Misery
By cole&phoebeturner953
I lay here in my bed,
Weeping silently with my eyes shut tight,
How do I love you so, when all you do is hurt me back?
In the past, my soul was hard and cold,
As hard and cold as an endless winter night,
The sun never shined on me,
It never warmed my face as it rose,
And then all of a sudden,
You came into my life, and I froze.
You warmed my soul, with your own,
For a time, we stayed in our happy place,
And my soul soared along with yours,
Then he came in and erased the smile that was on my face.
I stayed there, locked in my own body,
Unable to move or bend,
I screamed my frustration and sadness,
Knowing full well that no one would hear or see me to no end,
He knew that too, and laughed in my face.
And yet, with him laughing at my pain, I still kept going,
My love for you, and your love for me,
Gave me strength when I had none.
When you found out and didn't run away,
I cried and whooped for joy all the same.
Then in the blink of an eye, you had to make a choice,
It was either you and me, or the Charmed 3,
As you set the crystal down with tears in your eyes,
I wanted to yell out good, but he held me back,
As you said the spell to me, I felt his hold crack.
I uttered what came to me, and promised myself that I'd be back,
As I went in that wasteland, all I thought of was you,
I called to you and you came to me.
When you kissed me for the last time,
I felt my blood run cold, and my heart stop and freeze.
With one quick turn and a few words, you disappeared,
Leaving me all alone again with thoughts of sadness.
When I found my way back, I still loved you,
When I tried to get you back, you shunned me in my place,
Like a cold slap, reality hit me in my face.
I knew you still loved me, and yet you held your place,
You shattered my heart with a simple phrase.
I guess then it leads me to this place,
Here in this bed, alone and cold,
I yearn for you to be next to me,
Like when I first woke up with you by me,
You smiled at me, and I got my first taste of a normal life,
Now, I lay shattered and broken, unable to go back,
How could you do this to me?
How could you hate me?
And how do I still love you, with all my heart and soul?
I wish you were here.
I guess, it's true what they say,
Misery loves company,
Isn't that right, Phoebe?
By cole&phoebeturner953
I lay here in my bed,
Weeping silently with my eyes shut tight,
How do I love you so, when all you do is hurt me back?
In the past, my soul was hard and cold,
As hard and cold as an endless winter night,
The sun never shined on me,
It never warmed my face as it rose,
And then all of a sudden,
You came into my life, and I froze.
You warmed my soul, with your own,
For a time, we stayed in our happy place,
And my soul soared along with yours,
Then he came in and erased the smile that was on my face.
I stayed there, locked in my own body,
Unable to move or bend,
I screamed my frustration and sadness,
Knowing full well that no one would hear or see me to no end,
He knew that too, and laughed in my face.
And yet, with him laughing at my pain, I still kept going,
My love for you, and your love for me,
Gave me strength when I had none.
When you found out and didn't run away,
I cried and whooped for joy all the same.
Then in the blink of an eye, you had to make a choice,
It was either you and me, or the Charmed 3,
As you set the crystal down with tears in your eyes,
I wanted to yell out good, but he held me back,
As you said the spell to me, I felt his hold crack.
I uttered what came to me, and promised myself that I'd be back,
As I went in that wasteland, all I thought of was you,
I called to you and you came to me.
When you kissed me for the last time,
I felt my blood run cold, and my heart stop and freeze.
With one quick turn and a few words, you disappeared,
Leaving me all alone again with thoughts of sadness.
When I found my way back, I still loved you,
When I tried to get you back, you shunned me in my place,
Like a cold slap, reality hit me in my face.
I knew you still loved me, and yet you held your place,
You shattered my heart with a simple phrase.
I guess then it leads me to this place,
Here in this bed, alone and cold,
I yearn for you to be next to me,
Like when I first woke up with you by me,
You smiled at me, and I got my first taste of a normal life,
Now, I lay shattered and broken, unable to go back,
How could you do this to me?
How could you hate me?
And how do I still love you, with all my heart and soul?
I wish you were here.
I guess, it's true what they say,
Misery loves company,
Isn't that right, Phoebe?