!!
Deep down inside she thought that maybe... but Amos was right.
She was a horrible person and someone should pull the Avada Kadvra on her right now!
She didn't deserve to have friends like Amos.
She pushed Amos's hands away and started running outside the room.
"Lily?" He asked but she kept running.
Faster and faster and faster.
Away... Far away...
She didn't see anymore.
She collided into things, fell, bruised herself, but it didn't matter.
She deserved it.
Out... Out... Out...
She fell again but someone caught her.
"Lily!" She heard James voice.
"Leave me alone James!"
She struggled to get out of his grip.
But it only tightened.
"Lily..." He whispered softly and she broke apart.
The hot tears splashed on his robs.
"James..."
"They're dead and it's all because of me!!!"
"Lily listen-"
"No! Amos was right I-"
"Amos?!" James voice hardened at once.
"He was right, I killed them and..."
But Lily's power was gone and she fell into James's arms.
She kept crying her eyes out.
Slowly James sat on the cold marble floor with Lily in his arms.
"It's alright Lily" He hugged her slowly caressing her cheek.
"I've got you now."
A/N That *^%#@ Amos!!! *swears* God I hate him, but it's so fun writing him... lol I loved the ending but this chapter confused me a bit. Hmmmmm... I'm weird.
REVIEW!!!
The part where Amos says "You're a great girl Lily... and killing off your parents isn't going to change it". Was kinda taken from Bring It On, where the stupid boyfriend says: "You're a great cheerleader tor (sp?), it's just that maybe you're not captain materiel."
Okie dokie:
This is my livejournal link with chapter's development and such:
www.livejournal.com/users/tta comment please! ;)
I'm always happy to make new friends via my email (tta@hotmail.co.il) or my livejournal.
Thanks to the lovely reviewers from the last chapter:
x-woman
animegirl-mika - "damned snake-faced son of a bitch" lol... I hope he rots as well...
Suger - Lily knew Voldemort killed her parents but she didn't know that he killed them cause they refused giving him information on Lily.
Shawnna - I explained everything on the top so look at the start of the chapter please.
Alohamora - I don't mind putting up wiv you at all! ;) I almost can't cry as well... It's not like I don't want to it's just that I can't! And it's so annoying sometimes!!! Thanks again for giving me the idea!!!
Liz
IMPOTANT: It seems that not all of you understood what happened last chapter. What the Minister of Magic talked about was how the Ministry had made an after death investigation and they discovered Mr and Mss Evans (Lily's parents) were killed because they refused to give Voldemort information on Lily. *lets the realization dawn* okay... now that you get it I will continue the story!
The idea for this chapter was taken from my internet pal Alohamora!!! Thank you so much!!!
Sometimes Bad Leads To Good
Chapter Nine: Running Away
Lily started running down the hall.
Away.
She just had to get away from everything, everyone and from what she just heard.
Away...
"LILY!!!" James called after her but she kept running.
James watched her run down the corridor.
He started running after her.
"LILY!!!" He tried catching up with her but she was quick.
"LILY!!!! STOP!!!"
Lily ignored him.
She wanted to disappear...
Shut everybody out.
"LILY!"
She kept running.
"LILY!!!"
James's side was beginning to ache.
She turned at a corner and he followed.
He managed to see her entering a little room.
He ran to that direction and
BAAM!!!
Collided right into-
"Diggory." He snarled.
"Hold on Potter, what happened to Lily?" Amos was just about to return to his dorm when he saw the little redhead storm into the room.
"Non of your business." James started making his way to the door but Diggory stopped him.
"It's my business more then yours Potter!" He hissed.
James ignored him and touched the handle.
Diggory shoved his hand back.
"She needs me now Potter... I'm her *boyfriend*."
James ignored the aching in his heart.
"But I'm her *friend*."
Diggory snorted and quickly opened the door.
"But boyfriends count more." He whispered and entered the room before James could do anything.
Numb, he stood there watching Diggory approach Lily.
He came and hugged her and James saw enough.
He left in pain, both physically and mentally.
Lily felt someone hugging her.
"It's okay baby, Amos is here."
She jumped.
Amos?
She looked up.
"What happened?" He asked.
Should she tell him?
But what if he'll brake up with her?
She *is* a murderer!
"You know you can tell me anything." He whispered reassuringly.
"Oh, Amos! I'm such a horrible, horrible, person! I don't deserve to live!!!"
For a second he looked frightened, then a little smile played across his lips.
"I'm sure whatever you did isn't that bad Lily."
"I killed them Amos!!! I bloody killed my own parents!!!"
Again, the fear came to his features.
"What?"
"Voldemort killed them, to get information about me."
Every time she even thought about it she wanted to scream.
Her parents were dead. DEAD!
And it was all because of her.
They were so happy when she got her letter, and that letter brought their doom.
Moreover, *she* was the cause of their doom.
If they would just have Petunia...
Amos Diggory was thinking hard.
Then his face split into a huge green.
"Shhhh... Lily, it's okay, it's okay."
"No it's not!!! They're dead!"
"So you did a little mistake, it's not a big deal."
Lily looked up at him.
"What?"
"Yeah, I mean, they were old you know. You probably did them a favor." (A/N hmm... this reminds me of what Fred and Geroge said bout scabberes when he was thought to be dead)
"What?"
"You're a great girl Lily... and killing off your parents is not going to change it trust me."
He smiled again satisfied, he always knew how to cheer people.
Lily felt her heart stopping.
She was a murderer!!!
Deep down inside she thought that maybe... but Amos was right.
She was a horrible person and someone should pull the Avada Kadvra on her right now!
She didn't deserve to have friends like Amos.
She pushed Amos's hands away and started running outside the room.
"Lily?" He asked but she kept running.
Faster and faster and faster.
Away... Far away...
She didn't see anymore.
She collided into things, fell, bruised herself, but it didn't matter.
She deserved it.
Out... Out... Out...
She fell again but someone caught her.
"Lily!" She heard James voice.
"Leave me alone James!"
She struggled to get out of his grip.
But it only tightened.
"Lily..." He whispered softly and she broke apart.
The hot tears splashed on his robs.
"James..."
"They're dead and it's all because of me!!!"
"Lily listen-"
"No! Amos was right I-"
"Amos?!" James voice hardened at once.
"He was right, I killed them and..."
But Lily's power was gone and she fell into James's arms.
She kept crying her eyes out.
Slowly James sat on the cold marble floor with Lily in his arms.
"It's alright Lily" He hugged her slowly caressing her cheek.
"I've got you now."
A/N That *^%#@ Amos!!! *swears* God I hate him, but it's so fun writing him... lol I loved the ending but this chapter confused me a bit. Hmmmmm... I'm weird.
REVIEW!!!
The part where Amos says "You're a great girl Lily... and killing off your parents isn't going to change it". Was kinda taken from Bring It On, where the stupid boyfriend says: "You're a great cheerleader tor (sp?), it's just that maybe you're not captain materiel."
Okie dokie:
This is my livejournal link with chapter's development and such:
www.livejournal.com/users/tta comment please! ;)
I'm always happy to make new friends via my email (tta@hotmail.co.il) or my livejournal.
Thanks to the lovely reviewers from the last chapter:
x-woman
animegirl-mika - "damned snake-faced son of a bitch" lol... I hope he rots as well...
Suger - Lily knew Voldemort killed her parents but she didn't know that he killed them cause they refused giving him information on Lily.
Shawnna - I explained everything on the top so look at the start of the chapter please.
Alohamora - I don't mind putting up wiv you at all! ;) I almost can't cry as well... It's not like I don't want to it's just that I can't! And it's so annoying sometimes!!! Thanks again for giving me the idea!!!
Liz